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2005 8 May :: 6.44pm
Oh man. I am kind of worried. I mean, I wouldn't be so worried if it wasn't for my family's views and everything. I just don't want them to hate me and I would hate feeling out of place w/them.
Mowed the lawn today. It is SOOOO nice out. And my parents said they'd let me go up to Grand Marais w/Charlie over Memorial weekend. Dad said it was because he trusted us both. So it will be fun. We shall swim in Lk. Superior. Heck yeah. Okay I am done.
5 DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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2005 6 May :: 3.23pm
holy freaking hell.
i swear to the Lord above I will never ever ever be like my parents. I swear they are so dumb. I want absolutely nothing to do with them. Nothing. and when I'm gone I am gone.
God I can't stand them. Dont fucking act like you're interested in my life now when half the time you can't even remember my name and shit.
]]]]]]nnnn thats from my kitty
i fucking hate this.
ugh people are fucking dumb and also people need to learn how to drive in fucking parking lots so they don't almost hit me with their big ass white truck that is way too much for them to handle.
fucking idiot.
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2005 5 May :: 12.05pm
:: Music: fall out boy-dance dance
awsomeness on a stick
we're going to sing to the stars
we'll shout like no one is around
dance like we're fools in love
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2005 5 May :: 11.27am
so becca....cant hang out friday. jason has a date.
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2005 4 May :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: loved
I have the best boyfriend!! He is more than I have ever dreamed of!!
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2005 4 May :: 2.11pm
the symphony today was awesome. there was about 1,800 people that came out and it was just soo cool. it really is rewarding to see how happy just one simple concert makes them. for most of those people thats like the biggest outing of the year.
yeah.... it was great.
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2005 3 May :: 10.12pm
how dare that keegan charactor put me on hold...
today was so good.. right after school we went home and took a 2 hour nap. and when i woke up, keegan had dinner all ready for us.. well his mom made it *laughs.. heaven knows keegan didnt* but he had it all ready cuz his mom and emma left for emmas soccer game. UH when emma woke us up to let us know they were leavin.. she's like, you're candles drippin wax all over the tv.. and we looked over and the candle keegan lit on top of his tv had a steady line of wax the WHOLE way down it... we're like what the heck... laughs* that was short lived though.. cuz then we fell back asleep... i have way to many of keegans clothes! today i was wearin his shorts and a big shirt, and i probably have like 2 other pairs at home... my moms always like , does he have any clothes left! but its all good.... maaaaan i ramble to much.. but its ok, cuz nobodys required to read them.. so if they do and think MAN this girl rambles.. then they're the fools who wasted their time reading it. *smiles sweetly... woohu for fools and boring entries! seriously though... unless you wanna read about keegan, my stressful busy life, or worthless tidbits of fun information.... this is NOT the journal for you.
tomorrow we've got that grand rapids symphony... im excited. i love the symphony.. we're going with the senate to help disabled people get into the concert. every year they put on a concert for people in wheelchairs and mentally challenged people and they need volunteers to help wheel them in to the devos place since they'res so many of them. its an awesome experience... and it counts as community service hours.. so next year you all should sign up to go.. im sure you could go with the senate.. we encourage volunteering. next year i hope to provide a lot more volunteer opportunities through student senate. i headed up a commitee this year but we didnt do anything.. next year i'll have way more time to organize since i'll have an entire credit hour dedicated to student senate (ed ex with Mr. A) i guess thats what all the exec presidents do their senior year.. im excited. its gonna be a good year. watch out for us, cuz we're gonna hit you full force next year with so many new and awesome things. and if theres anything you want to see done, any type of event, let me know or one of your class reps know... cuz thats what we're spose'd to do, is be YOUR voice.. im so sick of people complaining about things that we plan when they dont even take the time to give input. let your voice be known.... hmmm, im not sure why i just went off on a student senate rant... but heyyy.. its late, im tired, and its alll good.
of course my cell phone would not get service anywhere... of course it wouldnt even get service in CEDAR SPRINGS... not like i'd ever NEED it in our home town or anything.. i was about to throw it out the window fer sure... gahh.
i got a lot of * you look cutes* today... the funny things is emma picked out those shirts when we went shopping together.. *laughs..* she saw the black one and was like aww that'd look so good, so i tried it on and it did. im gonna have to deal with the fact that keegans sister is more sylish than me! *laughs and cries...
im so excited for this summer.. we're gonna go to the beach alot. i didnt get to at all last summer cuz i worked EVERY day. if you go back and read last summers entries.. you'll see how depressed and tired i always was. i seriously broke down like every week because i felt like ya know it was the summer i turned 16 and i didnt get to do anything ever. sometimes i feel (felt) that i've been forced to grow up and mature to fast through things that i've gone through. but im a responsible girl with a strong head on my shoulders. i've got direction and passion to pursue a purpose thats been pre-destined for me by the power i want to strive to live my life by. what an awesome feeling. to know that someones always got your back, always got you covered in times of need, even if they're presence isnt physically visible. i've gotten better with accepting the fact that i cant do things alone... and thats one thing thats gonna make life so much more bearable.. and its gonna make me more able to fulfill a life that used to be so empty.
well kids, im tired.... *kisses*
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2005 3 May :: 1.19pm
so prom was fun! i cant believe it was the last highschool dance! ahh...this is all happening so quick. with everything thats gone on lately at least graduating soon is something i can smile about. although im slacking on that sense i havent even started my senior exhibition and we only have 12 more days of school left.
i like jason so much. hes so great. everytime that i think that its a little rough with him...he makes it so i dont feel that way. we are pretty much together without a title.
i do have a question i need answered though and im no about to write it in my journal. anyways my family hates him and i however adore him. almost everything about him. butterflies are in my stomach right now just from talking about it so im just going to stop. he told me that if and when we end up going out that we will have a really long relationship....he says," you know if we end up together that well be together for a really long time right...and we are pretty much already together" so i think that hes giving me hope....not sure if thats what i need but im glad im getting it. im not going to give up on this. he told me not to give up on him and that only time can tell so i guess ill see and i wont give up thats for sure.
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2005 3 May :: 11.56am
it smells like tacos.
i would love one right now.
she is right. i am happy and that is all that matters.
boooooooooooya
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2005 2 May :: 11.30am
dont ya just love life
wow...i hate my family. their all judgemental snoops who only care about themselves, and making others feel like crap. when your mom and your brother go behind your back and read your journal entries and read the guy u care about so much's entries and then put their two cents in on how hes not a good guy. how he doesnt respect me. how im just another warm body. or how because I like him more than he likes me...hes a bad guy cause he doesnt like me the same.
oh and i disgust my mom. yup and im a whore. all because of what jason says. lol what ever they need to stay out of my life and i need to get out.
im miserable and ready to take lots of vicaden so i wont feel ....im giving up on being happy at all.
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2005 1 May :: 10.50pm
yeah, so i cant even describe prom... it was that awesome.
and awesome really doesnt even do it justice. EVERY aspect of the night was perfect. and i know i use perfect alot.. but this time more than any other do i mean it. short paragraphs seem fun... mine probably wont be as short as keegans.. but hey i'll give it a go.
hair: 2 and a half hours... my cousin audra did my hair and makeup.. we watched the entire meet the fockers.. and still were doing my hair a little before and after... but it turned out SO good, and it didnt even lose the curl the ENTIRE night...
the getting ready process: after my hair and stuff was done and i got home.. it took me maybe a half an hour.. i put my dress on, but my flower in my hair... waited around. yeah, i got ready by myself. .how sad... KEEGAN got ready in 12 minutes... pshhh. laughs* i was really scared, i called him at like quarter to five and he wasnt even in the shower yet, 15 minutes later i call him and he's on his way. im like... whaaat.
pictures: my house first. my mom, keegan, my aunt susie, and suprisingly yancy... im so glad he was there. then we went to keegans house, when we got there his mom had little orange cones set up all over the yard for "picture spots" laughs* it was so cute. (i got all my pictures back today by the way... and keegans too.. those cones sure payed off, cuz every single picture turned out SO good)... aww and when we got back to keegans he gave me an orange and yellow rose that matched my dress... because i dont like corsages.. crazy i know. but usually i always tell my dates NOT to get me a corsage.. yes they're pretty, but they get in the way, and i'd rather not wear one.. *giggles. .im SO not a girl am i?!* so now my rose is hanging upside down so it can look like the rose he got me for swirl.. which is beatifull and makes my room look so elegant.... THEN we went to brandees house for pictures. and those were good...
Cygnus: we seriously must have eaten at the nicest resturant out of everybody.. it was the most incredible view i've ever seen. top floor of the amway. our waitor even PULLED out mine and brandees chair. our napkins were CLOTH, and there were lit up trees in the middle of the resturant.. i felt like i was gonna break something just sitting there. we got really good pictures there, even better food, and the best memories!
Horse and Carriage ride number ONE: awwww.. so elegant. i felt like a princess! :) our horses name was Morty *and i JUST happend to notice that that JUST happens to be one of johnny depps names in a movie... TALK about making the night even more perfect!* i've never been on a carriage ride before..... it was just the best ever!
Prom: like keegan said.. all the other high school dances combined couldnt even compare with this one. the museum was the BEST place we could have had it. it was beautifull. the dance floor WASNT that small.. and if it was.. i liked it cuz everyone was so close. the carasel was the pefect touch, our prom picture is gonna be fabulous *we did our gangsta pose... :) .... we didnt want to be all posed and such like.. OHHH look at us all romantic and stuff.. thats just not how we are.. so we had fun with it* we danced, keegan breaked, i got so many good pictures.... it was just the perfect night. everyone looked so good.. SO good. and i REALLY felt good in my dress. for not finding one for the longest time... i REALLY did find the perfect one. i felt so elegant... :) i didnt want the night to end, and it ended so fast. but the best part was that the ngiht was far from over.. we did so much before and after, it was like one mega prom experience... and i had the best date i could have ever asked for. we coordinated so good, we fit together so good. WE ARE SO GOOD! laughs*
Horse and Carriage number two!: this time it was even better cuz it was night and we were all so tired. it was so relaxing and so romantic. it picked us up right from the museum. talk about a grand entrance and exit. before and after prom... it was just the perfect way to get there. espeacially cuz the amway valleted *spelling i know* our car. the whole night was all about us. everything we did was catered to us so perfectly, that i just felt like *repetitive... * such a princess! not only did i have the best prom ever, but i have this amazing boyfriend who just proves to me over and over and over again how.. well amazing he is! what other guy could have thought of all this.. to make my night so incredible, so fun.... all i can do is smile.. because he's MY boyfriend. and i dont have to share him! he made prom night OUR night, and i LOVE that... even if i dont love him. and the best part about THAT is i dont have to. because he doesnt, and we STILL had in my opinion the best night out of anybody. and yeah thats probably biased, but seriously.. it was that good. (i just got way off topic there... but by the way for anybody who cares... im falling in love with keegan...... :) it'll take a good couple of years before it'll happen and i'll admit it..... but thats how we roll... *laughs.. because i love everything about US.. and i cant wait that if God permits it, i love him too.) (*ok sorry, back on topic) we even (on the carriage) got the best picture of us kissing that we ever have.. and just cuz im cute and can do this and want to show off my wonderful boyfriend im gonna post it in the next couple of days... *giggles again.. aww im being so girly.. prom night was so girly.. i loved that!* so then the carriage brought us back to the amway, and we got the car. (valleted of course... smiles)
Oasis: i had never been there before.. .but it was so much fun. i got some GOOD pictures there. we ended up in the tropical rain forest one.. it was outside and had this waterfall and bamboo.. it was really pretty. we were there for an hour.. it just added to the night and was such a fun touch. i LOVE brandee weeks, we had so much fun together. and we had the best dates... i never really hang out with her.. but GOSH was she fun! i say gosh because i'm nerdy and dont like the alternative to it.... we even got that sparkling grape juice stuff cuz we're losers, but enjoy being losers.. because in all reality, the REAL losers were the ones... nevermind i shouldnt say that...! in other words.. we didnt have to be drunk to have a good time. and we still remember every detail of our night! something i wouldnt trade for the world. OH and i got to wear my new swim suit.. and i love it. just thought i'd throw that in there. :)
Dani's: after oasis we stopped at my house and got some clothes and all that good stuff, and then the four of us went over to danis.. and that was a blast. when we got there dani, jenna, becky, and josh were in the hot tub.. but they got out and we went upstairs and ate a WHOLE bunch of food.. including this fruit dip that seriously was like an edible orgasm.. it was THAT good... *laughs* awww.. i love jenna and dani! *and of course becky!* all of them looked so pretty on prom.. and were so fun at danis! between the (stops to count) 8 of we talked up a storm.. it was great. then we went downstairs and brought out a massive ammount of blankets and all fell asleep watching beauty and the beast. talk about the perfect way to end the perfect night. i fell asleep with my OWN (corny.. get ready for it) prince charming.. watching a classic fairytale, to top off our own fairytale night. and yes i KNOW thats the ultimate corny line.. but its so true. the ngiht was seriously like a fairytale.. every part of it. i got to sleep with my perfect boyfriend on prom night, and it was so innocent, and it was so just... ( i simply cant find the words.... i hate how corny im being... but ahh.. ! ) and oh my gosh we didn't conceive children! *laughs.
in the morning everyone woke up, layed around for awhile, then danis mom made us breakfast.. and this woman can COOK. she made everyone pancakes and sausage... mmmmmm. i was lookin pretty scary by this point... eh, i was surrounded by friends, so it didnt bother me. finally my prom experience came to an end when i had to leave Danis to go to our red flannel thing... but maaaaann... i dont know what to say without being overyly repetitive... which i already have been... but yeah.. my prom kicked so much ass! it was just... *smiles.
keegan: you're amazing.
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2005 28 April :: 11.57pm
i spent all day with emma today.. and it was awesome.
we got our nails done and we went shopping... and it was just a perfect day! aww, she's so fun... at times it doesnt even seem like she's keegans sister cuz we just laugh and talk ALOT... laughs* i know she's quite a bit younger then me.. but today was a blast, and i love getting closer to keegans family.
tomorrows prom... :)
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2005 28 April :: 12.13pm
i totally got to drive my mom's 2005 escape today to school. i feel so cool.
wowsers. 11 more days. so strange to think that soon i won't have to come back.
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2005 27 April :: 11.53am
:: Music: beautiful dreamer
dont ya just love waking up late...
so i went to first hour...dont have a second hour...and i have "a" lunch. so i went to jasons....and i fell asleep. i didnt wake up until around 11:30...which is five minutes later than i should have been at school by. when i got here at like 11:40....my teacher tells me that the office has been calling me the whole half hour i was late...they just kept calling for me....so i went to the office...and all they wanted was to give me my invitation to prom....lol ..it was so nice sleeping with jason...i felt so comfortable...not nice waking up though.
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2005 27 April :: 11.44am
seniors suck. i hate you all for leaving. and not taking me with you.
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2005 27 April :: 10.41am
what an awful night at work. there had to be about 200 kids there and we ran out of blades in a half an hour...
after work was good though.. i finally picked my car up from keegans.. its been there since saturday. we're always together anyways, so usually theres no reason for me to even have my car... except this morning... *tears.. i had to drive MYSELF (i know right) to school cuz he didnt have to be here till 8 ish for senior interviews... ahh well. but yeah.. last night was good.... *smiles... soo good. and i really do think that im in love with muffins... they're just so good.. mmmm.
tomorrow me and emma are going to get our nails done.. woohu. im excited, i've never gotten a manicure before. AND im excited cuz i love emma... she's so fun... PLUS she's keegans sister, added bonus i guess. bahh.. i just love his family. and im SO glad its likewise!
hmm... im hungry i suppose... off i go..
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2005 26 April :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: happy
so things for prom are working out just like everyone said they would :) i'm going with tyler bauer and i couldn't be happier. we're on our way to having all our plans made and that makes me really happy. anyways....i just wanted to thank anyone who helped me when i was down...you know who you are and i love you all! :) can't wait to see you at PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
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2005 25 April :: 3.34pm
please fill this out for my entertainment and put it in your journal.
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
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2005 25 April :: 12.13pm
im in love with the person he was before. not who hes turning into. i know he is better than this. he chose the wrong path...i will try my best to get on the right one. i cant let him turn into something so disgusting.
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2005 25 April :: 9.56am
this weekend was soo good.
friday after keegan got out of practice and i got out of work i went over to his house and we just fell asleep cuz well.. we were tired. go firgure right.... i love working fridays at lazerskate. my friend jordans there every friday.. she's in 8th grade but looks like shes older then me.... i hate when that happens... laughs.
saturday i was with him all day... i went to go tanning in the morning.. but didnt feel like waiting 30 minutes for the mega... so after that i went over there and we got my car fixed.... *smiles... later that night we went to logans... thats the way to my heart. logans sweet potatoes and shrimp... mmmm.
then SUNDAY i spent the day with my mom.. cuz i love her and all that warm fuzzy stuff. AND we got new cell phones... im soo excited. its been like 5 months since i've had a phone.. and that was just a prepaid.. we got matching picture phones.. then we went to the olive garden and were like oooooooh, just playing with our phones. im like, how cool do we look.. laughs* BUT i got a new swim suit and a little mermaid purse and a few sweaters (well i got the sweaters saturday.. ) it was just the perfect day.. ending with my favorite pastime... tickling my favorite asian. (he says... "im your only asian..")
pshh, if he only knew.
*giggles....
yay for my new phone! woot hoot!
this is what all the cool people do... guess its my turn...
516-6237
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2005 24 April :: 4.18pm
THIS is going to be really strange. Oh man. Freaking out.
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2005 23 April :: 5.59pm
keegan didnt have to dance today.. so we've been together all day.
pshh.. how dare him frustrate me when im trying to talk sweetly about him... laughs*
now im not even gonna go into it, i'd rather get offline, turn around, and attack him since he's looking at me all cute right now. like that just works.. like he can just be all cute and smile at me with that ridiculous hat on and make me melt....
cant resist anymore...
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2005 22 April :: 2.01pm
X's are true
[_] I am bisexual or homosexual. (it doesn't count if you're drunk!)
[_] I've smoked weed.
[_] I've gotten high.
[_] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've attempted to run away from home. - when i was little ha for like 5 seconds
[x] I've lied to my parents regularly about where I am. -blehhh
[_] I've failed 2 or more classes in one marking period. - haven't failed them yet, but getting there. :0(
[_] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[X] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[_] I am for Bush.
[_] I listen to political music.
[_] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I open up to others easily.
[_] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[_] I own an iPod.
[x} I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[_] I am a sucker for blonde hair/black hair/blue eyes.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[_] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[_] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[_] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[_] I love Spam.
[_] I bake well.
[X] I would not wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[_] I sneak out of the house often.
[x] I have a job.
[_] I love Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love
[X] I love someone, significant someone.
[_] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[_] I think Napoleon Dynamite is overrated.
[x] I am self conscious.
[_] I smoke a pack a day.
[_] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[_] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I win people over easily.
[_] I eat fast food weekly.
[_] I have many scars.
[_] I've been out of this country.
[_] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[X] I see a therapist.
[_] I love white chocolate.
[_] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[X] I bite my lip a lot.
[_] I think Kill Bill is the greatest movie ever.
[_] I'm an otaku because I watched DBZ.
[_] I eat cookie(s) regularly.
[_] I frequently listen to heavy metal music.
[x] I think rap is great.
[_] I think rap sucks.
[_] I am a goth.
[_] I love meat.
[_] I laugh at inside jokes, even if I don't understand them.
[_] I know the Russian Mafia.
[_] I frequently play Russian Roulette.
[x] I fear change.
[x] I'm Going Slightly Mad
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2005 22 April :: 1.57pm
community night was fun... i love becky... its true.
oh riiight, im not to say "its true" anymore.... hmph.
prom is approaching quickly... and damnit, what to do about my dress. i hate being so short.. because my dress is to long... i guess i cant really do anything about it now though. ah well.. its still gorgeous... well, i hope. i think it is.
i love the mornings... walking by people... *winks
we're so cool.
i have to work tonight till 10:30, but afterwards im going to keegans and we're gonna sleep... *laughs. maybe his mom will make us muffins. *hopeful smile*
im tiiiired. i dont wanna go tannnning. yes i do. but noooo i dont. its relaxing.. then you're in there for 50 zillion hours and i get board... restless.
last night i went tanning after community night so i had all my red flannel stuff on... a little awkward, fun though. ehhh.
ok, well i've lost interest with this entry.
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2005 21 April :: 11.34am
hm...just when i figure out he is just an ass...and that when i drive by his road now...i dont even think about him...when i haven't talked about him in days....he calls and wants to hang out....twice. god damnet....weston fucking called me and said he missed me. needless to say how hard it was to tell him i never wanted to hang out with him again. all he said was...you never want to hang out with me again?....thats all you had to say. good night.
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2005 20 April :: 10.23pm
i went to the mall tonight with micah and keegan..... tonight was... well it was..... laughs*
first i lost the cap to my gas tank because im a moron... then there was that whole ordeal... then i found my prom jewlery... then in alpine that was the whole other ordeal.... bahhh. whatever right.. lifes not perfect eh?
it was nice after a hectic day to beable to just relax for a couple hours.. and when i say hectic.. i DO mean hectic. lord do i...
tonight was just one of those nights. .but the thing i love is that "those nights" only last for a brief period... lets say an hour TOPS and that hour is still filled with smiles... odd as it is.. what can i say. i just cant help it.. plus the glorious last 15 minutes where either im home late or he leaves late.. it seems to be our magic number... i hate goodbyes.. even though they only last a little while.... cant we just run away today... with my mom of course. heaven knows i couldnt leave her... but hmm that WOULD defeat the whole running away part... i guess its a good thing im so content with my life right now! *kisses....
i've been reading this really good book called "The Case for Faith" its really good... its a whole bunch of "proof" of God and its so inspirational. the part that makes it awesome is that it IS indeed facts and hard evidence that prove the atheists and pagans and whatever else wrong... my opinion of course... but in this matter im pretty bullheaded and choose to KNOW i'm right... we all have our issues right? so what if mine happens to be defensive religion.
well.. im tired, and kind of irritable... i think thats what happens when you eat turkey loaf... turkey shouldnt come in a loaf anyway... *ponders that..... uhhhh.
have a good night all.
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2005 20 April :: 12.16pm
oh it's so cool!
too bad it rained today. hard to trample through the woods in the muck.
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2005 20 April :: 12.05pm
CANT WAIT FOR MY SHOWER TOMORROW! IM SO EXCITED! LOL
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2005 19 April :: 9.19pm
its hot... really hot. i feel like getting naked... but that would be dirty.
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blondie17
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2005 19 April :: 12.14pm
my dear friend josh wanted me to write an entry for his behalf. ....
so here it goes....
we are going to skip part of our class to go get slurpies. im so excited. hes mad right now cause i wouldnt let him read something. oh well. hes my buddy!
ode to joshy woshy
joshy woshy is so foxie
all the girls fall down
then with the lift from the corner of his lip
well present him with his crown
a crown of simple purity even though he can be quite a dick
it doesnt matter with joshy woshy cause no one will forget
that joshy woshy is a kooala bear and can love you when he wants
too bad right now im on the wrong side i do haunt.
angry joshy woshy is not fun to me
but knowing that one day he'll care
makes me yell yipeeeeeeeeee!
with lots of love joshy
~casey
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