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sugarjackj

:: 2006 4 November :: 11.25pm

Proposal 2

I can't wait for voting to be over with.

I just don’t feel like arguing with people on affirmative action anymore.

Can you honestly say you think that women will EVER be equal to men? Blacks to whites? Never in the history of the world has that held true.

And I find, with most people I talk to, white men are just angry that they don’t get funding and that THEY are unequal. Are you kidding me? According to the history of the world, since I was born without a penis, and will always be unequal. It will never be equal because Men in general have this instinctual urge to be in control of everything. I know you know this to be true. I understand that slavery has been abolished. But if proposal 2 passes, basically we are giving white men financial power. So much power stems from money. It only makes sense that if white men have more money that they will have the control they so instinctually crave.

I think that every woman who votes yes on proposal 2 is just setting herself back a few steps and ASKING for hardship. Yes, let’s make things more equal with inequality. It’s bad enough women are still only making .70 cents to the dollar a man makes. So women, what are you REALLY asking for when you vote yes on proposal 2? You WANT to be more economically disadvantaged because you have boobs and a brain? Do you seriously want to go back to stereotypical women jobs? Believe it or not, I want to make a living for myself, and not depend on another. Marriage and kids are not even close to my top priorities.

Has anyone even READ proposal 2? I have, do you know how vaguely it speaks on women? It is leaving so many opportunities open for women to be repressed. Do you want that for yourself? Your Girlfriend? Sister? Daughter? Cousin? Ladies, if you know anyone who wants this for you, they are not helping create equality in any way.

There is a reason that there is only one state in 50 that has no affirmative action. Seriously think about it. I could not agree more with the "vote no on proposal 2" slogan "Don’t roll back progress". Because if this proposal passes, that is in fact all we will be doing.


Take a stand. Have a spine. Think outside your narrow white box.

i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 2 November :: 10.25pm

what is wrong with me........

1 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 1 November :: 3.09pm

Listen up ya'll, Cuz this is it
The beat that I'm bangin' is de-li-cious

Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco
They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo
You could see you, you can't squeeze me
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy
I got reasons why I tease 'em
Boys just come and go like seasons


Fergalicious (so delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)


So delicious (It's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna slice of what I got)
Fergalicious (t-t-t-t-t-tasty, tasty)


Fergalicious def-, Fergalicious def-, Fergalicious def-
Fergalicious definition make them boys go crazy
They always claim they know me
Comin' to me call me Stacy
I'm the F to the E, R, G the I the E
And can't no other lady put it down like me

I'm Fergalicious
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness
I put yo' boy on rock rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got

So delicious (It's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna slice of what I got)
Fergalicious (hold hold hold hold hold up, check it out)

Baby, baby, baby
If you really want me
Honey get some patience
Maybe then you'll get a taste
I'll be tasty, tasty, I'll be laced with lacey
It's so tasty, tasty, It'll make you crazy

T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the, hit it Fergie

All the time I turn around always brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down looking at my
I just wanna say it now I ain't tryin to round up drama little mama I don't wanna take your man
And I know I'm comin off just a little bit conceited and I keep on repeating how the boys wanna eat it
But I'm tryin' to tell, that I can't be treated like clientele
Cuz' they say she

Delicious (So delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (got, got, got)
Four, tres, two, uno
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness (oooh wee)
I put yo' boy on rock rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

So delicious
So delicious
So delicious
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t tasty, tasty

It's so delicious
So delicious
So delicious
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t

T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the S T E Y girl you tasty
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the L I C I O U S to the
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)

T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the, four, tres, two, uno
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the L I C I O U S to the
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the, to the, to the.....

i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 30 October :: 11.24pm

I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can't look down

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all burned out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind

1 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 30 October :: 10.36pm

well shit isnt' this just peachy. what the hell i want something to do.

1 screamed | i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2006 29 October :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Edie Brickell & The New Bohemians

If you were in band or chior in high school you don't count. You gave up on something so big.
I might not be the smartest person ever.
But I'm smarter then you think.

And I have something so much more then the ability to understand math.


I have the ability to understand music.

and many of you, no matter how hard you try, will fully understand what I am being trained to do.

i am afraid


spud

:: 2006 29 October :: 3.50pm

whoa, my journal's fifthennial extravaganza is coming up (relatively) soon.

maybe i ought to buy it a bottle of tang or something. you know, to celebrate.

i am afraid


spud

:: 2006 29 October :: 3.43pm

the weekend!

it was fun hanging out with kevin on friday. and i got to talk to mom, which was nice.

then, yesterday and today have been spent watching really bad movies. i've watched 4 episodes of MST3K that i borrowed from Jenny so far. Space mutiny was by far the funniest. we also watched "creepshow" and "puppet master vs. demonic toys". the bad movie marathon has certainly lived up to its name.

but now it's homework time, although probably not, since it never really is.

and since it got such a hell of a response the last time:
i could really go for punching shannon in the face, right about now!

yep. that ought to do it. ; )

4 screamed | i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2006 29 October :: 2.15pm



Poor poor pitiful Preston.

:)


1 screamed | i am afraid


.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 29 October :: 7.30am

OH MY GOD. people are so STUPID!!!

ugh

2 screamed | i am afraid


spud

:: 2006 26 October :: 10.22am
:: Mood: nachdenklich
:: Music: BSC

word on the streets

yeah, so college changes people.

really?

i know!

i have yet to figure out if it's a good change.

4 screamed | i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2006 26 October :: 9.32am



I'm tired.



2 screamed | i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2006 25 October :: 1.34pm

Love is a plaintive song,
sung by a surfing maid.
Telling a tale of wrong,
telling of hope betrayed.
Never a selfish whim,
sorry when he is sad.
Blind to his every mote,
Merry when he is glad.
Merry when he is glad.
Love that no wrong can cure,
love that is always new.
That is a love thats pure.
That is a love, a love thats true.

1 screamed | i am afraid


sugarjackj

:: 2006 23 October :: 11.58pm



Dr. Robinson



I like the sound of it.


5 screamed | i am afraid


spud

:: 2006 23 October :: 5.32pm

i'm fucking pissed.

mostly at myself, i guess.

who else do i have to blame? my professor? i'm trying to be reasonable here.

and at the moment, wigging out and beating the tar out of something sounds very reasonable to me.

27 screamed | i am afraid

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