Eddy left a little while ago. I need to get me one of em digital cameras. I'm so self-centered. I take pictures of me none stop. haha. But I'm hot so it's cool. lol. yeah...we went to Lauren's last night for a bonfire, it was great fun. And we fell asleep to this hipnosis thingy. It was weird. I had some fucked up dreams. We called Mindy this morning and I'm hanging out with her after golf on Monday! YAY! *boo-fricken ya Kelly!* All and all, me and Eddy had a good time, like always. lol!

"How do you want your marshmellow, like a nigger or like you and i?" - Amy
"Well not like me, maybe like Lauren though..." - Me

"You cant have your marshmellow like Michael Jackson because you'd have to start the fire inside the marshmellow and that's just impossible..." - Amy

yay!
I'm so happy! Ashley came over! I haven't seen her sense last Friday. Now Mindy just has to come home and I'll be done missing people. yay!

While I was sleeping this morning, Ash was online talking to Mike and he was telling her how I hate him and she was like "Yeah, I know this all already" lol! I love her. She sat there and told him how I was a pretty stubburn person and I hold grudges for quite sometime and he was just like yeah...I know. If he knew that, why would he keep bugging me? Cause even I know all of that. But oh well...I'm in a good mood, just sitting here, passing time listening to my Britney Spears records...lol

I got my prom dress yesterday. It's really pretty. It's yellow and I have gold shoes =) yup, that's right...gold shoes! But yeah, Sydney, Jessica, and I all had a great time shopping together. I'm glad they came with me. We had fun. Jessica smelt like the most hookery hooker you've ever smelt by the time we were home. lol!

I love you guys...

I cant wait for something fun to happen. Like...with everyone all together..yeah...I dont really know exactly what I'm talking about but I'm sure you understand some how.

Something whicked awesome just needs to happen to me cause I want it to and that would just be fun. I'm excited for it.




BYE!!!=D

hmm...
So things didn't end up the way I planned but...I didn't really plan anything so I'm assuming it's okay, or something...? But I'm rooting for things to end up the way I'd like them to end up *thumbs up*

I called Mindy. She's sleeping in a convertable in a parking lot. lol. wtf? She's so weird. I miss her a whole lot though. my last weekend/this week/this weekend suck without her...

So a bazillion people quit Burger King, so they called John and he has an interview tomorrow! =) YAY! I'm so excited! He's one of my bestest friends ever! We're going to have so much fun! yay...

I wish Jessica would get home and call me. I really need to know if she's going with me to the mall tomorrow or not...cause I really dont want to go by myself and yeah, that would suck the big one. eww...


Welp, Ima thinkin' I'm done...BYE! =) have an awesomely magnificent night all!!

errg...this is going to be the shittiest spring break ever...
ugh...my mom is being a bitch. my dad left for kalamazoo. I have to go golfing in like an hour. my computer is being gay for some odd reason. people are dumb. i have to work everyday this week. I really hope i get sunday off. But like a bagillion people quit so I highly doubt it. I have a Tummy ache. My brother is getting married to his ugly bitch girlfriend that I hate and he still hasnt told me. And I just wish that my sister would have Adulf Lusifer already so things could start looking up.

We should have just picked a better week to have spring break....


I want to do something fun...


I cant wait till tomorrow though!

I love you Jessica!! =)






Bye...

errg...
anyone wanna go to the mall with me on wednesday? =( I'd just hate to go buy a dress buy myself...

errg...I dont know what I should do about this little "situation" I'm in. Maybe I'll just let things go and if anything happens it will happen and if nothing happens I wont let it get to me. I'm done with getting too attached and then getting hurt all over again. I'm just going to live for me for now on and if someone wants to join in then that's cool. As long as they aren't suicidal, emo nemo, or crazy then they are cool in my book. lol. And as long as they dont say "I Love You" or at least wait more than 2 months to say it. God...Mike was a fucked up bastard. I'm glad he's gone. I'm really glad that he hasnt called me or anything in a little over a month or so. I like it. It's nice....

welp I think I shall give Mindy a ring pretty soon. Make sure she's doing good cause I love the shit out of her. (eww...lol)

well....I'm off! Ta Ta Kiddies...! =)

well, my mother seems to think that i'm grounded over spring break but i dont remember discussing this...? i think it's funny when they think they have some kind of control over me. they are never home and they never know where i am and one time i come home at 1 in the morning and all the sudden they are parents again...they kinda annoy me. i cant wait to leave. sometimes i really wish they'd do one stupid thing to screw up so i could move in with Janis or something cause i'm sick of them. but i guess i'm just a teenager or something.

i work all week. tomorrow from 8-4 and then everyday 4-8 until friday and saturday i work 4-10. kinda sucks but i'll get alot of money.

i need to get a prom dress this week. i think i get paid tomorrow so that should be helpful. maybe i can talk my parents into giving me atleast 50 bucks or something. cause that would be nice. lol. they are stupid about things sometimes. i wonder if i'm going to cedar's prom or not. i dont know if i should. i have a band compitition the next morning but i can probably go to that half dead so no big deal. i'll get that day off just incase.

i miss mindy already. early this week i was looking forward to being with her anouther weekend but then i remembered that she wasnt going to be here..=( poo...I hope she gets me something cool though!=) I asked for a unicorn but i dont think she's going to try too hard to find one. she's a lazy ass like that sometimes when it comes to me i guess. she just thinks i'm not too reasonable about somethings but i just think she's a silly poo poo head. lol. but i love her. and i miss her like a buttload!

i think i have a bladder infection...=( i need to go to the doctors

wow..i thought i lost this but i didnt. phew.


http://youtube.com/watch?v=hTwl-y2EFkc&search=jack%20black <--this makes me and john laugh. lol. you gotta love that kid...

yeah but seriously, if anyone wants to do something just call me cause i really dont have a life so that'd be cool if you helped me have one or something. lol. bye gangsters!!

so today was uneventful. i wanted to leave all day long cause i was soo tired and i didnt feel good. but yeah...mindy is leaving tomorrow...=( i dont know what to do with my weekend now. everyone else (my school) is going to my friend joel's birthday party but i dont really want to go cause his dad makes me feel uncomfortable. makes me feel like i'm going to hell and i dont like that feeling. so yeah...i probably wont be going to that one. so yeah...anyone want to hang out, give me a call or something i suppose and if not...oh well i suppose.


i need to go golfing soon...

*sigh*






night....