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swimfan14

:: 2005 28 December :: 11.53pm

What the hell am I supposed to say to that? Seriously. I don't think I have ever been so shocked in my entire life. That is the nicest most weird thing ever.

Stacy: I have to tell you something and I know what you told me wasn't supposed to be anything exciting but my news is. It's actually pretty much top secret. No joke.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 28 December :: 11.23am

Last night was so much fun. I love you Stacy, Mishy, Dani, and Brittani. Devin and Ben were also pretty awesome guys. Nate on the other hand, let's not go there. Stacy and I are sluts, we rocked their worlds, end of story. Kidding we aren't. We stayed out all night and we went to Morningstar, Vertigo, and Skelletones. It was so fun. We met Trisha, Natalie, and Brittani there too. Dani is the worst driver ever. I'm not kidding. We almost died a few times. She just drives downtown in GR and she doesn't even stop at red lights or stop signs. The worst part about it is that she doesn't even realize that she runs red lights and stop signs. So I figured that most of us didn't really want to die so I made sure to tell her where she needed to stop and go at. We went to Bens at around 1 and I was playing video games with Mishy and at first she was losing so she just quit and I didn't really realize this until afterwards but I got so into the stupid game. They have this video of me and I'm like freaking out while I'm playing it. It was hilarious. Anyways we didn't get home until like 4:30 and I slept probably about three hours so I'm sort of tired but I'll be okay. I had so much fun and we are going to do it again.

"Use my strong hand"

"105.4" lol

I didn't realize that if you wear a skirt in the middle of winter, it made you a slut but then again what do I know?

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swimfan14

:: 2005 26 December :: 8.05pm

I'm seriously the worst minesweeper player in history. Ever.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 26 December :: 6.25pm

I don't know why but I just have a bad feeling that you lied to me and I hate being lied to more than anything.The worst part about being lied to is knowing that I wasn't worth the truth and if thats the case then we have some problems. I don't even know, maybe, just maybe I'm wrong but right now that seems highly doubtful.

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Chloe
First Screen Name: I don't remember the very first one but one from millions of years ago was cutiepie15032
First Pet: Jackson (Dog)
First Piercing: When I was like 11 months old
First Crush: Curtis, my little boyfriend when I was four
First CD: Like I remember
First Word: Probably Mommy or Daddy
First Real Love: I can't really say that I have been in love
First Stuffed Animal: An elephant named Ellie

NINE LASTS
Last Alcoholic Beverage: A sour apple martini and then today at Olive Garden my sister told me to drink some of my moms drink (I don't know what she was drinking) and I thought she meant drink the whole thing but apparently I was just supposed to take a sip of it and I drank the whole thing and wow that was a mistake ;)
Car Ride: Coming home from shopping today
Last Movie Seen: I don't remember but I watched Laguna Beach this morning if that counts
Last Phone Call: Jessica (were talking on the phone right this moment and it's not going well at all)
Last CD Played: Taking Back Sunday
Last Bubble Bath: Like last Saturday
Last Time You Cried: Last night AND the day before AND this morning..wow I sound like a basketcase but each time was for a differen't and good reason.

EIGHT 'HAVE YOU EVER...'S
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Yeah but it was just a summer fling
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: Yeah in California lol
Have you ever been on TV: Yeah on the news here but that doesn't count because here sucks but I was on National Tv when I was in LA
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: Oh quite a few times
Have you ever cheated: Thats just a sketchy question to ask
Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Oh yes
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yeah and it's not exactly fun

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Tank Top
2. Jeans
3. Earings
4. Sweatshirt
5. Socks
6. Necklace
7. Livestrong Bracelet

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Watched Laguna Beach
2. Bought 5 cds and lots of clothes and a purse
3. Ate at Olive Garden
4. Fought with someone
5. Drank
6. When we were walking out of Olive Garden this car almost hit us and he was supposed to stop for us but he didn't so I hit his car really hard with all my shopping bags haha

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. California
2. Modeling
3. The O.C.
4. Music
5. Clothes/Shoes/Purses

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. Chloe
2. Lisa
3. Mishy and Stacy
4. Veronica (well before her memory loss)
(that was five but I don't really care)

THREE THINGS YOU HOPE TO HAVE IN THE FUTURE
1. Love
2. Career (be famous)
3. Kids

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Go to where I'm from (ITALY!!) lol
2. Go on a road trip across America. Every state. ( I agree with Jordan on this whole little thing)

ONE SECRET
1. I'm scared to be in love.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 26 December :: 12.13am

I seriously can't believe my friends sometimes. Okay let's just say one of my friends in particular. I thought we were supposed to be in this whole thing together but she just proved that it's now a competion to see who is better. Yeah well we'll see about that now wont we? Sounds like someones a little jealous to me. Whatever. I'm going to go cry now and be upset like I can be because this is our first fight over the dumbest thing ever.

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jennapie

:: 2005 25 December :: 10.44pm

My Christmas was......awesome!!! I got a bunch of wonderful things and talked to and seen a lot of wonderful people!! Jake even called me all the way from Florida!! I miss you and you need to come home in lightening fast speed! and I just got home from my grandmas where we ate food, and sang songs and laughed...a lot.. and played some games, they learned how to play Mafia!! ahah, my grandma and aunts should never play games with too many things going on at once, but I guess they made it a lot more entertaining to say the least!! ahah! Well, now my sister's are going to spend the night at my Aunt Becky's and I would be going to but I don't feel good. I'll be alright tho! Don't worry!!! ahah! I love you all!!!! night!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 December :: 10.21pm

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
HEY BABY!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
I MISS YOU!!!

I miss Danielle too. I feel so lost without seeing some of my friends.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
lol its ok...if anyone laughs ill be like "hey trailor bitches! thats one of my favorite people in the world over there face first in that snow drift with those little feet sticking straight up! so back the fuck off niggaaaaaaa!"

Haha, wow. She cracks me up.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 December :: 10.56am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: A Decade Under The Influence- -Taking Back Sunday

Christmas Eve
This morning I had Christmas at my dads house. It was quite eventful. We didn't really go to bed at all. I slept for like 10 minutes here and there but other that that, we stayed up all night and we opened presents at 6am. Pretty crazy I know. I'm really tired and I want to go back to bed right now but I can't. I basically knew what I was getting the whole time anyways but I was still excited. My dad hates malls so I just went on websites and made wish lists and then he told me to just order what I wanted because he was afraid he would order the wrong thing so that basically defeats the whole "being suprised" purpose but oh well. I got a dell laptop and it's pretty awesome. I'm hoping that I will get internet for it in the next few weeks. I'm just rambling and I'm out of it so I'm going to go.

Smile cuz in one day......

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.15am

I love him and I love her

mish is electric: when youre famous
mish is electric: youll get to meet him
mish is electric: and have his children

Yeah shes right. So right.

Read more..

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jennapie

:: 2005 22 December :: 11.44pm

It def. would be this song.
Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.

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jennapie

:: 2005 22 December :: 3.29pm

I'm worried about what's going to happen. I mean, I shouldn't be worried, but I am, and I'm really bummed. It sucks, but I really don't think I'm allowed to care, it's like I just messed things up for me by getting involved. I hate history, and I hate everything!

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 December :: 12.58am

this is now friends only.

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just_peachie

:: 2005 21 December :: 12.09pm

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

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jennapie

:: 2005 20 December :: 11.39pm

Sorry, I'm really really bored!
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.



Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty


Your Kissing Purity Score: 57% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing


Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.


You Have a Sanguine Temperament

You are an optimistic person who is easily content.
You enjoy casual, light tasks - never wanting to delve too deep into anything.
A bit fickle, it's easy for you to change plans or paths when presented with something better.

You enjoy all of the great things life has to offer - food, friends, and fun.
A great talker, you can keep the conversation going for hours.
You are optimistic and sure of your success. If you fail, you don't worry about it too much.

At your worst, you are vain. You are obsessed with your own attractiveness.
A horrible flirt, you tend to jump into love affairs and relationship drama easily.
You're very jealous - which just magnifies the craziness around you.
hmmm, I don't think so but what do I know!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 20 December :: 10.32am

Going shopping with Chloe and Lisa then I'm leaving for Detroit!! Be back on Friday!!

<3 Ashley

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