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2005 30 June :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Heart Breaker - Pat Benetar
i talked to karl tonight!! he was talking about how he's broke because of plane tickets but then he says that he bought a truck...yeah...lol. anyway, he's all prepared to drive down here, he just has to get a pass from the army people. anyway, he called me on his way to Hooters. Yep. i was like "well,i hope you have fun..." and he was like "Oh! no, i'm just going because im the one getting conned into driving the guys there" or something like that. it made me laugh. it doesn't really bother me, i mean hey, anymore you go out into the street and you see girls dressed like the ones at Hooters.
*sigh*
oh, anyway, we were talking and then the damned fire phone cut into our conversation and when that happens it automatically hangs up on the other person and so i didn't even get to hear an "i love you" tonight. god damned fire phone can eat shit. anyway, he didn't call back but then again he was on his way somewhere...so yeah.
anyway, i'm done with this. later
Rachel
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2005 29 June :: 3.15pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: With this Knife - Smile Empty Soul
ashley had a planter's wart - or 3 - on the bottom of her foot and she had them froze off yesterday (majorly disgusting i know, i'm sorry) and she cain't even walk now. well, she decided that "we" should all clean the house because it's mom and dad's 20th anniversary today. well funny how "we" doesn't include ashley. taylor and i got to do everything down to washing the windows by ourselves. bullshit. she's such a fuckface.
anyway, ashley sucks.
hopefully karl calls tonight cause i miss him.
anyway, it's to hot to write anymore
Rachel
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2005 28 June :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Rape Me - Nirvana
tessi's having a little "get together" like she does almost every week. it's usually about 15 people sitting around talking, eating and watching movies and this week mom refuses to let me go. i asked why, and she was like "because i'm feeling pissy" and that was that. what a fucking bitch. is it mean to wish bad things would happen to her?
(Me)
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2005 27 June :: 2.30pm
A - Age you got your first kiss: 16
B - Band listening to right now: portraits of past
C - Crush: yeah
D - Dad's name: enrique
E - Easiest person to talk to: most of my friends
F - Favorite bands at the moment: houston calls, hellogoodbye, zella mayzell
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: bears
H - Hometown: Macomb Township for now
I - Instruments: guitar, piano, tbass, trumpet, synth, drum machine, drums
J - Junior High: kelly middle school
K - Kids: maybe, a lot later
L - Longest car ride ever: 19 hours to way up north, worst car ride was all the way to Kenosha, WI for XC with my coach
M - Mom's name: Teri
N - Nicknames: I have a lot, most relate to me scary people or death
O - One wish: just one?
P - Phobia[s]: I hate clowns, and I hate huge crowds sometimes
Q - Quotes: "shit, i just compared jesus to santa claus, i'm going to hell" there are too many
R - Reason to smile: music, photo, people
S - Song you sang last: Houston Calls - Amtrack Is for Lovers
T - Time you woke up today: 10:20
U - Unknown fact about me: i don't know
V - Vegetable you hate: i really don't know
W - Worst habit(s): saying fuck and shit too much, drinking too much. eric's disease. i'm a sailor at heart, i swear
X - X-rays you've had: ankle, hand, leg, wrist, chest, arm
Y - Yummy food: pizza
Z - Zodiac sign: sagittarius
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2005 26 June :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: I probably wouldn't be this way - LeAnn Rimes
So Karl called my house today and I was at my grandma's swimming. Dad answers the phone and gives karl the number. um...weird. i picked up the phone, and it said pay phone on the caller id and so i just gave it to gramma. she answers it then gives me the phone and was like "it's a feller..." and gave me her evil gramma eye. i laughed and then she smiled and i ran off to talk. something was Way wrong with the phone and i couldn't hear him hardly at all, but the volume was all the way up. so, i told him that i couldn't hear him and that i was just going to go and then he asked when i'd be home and i said maybe 4:30 and he was like "ok, i'll call you at 5:00 just to be sure" and i was like "ok, i love you and i'll talk to you later" and he was like "haha, tryin to get rid of me that fast huh?" and then i felt bad, but i was just like "yes! i caint hear you and i don't want to just sit here and laugh at what little i can hear you say" because he always makes me laugh. or tries to make me get mad at him because i'm "sexy" when i'm mad. Ok...anyway lol. Oh! back to the story! we swim for a while longer because it was only 3:30 when we got off the phone. anyway, ashley fell asleep and didn't wake up until like 4:52 and then dad called and was like "karl called, i told him you'd probably be home in 15 minutes" so i was like trying to rush ashley and trevor out the door and ahh it was crazy. i get home and i just sit there waiting for the phone to call and then i was like "...maybe he forgot how to tell time..." because i was kind of depressed and felt like being mean, and then he Finally calles at like 20 after 5 and we're all talking and everything and then mom like bursts into my room and is like "get ready we gotta go to church!!" and i told her that i didn't want to go because i was on the phone and i hadn't talked to him in forever (ok so i talked to him friday, 2 days is a long time!!) and she was like "well you're going, change while you're talking to him" i was like ahh wth no way...so i was changing while talking to him and then the phone like cut off and all i had was the dial tone and i started crying, my make up was runnin down my face, but i went to church like that anyway. i don't know if he called me while at church, but he Definitly didn't call me afterwards. it makes me sad but i love him and hopefully i'll talk to him soon and you guys can read my going on's about him some more. lucky yall!
on with other news...wait, there is no other news besides about karl. ha. silly me.
Rachel
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2005 24 June :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Shine - Collective Soul
i have to wake up at 6:30 and clean out the barn so we can put the new hay bales in there that we just bought, and then spend ALL day picking green beans and then all night snapping them. i like snapping them but i Really don't like picking them. i guess i'll get a better tan...but tan lines aint so hot...ehh
want some great news? of course you do. a few minutes after i wrote my last update, i go to watch Spanglish and cry a little bit because, well hey, i was in one of those moods, and then Karl calls. i know, amazing right? right. ok. anyway, i hadn't muted the tv so Spanglish is on the disk menu (so everyone can laugh, i just typed "dick menu". i know, haha) and for some reason they have some GAY ASS MUSIC playin and he made fun of me forever because of it, but i kind of...lost...our cordless phone so i was on the wall phone and could'nt just leave him ther alone so we delt with it. of all the places to call me he was in the air port. lmao it was so loud and like at one point like 5 phones started going off and apparently they belonged to people with no fingers because they DIDN'T ANSWER THEM. what kind of people sit there and let their phones ring? i mean you bought them so you could talk more, but then you ignore them? what the hell? stupid people.
eww ashley just asked if i wanted to watch Carrie with her...gross. that was a weird ass movie.
anyway, trevors dumb and still cant get the water temperature right so i'll be on my way
Rachel
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2005 24 June :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: sad/sick
:: Music: One Thing -(do not remember...)
my baby's gone
So basically im dying today thanks to the menstral cycle. yay.
i've seriously only gotten out of bed once, now twice i guess because hey, im at the computer, and i've not gotten on the computer until now.
alright, what im leading up to is that i missed my chance to talk to karl on here and now he left for kentucky or However you spell the damned state. i feel Soooooo horrible. he even sent me three emails. my favorite one?
Subject: " just a little email to say..."
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!"
and then it said some little private stuff that i won't include but i was like god damnit! and eventually bawled my eyes out. yep.
oh, 2 nights ago we made it official. like we h ad never really asked eachother out, or declared to be a couple, but it was assumed and we didn't want to be with anyone else, so wednesday night we were talking about it and decided that we would make it to where we Were a couple and it was Such a wonderful night and i was happy and didn't sleep at all.
anyway, im gonna go die now so later.
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2005 23 June :: 11.35pm
:: Music: a new found glory - hit or miss (acoustic)
so its summer vacation now. its been fun. today jeff and i walked to whitney (macomb center) cemetery. it was a long walk and kinda hot. we got some good info and pictures. some scary stuff on the audio tape, i'll update more when we confirm it. i'm tired, i'll write more tomorrow.
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2005 22 June :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Scars - Papa Roach
i actually think i stole this icon from someone...i don't know who. probably ashleigh though, like a long time ago. thanks to whoever though, and when i find out who's got all the cool ones again, i'll more than likely be back to steal even more unless you kill me now.
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2005 21 June :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
well...i figured it was time i drop a big bomb on yall....
my baby brother is the coolest little dude any of you guys will ever meet. at just the tender age of 6, he has stolen the hearts of girls just a few months old to experianced women. he is a mastermind, and all men should bow down to him. with his big ol' blue eyes and platnium blond hair, not many can resist him. he is sweet and a Huge spiderman fan, and he can kick the ass of about anyone he wants too with his amazing moves he got from none other than Walker Texas Ranger, and Jean-Claude Van Damm. Though he has a slight lisp, it just makes him more desirable. He can hit the hell out of a baseball as well. anyone who has the opertunity to meet him will be changed forever.
as for taylor...stay the fuck away from her.
anyway. i haven't talked to karl for 2 days unless he gets on later tonight, but im goin to bed at 12 because i have to get up early in the morning and do stuff. stuff meaning getting up at 8 to not get dressed and not put on makeup and go spend the day lounging around my grandmas and eating her food because, omg, does she have good food. hmm yes, tomorrow does look like a good day. hmm oh yes, back to the love of my life...i miss him and that makes me sad. not sad because i miss him, but sad because he's not around and so then i have to miss him. i don't think that i get that either so: Don't read that last bit of the sentence. if you already have, disregard it.
um...ok, that's about as interesting as my life has been lately.
ooh for any of yall that aint been there, Everyone needs to go here
www.maddox.xmission.com
aka, the best page in the world (next to woohu of course...*runs away*)
ok, im done with this.
wait! apparently i have an inner black person begging to get out because i've been watching a lot of barber shop, and saying things like "tru dat" and "oh snap". yeah...it's gettin to be bad. i would so get the shit beatin out of me if i were to actually run into a black person. i am way to white for this shit.
ok, now im done with this.
Rachel
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2005 21 June :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
well...i figured it was time i drop a big bomb on yall....
my baby brother is the coolest little dude any of you guys will ever meet. at just the tender age of 6, he has stolen the hearts of girls just a few months old to experianced women. he is a mastermind, and all men should bow down to him. with his big ol' blue eyes and platnium blond hair, not many can resist him. he is sweet and a Huge spiderman fan, and he can kick the ass of about anyone he wants too with his amazing moves he got from none other than Walker Texas Ranger, and Jean-Claude Van Damm. Though he has a slight lisp, it just makes him more desirable. He can hit the hell out of a baseball as well. anyone who has the opertunity to meet him will be changed forever.
as for taylor...stay the fuck away from her.
anyway. i haven't talked to karl for 2 days unless he gets on later tonight, but im goin to bed at 12 because i have to get up early in the morning and do stuff. stuff meaning getting up at 8 to not get dressed and not put on makeup and go spend the day lounging around my grandmas and eating her food because, omg, does she have good food. hmm yes, tomorrow does look like a good day. hmm oh yes, back to the love of my life...i miss him and that makes me sad. not sad because i miss him, but sad because he's not around and so then i have to miss him. i don't think that i get that either so: Don't read that last bit of the sentence. if you already have, disregard it.
um...ok, that's about as interesting as my life has been lately.
ooh for any of yall that aint been there, Everyone needs to go here
www.maddox.xmission.com
aka, the best page in the world (next to woohu of course...*runs away*)
ok, im done with this.
wait! apparently i have an inner black person begging to get out because i've been watching a lot of barber shop, and saying things like "tru dat" and "oh snap". yeah...it's gettin to be bad. i would so get the shit beatin out of me if i were to actually run into a black person. i am way to white for this shit.
ok, that's all.
Rachel
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2005 19 June :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Don't cha - The Pussycat dolls / Busta Rhymes
well...peachy ol' fathers day and i ate way to much.
karl arived at his house unblown up by the plane ride. i don't like planes. we talked on msn for awhile last night and it was weird. i had gotten used to talking to him on the phone. it was weird talking to him on the phone to begin with too. anyway
doug left for a band camp deal....lmfao i know!! to funny....today and so i don't get to talk to that dumbass for another week.
ooh ok story time!!
i told doug since the first time that i seen him that he should have an afro because he would look awesome with one. he always got pissed and "yelled" no and told me to drop it. um...yeah he now has one. and...of course he looks awesome. stupid fucker. if only people would take my advice!!!
kell tried to explaine something and it didn't work so now i feel dumb. it's great. truely great.
lol
anyway, i gotta piss so goodbye
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2005 17 June :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Blow me away - Breaking Benjamin
I thought that i would let yall know that my cat just used the litter pan.
i love cats, but they reak. makes me sad but ehh. oh, roxy (#1 cat) had a baby!! its a little boy so we're gonna get it's balls chopped off and keep the fucker. woohu. its got a huge body but it's heads really small....freaky lookin. its boring though, just grey with yellowish orange stripes. my Other cat is in labor as i type. this one's Tidy (it fell in the toilet when it was just a baby...tidy bowl...yeah...mom came up with it, don't hate me). i think she's only haveing one too. god even if she has just one then we have...well here lets do a count
:Outside cat + her 3 kittens + Roxy + 1 kitten + Tidy + her kitten = 8 cats
maybe more, depending on how many Tidy has.
yeah...that's a lotta cats. oooh plus we have
duppy, dutchess, daisy, pancho, bell, lady, freckles, and pheoby (sp??). those are all of our dogs. yeah, 8 of them too. plus 19 more if you want to include the ones that ashley has for her gay kennel.
hmm we also have a bird, a rat, 3 horses, a pig, and 2 chickens. wtf is wrong with my family you ask? i don't know. i don't like any of them animals except for the cats and my rat.
ok...yeah im done with this. wait , total animal count for the Prewitt household...
8 cats + 8 dogs+ 19 dogs + 1 bird + 1 rat + 3 horses + 1 pig + 2 chickens = 43
k, im gonna go ponder why we have so many animals now. later
Rachel
im thinkin i need something else for my journal now. i don't much like it anymore.
LOVE YOU KELLY!!
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2005 17 June :: 11.45am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: My sacrifice - Creed
Got my computer back!!
well bitches im back. no second phone line so i can only stay on for like 15 minutes at a time which sucks balls but i "can't interfere with the fire phone"
karl called and he FINALLY graduated yesterday. he'll be at his house some time tonight, he was going to drop by here first but his mom bought him a plane ticket and blah blah blah but anyway, he's supposed to stop by on his way back. he got stationed in Kentucky and from there he could get sent to Iraq. that really depresses me but what can you do.
um....wow really nothing has happend at all. thats pretty sad since its been an entire month....oh well. anyway, later
Rachel
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2005 13 June :: 5.08pm
80 in a 25
this wears out the lying
this tears through the muscle
where is my family?
where is my history?
what truth do i have to defend?
for years i have nurtured pestilence
and fought the air i breathe
the years have left me pestilence
looking to spread this new disease
whether you're for me or against
whether you're with me in defenese
it doesn't matter
tell me it matters
tell me its hurting you as well
seeing the carnage in this
will only make me die a thousand deaths
i'm dying them now
ten at a time
you draw it out
i crossed the line
my eyes
my feet, my will all die down
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2005 12 June :: 9.42pm
| Usuals: | | | Name:: | Eric | | Age:: | 17 | | Sex:: | Male | | Height:: | 5'5" | | Hair Color:: | black | | Eye Color:: | blue | | Weight:: | 135 | | Shoe Size:: | 9 | | Favorites: | - | | Color:: | blue | | Number:: | 26 | | Letter:: | don't know | | Animal:: | don't know | | Weather:: | cold/comfortable | | Band:: | zella mayzell | | Artist:: | elliott smith | | Guitarist:: | jesse lacey | | Singer:: | andrew bowser | | Drummer:: | brian lane | | Key boardist:: | the guy from hellogoodbye | | Pianist:: | billy joel | | This/That: | - | | Pepsi/Sprite: | sprite | | Outgoing/Shy: | shy | | Mean/Nice: | nice | | Depechemode/VnV Nation: | depechemode | | Pantera/Cannable Corpse: | pantera | | Guitar/Drums: | guitar | | Singer/Dancer: | singer | | Day/Night: | night | | Sunlight/Moonlight: | moonlight | | Romantic/Normal: | romantic | | Freak/Looser: | loser | | Loner/Popular: | loner | | Quiet/Loud: | quiet | | God/Atheist: | God | | Some more...: | - | | Do you believe in god?: | yes | | Why?: | because i know he exists | | Any Siblings?: | yes | | How old are they?: | 14 | | Do you like humans?: | sure | | How about animals?: | yeah | | Or crayons?: | yes | | Relationship...: | - | | B/f Or G/f?: | no | | Bi, Straight, Gay: | straight | | Are you single?: | yes | | Why or Why not?: | because i can't find a girl who likes me | | Do you love them?: | love who? | | Do they love you?: | no | | Have a crush on someone?: | no | | Have stupid pet names? or have you in tthe past?: | no | | Virgin?: | yes | | Have you ever....: | - | | Had Sex?: | no | | Killed an animal?: | yes | | Gone Surfing?: | no | | Gotten High?: | no | | listened to a band you hated?: | yeah | | Kiilled someone?: | not yet/not that i know of | | Tried?: | i can't say | | but got caught?: | i never get caught | | Bunge Jumped?: | no | | Tried Suicide?: | no | | Read a very long book... (over 500pg's): | reading one now | | Kissed someone?: | yes | | Told someone you loved them, but didn't mean it?: | not really | | Made out?: | yes | | Oral?: | no | | Been called a freak?: | yes | | Are you one?: | i don't know | | Had a pet?: | yes | | What was the pet?: | a fish | | Do you...: | - | | Care about anyone?: | kinda | | Love your enemies?: | yes they deserve to die, and i hope they burn in hell | | Kill helpless animals?: | no | | Go to parties every night?: | no | | Hate posers?: | i don't hate people | | Beat others up because they are different?: | no, i get beat up. |
Everything they need to know brought to you by BZOINK!
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2005 10 June :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: larger than life - rock and a hard place
so i started working with kodalith 8x10 sheets today, its rather cool. i have really big negs now, so i need another englarger and some sheets of rather large photo paper. so earlier today i was on my way downstairs to the darkroom, and erinn IMs me. i listen intently on her current problems, and comment where needed. i guess its a good thing that someone actually trusts me enough to tell them what they are going through in their life and how they are feeling. so after that, i get back to work. my hands and lungs are really starting to hurt from these chemicals. but its my line of work, i have to do what i have to do.
you may never understand the way i felt about you
you may swear its all my fault
i can't tell you i feel so lost without you
its too late now to change your mind
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2005 9 June :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: straylight run - existentialism on prom night
1. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal
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2005 8 June :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: armor for sleep - awkward last words
i figured i should do an update where i actually write something. so what should i talk about? two days of class left, followed by two days of exams. i got the shit kicked out of me twice, which sucked. i've learned to keep my mouth shut, not say how i feel or to feel anything, things go better this way. i've learned am i incapable of doing pretty much anything correct. i have found that people find value in my ability to play music, which i think is non-existant in myself. i am still contining to try to find a cure to my insomnia that has set in, two weeks so far. hopefully i figure out a cure. i started reading Dante's Inferno, which is pretty good, but rather difficult to read. i started to teach myself formal latin, instead of the broken late latin that i know. i have been listening to a lot of armor for sleep, hellogoodbye and explosions in the sky. sad thing is that some of the songs upset me, it sucks.
experientia docet
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2005 7 June :: 10.22pm
Car Underwater
Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that I'm down here
Believe the note I left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here so don't try
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that I'm down here.
believe your dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't try.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
Leave it up to me. to burden you again.
This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.
Leave it up to me. to burden you again.
This ones not your fault. so forget, so forget, so forget me.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
just let me go.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
just let me go.
don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
and I would still die for you
I would still die for you
and I would still die for you
I would still die for you
and I would still die for you...
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2005 4 June :: 9.58pm
modern american poetry
i can't find the words to tell you
how far down it was when i fell for you
part of me wants this to end soon and part of me just won't agree.
and i frame these thoughts in my mind now
coming back from a long seven hour drive back to this old house
passing endless road signs, and white lines
thinking and driving tends to hypnotize and sometimes blind me.
i can't find the words to tell you
how far down it was when i fell for you
part of me wants this to end soon and part of me just won't agree.
and i sit with my back to the wall once again
thinking about you and what you said once again
passing endless road signs, and white lines
thinking and driving tends to hypnotize and sometimes blind me.
i can't find the words to tell you
how far down it was when i fell for you
part of me wants this to end soon and part of me just won't agree.
(in such a busy world, your smile reminds me that i'll be alright)
(in such a busy world, your smile reminds me that i'll be alright)
can't you see i'm finally coming clean?
and that it makes me wanna go insane?
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2005 29 May :: 11.14am
Figures A And B (Means You And Me)
Present for a presentation presented presently
Theres no i in team no me in us no you in we
I'll write down letters inside letters but i cant let her see
Pass them forward with a foreword they wont mean a thing
Treasure torn out paper from the corner of a page
Measure worn out epigrams for signs of change with age
Figure out that figuratives mark figure a and b
Images i imagened with pretty imagery (means you and me)
(you and me) we could be made for this
(just wait and see) we might be made for this
Its so far away but ive planned a date
And thats at least a start to get inside your heart
It might be you and me oh we could be a team
It might be you and me oh just wait and see
(you and me) we could be made for this
(just wait and see) we might be made for this
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2005 27 May :: 11.27pm
These words of mine are not what you want to hear.
If maybe I hadn't told you how I feel there would be nothing to fear.
But I made the mistake of not keeping my mouth shut
and you never really like me from the start.
I can't take back the things I said and how I feel about you
but i don't think I would even if I could.
I don't see how someone caring about you scares you, but okay, all right.
I'll sleep without you in my dreams tonight.
Tomorrow brings new light, and pictures of your shinning green eyes.
"To the most beautiful girl I know: Oh how I would have loved you so."
Five steps forward and three steps back doesn't get me any closer or any further from you.
I just wish it could be just us two
Sleep alone.
I missed you so (insert name here)
imagine
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2005 26 May :: 10.58pm
Bonnie Taylor Shakedown... 2K1
Visit you at baskin robins all the time
To let you know that i am yours and you are mine
So we can take long walks through central park
And hold each others hands to fight the dark
So you know you're never on your own
So you know you're never on your own
My bonnie lies over the ocean
My bonnie lies over sea
And every night at 2 am
I wonder why can't she lie close to me.
I hope you listen to me every night before you go to sleep
And know that someone in HB is thinking of you, Bonnie
Remember all the time you let me walk you to class
And you would kiss my cheek and i'd never have to ask
You're going away in late september
But here's a thanks for a summer i'll always remember.
So you know you're never on your own
So you know you're never on your own
My bonnie lies over the ocean
My bonnie lies over sea
And every night at 2 am
I wonder why can't she lie close to me
imagine
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2005 26 May :: 7.15am
I saw it on your keyboard
And you saw it in my eyes
I didn't mean to scare you
You just seem really nice
And when i read it on your keyboard
I knew at least i might just have a chance
To catch a shooting star
imagine
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