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2005 2 April :: 1.09am
:: Mood: Tired.
:: Music: Can you hear?
Best Foot Forward.
This was a great experience. However, I am very glad that it's finally over. Mr. Riel has been in his pissy mood for way too long. Maybe since this is over with, he'll be better. Probably not, though.
This is probably the biggest thing I've ever done. I got up, and performed in front of 6,000 people. (Might I mention, I have awful stage fright.)
So yeah, I feel accomplished. And tired as Hell.
Happy (late) April Fool's Day. ;P
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2005 30 March :: 10.56pm
I love you.
Little dedication-type thingys... I only put ones for people who I think might still read this.
John- You mean the world to me, sweetheart. Never forget that. Even if we haven't got to talk much lately, we can make it. I love you so much... And I hope we can get through this. I miss you lots, and I really, really hope I can get you down here sometime soon? =/
---Vaginal cavity.---Are you on the phone?---Where'd you get yo white tee?---Necrophelia does NOT make sense!!---Shoplifter!!---What is a zip tie?---Let's go light toilet seats on fire!!---
Plus some other ones... o.o
Randy- Don't give up. I need you here. I really do. You're like my older brother that I always wanted, but never had. You're just always there for me to spill my emotions to, and somehow, you still put up with me, and always look out for me.
---How do you get upstairs?---WOO DOO DOO DOO DOO!---Shoplifter!!---The DDR fro guy is my hero.---
And others. o.o
Aisha- We always seem to end up cracking up at something stupid, and completely not funny. But I always have a good time with you. Even when I'm sitting there crying, you're always able to make me laugh. I loff you, and I hope we stay close even through High School, although we'll probably have COMPLETELY different friends.
---Oh no... *burp/sneeze*---Sitting there with ice cream---Carly's chorus concerts---Didja see it, didja see it?!---Carrot, Wheat Thins, and GUSHERS!!---Lady---Your nose is running---MOOOO!!!---
And tons of others. XD!!
Keely- We've grown apart somewhat, since you went off to High School. I still love you, though. We've been through a lot of shit, good and bad. Lots of bad. But regardless, I still love you. ;P Maybe next year we'll be closer again. Who knows?
---I love you this much *flush*---Your testicals are mine.---Your nose is running!---Orginasm---*wide-eyed stare*---
I'll finish some other time, I'm tired. COMMENT, NIGGAS!
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2005 25 March :: 4.52pm
Today ish muh burfday, nikkas. (Don't forget to fill out that last thing, in the entry before this. ^.^)
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2005 17 March :: 6.36pm
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World- Work
I doubt anyone will even comment...
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Colour eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married? (To who, possibly?):
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
41. How often do you read my journal?:
42. How often do you talk to me in person?:
43. What am I afraid of the most?:
44. What is one of my passions?:
45. Do you think I have morals?:
46. What annoys you the most about me? Why?:
47. Do I get on your nerves? Why or why not?:
48. Am I talented? At what?:
49. What do you find most interesting about me? Why?:
50. Name 5 things I feel strongly about.:
Please comment?
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2005 16 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: Awful.
It just keeps getting worse.
*sigh* I don't know how I'm going to do this. All this stress just keeps building up... And all at the same time that I'm not going to get to talk to John for a while. I think I might explode.
I've been so... moody lately. I just... I don't know. I hate this. I hate it. Life's just going to get harder from here, too... High School is going to be sooo much more stressful. I can't do it. I don't think I can.
*sigh* I can feel a break down coming on soon enough.
It tears me apart that I don't ever get to see him... And just knowing that there are lots of people there who get to be there for him daily and in person... It hurts a lot. I miss him so incredibly much... *sigh*
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