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2005 10 July :: 2.29am
:: Mood: Good.
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson- Behind These Hazel Eyes
AN UPDATE!!
Well, things have been pretty good in the life of Dana recently. I'm slowly fixing the little problems...
My cousin, Katy has been staying with us for the past week, and I have enjoyed it a lot. She is so crazy and just so much fun to be around... :]
I got to see Bethany the other day! We went to go hang out with Drew, and he had Blaine with him. (I've known Blaine for a few years, and we hadn't talked since last summer.) So, it was pretty fun. We also saw Derek for a while.
Also, Matt came to see me for a while. So it was fun. :) I've missed him.
Hung out with Aisha and Keely. Straightened my hair. :o
Lucas and Nick have been here twice to hang out with Carly and Katy, but it was pretty fun. Last night they were here, and my uncle and dad were extremely drunk... So we set off fireworks and stuff... Throughout the night my dad came out with a gun and a sword (the cockroach killer), so yeah. Needless to say, it was very amusing.
I talked to Randy a lot last night. I told him my life story. XD I loff him. =D
Also got a very awkward, but well needed conversation over with.
And it's raining now, so I think I'll go play in it for a while. ^_^
Chaotically yours,
♥Dana♥
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2005 29 June :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: Crushed.
:: Music: P!NK- Hazard to Myself
Woo.
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2005 13 June :: 9.26pm
I think I won't be updating this so much...
I'm sorting things out in my life.
Feel free to comment anyways.
I'll be back to read them.
<333
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2005 7 June :: 11.20am
I was reminded this morning,
That it wasn't a dream.
I actually ripped someone's heart out...
Sheerly because I was unhappy.
I suppose it's for the best-
It'll make both of us happier in the long run.
But it hurts so fucking bad.
*sigh* What have I gotten myself into?
I'm so selfish and weak.
I can't believe myself sometimes.
John was the first guy to treat me like his everything,
And I just destroyed that,
Because I felt insecure...
With him being so far away,
And us not having means of communication at the time.
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2005 6 June :: 8.58pm
It's one of those times.
I'm so down...
I won't be myself for a while.
And I'll go ahead and apologize in advance.
I've reached the lowest of lows.
I can't stop crying.
I guess I do love him.
And I just threw it all away.
I should've realized...
I'm not old enough to handle something like this.
I realize now.
And it hurts so bad.
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