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sugarjackj

:: 2005 8 April :: 9.53pm


Florida was great. I stayed at the hard rock hotel, man it was sweet. The experience was astonishing. The next best thing to seeing rock legend memorabilia would have been to see the legends themselves.
And yes, I got a Clapton t-shirt.

The parks were amazing in themselves. I could not have asked for a more perfect time. Maybe I will post some pictures if I ever get that god forsaken scanner.

I also soaked up the sun (with sun block on I might add) don’t ask me how.

I have so many things running through my head, maybe now is the time to get creative again and let some things work themselves out?

But in other news

Hooray. I’m going to prom in cedar. With Chris. I’m so ecstatic.

But I am tired, and must go fulfill my need for rest.
Love love love,
Jackie

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 31 March :: 10.37pm

figeyburger
Aucuns mots pour dire, Aucuns mots pour transmettre cette sensation dans j'ai pour vous.

it looks dirty, but im sorry to say its not.


I RAN TWO MILES TODAY!!!!
it felt good, but now it feels odd. Like my legs are dead.

WILDE one more fond memory for the day,
JACKIE - door opens

JESS - looks up

JESS - "JACKIE! HI!.."

JACKIE - "OH MY GOD WHAT IS THAT?!?"

JESS - jumps away

BOLTH - laughs hysterically

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 29 March :: 9.23pm

Why does everyone have to be so negative?
Just try and be happy with me for awhile.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 28 March :: 8.41pm

JESSIE WILDE!!!!

Do you remember POTTED MEAT?????

Today was mostly a good day, it was nice and sunny outside, it fit my mood perfect.

Why does it seem like everyone is pissed at me? Did I say something wrong? Perhaps break wind? If so just tell me! I promise I can fix it!

Well science was interesting. So we got these two new guys in class, and i said hi to them (just thought i was being nice) and Mrs. long said "watch out for her, she flirts a lot" So I just have to say no. Just then Andy marquan and nick all yell "yes you do!"
WHAT THE HELL. I do not! is it my fault for trying to be nice.
They are full of it.

I only flirt with guys I’m interested in, and as of right now its only one person.


I’m surprised I have been online so much lately. But I know soon it will stop. Track is good, it feels good to get out and exercise outside. Mmmmmm fresh air!

Well I have to go, A tasty lick just popped into my head.


Love peace,

Jackie

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 28 March :: 4.02pm

I dont know.

nothing is how it seems right?

wish upon a falling star


sugarjackj

:: 2005 27 March :: 7.44pm

Well i had a good time. I always wish there was more time.

I know what i could say, maybe should say. But i cannot. Im always so unsure of myslef.




in other news......braces?

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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 23 March :: 8.58pm

All about love, relationships, and sex. Many questions to cure that boredom!

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Your Physical Self
Female/Male:Female
Height:5'10
Hair color:Brown
Eye color:Hazel
Body type (slim, average, athletic, heavy):heavy, more to love?
Skin tone (pale, fair, tanned, etc.):olive
What is your dressing style (casual, girly, preppy, goth, rocker, etc.):i would have to go with everything. I dress what mood hits me
Basic Questions About Your Love Life
Are you single?Sadly
Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend?yes
Have you ever KISSED kissed someone?yes
How old were you when you had your first crush?2nd grade
Do you currently have a crush?yep
If so, why do you like him/her?Because its someone i feel i am myself around. He is such a great person over all. He just makes me smile.
How do you act around your crushes?I get nervous. After awhile i am alright. People have told me i am a huge flirt.
Have you ever told any crushes how you felt about them?Absolutely
If so, what happened?Sometimes they feel the same way, but no matter what there is always something in the way. Alot of times i am rejected
Have you ever rejected someone?A lot of times.
Have you ever been called ugly?yes :(
The good stuff (if you've never done these, answer what you would prefer)
Rough sex or slow sex?no
Kisses with tongue or without?yes
Slow, soft kisses or rough and hard?yes
What was your best kiss like (or wish it was like, if you've never kissed)?Well i like it to start out soft if its just a cute love kiss. Now a lust kiss...i guess i like it hard.
Have you ever had any sexual fantasies involving your crush?who has not?
How often do you have them?it depends...
Do you like to be touched?yea, but im not to used to it
Where do you wish your crush touched you?i like hands, hugs, if im kissing i like my neck touched
Do you like the classic sex position or do you like to try out new ones?i will try anything once
Have you ever pictured your crush naked?hahaha im so dirty!
Have you ever looked at porn?yep
Do you look at it often?um...i have been busy lately
How often do you feel horny?when the mood strikes me right!!!
Your Perfect Guy/Girl and other relationship questions
Do looks matter?not much. i would lie if i said not at all.
If you're a guy, do you care about boobs/ass size?
If you're a girl, do you care about muscles (buff arms, six pack)?nope
Do you want them to be affectionate?yes!
Romantic?yes!
Cuddly?yes!
Outgoing or shy?outgoing.
Talkative?yes
Intelligent?yea, but not to smart or i will get lost in their dust
Good hygiene?of course
What should they do when you're depressed?give me a hug, maybe a stuffed animal
When you're mad at them?just talk to me, it will be ok
Should they ask you what is wrong or leave you alone to cool off?just ask!
Are you the type that needs your space or needs them with you 24/7?i need my space, but not to much space
Do you want them to put their arms around you in public?sure
Would you want to kiss in public?aww that would be nice
Do you want him/her to make the moves?hmm.....let me think
More talk or more sex/cuddling/kissing?cant i have bolth?
Would you want to talk to them everyday?mostly
Would you want a relationship based solely on sex?no
How would you act if you were mad at your bf/gf?i usualy can fix things by talking it out.
Would you want him/her to play an instrument?yes, thats always hot
Do you prefer candlelight dinners or a movie and a fast food dinner?movie and fast food! hahah
What qualities are most important to you in your significant other?Compassion, love, faithful, fun to be with. Someone kind of like me?
Do you care about their wealth?no they could be dirt poor and i would still love them
What turns you on?someone who smells yummy
What turns you off?body odor
Do you believe in fate?yes
Do you believe in God?yes
Would you mind if your bf/gf believed in a different religion?it does not realy matter to me
Qualities you'd want in a bf/gf - yes or no?
Sarcasm:yes
Shy:not so much
Quiet:no
Loud:a little
Depressed:hopefully i could help them?
Smoker:nah
Drinker:yea
Funny:yes
Sensitive:a little
Workaholic:are you crazy? no
Lazy:hey, i am so i guess its ok if they are too
Lustful:yep
Intelligent:yes
Nerdy:maybe sometimes
Loner:no
Athletic:does not matter to me
Creative/unique:yes
Stylish:meh
Some final, random questions:
When do you want to get married?YES
Do you want to have kids?yes
Do you like little kids?yes
How old are you?17...almost 18 people1
Do you believe in online relationships?um...i would not put my faith in them
Do you believe in long distance relationships?yes
How many close friends do you have?a lot. i like having lots of friends
If you've been in a relationship, how long was the longest one?two weeks.
How about the shortest?a week. i know, its sad
Do you tell your friends about your crush?yes
For the Girls (guys can participate too): Choose a Guy.
Chad Michael Murray or Brad Pitt?brad pitt
Jesse McCartney or Aaron Carter?none
Adam Brody or Chad Michael Murray?adam brody
Orlando Bloom or Brad Pitt?orlando bloom
Josh Hartnett or Orlando Bloom?josh hartnett
Mark McGrath or Josh Hartnett?mark mcgrath
Ashton Kutcher or Topher Grace?none
Clay Aiken or Ruben Studdard?ruben
Ryan Seacrest or Simon Cowell?none
Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter?none
Usher or Nelly?usher
For the Guys (girls can participate too): Choose a Girl.
Kristin Kreuk or Jessica Alba?jessica alba
Hilary Duff or Lindsay Lohan?none
Rachel Bilson or Mischa Barton?who?
Hilary Duff or Hailey Duff?bolth..lol j/k
Tyra Banks or Gabrielle Union?tyra
Ashanti or Beyonce?beyonce
Carmen Electra or Pamela Anderson?carmen for sure
Mandy Moore or Katie Holmes?katie
Angelina Jolie or Jessica Alba?Angelina Jolie is so hot!
Paris Hilton or Britney Spears?paris?
Ashlee Simpson or Jessica Simpson?none
Last set. S'more random questions.
How often do you go online?maybe 1 time a day
Do you enjoy school?yes
What kind of music do you listen to?all rock, realy i love all music but country
Do you get along with your parents/siblings?yes
Final question. It's been fun, buddy. What will you be doing after this?going to study for exams

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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 21 March :: 5.03pm

Bands // Song Titles

Created by BourdiezFreak and taken 23197 times on bzoink!

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:Queens of the stone age
Are you female or male:Avon
Describe yourself:Six Shooter
How do some people feel about you:You Think I Ain't Worth A Dollar, But I Feel Like A Millionaire
How do you feel about yourself:Feel Good Hit of the Summer
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:Quick and to the Pointless
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:If Only
Describe where you want to be:Mexicola
Describe what you want to be:No One Knows
Describe how you live:Give the Mule What He Wants
Describe how you love:You Can't Quit Me Baby
Share a few words of wisdom:Go With The Flow

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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 13 March :: 5.29pm

Firsts:
1. First best friend: Kirah Rawls

2. First car: White Toyota Corolla 1999

3. First real kiss: Sophomore year

4. First self purchased album: The best of heart live

5. First funeral: Grandpa Rohde

6. First pet: Cookie my black and white cat

7. First piercing/tattoos: My ears in 1st grade

8. First Credit Card: Coming soon

9. First big trip: Virginia Beach

10. First music you remember hearing in your house: Classic rock.

LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: Last summer

2. Last car ride: Today from practice

4. Last good cry: too long ago

5. Last library book checked out: An eyewitness book on volcanoes!

6. Last movie seen in theatres: Hide and seek

8. Last food consumed: and oreo

9. Last crush: still chris

10. Last phone call: kyle

11. Last time showered: 9;20 today

12. Last shoes worn: black and pink skater shoes

13. Last item bought: green nail polish

15. Last time wanting to die: today

16. Last time scolded: ¡K¡K¡K¡Ka long time ago

17. Who are your best friends: I love everyone

18. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: noppers

19. Last person you talked to: emily

SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: no,

2. What kind of shampoo do you use: tresume.

3. What are you most scared of: no one loving me

4. Where do you want to get married: on a beach

5. What are you listening to right now: queens of the stone age ¡V little sister

6. How many buddies are online: 6

7. What would you change about yourself: I would change how I look

FAVORITES:
1. Colors: right now¡K..pink and green

2. Foods: Chinese food, subway¡K¡K¡K.i like food

3. Girl names: maria, shi

4. Boys names: james, josh

5. Subject in school: government

6. Sports: hockey, football, softball

7. Perfume: very sexy for her

8. Cologne: lucky you for men

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: a babies

2. Smoked: yeah

3. Bungee jumped: No

5. Skinny dipped: once

6. Been in love: YES

7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes

10. Cried when someone died?: yes

11. Lied: yeah

12. Fallen for one of your best friend: yes¡K¡Kbut hes a guy so its cool

13. Been rejected: When am I not? No one likes me ƒ¼

14. Rejected someone: a little

15. Used someone: no man that¡¦s wrong

16. Done something you regret: oh yes

CURRENT:
1. Clothes: very bright creative clothes, with a good amount of boobage

2. Music: q.o.t.s.a

3. Make-up: does stage makeup count.

4. Annoyance: wanting.

5. Smell: very sexy for her

6. Favorite artist: Q.O.T.S.A

7. Desktop picture: fall leaves

8. Book you're reading: angels and demons

9. Cd in player: the postal service

ARE YOU:
1. Understanding: yes

2. Open-minded: very much so

3. Arrogant: sometimes

4. Insecure: a little

5. Interesting: I can be

6. Hungry: no

7. Smart: with science and political issues

8. Moody: not so much

9. Hardworking: no im realy lazy

10. Organized: nope

11. Healthy: sometimes lol

12. Shy: only with guys I like

13. Attractive: what do you think

14. Bored easily: no

15. Responsible: Most times

16. Obsessed: yes¡K..with some things

17. Angry: only if you get me there

18. Sad: ƒ¼

19. Disappointed: yeah

20. Happy: yes

21. Hyper: No

22. Trusting: maybe too much

23. Talkative: definatly

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 9 March :: 8.32pm
:: Music: q.o.t.s.a - little sister

i love josh homme
If ever there was a man i want to mary....he is it.



1. Define sexy.

Josh Homme: Curves are very good. A Raquel Welch body. When a woman is overly slender I just want to take her out to dinner. I'm like, "I know you're hungry. Just eat something, girl."

2. Do you like your women tattooed and pierced?

JH: Tattoos and piercings are either there or not there. They're not something I look for. I don't not notice them. They're sort of like bonuses or...condiments.

3. Got any nicknames for your dick?

JH: Charles in Charge. No, I don't have a nickname for my dick. I don't talk to it or make any big decisions with it. Although, when I'm interrogating a prisoner sometimes I use it to pistol-whip them. I garden with it as well. I sow the seeds.

4. How'd you lose your virginity?

JH: Well I lost it, but then I found it, and it was behind the couch with that one sock that's always missing. [Laughs] I was supposed to go to youth group, and I didn't go. She was just a girl I knew from school. I mean, I was 13. Who else would it be? But it was way better than I expected it to be. I've been addicted ever since.

5. You're a redhead. Does the rug match the curtains?

JH: Of course. This is not Salon Selectives, okay?

6. Ever had any odd groupies?

JH: I had this one girl who followed us around asking to get married. Finally, one day she couldn't take it anymore that I wasn't even talking or responding to her, so she just came up alongside me and started throwing left jabs and right hooks off the back of my head, screaming "I love you!" I started laughing, and that's because she hit like a girl. Which was good for me. It was one of those things where I was like, God, is that supposed to hurt? It felt like someone throwing little Nerf balls off my head.

7. If you could direct a porn, what would be in it?

JH: I'd have a really deep storyline, very large characters. Nah, I think I would go Italian style. They don't have storylines, just porn with good locations. Maybe I'd film on the Himalayas. The first people to fuck on Mt. Everest. It could be called Snowballs. It would be bungee fucking, parachute fucking, Mt. Everest fucking.

8. Have you ever used drugs to enhance sex?

JH: Yeah, they all do something a little different, don't they? Well, you shouldn't take acid. That's my recommendation. Because then all of a sudden you realize you're fucking a lamppost somewhere. Have I had that experience? We'll leave that a mystery.

9. Ever had really bad sex?

JH: There have been moments where I've been with a woman and I'm like, "God, you suck at this." So I've actually said, "Where's a glass of water?" and got up and left. I've done that twice. But that's all behind me now.

10. If you were a woman for a day, what would you do?

JH: I'd fuck everybody, just to see what the deal is. I'd go get shit-faced, have everyone buy me drinks, and just take on the Navy or something. I would be indiscriminate. Come one, come all. If I were a woman for a day I would also try to fuck Santa Claus, because I'd get all those presents after it was done. And think of all the elf help! Shit would go haywire. I'd be rolling Mrs. Claus, too, because you've gotta investigate that as well. Come on, if I were a woman looking to get laid, don't you think I'd want to go to a place called the North Pole?

11. Silicone implants: medical breakthrough or a waste of good plastic?

JH: Wasn't that a computer chip revolution or something? No, I'm not a silicone man. I don't like fake tits. I think classic Dolly Parton would be the one and only silicone moment that I would be into.

12. Ever read Playboy?

JH: It's a music magazine, right?

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SUGARJACKJ

:: 2005 8 March :: 6.35pm

Oh my god do i LOVE queens of the stone age!!!!!!!!!!!!

And The lead singer Joshua Homme...hes so hot for how he can hammer on his guitar


anyone with me?

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 5 March :: 11.02pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: stelar - incubus

a slow boat to china
It was good. All was right and just.

Steakhose was great. Lots of fun. There had to be at least half of the band people and all of the actors. Good times.

Anyway,sometimes if you dont say a word, more is thought.
But i like words more.
So talk to me.

Peace Love
Jackie

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 4 March :: 11.14am

School is good right now.
Im getting a 3.4 gpa believe it or not.

I have not written in a long time, if anyone even cares.
Im still breathing.

Musical practice has been 6-10:30 every night sat. and sun. 12-10:30 so i skipped school today. And its cool that my parents supported it. Opening night tonight. I think you should all come see me. I have a solo. But i know you wont. Even though i only am an hour away.

I like it here. People like me. I have lots of friends. All is good. I should be getting a grant so i can go to study music this summer.
I got a 2 in solo and ensemble. i was only 2 points away from being a 1. I would have gotten it if i had better breathing. So im happy but also sad.

So Nick is comming to see me in the musical. Hes realy cool. And its unusual i dont like him more then a friend. I usualy fall for a guy i can sit and have deep conversations with. Which we do. But no feelings there. Hmm. Oh well. Maybe im turning into a Lesbian. lol.

So cudos to you if your read this.

Peace Love

Jackie

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 4 February :: 7.20pm

I talked to him today :)

i asked him what happend to his hand.
he broke it skiing.
awww he likes to ski

hehehe im a loser who needs to get a life and stop being so phucking shy around him.

i also need to stop being ugly.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 31 January :: 5.53pm

i want to go to cedars swirl, oh i miss you all


but things are good here. I have a solo in south pacific.

I hoped this valintines day would be diffrent from the rest, but its not looking too good so far.

i try talking to him today.......i went to say hi 2nd block...but i just kept walking and pretended to get a peice of paper. gawd im a loser

i should wait for him, right?
im always to bold and ruin things by making the first step.

so formal was very good.
it was realy cool because i can dance gettho booty style now and break it down.

but its also sad....i kinda miss making an ass out of myself in choir because me "breaking it down" was so bad it was funny.


well im off to dance and sing at musical practice.

ohdosi baka!
ohio gazimo

<3 <3 <3 jackie

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