cherrytwiggy's Journal

:: 2010 30 March :: 6.12pm

God,

It's such an amazing feeling, when you get both sides to a story. You wonder to yourself...

...who to go after first...

How would you like to be entertained today ladies? Ya'll want some freestyle or some hardcore rockstar shit?

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:: 2010 26 March :: 11.35pm

They say things happen for a reason, but why do bad things happen to good people?
I am excited about being pregnant.
I was even more excited that I was going to have someone to share my pregnancy with, and was even more excited that, that person was going to be my sister.
I wanted to have that bond with her, and have a child the same age as hers.
That way even though they weren't siblings, my child would still have a cousin the same age to grow up with. Someone close in age with him/her, like I didn't really have.
However, God had a different plan.
My sister had a miscarriage yesterday morning.
She is completely heartbroken, and I want to do everything I can to take away her pain.
I don't know how to console her, or help her through this, and that hurts me.
Reading her blog about the events that took place yesterday tore me apart inside.
It has been a half an hour since I read it, and I still have not managed to find a way to stop my own tears.

There are so many emotions that I have running through me right now, that I don't even know where to begin to try and seperate them, and work through them.

I just really wish I could be there with her and help her through this..

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:: 2010 26 March :: 2.57pm

I feel like fighting, who wants to fight?

ok here we go,

Did I ever mention that hair dressers are worthless humans? I like how ugly fat people think they can make us normal people "pretty" or "Hansom" you know what else i think is funny? how fat nasty bitches that log into your FB and MS accounts call you a stalker, shit if it was me Id sue the piss outta that cunt for slander and or deformation of character, because that's what it is, also making "Idle threats" as there put, are punishable by law so keep running your mouth, thats harassment, I got the prof, and if you got beef ill put the biscuit on the patty.

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:: 2010 26 February :: 6.50pm

I think that pigeon needs to shut it's mouth, events outside it's cage is information it is no privy to, despite what other pigeons inform them of.

:: 2010 16 February :: 6.57pm
:: Music: Life After You - Daughtry

Life.. it happens whether we want it to or not..
I feel like I have hit a stand still in my life.
I don't feel like I am moving forward or backward.
I am completely happy with everything that has happened.
I love my life, just feel like it's too straight and narrow.
I hate my job; getting up at the same time, leaving at the same time, doing the same thing everyday, and seeing the same people.
I hate the repitition.
I understand that no matter what job I will end up doing, I will be doing the same thing over and over.
But after 2 years, I need a new scene. I need a different atmosphere.
I need to be able to go to work, and know that I'm not going to get into an argument with my boss over something petty.
I need a drastic change on the job front, like yesterday.
Something where I will see different people everyday.
I might be able to handle getting up at the same time, and leaving at the same time, if i had a different atmosphere to go to, and enjoy.

Having my nights to myself is lonely, and although I should be filling it with my homework, I don't.
I don't have the ambition to do my homework, because I am too caught up in being exhausted from work, and thinking about how I am just going to be going home to an empty, well almost empty house.

Ugh!..

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:: 2010 25 January :: 5.42pm

All the cool kids are doing it..
Has a hate list of her own today..

I hate that I have to be mean to get anywhere with morons that have better jobs than me.
I hate that I suck as a friend.
I hate that I don't realize that some things have boundaries, until its too late.
I hate that there isn't anything I can do in certain situations.
I hate that my boyfriend is back on second shift.
I hate that I have no ambition to do the ass load of homework that I have piled up on my desk.
I hate that I hate so many things.

Thought I had more to say, but I lost it..

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:: 2010 17 January :: 5.47pm

9 days, 4 hours and 22 min without it....

*deep LOOOOOONG [sighhh] *

oh well, not as bad as I thought and that job will so totally be worth it, Buuuut, It may raise another concern, I think I need that queer red GTP more then anything, and thats scary.

(It is a freakin' sweet car tho )

:: 2009 31 December :: 11.22am

I was trying to remember what I have done on New Years Eve for the past 10 years.. but there are some blank memories in there..

So, if you were involved, tell me memories you shared with me..

:: 2009 25 December :: 4.06pm

Had a rough couple of days.
They were more or less just extremely emotional and frustrating.
Had a hard time dealing with the 5 year anniversary of my grandma's death, and then this being the first christmas without my other grandma.
Argued 2 days in a row, with probably the most ignorant person in Ionia County.

I have felt a lot of unnecessary stress this week.
I think I am finally getting over it.
Thought I would have more Christmas spirit than I ended up with, but I guess shit happens.
Better luck next year.

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Triple

:: 2009 24 December :: 8.13pm

http://www.fordvehicles.com/newsevents/news/newsdetail/?id=200&referrer=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ford.com&glbcmp=ford|home

Damn straight Ford. Keep it up, Scoop us betrayed Pontiac owners.

<3 Mustang <3 Fusion <3 Focus <3 Ford

<3 <3 <3 Grand Prix GTPs tho =)

oh and BTW, Santa, you fat som'bitch
I better get all this for christmas and more...

17x7'' GPA 5-V spoke rims

http://www.wheelsandcaps.com/w_selection.asp?_SUPPLIERSKU=ALY99306U&WandCRETURN=&_YEAR=2004&_MAKE=PONTIAC&_MODEL=GRAND_PRIX

SLP GenII spoiler

http://www.3800performance.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Product_Code=GTX-SPOILER&Category_Code=INEX&Product_Count=3

aaaannnddd

some of these

http://www.pfyc.com/pc/GP1014/GPEXT/Figure+Aluminum+Grilles+-+97-03+Grand+Prix.html

glossy black 'll do'

ehh and throw in some 1000w Kicker subs too while your at it.

nigga gunna pay what he owe!

=)

Merry Christmas!! None of that queer ass Happy Holidays BS

Roads are crap, drive careful almost everyone. I realize not all of you have a dodge shadow =D

:: 2009 10 December :: 7.51pm

I haven't updated in awhile..
Don't really have a good reason as to why.
I don't really have anything exciting going on in my life right now, but things are going great.
I am happy and all that.
Trying to get through this semester of school..
Working on trying to get a new job..
I am so sick of all the talk of them firing me.. They won't do it, and it pisses me off.
I wish they'd just get it over with..

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liz	:: 2009 7 December :: 10.23pm Mariokart is fun leave a comment

chelthesmell

:: 2009 4 December :: 11.52pm

Scratch recent posts. We're probably not going to have anyone over tomorrow. We're just going to go out for dinner and then relax with Brody instead. Sorry guys. Maybe New Years Eve though...?