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2006 26 June :: 5.15pm
Trevor Hall - The Aftermath
I sold my shoes,
for a front-row seat on the moon.
Well I've found all that I can save,
and I still got the blues.
See I picked up the blade,
and shaved my beard.
I walked back into town,
with nothin' to fear.
Well I picked up my mess,
and I put it in the ground.
Well I watered it down,
waited for the sea to spill,
to spill. Yeah.
Well silence fills the air when it's raining.
But I don't see anyone complaining. Yeah yeah.
Well truth, it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out.
Well I took my last rose,
And I threw it in the fire.
I gathered all the ashes, yeah.
Started my empire.
What is it to you?
Well man I'll do what I please.
And when I pray for you,
I don't expect you to pray for me.
Well silence fills the air when it's raining.
Oh, but I don't see anyone complaining.
Well truth it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out.
Well I took a bath.
In the constellation aftermath.
When I jumped off that stone,
You see I looked upon this, plastic place, and I saved it with all my grace.
Well silence fills the air when it's raining,
Oh but I don't see anyone complaining.
Well truth it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out. Yeah.
Silence fills the air when it's raining.
Oh but I don't see anyone complaining.
Well truth it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out.
Truth, it pokes it head out....
Kiss My Booboo All Better...
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2006 24 June :: 3.20pm
:: Mood: hung over
:: Music: bar noices
last night
Well things were fun at Chris's. Everyone had a good time. Granted some people are retarded but oh well. Fuck it. I give up. I'm just not fat enough right Mindy! lol. I really dont fucking care anymore what anyone thinks. Esspecially last night man. I was a bitch. But in my mind, I think I had every right to be. Oh well. What's done is done and it will never happen again. I was stupid and I should have known better. But a little fucking agknowledgment would have made me a little bit happier. Not much, but some. Oh well. I'm going to marry Aj anyways. lol. The love of my life that will never make me work or pay for boose because I'm pretty. lol. I love that kid, I'm going to miss him while he's gone.
Smashly came for a little while yestereday but then she pussied out. oh well...*shrugs* It would have been ten times more awesome with her there though.
I decided that my brother is the only one allowed to know bits and peices about my "party hardy" lifestyle I've got going on. Because my loud mouth sister made the mistake of letting my mother find out about my after prom party experiance. I made it rated pg though for my mothers sensitive ears though. I swear sometimes, I think I just might be able to get away with murder with these people. Unless I killed Neta. Because they like her more than anyone else. whatever...
Welp, that's my life in a nut shell. party last night was fun, party last weekend was fun. except for when I found a few details out about it last night that I didn't know about. That kinda pissed me off. oh well. I'm sure next weekend will be just as fun though, whatever I may decide to do.
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2006 23 June :: 7.43pm
well im at chris' house, sitting on sexy aj's lap. and yeah...that's about it
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2006 23 June :: 1.59pm
God.....
....I hate this place and it's stupidity.
14 *MUAH* |
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2006 19 June :: 11.41am
So prly time for a update. Well Tasha came this weekend, which was pretty cool. My phone wasn't working all weekend but I went and got it fixed today. So if you think I just wasn't answering and blowing you off I really wasnt. I guess it hasn't been working since Wednesday, but it is all fixed now. Pretty soon we have our college visit. I'm so excited. To see see the rooms, find out what we need, and meet new people. I think it going to be a lot of fun. Plus we are staying at the great wolf lodge. I love that place.Well I'm on closing now for burger king. I'm going to be tired a lot lol. I hope everyone is having a fun summer, I know I am.
5 *MUAH* |
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2006 14 June :: 10.56pm
I think I'll be a stripper when I grow up...
I'm at Mindy's. My internet doesnt fucking work at my house. I have no fucking idea why it doesnt either. It's really starting to bug me but oh well. Not like I've been home much anyways...
Things have been awesome. Working and partying pretty much seem to be the only things on my agenda lately. lol. Went to the barn on saturday, went to some crazy party last night with 3 people from work and like a whole fucking trailor park was there. It was insane. I had a stripper sitting on my lap. She was fucking hillarious. She told me and Mindy that we could come to her house anytime and get drunk with her. We're like fucking right! lol! and then Saturday is my birthday and we're having a party and James' barn after Mindy and I get out of work. It's going to fucking rock. I'm going to get Ashley drunk for the first time. She's going to be so shit face it's going to be hillarious. And Tasha is coming up that day so it's going to be fucking cool! We're going to have so much fun. And I dont have to be to work the next day until 4 so that's kick ass it's self. So yeah. If you're cool you'll be at the party barn saturday night with some presents for me. (When I say presents, that's code for booze)
I've noticed lately that my parents are giving up on. I'm pretty much positive that they know I drink. and I think they dont care. As long as I'm not pregnent and still in school, I suppose nothing it wrong or something. But I fill them full of stupid shit all the time. Like I told them that I was going bowling with people from work last night and then I told them that I wasn't coming home from work on saturday because Mindy, Eddy, Jessica, and Ashley we're having a little "Girls night birthday party" for me (just go with it guys). and they just blew it off. They just dont care. It's insanly disturbing me how they dont care anymore. Like I'm afraid I'm going to be at a party and then they just pop up out of no where or some shit. It's creeping me out to be quite frank with you. But...oh well. What can you do...
Fuck it...!
Welp, I shall me off. My darling Mindy and I must be awakening early in the morn tomorrow to pull some weeds for 6.50 an hour. lol! fucking right!
James Ramiro...I'll call you tomorrow or something man...lol!
26 *MUAH* |
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2006 12 June :: 9.47pm
So my open house went pretty good. I made out pretty well. I start working 2 jobs tommorrow for a while, wish me luck. Other then that Just been hanging out with Chelsea.
4 *MUAH* |
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2006 8 June :: 10.05pm
So things have been going really great. My open house is this Saturday. Hopefully I will make out good. I went to the casino and won 50 dollars. So I went and bought a shirt and some hermit crabs. I have always wanted them so I finally got them. There so cute and fun to play with and I can take them to college with me. I found out I leave August 24th for College. I'm excited. Hopefully I will find a job fast.
1 *MUAH* |
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2006 8 June :: 11.52am
So I'm hanging out at Mindy's. She's showering. (surprisingly she did not invite me to shower with her today) lol! but yeah, we wanted to go to the beach today with a buttload of people but we dont think that that will work out. We might have slept in too late because I have to be to work at 4 and whatnot.
We saw the omen last night. It was good.
bye!
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2006 8 June :: 12.24am
:: Mood: excited
Jimmy Kimmel
I never watch this show. It's kind of dumb. But tonight....ah yes, tonight, the absolutely wonderful H.I.M. is musical guest. And I must watch. I haven't seen them live in forever. I could have gone to that show (filmed last Friday). Had I wanted to take a trip to California, and spent a ton of money. So I'm content to just watch it at home, nice and comfy in my home =)
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2006 6 June :: 12.40am
So Tomorrow I leave for the casino. Hopefully I will win some, but not counting on it lol. Life has been going better. Hanging out with Chelsea a lot like usual. Great times. I went bowling on Saturday and met some cool people. The guy at the front thought I was 21 so he didn't even go to mark my hand. I thought that was pretty crazy, cuz I think I look pretty young. My open house is Saturday. Hopefully I will get tons of money. I need to get a computer for college. Well right now I'm watching movies with Amanda and Chelsea.
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2006 5 June :: 12.24pm
I need boy problems
26 *MUAH* |
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2006 4 June :: 8.59pm
Welp, schools out! yay! bonus! But Brixon is leaving soon=( My birthday is in 13 days! yay! Things are kinda awesome lately. Hanging out with my gangster Mindy, being cool an all that jazz. Working a whole fuck load. I'll be rich soon though. It's a given. Working at Burger King will land you in the big times! lol! Brixon spent the night at my house wednesday! lol! We had a grand ol time. It kinda bugs me how everytime I'm just hanging out with a guy for like an hour or more, everyone asks me if we did "stuff". It makes me question how I come off to people. Like I have "I'ma Slutbag" written on my forehead or something. I think my reputation might need to make a tid bit of a turn around or something really soon. But not too soon. (whoa that makes everything sound a whole hell of a lot worse). I dont know. The last few weekends have been fun. I hope something More comes out of all this fun though sooner or later. I dont know. I mean runny around, playing "games" is fun but it seems like it's going to get old. I dont know. Maybe that just goes along with my how I Need To Grow Up lecture I've been giving myself daily. hmm...eh.
In the words of James Ramero...Fuck It!
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2006 31 May :: 9.48pm
Lately everything in my life seems to be crazy. I made some bad decisions, which were completely all my fault so I have no one to blame but myself. I feel like I'm in this down wind spiral and I keep hurting other people on the way. I feel like a horrible person. I feel very used and I'm basically just irritated with my life. I should be happy right now I'm graduating tomorrow. But instead I keep thinking about how much I have fucked so much up in such a little bit of time. I just wish there was some kind of sign to tell me what to do. So today I found one and I called the college and I am going away for college. I go for orientation in July and then I leave in August for 2 years. Then after that I'm not sure where I am going to live. My mom is extremely mad at me for leaving. I know some of my friends will be 2. But I need to start over, build myself I new reputation. I want to start over so bad and I wish I could go back in time, but the truth is you cant. So I think going some where new will be a good thing and Tasha will be there with me.
6 *MUAH* |
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2006 30 May :: 8.23pm
I am the biggiest Dumb Ass. Everyone was right like usual.
3 *MUAH* |
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