~*Nothing But Drama*~

:: 2005 17 December :: 9.16am

hmmmmmmm...all that is going through my head is very interesting.

:: 2005 16 December :: 10.43pm

what is with today, and everyone being in a bad mood? I can't wait till tomorrow, maybe it will be better.

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:: 2005 16 December :: 5.27pm

Gosh, I am having the worst day ever, please someone, tell me what else can go wrong, I might as well get everything bad done and over with in one day. I'm lying, I really hope it doesn't get any worse. Somebody rescue me.

:: 2005 16 December :: 12.18pm

well, at the moment, I am stuck in Dani's Driveway, and have been since 9 this morning. Too bad I had to go to the dentist! BUT! my mom is on her way to rescue me! ahahah! darn snow anyway!

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 16 December :: 11.56am

ugh.. i can NOT believe we have a snow day today.

last night i filled out 70 fucking christmas cards for staff appreciation (student senate committe) and now what.. i give them to them AFTER christmas? not to mention i bought a whole bunch of food to put in the staff lounge... now its just sitting in my kitchen. BAH...

and i was really looking forward to drama. i made peanut butter balls last night and everything. GAH.

oh.. and i better say goodbye to saturdays. thursdays are gone. but hey "its only for 4 months" yeah the rest of my senior year.. GOOD thing it wont be focused on me. fuck that.

STUPID SNOW DAY!

just_peachie

:: 2005 16 December :: 9.59am

Lately, I have been really in touch with this psychic side of me that I had no idea I possesed. Yeah, I know how corny does that sound, right? But it's kind of freaky. What with all the dreams, and where that got me, and now being able to know exactly what someone says before they do, alllllll the time now; is a bit odd. What can I say, I guess I'm just a freak! :) Oh well, could be worse.

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:: 2005 14 December :: 8.06pm

Jake Mellema has woohu!! YES!!!

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:: 2005 14 December :: 7.19pm

I just want you to know, your not making this easy.

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:: 2005 14 December :: 4.34pm

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember..
Today went better than planned. I'm really happy about the roles I got in the play and when I found out that I have huge monologue that made me even happier. I'm definitley going to be working day and night at memorzing it. I already have the first paragraph memorized. I'm definitely not going to complain about that. I'm also in "Yes" and "Cinderella". I love my lines in "Yes". I love everyones lines in that one.

I'm so glad we only have to perform tomorrow and then we are done. I'm getting sick of doing these in front of half the school when half of them are really immature and annoying.

Do you expect me to believe I'm going to let us fall apart?

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:: 2005 14 December :: 11.14am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Where Is Your Heart~Kelly Clarkson

pretty much, I'm done. I am so glad that I only have two exams left!! Good grades for me all around! whoo! I'm pretty sure that I'm going to do the whole photography thing now. I can't wait until I get my camera. Next semester is going to be flippen awesome. Ya know what though, last night before I fell asleep, I had the strongest urge ever to go and work at the ice cream shop again! I seriously wanted to call Jenny right then and tell her that we had to go in there and do something, make some flurries or something. It really is an addiction, I mean, you hate it, getting all covered in ice cream and everything, but then 5 months later, and I can't wait to open next summer. ahah! But I really love working at Awesome Tan, so no way am I giving that up this summer either. Good thing both of my bosses are absolutely wonderful, and will let me do that without a problem, and work at the famr if I wanted to. And I could still baby-sit, but I think I'm past that. Ya know what's weird? I barely ever do this, cuz I just forget, but I read my horoscope, and it said that yesterday that I would have a meaningful conversation with someone, and I was thinking about the people that I'm really close with that I could be having this conversation with, you know, Jon, Dani, Alice, the ones that are always there for me, and then I thought, well it's prolly someone who I won't expect. And then when Jon, Hilary, Courtney, and I were eating lunch yesterday, in walks Jake Mellema, and we ended up haning out for like 5 hours or soemthing like that, and we talked a lot. So I think that was it. I don't know, I just think it's weird I guess that after such a long time, you can talk to someone like you've never missed a beat. No pun intended there Jake! ahhah! But anyways, bowling, tomorrow night.......yes.

Anyway, I have to work at 2 today, and Dani is coming home for break today, and Sarah is home.......whoo! do I hear pirates? oh, and I decided that I'm going to stop running away from guys. So I guess I can date if someone asks, but I'm not going through any trouble to make it happen either. Actually, I'm still not quite sure about the above statement. hmmmmmm.....

brokenmentality

:: 2005 13 December :: 10.25pm

i just registered for my ACTs after my mom came in my room and fucking attacked me.

she walks in and says "you need to see your guidance officer or something" i turn and look at her like what the fuck.. and she starts going off about college and how its not her responsibility to line it up for me and in that same five minutes it some how spirialed to if i dont go to college i cant live here and blah blah blah.

you dont just COME into my room and tell me that i need to see a counselor and expect me not to get pissed off. i had no idea what the fuck she was talking about until she started in on her rant.

if its SO important to her then why is this the first time i've heard of it? and it was totally out of the blue.. completely random.

of COURSE im going to college.. but im going to CC... i havent been terribly worried that they wont let me in. i mean for the love of god woman...

so in retaliation i filled in all that un-needed information for like an hour and woke her up to get her credit card number. TAKE THAT! HA! laughs* whatever.

im so sick of all this "realization" stuff that its almost over. i dont care about anything except that its DONE. college will come when it comes... which i've ALWAYS been planning will be the very next year dear mother.... and life will follow shortly after.

im ready for bigger better things... away from everything here that has ever givin me limitations.

and on a second thought.... im about to go loco on the entire yearbook class. granted.. its a select few that make it miserable.. well.. not miserable because yearbook is pretty much the best thing ever.... more like irritating and stressful. FUCK YOU stupid people! YEAH..... i love my bitches. (stacy, jess and jess) well..i love alison too.. but she's to sweet to be refered to as my bitch! not that they're MY bitches.... but they know what i mean.

night dolls.

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:: 2005 13 December :: 9.33pm

JJJAAAAKKE MELLEMA!!! I had so much fun with you today!! We will for sure have to do it again soooon, and don't worry, I WILL call you!

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:: 2005 13 December :: 4.56pm

Incase you failed to notice, incase you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.

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:: 2005 13 December :: 4.08pm

Sometimes it's so hard for me to not say what I really want to say. I am very opinionated and I usually say what's on my mind but today I figured I probably should keep my mouth shut because I can say some really mean things so I decided I should just not say anything but I can't hold it in anymore so I'm just going to say what I really think and hopefully I don't end up regreting what I say.

I'm sorry but that whole idea just isn't going to work for some of us.