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2005 26 August :: 3.32pm
:: Mood: excited
YAY!! I'm at CMU finally!!! question: my internet works, and so does msn messenger....but i can't get aol messenger to work.. it's very frusturating....does anyone know what i can do to get it to work??? anyways, let me know!! having a blast!!
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2005 25 August :: 11.55pm
I was looking at my memories and I had some quotes I liked:
-“Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify? Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes.”
-“I traced all the letters on all of your letters. You never wrote in perfect lines and I never wrote you perfect lines.”
-“Under that threat of sky we lie together, why care about the weather. It only ends in dark.”
-“Flesh seems thicker, sandpaper tears corrode the film, and I need you now somehow and you’re my obsession.”
-“Maybe you’ll kill yourself before you get a turn, maybe I’ll fall in love and never learn.”
-“And whispered rumors of the way you wear you’re black eye like a badge of honor, soaking in the sympathy of friends who never loved you nearly half as much as I do (but irony is for suckers).”
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2005 25 August :: 11.07pm
If you can't find it within yourself to understand that I was coming from my heart, not my mind, and you can't find it within yourself to even talk to me about it first...then...
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 26 August :: 10.56pm
THIS IS MY PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!
269-276-2519!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2005 25 August :: 8.55pm
:: Music: robby playing the piano
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what the deal? luke martin i think you might be working with me at the old mcd's. my manager asked if you were retarded. i told her you were of course. ha. only joking.
so i am pissed that summer is almost over. crapity crap crap.
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 26 August :: 6.30pm
:: Music: my chemical romance
i'm at college and i'm a badass
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2005 25 August :: 8.52am
uugh what the fuck. i want to be in college and more importantly OUT OF HERE sooooooooooo effing bad. what the hell. i do not need another STUPID year of pointless high school. honestly.
i can't fucking wait to be out of ehre i can't stand it and i have a feeling it's going to come a lot sooner than anyone expects.
ughas;dlgkjsdl;gkjsdl;sdjgl;j l;jso fucking stupid here seriously.
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2005 25 August :: 6.53am
maaaaan... its amazing how many people cant wait to take stabs at brad for what happend... but where exactly is it your place to do that? lets give stacy some credit here... what, do you think she's stupid? because i DO believe she's old enough to decide what SHE does in her OWN life.
stacy.... last night, just seeing how you guys are made me so incredibly happy. all this talk about you being "happy"..... you ARE... laughs. so i dont know what their talking about. just forget it.... because like you said, nobody knows him like you do.. nobody knows YOU like he does. and thats a beautifull thing.
just thought i'd stick up for one of the greatest couples i know.
:)
i love you.
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2005 24 August :: 10.33pm
is it bad for a person to be so sensitive?
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2005 24 August :: 10.10pm
"he would look fine if he didnt look like that"
haha i'm so dumb
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i love roman also and
i hate that he's further away but ughghaslgksj whatever. one more effing year and then i'm out of heeeeerrrrrre.
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2005 24 August :: 1.54pm
im so happy i never got into the whole high school partying thing. what an empty pathetic weekend. woohoo lets get drunk even though we're underaged and fuck things up for ourselves a little bit more. YEAH! way to feed into the stereotypes people.
anyway..... we had our E board meeting today. hopefully tomorrows goes good too.. im a little nervous about how its set up... but i guess we'll see how it goes. if anyone on senate reads this remember its tomorrow morning.
last night of blues tonight... im sad. me and stacy went downtown yesterday and i got so anxious for today. its so exciting with all the people... scott, micah, stacy, brad.... yayyy.
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2005 23 August :: 10.55pm
i stole this icon from some little girl's xanga journall hahahee.
isn't it SO me? NOT because it's a fat hippo and we look similar, but because i always do that little hit that thing. hehehe break me off a piece of that , bitch!! yeahhhhh!
and gawd some shit is so annoying. i.e. YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU goaweedddgksjdg
i am making moolah as a waitress and it is tres exciting!! hoorah!
i love georgia nicholson
and i love roman b. garcia aka hotpants mcgee
tomorrow back to ferris to move back in!! GARASLDKJADLKJQRRRZZQ!
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2005 22 August :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: estatic!
:: Music: kelly to the clarkson!
YESSSSSSSSSSA!!! My baby is BACK IN TOWN!!!!!
oh, dear i've missed him so very very much!!! oh i miss every single little dumb thing about him and even the things that aren't dumb lol. oh i miss singing in the car with him. oohhhhhhhh you don't realize how much you love someone until you have no contact with them for a week did you know that?!!
oh my i am a happy girl once again.
i love you all once again and thanks for anyone who put up with me if i was sad. and i love you all.
yay i love my baby!
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2005 22 August :: 12.58pm
GAWD i'm bored.
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2005 22 August :: 11.20am
woohu.... im going to buy new scrubs.
i hate scrubs. girls at school wear scrub bottoms and think they look all hot.... if they had to wear them to work everynight i doubt they'd be so excited to wear them. i haaaaaatttee scrubs.. bahh.
i have a red flannel thing tonight on this tv show called heaven is my home... aparantly its on channel 22 or 23 and their gonna ask us questions and then air it on and off for 2 weeks... so thats cool. and then sunday we're going to WGVU to take part in their telethon thing.... and we're gonna be on tv then too. woot woot.
me and keegan watched the aristacats last night.... i love disney movies.
heyy.. does anyone know of a good place to have a birthday party? my little sister is turning 5 and we want to have a really fun party for her.... and before you say chuckie cheese.... dont. thx.
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2005 21 August :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: aaaaaaaaa
my feet hurt ugh.
i honestly think i'm going to go to bed right now. i'm so tired.
this was my day.
i woke up and ate some cereal and found out roman is on his way home hooooray!
i had a lot of time before church so i'm like hey i'll go for a bike ride so i leave at like 9:30 and went on my bike ride it was 6.3 miles hooray but i didn't get doen until like 10:10 yeah so i had to hurry and i did not hurry fast enough because by the time i got to church the parking lot was COMPLETELY packed and i was 5 minutes late and i didn't havfe anywhere to park and i didn't want to come in when it had already started so i left.
yeah i left. ughghg and then i cried and then i drove to long lake and went to the place where not many people go and i read my bible for a while. i swear there is some weird crap in there. hah no offense you know. and then i drove to work and i was in such a bad mood.
i 'trained" until like 3 but i was taking tables by myself anyway but jalyn got the tips and then cory gave me my own number so i took the tips myself and i made 25% of all my sales today so hooray it wasn't a lot of money but in theory it was a good tip amount. so hooray buti was on my feet for 9 fricken hours. i was at work for 9 hours! wowzers i think that's the longest i've ever been. it was n't bad i really like rosie's.
goodnight now.
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2005 21 August :: 1.40pm
i slept till 12:30 today.... it feels so good to sleep.
im trying to remember what i did yesterday..... but im drawing a blank.
ohhhh... we had the greenville parade yesterday mornin... scott and keegan came out to see us. half way through the parade sue picked up a couple of "hitch hikers" too..... laughs.
then after i got out of work me and keegan watched the wedding date.. it was gooooood. then we fell asleep... i got home around 4, slept till 12:30, had a hamburger.... found out one of my friends is "engaged to be engaged" whatever the hell that means, and now im sitting here waiting for keegan to bring me my scrub top for work tonight.
he's gotta work at logans tonight..... you should all go see him.
hmmmmmm.....
senate meetings wednesday and thursday.... my only 2 days off.... tears.
well... im pretty boring right now... guess i'll go.
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danibean
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2005 20 August :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: bouncy
oh wow.....tom is home!
but he's sleeping so he hasn't called me yet :(
umm...jessie wibble...i love you ...and i couldn't call you back from work because my manager was there :(...sorry babe
liz artecki....yay...i will call you because you were someone i really wanted to see before i left. but yeah, we'll get together soon:)
yay!
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2005 20 August :: 9.22pm
maybe i need to grow up. or maybe my mom needs to calm down. maybe realize that i'm leaving in TWO DAYS and i'm not going to take the compost out.
i don't care.
i'm packing. i'm relaxing. i'm doin' a little illin' with my peeps.
maybe i am a bitch though. she's probably right about that.
I LOVE JESSICA WILDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2005 20 August :: 6.32pm
whatever
come back
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2005 20 August :: 7.52am
greeeeat... the greenville parade is this morning and is raining.. bahh.
we saw the 40 year old virgin last night, it was really funny. i liked wedding crashers better... but it was pretty good.
then we got back to keegans and for an hour and a half went through clothes and priced them for their garage sale today... the rain helps for THAT too.. damn rain.
i need to finish school shopping. i just dont feel like it. im all shopped out.
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danibean
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2005 20 August :: 12.35am
yay...i love hanging out with sara and tony. :) 5 days till i move in!! it's great to cross ppl off my lists.. :) leave one if you want to hang out before i move, leave your # or something and i'll try to fit you in sometime! love!
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2005 19 August :: 9.03pm
anyone wanna fucking hang out with me ? beans i love you and as soon as you left i'm crying like a little pussy becau;sdlkuasdkl;fjasd;kj al;sjdfasdjgsjkdl jkslgjkasdklgjskdgjlskdjgsgggggggggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaasdf
i am in a really fucknig bad mood once a fucking gain anyone wanna take a fucking guess whayas;dlfkjasdg;lksdjg god i'm gonna go run my fucking car off a bridge go fuck your self every single fucking one of you i fucking hate you all
does anyone wanna buy a fucking i pod. i need fucking money
fuck you all.
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2005 19 August :: 12.31pm
my computer is toooooooo slow.
i am now without a user pic. till i can get to keegans because he has a good comp. bahh. well, which is tonight.. but still.
NOTE TO SELF: dont ever leave your car at his house with the hopes that he'll beable to get you back to it. he has no self control when it comes to sleeping... hmph. awww but he's so cute when he sleeps.
i have to work the next 4 days in a row.... AND our hours got cut. people keep dying at metron... we need to go to a grocery store or bingo tournament and recruit more old people... maybe that'd solve the problem. you never know.
i really SHOULD go work on the goodbye letter for the post that i assured sue was nearly done..... mehhh. i dont want to! i still have a month left! its not over yet! *cries.... im going through denial. i ALSO dont know who all is trying out for red flannel this year... so if anybody knows... leave me a comment pleeaaaasssee. and good luck to all futrue prospects! mmmm..... here comes the sadness again.
blueberry pancakes sound good.
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2005 18 August :: 10.59pm
| Describe your family:: | pass | | How do you deal with your hair?: | whatever | | Your first job:: | arbys'.. or no, the farm | | What kind of student were/are you?: | i was a straight A now i'm like b's and a's and the occasional C | | How often do you go to the movies?: | like once or twice a month | | Have you had to move before?: | yeah once in 2nd grade | | Do you have any regrets right now?: | kinda not big ones really | | Do you think it is okay to date someone you met online?: | after meeting them in peson yeah | | Who was the worst teacher that you ever had?: | jenson haha | | Who do you admire?: | well it was tammy but now i dont know !! other than that probably roman for the way he can deal with things and his confidence and he doesn't give up | | What do you want to be when you grow up?: | neonatel nurse | | What things really irritate you?: | gah......... | | Dumbest thing you've ever done: | backed out really fast when i was crying and hit a car and then ... yeah i'll just stop there. | | What would you change about the world?: | mean ass people would not be here | | Have you ever had to go to the hospital?: | yeah | | Have you been to another country?: | no | | What are your interests?: | i duno | | What are you afraid of?: | the nightmares i've been having | | Do you attend church regularly?: | yeah | | What was the worst date you've ever been on?: | duno | | What do you think about the war in Iraq?: | stupid and pointless | | What was the worst moment of your life?: | ..... | | How do you cope when you are upset?: | cry and kick windsheilds and break them | | What is your favorite thing to eat?: | duno | | Bad habits of yours: | eating bad and swearing |
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2005 18 August :: 10.52pm
yeah well fuck this.. but whatever
about you ....very long | Created by xxxStephi540xxx and taken 86 times on Bzoink | | Basics... | | whats your full name: | jmw | | nicknames : | baby , pookie, pappy | | age : | 17 | | birthday : | whatever | | location : | mi | | hair color : | brown | | eye color : | blue | | height : | 5-1 | | weight : | ajs;dlfkjsl;fkaj!! | | do you think ur hot : | no | | do others find you hot : | roman | | Which friend is... | | best friends : | roman jess and jess | | Drugie : | duno, ryan? | | quitest : | hmmmm i duno | | funniest : | all | | loudest : | dani | | Craziest : | jess h | | funest when high : | duno | | annoying : | a | | coolest : | all | | easiest to talk to : | roman | | most trustin : | roman and beans | | loyal : | beans jess jess roman dani | | Have you ever... | | smoked a cigarette : | yeah | | a cigar : | no | | weed : | no | | got drunk : | no | | got fucked up really bad : | no | | had sex : | asdj;sldk | | been in love : | yeah | | had a three some : | no | | kissed a member of the same sex : | no | | cheated on ur bf/gf : | no | | broken a bone : | yeah | | cut yourself : | a;sldfkj | | cried yourself to sleep : | yeah | | wanted to die : | yeah | | been to a party : | sure | | been in the hospiltal : | yeah | | Do you.. | | have a crush : | on roman | | have a bf/gf : | yeah | | get high often : | no | | sing in the shower : | yeah | | sleep with a stuffed animal : | yeah | | like to travel : | not the traveling part but the being there part | | wanna get married : | yeah | | have kids : | no but want them | | Are you... | | straight : | yeah | | gay : | no | | bisexual : | no | | hot : | no | | Caring : | yeah | | Sweet : | yeah | | loyal : | yeah | | loving : | yeha | | Bitchy : | yeah | | Slutty : | no | | Flirty : | yeah | | First things that comes to mind when you hear... | | red : | mad | | blue : | sad | | blood : | shoot | | death : | dead | | pink : | pretty | | punk : | spiky hair | | prep : | bitch | | boy : | roman | | girl : | jalyn | | smart : | beans/spud | | dumb : | donna | | razor : | shower | | you hate what... | | color : | ..none | | TV show : | most | | movie : | duno | | letter : | asdlfadf | | number : | asdf | | name : | why | | boy : | does | | girl : | anyone | | song : | care | | Favorites... | | color : | pink | | movie : | um i cant' .. remember... | | tv show : | i duno | | music : | everything | | song : | right now cherish | | band : | your mom | | name : | sephia | | childhood memory : | pssssssssssh. | | animal : | swan | | drink : | water | | food : | junk | | candy : | m and ms | | store : | old navy at the moment | | themepark : | cedar point | | waterpark : | whatever | | tv theme song : | um duno | | number : | 2 | | letter : | .. | | scent : | roman | | ice cream : | cookie dough | | vacation spot : | duno | | season : | summer/warm weather | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink
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2005 19 August :: 9.57pm
i'm so cranky, i think i might kill something.
i'm leaving in four days. i can't stand it.
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2005 18 August :: 2.01pm
FUCK THIS AND FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU
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2005 18 August :: 12.21pm
i hate cleaning... i get distracted to easily.
went to blues last night... totally got hit on by the guys in the olive express.... even got a discount on my lemonade... ooooh yeah.
scott came down, and i talked to wyatt quite a bit... what a doll he is. i talked to yancy too... always a plus. i love how i can talk to him so easily about anything.... sighs* if only everything was perfect.. he'll never fully grow up though.
KEEGANS here..... gotta go... i love seeing his car pull up the driveway.
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2005 18 August :: 12.03am
maybe i'm just a mean mean little girl.
well other people wouldn't think so , so if you do, then you suck. i love you but you suck i didn't do anything wrong.
i wanna go cry/die/eat a pie now.
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