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brokenmentality

:: 2005 24 August :: 1.54pm

im so happy i never got into the whole high school partying thing. what an empty pathetic weekend. woohoo lets get drunk even though we're underaged and fuck things up for ourselves a little bit more. YEAH! way to feed into the stereotypes people.


anyway..... we had our E board meeting today. hopefully tomorrows goes good too.. im a little nervous about how its set up... but i guess we'll see how it goes. if anyone on senate reads this remember its tomorrow morning.

last night of blues tonight... im sad. me and stacy went downtown yesterday and i got so anxious for today. its so exciting with all the people... scott, micah, stacy, brad.... yayyy.

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jennapie

:: 2005 24 August :: 2.24am

I'm at Dani's house! HAR HAR HAR!! She's leaving me on Thursday! I'm sure were both going to cry, we already started to tonight, and I'm staying the night again tomorrow, so I can help her move in the morning!! I'm so sad! Everyone is leaving except me!! whaaaaa!! I'll miss you Lolly and Al!! oh man!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 23 August :: 4.32pm

So since I didn't talk to you for two days for reasons because (day 1: you were sleeping) and (day 2: because I was sleeping) doesn't make it okay to do that. Most people don't have conversations with other people while they are sleeping so since I didn't talk to you for two days it doesn't make it okay for you to go screw some girl and say it was because of me. I don't think thats the way it works. Who knew. And next time I see you, stay the fuck away from me.

Brianna by the way. The song you wanted me to find out for you when Anna leaves is called "If You Leave" by Nada Surf.

Last night I seen The Notebook for the first time and before that I went and seen The 40 Year Old Virgin. It was hilarious.

The whole thing still bothers me and the fact that you blame it on me makes it even worse. I could go out and do the same thing with someone, just so you can see how it feels but I'm not like that and I wouldn't do that.

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jennapie

:: 2005 23 August :: 1.12pm

I'm supposed to be all alone at my house, but I just heard a thud upstairs, it sounded like Kourtney's room. I'm getting all paranoid, my house doesn't normally just thud. Should I go look? I'm scared.

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jennapie

:: 2005 22 August :: 11.30pm

It makes me sad that nobody knows what's going on. They don't have a clue.

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jennapie

:: 2005 22 August :: 11.28pm

All of our kisses meant nothing, because you didn't believe in me.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 August :: 12.28pm

The O.C. Season 2 comes out tomorrow and guess who just bought it!?!?

Thats right. Me!

Brianna now you have to come over and finish the 1st season and then we can watch the 2nd one.

LUKE- Shut up queer!
SETH- Well at least I don't shave my chest!?
LUKE- What did you say!?
MARISSA- Luke..come on.
SETH- I just said you look nice in a sweater vest. It was a compliment. --The O.C.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 August :: 11.55am

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.


Thats my favorite song as of, right now.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 August :: 11.20am

woohu.... im going to buy new scrubs.

i hate scrubs. girls at school wear scrub bottoms and think they look all hot.... if they had to wear them to work everynight i doubt they'd be so excited to wear them. i haaaaaatttee scrubs.. bahh.

i have a red flannel thing tonight on this tv show called heaven is my home... aparantly its on channel 22 or 23 and their gonna ask us questions and then air it on and off for 2 weeks... so thats cool. and then sunday we're going to WGVU to take part in their telethon thing.... and we're gonna be on tv then too. woot woot.

me and keegan watched the aristacats last night.... i love disney movies.

heyy.. does anyone know of a good place to have a birthday party? my little sister is turning 5 and we want to have a really fun party for her.... and before you say chuckie cheese.... dont. thx.

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jennapie

:: 2005 21 August :: 10.40pm

I was camping all weekend and some umm....very interesting things happened. ahah..yea, if you wanna know you'll have to ask me about it though, cuz it's too much to sit here and type, and I just got home from work so I wanna go take a shower now.

I love you all!!! Especially you Jonboy! cuz you came to see me, even though you really shouldn't have! ahaha and you too Jess!! and Taryn!! muah!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 21 August :: 7.56pm

Today I slept all day. It was so nice.

Yesterday morning I went to the mall with Andrea. It took us like five hours to get there. The traffic was horriable. I was extremely tired so after the mall I went home and not even five minutes after I fell alseep, Kevin Meek calls me and wants me to go to the mall with him so even though I just got back from the mall I went anyways. I was so tired. I hadn't slept in two days straight. So we went to the mall, met up with Andrea and Brie and then I went back with them and we went to the mall again to see Dan. I was at the mall three times in one day, it was great. Then we went to a party but we didn't stay long because I was extremely tired from lacking two days of sleep so I went back to Matt and Stuarts house with Amy, Brie, and Chad. The minute I got there I walked right into Matts room and went to sleep but like an hour later everyone at the other party showed up so they kept coming into Matts room every five minutes and waking me up. They all insisted that they wanted to see/talk to me so I really didn't get that much sleep. Everyone was being loud as hell so I was listening to my iPod and I woke up and it was missing. I freaked out because if I lost it then I would be in soo much trouble but it turns out Andrea came in there and I was sleeping so she took it from me. Thank god Andrea told Stuart the truth or otherwise I would have felt even worse than I already do now. Last night when we all finally went to bed there was like six or seven of us all laying on the floor. Stuart and our friend Brock who we now call Broccoli locked Andrea and I outside. It wasn't cool at all. Stuart was mad at us because we wouldn't tell him what we talked about with Matt. It was the dumbest thing ever and we were out their for like 20 minutes just chilling on the porch with Matt. We had to two way Amy and make her wake up and let us in. Thats really all I remember about it.

Where is Fred when you need hiim!?!?

-EDIT-
Matt: "Well if you guys don't want to come with us you have to stay here with Stuart!"
Me: "WE DO!?!??"

@ Olive Garden
Waiter: "Do you want a box for that?"
Me: "Umm *thinking* yeah...
Brie interupts: "you can bring it back for Stuart"
Me: "Actually....no, no thank you"

lol what insides jokes we have brianna and andrea

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 21 August :: 1.40pm

i slept till 12:30 today.... it feels so good to sleep.

im trying to remember what i did yesterday..... but im drawing a blank.

ohhhh... we had the greenville parade yesterday mornin... scott and keegan came out to see us. half way through the parade sue picked up a couple of "hitch hikers" too..... laughs.

then after i got out of work me and keegan watched the wedding date.. it was gooooood. then we fell asleep... i got home around 4, slept till 12:30, had a hamburger.... found out one of my friends is "engaged to be engaged" whatever the hell that means, and now im sitting here waiting for keegan to bring me my scrub top for work tonight.

he's gotta work at logans tonight..... you should all go see him.

hmmmmmm.....

senate meetings wednesday and thursday.... my only 2 days off.... tears.

well... im pretty boring right now... guess i'll go.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 20 August :: 12.03pm

That was seriously a bad idea. I hate having a cell phone for the fact that when you call I hate having to answer it but then I hate not answering because I then feel bad.

Yesterday I went to Michigans Adventure with Andrea, Brianna, and people from Andrea's work. It was fun and we went in the waterpark and it was freezing cold and there was barely anyone in the waterpark because of that. We still had fun though. After that we went to Andreas and got ready, went to Olive Garden, then we went to Stuart and Matts house for a while. Andrea stayed there but I left at like 3am to go to hang out with Kevin. I don't even know whos house it was but we stayed the night their and watched Old School. We didn't go to sleep until 7am and I haven't slept in two days. I'm extremely tired.

Today I'm going to the mall with Andrea and later Chris's party.

I really don't have anything else to say so I'll get going now.

Ashley

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 20 August :: 7.52am

greeeeat... the greenville parade is this morning and is raining.. bahh.

we saw the 40 year old virgin last night, it was really funny. i liked wedding crashers better... but it was pretty good.

then we got back to keegans and for an hour and a half went through clothes and priced them for their garage sale today... the rain helps for THAT too.. damn rain.

i need to finish school shopping. i just dont feel like it. im all shopped out.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 19 August :: 12.31pm

my computer is toooooooo slow.

i am now without a user pic. till i can get to keegans because he has a good comp. bahh. well, which is tonight.. but still.


NOTE TO SELF: dont ever leave your car at his house with the hopes that he'll beable to get you back to it. he has no self control when it comes to sleeping... hmph. awww but he's so cute when he sleeps.

i have to work the next 4 days in a row.... AND our hours got cut. people keep dying at metron... we need to go to a grocery store or bingo tournament and recruit more old people... maybe that'd solve the problem. you never know.

i really SHOULD go work on the goodbye letter for the post that i assured sue was nearly done..... mehhh. i dont want to! i still have a month left! its not over yet! *cries.... im going through denial. i ALSO dont know who all is trying out for red flannel this year... so if anybody knows... leave me a comment pleeaaaasssee. and good luck to all futrue prospects! mmmm..... here comes the sadness again.

blueberry pancakes sound good.

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