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2005 17 February :: 9.54pm
I'm ready to disappear. Vacation seems far from here.
Thank God tomorrow Tamarraw (annoying Mrs. Denton accent) is Friday.
This week was actually pretty decent.
I think I'm sick, though... :(
Woo. End for now. I don't feel like updating.
Bitches.
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2005 16 February :: 4.28pm
Today was pretty good.
Random stuff. I hung out with Zach a lot today. He's cool.
At break we played some extreme hackey sack. XD Bret, Nick, Zach, Hunter, and I... God, people were looking at us like we were complete morons. XD Bret kept falling over and stuff.
The Holocaust is depressing, but whenever Mrs. Glasgow talks about it, it's sooo hard not to laugh, because all I can think about is South Park the movie! "Did I say death camps? I mean FUN camps!"
After the bell rang, I kicked Weiner. -_-; Ugh. Don't wanna get into it. It scared the shit out of me, though.
Taylor took my bag, so I was hanging on to the strap (it's a messanger bag.) ...I fell, and my butt hurts like Hell. He threw it. My cell phone was in it. Bleh.
I got to talk to John last night. =) I love him.
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2005 15 February :: 7.15pm
I'm so badass. I stole shit, dogg. Haha. ;D
Today was all right.
I'm sleepy.
I love John.
I calmed down. I don't know why I was letting stuff get to me.
I'm glad Beffy Weffy is feeling better. :)
I BEAT WEINER IN GYM CLASS!! (Haha, Weiner is my friend. I named him Weiner Schnitzel because he's German.) It was fun.
Mr. Moore like freaked out today.
Megan asked what happened in a movie we were watching, so I said "they shoved a rifle up his butt." I really thought they did. Oh well.
I think I had a better day because I got to talk to John this morning. Haha. :D
I'ma go now. Eli's begging me to do my homework.
Shit, I haven't even done my own. Heh.
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2005 14 February :: 4.35pm
:: Mood: Depressed/Angry.
:: Music: HIM- You Are The One
Fuck it.
Fuck today. Fuck family. Fuck Valentine's Day.
Fuck all of it.
Today has sucked so fucking much. I'm about to cry. I hate it. I hate it so much.
Whenever it looks like anything's going to work for me, it all just screws up.
I hate feeling so alone. I hate feeling like I need to be surrounded by people all the time.
I hate being afraid of myself... I hate hating myself.
...I hate crying. It really makes me feel like a smaller person... It makes me feel... weak. I don't know why.
There are so many things I dislike about me...
I'm stupid, ugly and weak.
Self hatred really doesn't feel good... *sigh*
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[edit: 6:02 pm] I calmed down a bit...
PS- I still want your memories.
Post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened... Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you... [/edit]
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2005 14 February :: 1.10am
:: Mood: Meh.
:: Music: None... Sadly.
"Yeah... I did a girl once... Yes I would like some more bread."
Stef's party. It was fun. I love Kersten, she's so awesome. It consisted of just... randomness. I miss Cameron. He never hangs out with me anymore. It makes me sad. Carly introduced him to all her friends, and now he never hangs out with us anymore; Just them. Even though he lives right up the fucking road. Oh well.
Well tomorrow... Or moreso, today is Valentine's Day. I hope it's good for you all.
*sigh* A month. It's been a month. I miss him. =[
Happy Birthday to: Stef and Bob... Even though neither of them read this.
Heh...
Please, don't let anyone change you...
Please, don't change yourself.
I hope you never fade... As you drip through my veins...
Post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened... Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...
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