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2007 8 May :: 8.21am
halfway to houston, currently residing in a holiday inn in Blytheville, AK. Will arrive around 6 tonight.
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2007 6 May :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: my buzz is almost dead
:: Music: something interesting at the coffee shop
Rolling with the Punches.
I haven't updated in months and months. I have been so absorbed in this whole business of making a living and a life, with Dustin. It's definitely drained me. I did not do as well in school as I probably could have because I didn't focus. I'm off of school until the end of June: I am taking one summer course to catch up my chemistry credits. I already had to take Bio twice because I skipped too many classes(including exams) my
first semester.
I just moved on Friday. Almost on a whim, Dustin and I signed a lease for this little apartment near WMU campus two weeks ago and just... moved out. It's hard because we were living with brother in the house my parents own and now he's left with a ditsy, deadbeat 'model' (whom I personally kicked the shit out of one night a couple months back), and her brother. They don't know what he has to go through just to live in that house. It's complicated, I guess.
I haven't really made any friends down here at all. The one time I went out with some of the people I work with, I got everyone kicked out of the bar, and I haven't been invited since. I'm doing a little better at keeping the few friends I've got floating around Grand Rapids (and Chicago), and those are the ones that reall y matter to me; but there are many that I lost touch with and miss :( I don't dwell on it, I try to move forward.
Everything will be fine, it just isn't yet..
Peace, for now.
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2007 4 May :: 9.23pm
So I guess I'm going to go see Three Days Grace with my sister on the 20th in Detroit? It should be good times.
And then It's Deftones June 14th in GR
BNL June 15th at DTE
Queens of the Stone Age whenever they come to Michigan
Dave Mathews Band August 25th at DTE
I have my job back at Skanska.
Life is good :)
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2007 3 May :: 10.36pm
this is what i'm thinking right now
i need someone new to tell me i'm pretty.
i dont know what to do.
my fucking watch broke
i dont have any money it seems like
how much alocohol is too much.
i miss my long hair god dammit.
i hate my short hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i want to dye it.
and diet.
dye it and diet. ha.
yeah funny
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2007 3 May :: 9.30pm
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuck. what is wrong with me.
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2007 3 May :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: Exhausted
March and April 2007
3/2
"Sorry, I'm feeling your apple." - Kate
3/9
"Let's have a taco-nightie party." - Brittany
3/10
"You think they're aliens?" - Kate
"I was thinking more like they're filming a porn." - Brittany
"I want to go to school as the Michelin man." - Prudy
3/30
"If I saw Ola today, she'd be in my bag." - Prudy
"Of course they know we speak English, we have a black guy with us." - Prudy
4/11
"My tongue is not going into that kid's mouth." - Prudence
"Your relationship has moved up a level. You went from bestiality to murder." - Kate
4/15
"My host mother doesn't want to kill me, she just likes butter." - Kate
"I can handle money when I'm drunk, high, or having sex." - Jeraldina (Mexico)
4/16
"Save me from the metrosexuals." - Prudy
"What does he hate?" - Kate
"Penetration." - Allie (Canada)
"I shaved my pubes this morning." - Malcolm (USA)
"Prudy's cute when she talks about cannibalism." - Brittany
"What your nuts, Prudy's out to get them." - Prudence
4/18
"Why is the vaginal disease girl volunteering here?" - Allie
"You know, I get the feeling Asians know what they're doing." - Laurence (Canada)
"Your legs are your future: open them and accept." - Prudence
4/20
"If makes you want to rub your body against a Hungarian boy." - Kara (Australia)
"What would it be like to be married to Malcolm?" - Prudy
"Lots of sex." - Brittany
4/21
"Let's just say I'd be happy if I was dead right now." - Rebecca (Australia)
"If you have the choice to kill a cobra or China, kill China." - Œmigiel (Poland)
"You should get a tattoo of a camera on your ass." - Allie
"We're not alcoholics, we're not very interesting." - Rebecca
"Period. Period. Period. Oh my god, hot French guy." - Prudence
4/22
"Why don't you take a hike to New Zealand?" - Brittany
"Because I don't screw sheep." - Prudy
4/24
"[If I had a dog,] I'd name him Buttons or Carlos." - CJ (Bermuda)
"Sexual frustration, I love that." - CJ
"To save the world, we need to get Adam to wack off." - CJ
4/26
"CJ dulled down my question mark with his period." - Prudence
"[Polish wine:] they just drop a grape into a bottle of vodka." - Prudy
4/27
"He thinks I want a nymphomanic pedophilic husband." - Prudy
4/29
"I'm a natural shit factory." - Malcolm
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2007 2 May :: 2.38am
DEFTONES AT THE ORBIT ROOM!
Someone come with me :)
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2007 31 May :: 9.50pm
soooo
right now
i know i'm slacking. but i will begin soon so i dont feel all that bad about it.
roman had this incredibly exciting, completely romantic big suprise all planned. I LOVE suprises. (for the most part) but he cannot keep secrets/suprises/exciting news from me SO he spilled the beans and told me about it. but i stopped him before he told me the details. i am so excited about this though. it is going to be so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like going to sleep right now. i probably should. it'd be good for me. i have to get up at like 7 tomorrow anyway. i have to work at 8.30. i am getting a lot of hours at work. good but tiring. 9 hour days are not so fun. so anyway. i should go to bed. but i'm not going to . i have to wait for roman of course. i hate that he works so late. ugh.
i have been scrapbooking again for the first time since i've lived in the apartment. wow. but i love scrapbooking. and roman is finally putting back to gether the collage i made for him that broke and i cried when he didn't put it back together!! that is nice.
i really like the girls i work with. i am so sad that one is leaving. she is SO funny. i love when people are witty funny. i wish i could be more witty funny. so anyway the girl who is super nice and super funny is leaving and i am incredibly sad.
i seriously love my cats. i feel like a crazy cat lady. but i duno. i just love them so much. i am happy to see them when i get home and sad to leave them when i go. is that messed up?
i hate sarah jessica parker. she is so effing ugly. and annoying.
and god i hate sex and the city.
why is there nothing on my basic cable.
so there is this adorable boy tyler who always gets picked up last at the daycare. and when all the other kids go home and he's the only one left we say "it's just me and you". it's so cute. and then we read books or play the computer together. he can be really naughty but when it's just me and him he is so sweet and adorable. today when the last other kid left I said "What do we say Tyler?" and he said "You say it." and I said "No,you" and so he says "It's just me and you!" and then he said "When I leave then you say ' it's just me!' ". I thought that was so cute.
okay sorry. i seriously talk about the daycare kids like they are my own. but hey, they are part of my life.
btw. i am obsessed with Anchorman. the movie. yeah i know it's like a year later than everyone else on the planet but me and roman like just realized that we love that movie. we quote it like so much it makes me sick.
wonderful Bush, just wonderful. Why don't we all just stay in Iraq until everyone is dead. You are so stupid. I see the reason you don't want to plan the dates for withdrawaling but ughghghghgh. i duno.
yeah so..
that's it. bye
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2007 1 May :: 2.37pm
I passed my jury.
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2007 30 April :: 1.22am
:: Mood: lost
:: Music: benton falls
i've been whacked out for the past few days. i'm trying to make it better, and it seems to be working, it's just taking a long time to heal up.
hanging out with kevin was nice. i hadn't done that in a while.
moving out was a pain in the ass, but whatever, it's over now. except i'm probably going to have to pay for some repairs, due to burn marks in the carpet.
almost getting arrested was pretty uncool as well.
all in all, a busy weekend, and i'm glad it's over and done with. not that it was bad, i'm just very overwhelmed.
i guess i'm baby sitting tomorrow night. i've never really done that before. should be interesting. and it's food money for the trip.
oh yeah, i'm going on a trip to williamsburg, VA. wish me luck. we're leaving super-early wed. morning, and will be gone for about a week.
i drank every night this weekend. shannon would jokingly call me a lush. bruce jokingly called me an alcoholic. i call me in fucking college, the weekend after exams.
i really want to smoke.
fuck.
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2007 27 April :: 4.04am
Interpol is comming out with a new album 7-10-2007
Q.O.T.S.A. 6-12-2007
I could almost cry this is so amazing
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2007 26 April :: 7.10pm
YEAH BITCH. i just got all a's this semester. hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha yay
a fricken A in med terms which is a class that lots of people fail. that makes me so happy yay!
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2007 25 April :: 9.24pm
So here's the deal. i have decided to lose weight. i would really like to lose 30 pounds but i dont know if that is a realistic goal.
i have 3 months to lose weight. how much is a reasonable amount to want to lose in 3 months?
i dont know so help me out all you in shape people!
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2007 25 April :: 8.53pm
I need to do something with my life. like... before i begin a regular life with a family and career i want to do something exciting.
i need something interesting .
why does the singer from rascal flats have to be so ugly. i never knew what he looked like and i used to picture him as handsome a man as his voice is good. but he's like utterly hideous. but god i love his voice.
i did so well on my final today. i'm pretty sure i got at least a 90% which means my final grade in that class with be 96% which means that is another A. i have all A's so far and two more grades need to be submitted but i'm pretty sure i will end up with all a's this semester which is pretty awesome.
next year after my summer classes end, i will have one more class until i can actually graduate and be a medical assistant. cooley cool cool huh.
but then what.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i wanna get married.
Roman, i love you.
speaking of whom. he is home. g'day
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2007 25 April :: 1.08pm
My job aplication for Cedar Point is being reviewed. The live entertainment is the one looking at it.
I think it would be nice to get away from firmilar places for awhile.
Its time for a change.
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