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2005 21 December :: 10.38am
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I still haven't done those book reports.
Goddamnit.
I'm not self-productive. :[
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2005 20 December :: 2.09pm
o.o
For some reason, I can't view my Friend's Page. >:[
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2005 15 December :: 8.00pm
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Hannah told me she didn't want to talk about Brandon, and she wanted our discussion not to stay on him.
Well.. that was a month ago at least, and I didn't talk to her about him. But today I really wanted her perspective (she'd be a great psychologist, honestly...) and when Brandon got on well...
xXAnimeOutlawXx: SCORE!
sedative03: ?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: HE FINALLY BLOCKED ME!
xXAnimeOutlawXx: MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Now..
xXAnimeOutlawXx: For the convo
sedative03: Yes, because I have no clue what happened. XDDD
xXAnimeOutlawXx: xXAnimeOutlawXx: Hey
HeartSeedOrchird: Hi.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: No? ok, fine
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Ttyl
HeartSeedOrchird: Wtf.
HeartSeedOrchird: You're so quick to jump the fuckin' gun.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Oh,. whoops sorry.. Not used to you replying so quickly ^^*
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah, I'm sick of it.
HeartSeedOrchird: Bye.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: You're just sick of everything, aren't you?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yah, 'cause you know me so well.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Remember when you said you loved me..?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah, I regret it.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Hmmm.. Well that makes two of us..
xXAnimeOutlawXx: So, who DO you love?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: If it's even possible for you
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Is it Rebecca?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: I know you're there, and I know You're pissed at me.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: So?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Block me.
HeartSeedOrchird: Hm?
HeartSeedOrchird: No.
HeartSeedOrchird: Oh.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Why not?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah.
HeartSeedOrchird: Not to the block me.
HeartSeedOrchird: To the Rebecca question.
HeartSeedOrchird: Bye freak.
sedative03: Wait, WHICH was to the Rebecca question? O_O
xXAnimeOutlawXx: "Yeah"
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Just so you guys know.. Hannah pretty much hates Brandon, and he finds her incredibly annoying, as you can see.. But it's not out of spite, I'm sure. She has a great boyfriend now and he's coming to visit her sometime.
Anyway.. I don't know. I just don't know. He says he loves me but..
I'm just not sure about him anymore. I still really enjoy 'being' with him and everything..
Ah well. I'm almost ready to let it all go past me, and to just enjoy being with him and Demetria while I can.
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I hope I got a good grade on that last test in geometry.. I probably failed. >.>
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2005 14 December :: 10.41pm
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(In a chat earlier):
HeartSeedOrchird: The only thing beautiful to me is fire :3
HeartSeedOrchird: Light yourself on fire Rebecca.
sedative03: Fuck you. < -- (I was pissed off at him because he was paying a lot more attention to Demetria than me, and I have histrionic tendencies)
HeartSeedOrchird: Ugh.
HeartSeedOrchird: Grow up Rebecca.
HeartSeedOrchird: Tell me when you're not vomitting up hatred.
HeartSeedOrchird has left the room.
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MathIsFun61: Oh Brandon IMed me.
sedative03: Hm? What'd he say?
MathIsFun61: he asked me how long i'm staying online.
MathIsFun61: I'm going to ask what the hel is up with him.
sedative03: Yeah? 'Kay. Tell me what the convo is.
MathIsFun61: Hey back in the chatroom why were you just brushing Rebecca off? Talking down to her kinda. Humm. I dunno.
MathIsFun61: HeartSeedOrchird: I wasn't.
HeartSeedOrchird: I love Rebecca, she knows it.
MathIsFun61: HeartSeedOrchird: She was being sour though, so I left.
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(A while later)
HeartSeedOrchird: I love you.
sedative03: I love you too...
But I think I'm being too bitchy.
You want Demetria, right?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah....
HeartSeedOrchird: She's not into me though.
HeartSeedOrchird: -Shrugs-
HeartSeedOrchird: We all have our moody days.
HeartSeedOrchird: I always bitchy D:
HeartSeedOrchird: I don't think I'll go to sleep.
HeartSeedOrchird: I will, but not until like 3.
sedative03: What, so I'm your reserve? Hahaha. Already happened once, but the guy was ugly.
HeartSeedOrchird: Reserve?
HeartSeedOrchird: No...
sedative03: Lmao. That's what you were thinking.
But I meant that.. since "Demetria's not into you", you just kind of.. I don't know. It made sense in my head, but I don't see where the common sense in the idea went.
HeartSeedOrchird: Hmm.
sedative03: Hmm?
We use the term 'love' too loosely.. I'm confused about whether it's the "I really love you" thing or the "I love you in a family kind of way".
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NOTHING about me at all. SHE had to ask HIM.
And I was being sour, so he left?!
He doesn't give two shits about me enough to ask me why the fuck I'm so bitchy?
And he asks DEMETRIA how long she's gonna stay online. UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE.
He's the most insensitive ASSHOLE I've ever known!
Whenever he ranted or acted sullen, I'd ask if he was okay.
But obviously, that doesn't seem to matter.
He still hasn't answered.
I don't know why I still care.
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2005 14 December :: 6.18pm
Hahahaaaaa.
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Almost no one in Geometry finished the test today. So I have about an hour to skim everything in Chapter 10 for the test...
AC:WW is sooo cool. *_*
Except my dad didn't plug in the new wireless router (I'm not sure whether this one will work, hopefully it will. -crosses fingers-) and until then I'm stuck with a one-fruit town.
Brandon hasn't been online since yesterday when I logged off. >.>
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