liz
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2007 13 January :: 1.14am
suck day.
but i love him so its cool
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rayray
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2007 12 January :: 8.52pm
So I have finally moved.
I live in Sheridan
The quiet little town of Sheridan.
I live with my boyfriend who I love more than anything.
Even though we don't have the most perfect relationship I love him to death.
And it seems like all my friends are getting hitched or knocked up.
Oh well.. Those plans aren't in my future...
Well I'm off..
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chelthesmell
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2007 10 January :: 6.17pm
:: Music: knocking on heaven's door - guns n roses
so yeah...Root Canal. Should be a fun time...along with wisdom teeth.
Can I get any luckier?
errg...
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liz
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2007 8 January :: 1.27pm
yay school
not yay books
expensvie.
yuck
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chelthesmell
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2007 6 January :: 4.10am
Justin says "Hi".
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triple
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2007 5 January :: 8.36pm
I'm done. never again will I piss my money and time away on you, trying to get at your "un-touched" hatchet wound and pencil erasers. Go back to your college and go fuck your boyfriend, because I apparently, wasn't yours.
So anyways
I'm sitting at home, smokeing a CIGARETTE, drinking a BEER, and trying to get some DOPE and listening to the god damned KILLERS.
My lifes a bitch but, my cousin Audrey got knocked up, and Nolan got cought doing coke...
...by Uncle John
now i'm going to play PSU and FFXI
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liz
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2007 3 January :: 4.29pm
"Stay"
you say I only hear what I want to.
you say I talk so all the time so.
and I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
yeah, I missed you.
and you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.
so I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
well, this is not that:
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
and I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
you try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
you said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
you said, "You caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just so scared to lose.
and you say, "stay."
you say I only hear what I want to.
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2006 31 December :: 11.28pm
Right now I am sitting at my dads with my sister, brother in law and my dad.
I'm incredibly bored.
And have been here since 10:30 this morning.
I'm waiting for the ball to drop so that I can go home and go to bed.
Or finish packing.
The packing thing I really need to get to.
Moving has been delayed a week.
Hopefully we can get the apartment we're looking at on tuesday.
We were going to rent a house that was 1/2 way between Sheridan and Crystal but the guy told us that he changed his mind.
We were kind of pissed about that, but what can ya do..
Only a half an hour until the new year, and I could careless.
I am so tired at the moment that nothing matters.
I just want to go home.
Crawl into my bed, and curl up.
Anyway, this is the end to my sad entry..
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triple
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2006 25 December :: 10.50pm
Sorry I haven't updated in a while (^.^;)/ I've been kinda busy the past week.
anywhooo
I made out like a bandit, I got a wireless router so I can use the internet within' 1000 Feet of the house wirelessly, The Zen, A carrying case for the laptop, a laptop fan cooler thing (It sits under that laptop and cools it down with 2 fans or something). The Grand Prix gotta a little somethin too, I got remote car starter (Apprently I can install it myself, Its like the easiest car starter in the world to install), uhh, I think $50 in best buy cards, $120 in cash. a $25 speedway card, socks, T-shirts, and some super soft awesome PJs
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2006 24 December :: 3.59pm
So much for having a good Christmas Eve.
Started to suck about 9:30 this morning when my mother decided to act childish.
I called and asked if it would be okay if I were to show up to dinner at the most an hour late because Michael really wanted me to go with him to have Christmas with his daughter and whathaveya.
But no, my mother started balling and guilting me into not spending christmas eve with my boyfriend.
Why do I let her get to me so much?
After I got off the phone with her, pretty much in tears because I knew that I'd be spending the day without him, he hugged me and then we finished his christmas shopping.
Then the day started to suck more when his truck wouldn't start because the battery died, and then he locked the keys in the truck.
Now I'm sitting here missing him and waiting to go to my Grandma's to have christmas with my mother and the rest of her family, which my sister will not be attending.
I know this is childish, and I understand my sister has good reasoning for not being able to make it up here this weekend, but why is my mom okay with her and my brother-in-law missing christmas but it's not okay for me to show up no more than an hour late?
It's fucking retarded I tell ya, Re-tard-ed!
Hopefully tomorrow Michael with join me in venturing to Novi for Christmas with my dads side.
Or maybe he'll surprise me and show up at my grandma's this evening when he comes back from his christmas.
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chelthesmell
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2006 24 December :: 11.46am
Yay! I like Christmas!!! =)
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rayray
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2006 22 December :: 5.30am
Things seem to be going better.
Mike and I are terrific.
We have been having a lot of fun lately.
The other day we did some christmas shopping and he was acting like a little kid in the store.
He even had me push him around in the cart.
We also played baseball/volleyball with packages of toilet paper.
Today is my last day of work until the 2nd.
Kind of excited about that because this getting up at 5 thing is starting to kill me.
Especially being that Mike is back on third shift until the middle of January.
I cannot sleep alone.
Christmas is almost here.
I'm excited for it one day, not looking forward to it the next, so we shall see how the mood is by the time it's actually here.
Anyway, it's time for me to finish getting ready for work..
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liz
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2006 22 December :: 12.05am
I am awesomesauce.
my whole night is okay again.
yayers
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liz
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2006 21 December :: 1.07am
"Don't Waste Your Heart"
For the life of me I can't believe
The you're on your knees beggin' please
All the pushing' away and puttin' down
Can't you see you're gettin' the run around
Oh it's plain to see you'd rescure me
From my loneliness so called unhappiness
Oh I didn't mean to cause you pain
I've got nothin' to lose and nothin' to gain
And don't waste your heart on a wild thing
She's got a soul that won't settle on one thing
Whoa this bird can't sing when you've tied its wings
Don't waste your heart on me
It's funny how the girls get burned
And honey as far as I'm concerned
The tables have turned
And don't waste your heart on a wild thing
She's got a soul that won't settle on one thing
Whoa this bird can't sing when you've tied its wings
Don't waste your heart on me
And I'm here to apologize
My heart can't compromise
Don't waste your heart on me
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2006 17 December :: 1.27am
Just like to take the time to say, I made an ass out of myself.
Or atleast I feel like a total ass.
I called Justy tonight and I was completely hysterical.
I was out driving around and I started to have what I thought was a panic attack.
I guess I just need to stop pretending that everything is peachy keen.
Especially when I'm feeling completely empty and numb inside.
I have a problem.
I'm depressed.
And I think about how I am going to die.
I don't think about killing myself.
I just think of all the different kinds of acts of God that could accure and I'd be history.
Is that the same as suicidal thoughts?
Anyway, time to go to bed and try and get rid of the stress headache.
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