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2006 11 January :: 3.32pm
well, I am feeling like crap. I don't know why, I just am. I want to go home, and I'm stressing out about my work schedule, and my school schedule, and I don't know. I need to pay my car payment. And my weekend that I thought I was going to have, doesn't seem like it's going to happen. well shit.
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2006 10 January :: 9.43pm
i tried out today. i reallly want wendy. sooo incredibly bad. but i guess we'll see what happens.
talk about one hell of a night... and nobody could EVER know what i mean by that.
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2006 10 January :: 7.35pm
"Well he looks like a douche bag, should we write that down?"
Haha I love you Stacy. We are such bitches. When he was barking i'm like "Ugh, that makes me sick!"
I was only being honest!
...five million more years until the weekend....
Alriiight....
This whole thing is just inside jokes that only a select few people understand.
We all took our bitch pills today...
And I definitely don't feel good right now and half of my family is sick so I'm going to go take some Nyquil and go to bed.
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2006 10 January :: 2.13am
ok, here they are, the very first pictures, even tho, most of you have already seen them, I just had to put them on here, mostly because it just gives me another chance to look at them! ahah!
oh, and sorry about how huge they are! I really am sorry! :)
and for real, these are our very first pictures together! Before we were even...together! haha! ahh jerky!
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2006 9 January :: 9.13pm
Yay I'm on the internet on my laptop!! How exciting!! I need to download msn messenger though which is going to take five million years. Oh well I'm happy!
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2006 9 January :: 8.49pm
I'm in a really bad mood tonight and anyone who talks to me pretty much annoys me.
Tonight when my sister and I were on our way home from shopping she was trying to do something to my mirror and I wasn't paying attention since I was driving and she pushed the on*star button because she didn't know what it was and that was a bad idea lol. My radio all of the sudden turned off and then this weird music started playing and then a lady started talking to us and I didn't know what was going on and she was going to send help but then we said it was an acciden't and she said something to us and she turned it off, but it was pretty hilarious.
School is so stupid I just want it to be the weekend again. I always have fun on the weekends.
My sister Danielle dyed her hair dark brown so now we have the same hair color and now all I keep hearing is how we look like twins....
And Stacy was everyone being serious when they said were hanging out with Big Nasty this weekend? Haha I love Ben he's so cute!
I know this is hurting you but it's killing me.
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2006 9 January :: 8.04pm
well...how can one aspect of your life be perfect, and another part be so unperfect? I am in a very....sad mood I guess. I don't know what to do. It's hard to even fake being happy right now.
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2006 8 January :: 3.31pm
What did you say...that you only meant well and this is supposed to be for the best.
This isn't what we need..but you decided this.
Well last night..on the way to Stacys house I was in the front seat and Danielle was driving and Sam Foley and I were talking and she was saying what if a bloody guy just walked in the road and we hit them and all of the sudden something ran in the road and I wasn't paying attention and Danielle started swerving all over the road and I just seen this huge shadow and I don't even remember what happend after that but when it was done and over with Sam and Danielle said I was screaming bloody murder but I don't really remember because I was so scared we were going to crash and die. That would probably be unfortunate.
Somehow when I'm with Danielle, we almost always die. One of the days we probably will.
We went to tgi fridays again last night even though I was just there with Em, Logan, and Justin and I had to get the cheesecake again. It's sooo good.
Well I hope everyone had a good weekend but Em just called and wants to hang out tonight so were going to go out with Logan and Justin so I'll ttyl.
Ohh I'm so glad Devin finally skanked for me and Sam lol.
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2006 7 January :: 9.13pm
"All For You"
Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe 'cause I'm trying
There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you
I thought I'd seen it all
'Cause it's been a long, long time
But then we'll trip and fall
Wondering if I'm blind
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[Chorus]
Rain comes pouring down
Falling from blue skies
Words without a sound
Coming from your eyes
Finally I figured out
But it took a long, long time
But now there's a turnabout
Maybe cause I'm trying
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[Chorus-Chorus]
It's hard to say
It's hard to say
It's all for you
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2006 7 January :: 5.07pm
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't.
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today.
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today
and I know I'm not ready,
maybe tomorrow
Tomorrow it may change
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2006 7 January :: 1.40am
Tonight was fun. I went to the basketball game at Forest Hills Central with Emily, Justin, and Logan. We definitely got lost on the way there. We even got directions and Logan is a moron and we were supposed to get off at exit 40B so what does he do? He gets off at exit 39 that takes us god knows where. We finally ended up at the game after like an hour of driving.
The game sucked. We lost.
After that we went to tgi fridays and we about died getting there. I'm not even going to get into that. When we were walking out Emily and I were reading something and I ran into a car. Emily said it was probably the funniest thing that shes ever seen. We just about died laughing.
Then we just went to Justins and watched Wedding Crashers or something. I don't even know. I just fell asleep anyways.
Logan said that Emily and I are exactly the same. Which come to realize after this whole past year after everything we pretty much are. We've been through alot together and somehow at the end, were even better friends than we were at the begining. We can't even listen to the same songs or it will make us cry. We pretty much should be twins.
Anyways after tonight I had tons of fun and I'm glad everything can just be back to normal for good.
Yes, each new day brings with it a new set of lies.
The worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep.
We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy.
Or, that he's happy.
That we can change.
Or, that he will change his mind.
We persuade ourselves saying we can live with our sins.
Or, that we can live without him.
Yes, each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves...in desperate, desperate hope, that come morning...
It will all be true.
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2006 7 January :: 12.14am
hmmmmmmmmm...well....I got no punishment whatsoever.....maybe he DOES know I'm in college with a life..............
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2006 6 January :: 5.23pm
I almost didn't go to school today again. I couldn't fall asleep last night either and my alarm started going off this morning and I pushed snooze and then all of the sudden the buttons froze so I just turned it off and went back to bed and my mom came upstairs at like 7:10 yelling "Why isn't anyone up in this house yet?" so I pretty much was ready in like five minutes.
Today was a pretty boring day. I was just going to skip fifth hour because Brittani and Dani wanted me to go to Yesterdog with them but I figured I probably should make up all my missed work.
The Spring Hill meeting was today and I'm pretty excited for that. It's in a month.
And well I guess I don't really have anything to write about at the moment. Emily is almost here and we are going to Logans for a while and then going to Justins and then going to the game and then afterwards I was just going to come home but Emily wants me to hang out with her so we'll just go hang out with some people. I don't really know what else is going on this weekend but I should go.
<3 Ashley
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2006 6 January :: 3.25pm
well, I need to prepare myself for tonight, it's not going to be a good thing. I'm actually pretty scared that all good things are gonna end for a while.
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2006 6 January :: 9.14am
i just about have the best most wonderfulest boyfriend in the entire world.
everyday he amazes me in a whole new way.
last night my sister was sick. (she's 5) and if you know me at all... im the same as my mom. we dont take to well to.... errmmm.. you know ( i dont even like to say it) i remember this because it was the same way when i was growing up. call it weak stomachs i guess...... but keegan stayed at our house last night and helped take care of shelby.
everytime she had to get sick he stood behind her stroking her little back and telling her that it would all be ok. then he cleaned her little face off and talked to her about random things to get her mind off it. just watching how good he is with her makes me want to melt. he could have just left, no one asked him to stay... but he cares about her so much that he wanted to help.. and he wanted to help my mom.
how many guys would do that? i really did get a good one and will by no means let him go.
and waking up this morning was so much nicer knowing i had someone by my side.
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