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2005 16 November :: 9.50 pm
AGH! IT STOPPED SNOWING!!! =(
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2005 16 November :: 9.40 pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: lost
i hope we dont have school tomorrow!!! =) *crosses fingers*
welp, i think i shamed my mom into coming saturday. shes going to have my sister come too. i think ashley might come also. if anyone wants to come i'm sure you can either ride w/or follow my mom. it's at byron center. i think i perform around 10:00 am. but i perform like 3 different times. first we do one dance (the one we did at the bball game) then we do our kick line routine and then later we do our other dance. i think michigan states dance team is going to perform too so i think that would be fun to watch. but yes...i'm pretty pumped. also a little nervous. but i'm going to go. lost is on. pretty exciting.
later gaters...
*$$Ch-Ch-Chel-Unit$$*
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2005 15 November :: 9.02 pm
:: Mood: heart broken
its wonderful to know that noone in this house cares about me and the things and do and think are important, yet they always want me to come watch them play. but oh, noone wants to go to my first effing poms compitition. it really important to me. its the first thing i've been good at and loved for a while now and noone cares. well thanks a whole fucking lot. dick heads! see if i ever watch them play music again!...
oh and now im grounded because i have feelings and they are hurt because noone wants to see me dance. what good parenting. and they wonder why im fucked up....dumb asses!
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2005 14 November :: 9.56 pm
im tired...everyone appologized today, hil-fricken-larious! indeed...
welp...night!
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2005 13 November :: 2.16 pm
:: Music: elvis - love me tender
yeah so the party started out good for awhile then things got out of hand. some people cant just grow up i suppose. oh well. im never having another party again. oh well...thats done and over with...
i got about 3 hours of sleep...and i have to work at 4...=|
i cant wait till christmas! i asked for everything elvis!lol! yay!
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2005 8 November :: 9.03 pm
yeah well, thursday the rest of the poms team and i are performing at the basketball game. you people should come. *cough*eddymindyjessica*cough*cough* lol. and...i dont have school on friday *score!* i have to get decorations and clean. i also have to rake the yard. we have like an ankle deep blanket of leaves in our whole yard. lol. its in-fricken-sane. lol! yeah, yep...uhhuh...BYE!!!
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2005 7 November :: 8.07 pm
im dying my hair right now as we speak. its going to be light red and then i have reddish-brownish high lights im going to put in it in a few days and then i have black dye that im going to put in it, but not all of just. im just going to make its black streaks. i got some of ash's birthday presents today. awesome i do say. welp, i think i have to wash my hair out soon...later gaters!
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2005 6 November :: 1.33 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: fall out boy - champagne for my real friends, real pain for my Sham friends
really bored...
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2005 3 November :: 9.41 pm
ok...im not going to the fall out boy concert. mike couldnt get tickets in time cause his friend was being dumb but were going to a different concert in about a month. i dont know what concert yet. its a surprise i guess but he says i'll like it. i told him i better or else i'll be pissed! OH MY GOD!!! I THINK I JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT IT WAS!!! AGGHH!!! OH MY FLIPPING GOD! I HOPE SO! EEKKK!!!! AHH!
ok bye!
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2005 3 November :: 4.05 pm
:: Music: falloutboy-out lawyer made us change the name of this song so we wouldnt get sued
today was a whole lot better than the last few days have been. like i smiled alot today. it felt good. i sorta didnt let anything bother me. might have been a bitch a time or two but its ok with me. im sick of being nice and not getting any nice-ness in return. im sick of worrying about other people and no one worrying about me. pisses me right off. but oh well. this weekend should be fun. so far i dont have to work at all this saturday, lets hope it stays that way.
the kitties names are back to Elvis and Pink Floyd. its only natural. yay! makes me smile =)
HOPEFULLY im going to the fall out boy concert! i cant wait! i have the best boyfriend!
tomorrow we're chairing in band and yeah...i need to practice so i dont get last chair lol. that would suck dick! lol!
welp...im off!
tata!
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2005 1 November :: 9.27 pm
woke up today, so depressed. just went back to bed. didnt get to school until lunch. and i didnt talk to anyone. i was sitting alone by myself for awhile, then my friends brook and lacey came up and sat with me. made me feel a little better. brook knew something was wrong. she said she could see it in my eyes. she could tell that i was crying earlier and that i was upset and such. and i was like great...lol. but yeah, my day sucked. i was sad all day until poms practice. that made me smile. i have fun people. i like it. my mom is really worried about me. i think she thinks im going to like kill myself or something but im not going to. i miss mike. i dont know...i feel so...shity. i hate it. i had to like drag myself out of bed and it was like 10 30 or something. i needed to go though cause i needed to go to poms. we only have lik 5 practices left till our first compitition. im soo nervous! beyond belief! its in-fricken-sane! i dont know how to control my emotions and everything. it sucks. i feel like crying. i went into the bathroom to take a shower this morning and i sat on the toilet, looked at my kittens, and just started bawling. i didnt know what was wrong. all i know is, it hurts. hurts like hell. like i have a broken heart for no reason. i dont like. my mom is being a bitch though. im sick of it. she doesnt realize...errg how easily pissed i get now
ugh...bye!
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2005 31 October :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: bummed out
bums me out
welp, good halloween i guess. except for the school part. i swear, our school is full of so much drama people have drama coming out of their asses. i found out today, my friends arent really my friends. they all talk about me and ash and there are reasons i guess why they dont want to have anything to do with us. i've desided...fuck them! i dont need any of them. i got ash, mike, jarred, mariano and you guys! i hate this. i really cant wait until im not forced to see theses people again in my life. i hate this, i hate them. fuck it all...fuck them all....i hope they choke on their candy...=(
ruins my day....*tear*
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2005 30 October :: 7.21 pm
:: Music: C'mon Baby- wakefield
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAVID DAVID!!!
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2005 29 October :: 8.36 pm
:: Music: staind - right here waiting
welp things have been ok lately. not too bad, not too good. was going to go to mindys and party with her tonight but mom said no cause i have to work in the morning. might be a good idea i suppose...who knows.
i was suppose to go to fremont with ashley last night and we were going to hang out and go to the haunting and such but my mom said she didnt want me driving that far because my car is a peice of shit. it was upsetting. i really wanted to go. i miss him. he misses me. it blows...i tried calling but no one answered. i'll call back later.
in other news...i got two kitties! =) they are soo cute! i named them Elvis and Pink Floyd and they are both girls but my mom and ash were all like they need girl names cause its confusing and yada yada yada...and i was like ugh! fine! so i named them Yoko Ono and Persilla but then i changed my mind and i named them Marilyn and Audree after Marilyn Monroe and Audree Hepburn. i like it..but not as much as i like Pink Floyd and Elvis...=( those were some good ones. dang them all!
welp yeah...i suppose i'll be going now.
later gaters!!
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2005 26 October :: 9.26 pm
im going to be Janis Joplin for halloween...=)
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