I need advice from everyone...please help if you can...
what do you do if you have a friend who you think has the hotts for your boyfriend? i mean at first it wasnt that big of a deal but then she started calling him and writing him notes...am i just over reacting and being jealous caue i know i do get jealous easly but its really bothering me...like to the point where its ruining my day. i dont know...should i talk to her about it?? just give me your advice it would be very much appreceated.


Thank You...

A Very Confused Chelsea Lou...?? =S

boo...
well im pretty effing bored. so effing bored that today...i started reading! yes i know what you're thinking. me read? what a joke....but im not joking. i'm seriously serious. it was insane. Mike called me. that made me smile. =) i guess he like fucked up his wrist yesterday and thats why he didnt call..sure...excuses excuses. lol. just kidding. he's doing ok though. I'm glad he's not super hurt. I dont really like having to worry about him. he gets to take his thing on his wrist off wensday and hes all like i think i'll probably take it off before than though cause i want to play my guitar and im like no! bad idea! lol. its pretty funny to listen to us talk sometimes. but ima thinking im going to go. later yos...=)

well i havent updated in a while. hmm...just been busy i guess. my weekend was sort of gay. didnt get to see mike for reasons that i dont know if i should discuss or not cause i dont know how he feels about it. but i will probably for sure talk to mindy sona jessica and arielle about it soon. very soon.

anywho...i cleaned out my car today. you would not imagine how many beer caps and bottles and shoes and all sorts of junk i found in there. i could of gotten pulled over than the cops would have thought i was drinking. but i dont even have my license yet and i probably would have cleaned it before then so not too much to worry over i guess.

well mike and i are wonderful. he's going through some really crappy stuff right now and im really glad that im here for him. but he makes me happy and i make him just too happy that he cant stand up straight lol. so things are nice. =)

i just got done watching meet the fockers. that movie is soo hillarious. i wish my last name was focker. it was be soo effing awesome!

i want to go see amityville horror! maybe me and mike will go see it saturday. i dont know. i have a band thing saturday and we might go to a surprise birthday party for my friend so i just dont know yet. he always lets everything be up to me and i can never deside on what i want to do. it drives me crazy really it does. lol. we can probably go to the movies friday. i dont know. it all depends on if he has practice or not. if he does i'll just go with like my sister or something. i dont know. it probably wont happen at all.

wow...i babble alot. geesh...i bet no one reads this cas its just a whole lot of nothing really. lol.

you know what really bugs me? when you're really happy and people get jealous and try to ruin it. there is this girl at my school that insists on telling mike that im cheating on him and im not. she told him that i was cheating on him with corbin. i was like..uhh....no?? but really...why would she even waste her time. mike keeps telling her that he doesnt believe her and all and she just keeps talking. i think i just might have to put the smack down and show her who's boss...yeah...i just might have to do that. *shakes head* maybe...hmm..but like she showed him an entry that i made back in november before i even liked mike. i mean me and mike werent even friends and i was like really mad at someone whos name will remain unknown for now and i was like why should that even matter now? its not even relavent to anything that is going on in my life at the moment. i mean i havent thought about that person in that way in so long that it shouldnt even matter to anyone especially mike. or her! what a bitch i hope she effing dies before i kill her cause it will be a painfull death. lol. im terrible i know...but if she doesnt stop shes going to get whats coming to her. lol.

but i have to go do a paper before i fail. i cant afford to fail. that sucks.

later yos...=)

well...just thought i would update before i hit the sack. i have a golf tournament tomorrow and one on friday. friday its in luddington and we leave the school at 7 in the fricken morning!!! its pretty insane!!! but yeah...im sorta worn out. mikes going to come over friday night and we're going to rent meet the fockers cause i really want to see that. im probably going to like pass out with hes over cause im going to be soo tired and probably sun burnt and probably sore. i'll make him rub my back or something. lol. wow...i make him sound like hes my slave or something dont i? well its not really like that but i just make it out to be i guess. lol.

well im going to go...

later yos...=)

two months tomorrow!! =)
well my weekend was grrrrrrrrrreat! well...basically, my friday was great. saturday and sunday werent too wonderful but good i guess. but friday...*sigh*...that was just awesomely great! i will never forget that night. mike took me out to dinner and we played hide ang go seek with my neice and we went for walks and we went to the park and ...yeah...it was just wonderful. i had sucha good time. =) he makes me smile real big. i want to say i love him but part of me is scared and part of me just doesnt know. i dont know what to do. he told me he loved me and i wanted to say it back but i was scared. hes so great though cause he doesnt care. he'll wait for me to come around. he's wonderful! just the best thing that could happen to me. makes me feel so great all over. he has a suprise for me tomorrow! tomorrow is two months for us. im soo happy! i cant wait. hmm...yeah and today im 15 and ten months! yay! almost 16 and im going to drive! yay! mike's parents got him an early birthday present. a new car. now he just needs his flipping license! lol! then he can drive me around and whatnot.

im watching greys anatamy and they're pulling nails out of this guys head! its discusting! its pretty insane in the membrane...*sings* insane got no brain...

i miss mike. i cant wait to see him tomorrow. i dont like school that much though cause i get in trouble for kissing him there. it bugs me a whole lot. i mean its not like we make out in the middle of the hall way...we just give each simple kissing good bye and hello and whatnot and we get yelled at. its really annoying and i wish it would stop.

well yeah...saturday i went and got flip flops and pictures developed from the christmas party Ari, Mindy, Jessica, Eddy, and I had. they're awesome! you guys will giggle. its great...yeah...

well gonna get going. kinda tired and all...

later yo...=)

i have my first golf game tomorrow...im nervous
well i really miss mike right about now and yeah...im really bored. thats really about all i got to say. and im really nervous about tomorrow i hope i do good and i hope i dont get put against a really mean girl cause that would suck soo much ass like you would not believe. mike wrote another song about me. lol. it's called "she plays golf" haha! he's soo great!


welp...bye!



oh and wish me luck please! im going to need it.

YAY!!!
Mike told me my big surprise! HAHA! Sucker...lol. I knew I would get it out of him. haha!! we're going out to dinner than to a movie and then he has more surprises for me I guess but that has to wait untill friday. Hehe!! yeah! I'm soo excited! He's so good to me! I'm soo happy with him...it's unbelievable how happy I am. I havent been this happy in...wow...along time! But yeah...I wrote a poem for him but I dont know if I want him to read it just yet. I feel kinda dumb letting my emotions show for some reason. I dont know...thats just me being me though I guess. I'm just scared...I dont know what of though. Rejection I guess. But Mike isnt going to reject me over anything and I know that but I dont know. Maybe after so many times of getting hurt I'm just afraid the same things will happen again. BUT THEY WONT!! Cause Mike is way different from the last 2! And WAY better to me too. Not just any guy writes songs for you...lol. I'm so happy. It makes me smile...like this----> =)

But I guess I'm going to get going now.

later yo...

corbins theory was right...i only got 4 hours of sleep and im wide awake
so me and my dad go to mcdonalds and these are our conversations...

note:he got like 2 sandwiches and large fries

me-I got all of my food off the dollor menu...im pretty cheap huh?
dad-if you would have gotten a combo meal it probably would have been even more cheap
me-NO!!! cause combo meals and biggie sizen it...those are reasons why our country in number one in obessidy!!! I DONT WANT TO BE FAT!!!!

later on...

dad *eats about five fries* -do you want the rest of these?
me-no i can barely eat these ones...
dad-fine ill throw them away.
me-you really should try eating those
dad-why?
me-cause there are childern in ethiopia that would give their left leg for atleast five of those fries!
dad-well..blah blah blah...
me-you take your americaness for granted WAY too much...we might as well move to canada...

later on we go to the bar

dad-dont tell your mom we came here
me-ooooooooooooooooooooooooo im going to tell her!!!
dad-if you do i'll never take you to mcdonalds again...
me-good! i dont want to be anouther obese person taking their americaness for granted!
dad-your not going to get fat! SHUT UP!

later on we go to the gas station and my dad buys some cancer sticks...buy 2 get one free

me-isnt that nice...they'll give you a free pack of cigrarettes but they wont give you a free set of lungs...*shacks head*
dad-geesh...where in the hell do you come up with this crazy shit?
me-my head *smiles real big*
dad-thats scary...

after that we go to another bar...

me-were not going to play keno again are we cause then i would really have to tell mom..?
dad-no but were going to have another beer.
me-geesh...they'll sell you a beer but they wont sell you a new liver...*shacks head and giggles*
dad-isnt that the damnedest thing?

now were in the bar and my dad starts playing keno again and it keeps hitting all the numbers around the numbers he picked..haha sucker!!

me-see it hits every number but the numbers you picked! its rigged! but it knows your going to play even more! thats what its trying to get you to do!
dad-yeah i know
me-its like a buncha teenagers getting you to smoke pot...PEER PRESURE DAD!! PEER PRESURE!! works everytime...sucks ya in...
dad-what ever chel..
me-always doing what the "beautiful" people are doing arentcha dad?
*girl at the end of the bar sits and thinks im crazy*

well i just wanted to remember this fun day with my dad so i thought i would share it.

we drove past burger king and i was waving at it and my dad is like what the hell are you doing? who are you waving at and im like mindy...shes working right now...she works at burger king...i love mindy...i miss mindy...and hes just gives me weird looks

i swar my parents think im like the strangest kid they have. like the other day i made my mom smell my arm pitt cause my deoterant smells really good and shes like i think you're the only kid that has ever made me smell them. and im like yeah...but thats how it goes. i mean common..if i was normal it wouldnt be that much fun now would it? i know thats what i thought too...no fun at all.

well yeah..my day was pretty fantastic. i liked it. i left all my junk in dayna's car tho cause it was locked and now i dont have my purse or my back pack or anything...just my cell phone and my golf clubs...thats it...nothing else was brought home from school from me...no ser-rey!

yeah..i dont really have anything else to say except for that...im happy. life has been sooooooo unbelievably wonderfully awesome! it might be Mike but i dont know...maybe its just God paying me back for all the sadness i've had lately. i knew he was going to give me something good sooner or later. i think i deserve it but thats just me. lol.

welp...buhbye loser heads!!!