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brandnew26

:: 2004 30 May :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: thrice - blood clots and black holes

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You're an Espresso.
You're an Espresso


What Kind of Coffee are You?
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I am the Ideal Lover

Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The Ideal Lover reflects your fantasy. He or she is an artist creating the illusion you require. In a world of disenchantment and baseness, there is limitliess seductive power in following the path of the Ideal Lover.

Symbol: The Portrait Painter. Under his eye, all of your physical imperfections disappear. He brings out noble qualities in you, frames you in a myth, makes you godlike, immortalises you. For his ability to create such fantasies, he is rewarded with great power.


What Type of Seducer are You?
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lol, that was amusing.




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Find your inner random object! by Emily





Sorrowdweller. You are not overcome by anger nor
happiness. Your emotions are pretty well
balanced, but you do tend to get somewhat
emotional at times leaning towards depression
and saddness. You have your own views of the
world and while you do not see the beauty of
life, you are not completely overwhelmed by
darkness. Live and let live just because.


How Emotional Are You?
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HASH(0x8834e30)
You are Jack the Ripper. Yours were some of the
most brutal murders recorded in history--yet
your case is still to this day unsolved. You
came from out of the fog, killed violently and
quickly and disappeared without a trace. Then
for no apparent reason, you satisfy your blood
lust with ever-increasing ferocity, culminating
in the near destruction of your final victim,
and then you vanish from the scene forever. The
perfect ingredients for the perennial thriller.
You are quite the mysteriously demented?


Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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i'm bored

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brandnew26

:: 2004 29 May :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: joy divsion - love will tear us apart

i thought could trust you
you really needed a break (my heart)
i hate you
banging my head against the wall
i'll lose these memories
i won't remember you
i hope you open your window again
these rocks are for you

its too bright to shine in here
get out, get out
i don't know enough reasons to hate you
get out, get out
missing you? i won't even remember you
when you get out, get out of my head

im sending my sorry letters to you
i hope they break your heart
too long of going out just falling apart
this isn't my fault, when you can't count
the beats im falling down
i'm falling apart
complete my misery, i can't stand up
you just keep tripping me
standing on my shoes

it's top bright to shine in here
get out, get out
i don't have enough reasons to hate you (49)
get out, get out
missing you? i won't remember you
when you get out, get out of my head

this ticket, one way, i'm not gonna fix it
kiss a farewell but i don't want to know you did.
keep to yourself, i'm just gonna keep on walking,
with a chip on my shoulder
a grudge that won't be forgiven
i hate myeself
but i hate you most of all





some shit thing i wrote. it sucks anyway.







look, ugly me. i enjoy screaming a lot more these days.

going to the movies with jeff, mike and domanski. should be fun.

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ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 29 May :: 3.22pm

update...lol

life sucks, that's all i can say

i need a boyfriend

failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 27 May :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: alexisonfire - .44 caliber love letter

a smile can mean so many things that cannot be said...
I speak as if you were listening.
A conversation can confuse and a smile can mean so mean so many things that cannot be said.
This slumber is peaceful and I want it to last forever.
I am dreaming in your arms and in your arms I am forever but nothing can last forever.
The first time I felt this nothing was in your arms.
Your arms surround me and you owe me.
I speak as if you were listening and you smile.
My mouth is full of lies and we all lie.
A broken heart is something you cannot mend and this broken heart, and this broken heart.
You cannot mend my broken heart.



demoed, it sucks.



too much contemplation at night, am going crazy. becoming more depressed, bad. was abandoned after school til around 5:30.



this is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart

failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 26 May :: 7.14am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: a static lullaby - love to hate, hate to me

3 track meets left.


i need a vacation....badly.


i could use a girl too, but thats not going to happen.

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ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 23 May :: 5.23pm

Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||| 61%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 81%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||| 56%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||| 81%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||| 37%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||| 38%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||| 35%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 4w3
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 4w3
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test


Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Schizoid |||||||||||| 46%
Schizotypal |||||||||| 34%
Antisocial |||| 18%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Histrionic |||||||||| 38%
Narcissistic |||| 14%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 46%
Dependent |||||||||||||||| 70%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
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failed the crash test


ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 23 May :: 5.17pm

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||||||||||||||| 42%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Activity Level |||||||||||| 38%
Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||| 50%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 50%
Trust ||||||||||||||| 46%
Morality ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Cooperation |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Modesty ||||||||||||||| 50%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Friendliness |||||||||||||||||| 60%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Neatness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Cautiousness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 56%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Volatility |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Vulnerability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Emotional Stability ||||||||| 22%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Adventurousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Liberalism |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||||||||| 65%
Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
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failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 23 May :: 1.04am

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||||||||| 26%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 38%
Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 42%
Excitement-Seeking ||||||||| 30%
Enthusiasm |||||| 18%
Extroversion |||||||||||| 34%
Trust |||||||||||| 38%
Morality ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Cooperation ||||||||||||||| 42%
Modesty |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Friendliness |||||||||||||||||| 56%
Confidence |||||||||||| 38%
Neatness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Self-Discipline ||||||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 52%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Volatility ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Impulsiveness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Vulnerability ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 36%
Imagination ||||||||||||||| 46%
Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Introspection ||||||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Liberalism |||||||||||| 38%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 53%
Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
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Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 70%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 62%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||| 58%
Antisocial |||||| 22%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Histrionic |||||||||| 34%
Narcissistic |||| 18%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Dependent |||||||||||| 50%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 38%
Take Free Personality Disorder Test





Conscious self
Overall self
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test





Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||| 41%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||| 65%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||| 22%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 81%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 68%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 65%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 45%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||| 26%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 48%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 4w5
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 4w5
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test



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brandnew26

:: 2004 22 May :: 11.12pm

i need you like water in my lungs

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ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 22 May :: 7.36pm

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

failed the crash test


ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 21 May :: 3.37pm

call me if you need me, the next couple days may result in a long absence

i did it.

it's over.

i think he is happy.

i wish i were dead.

please excuse me while i go cry.

failed the crash test


ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 20 May :: 3.47pm
:: Music: everything sucks when you're gone // mxpx

urg..
so i haven't had a REAL update in 2546874456576874 years so here goes nothing:

I'm sick of people's shit, seriously...i can't take it much longer. I nearly jumped over a desk to knock james mitchell's teeth out. A faculty member asked me if i need to be escorted off the property. I swear to fucking god i'm gonna kill somone...

I'm sick of aaron's shit. TOMORROW IS THE DAY!! I'm ending it...i gave him that fucking CD mix today...fuck i hate him sometimes...

urg, i'm going to post him a message in my LJ...i hope he enjoys it...bastard

---> Katy

"I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle...." - fall out boy

failed the crash test


ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 19 May :: 3.18pm

EPC and Eleanor's Fall show on saturday may 29th at 5:30pm...anyone wanna go with me? we can make a day out of it....

...katy

failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 16 May :: 11.12am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: fall out boy - nobody puts baby in the corner

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.

Then light a match and leave me be.
I'll keep my jealousy close,
Cause it's all mine.

If you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one who is lying.

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.

Can I lay in your bed all day,
I'll be your best kept secret,
And your biggest mistake?
The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday

She's got a scar on her chest,
In the shape of a badge.
Now its rusted and cracked,
It meant someone once believed in her,
But that time has passed.

So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.




yesterday was fun. kevin, ray, nick, jeff and paul came over. poker and such. we drove up to krogers. this guy in the parking lot had spinners, so we spun them. then we found some rap mix in kevin's car and we started playing it...really loud. then we saw these black people and we were like, "dude, lower it!!" then big super smash bros. competition. i got 2nd and kevin got first. then we went walking around and i took some funny pictures. ray spent the night, we rented american pie 2, disc was scratched so we stopped watching it. went to bed around 3 or 4. got up at 9. i'm kinda tired today. i'm working on a few new songs, i'm not liking how they are going though, so they probably won't make it.

failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 13 May :: 9.45pm

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in
personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to
control emotions.
Unpredictable


What does your birth month say about you?
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odd how almost all of them are correct.

failed the crash test


ChildoftheLost

:: 2004 12 May :: 9.14pm

i wish i were good enough for someone...or just worth someone's time....

failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 12 May :: 7.27am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: funeral for a friend - bullet theory

here's a question:

what do you see when you look at me?

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brandnew26

:: 2004 10 May :: 7.23am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: thursday - dying in new brunswick

Will you look back on this night
As the day that ruined your life.
Will you look back on these city streets and say,
"Oh, God, where are you?"
In these city streets I hide my face.
I turn away when you look at me
And every night when I try and sleep.
I feel your hands all over my body.



had a long weekend, it was ok, i guess. didn't sleep much last night, kinda out of it already. more thunderstorms, i can hear them already. maybe my meet will be cancelled, i wish.




Have we lost everything now?
We're walking
like each other's ghosts
Around these silent streets
(the sedatives tell you everything
is alright)

Like calendars dying
at New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
and swear that this year
this year

Ten seconds left
until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves
in black hair dye
eight faces turned away
from the shock:
seven windows and six of them
were locked
five stories falling
forever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us
can we have one last dance?

How long can we take this chance not to celebrate life?

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brandnew26

:: 2004 8 May :: 8.19pm

dsds
Unfortunately you will quickly be forgotten. You
might just have a funeral, but it'll be over
with soon, and people would just move on. Who
knows what you could have done to have them
think this? Your lack of caring or lack of
something else may cause it. You care mainly
for your own things and probably are very
hard-headed that people can't convince you out
of something outrageous. That may be why they
gave up on you. Hopefully that will change, my
friend.


What Type of Funeral Will You Have? Will You Be Missed Once You're Gone?
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Revenge! That's why you would kill someone! If a
cruel person did something horrible to someone
you loved, you would hunt him down. You would
not let anyone abuse you or someone you know.
You fight. Your belief is probably that revenge
won't bring anyone back, but that's not what
you're trying to do. You want to see that
horrible person suffer and get punished for
what he/she did.


WHY Would You KILL Someone?
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kjkjs
No one would really know your name. You would be
called by what you do. For example, if you burn
your victims to death all the time, you would
be known as The Arsonist, or if you knife them,
you would be known as The Slasher. You would be
the mysterious killer who strikes at sporadic
times, and would be very difficult to catch.
You might dress up and mask yourself when you
perform your horrible killings. Your identity
would really be a mystery. Obviously you would
be wanted all over the place, and authorities
would desperately try to capture you. Even if
you were caught, you would not say much. The
public would greatly fear you because you could
just strike unexpectedly.


What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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HASH(0x88cc2c8)
Child of Satan


Seriously...How evil are you REALLY?
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scscs
Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do
what you must do. People would consider you
someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her
word when he/she gives it.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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i am an indie snob!




How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.



prince charming
You are Prince Charming!!


You think you're my kind of boyfriend material?
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bull shit




The Music God.
You are a god among men. However these men are
pretty sad in their own right, so
its a bit like being lord of the flies. I
congratulate you on your authority.

Recommended Listening: you probably own all of them
already but I'd try Magazine, Echo & The
Bunnymen, Interpol, the new DJ Shadow and some
Dyke & The Blazers to expand your current
perfection.


Which Character In High Fidelity Are You?
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According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...




HASH(0x89851e8)
Protector


The ULTIMATE personality test
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HASH(0x8aeb55c)
You are Jesse!


Which Member of Brand New are You?
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i am really really bored, and i have no life


failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 7 May :: 9.12am

Angst
You're an Angst writer!


What kind of writer are you?
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Dead


What Depression will do to you
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mysterious
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Complete the sentences about you::
I live life as if ___:i was already dead
My biggest fear is ___:nothing anymore
I want to be ___:happy
I am too ___:weird
I ____ too much:talk to much, to myself
I don't ____enough:care
I need to ____:stop
I want to ____:not be here
I love ____:nothing and no one
I need ____:certain things
I ____when I'm upset:stop talking
I ____when I'm pissed off:scream
I ____ school:hate
I ____ my family:don't like
Music is ____:part of my life
Love is ____:bullshit
Hate is ____:part of me

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brandnew26

:: 2004 6 May :: 10.32pm

ABOUT YOU
Your full name::Eric Michielutti Flores
Age::16
Height::5'4"
Natural hair colour::black
Eye colour::blue
Number of siblings::1
Glasses/contacts?::both
Piercings::none
Tattoos::none
Braces?::no
FAVOURITE
Colour::blue or grey
Band::brand new
Song::Straylight Run - Existentialism On Prom Night
Stuffed animal::n/a
Video game::harvest moon
TV show::mxc
Movie::high-fidelity
Book::a farewell to arms
Food::lasanga
Game on a cell phone::blackjack
CD cover::the new taking back sunday cover
Flower::roses?
Scent::i dont know
Animal::?
Comic book::n/a
Cereal::lucky charms
Website::n/a
Cartoon::n/a
DO YOU
Play an instrument?::yes
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::no
Like to sing?::sometimes
Have a job?::used to
Have a cell phone?::yes
Like to play sports?::depends
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::no
Have a crush on someone?::no
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::no
Have any special talents/skills?::not really
Excercise daily?::now i do
Like school?::hell no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?::if i think about it
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::yes
Speak any other languages?::yes
Go a day without food?::yes
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::yes
Read music, not just tabs?::yes
Roll your tongue?::yes
Eat a whole pizza?::yes
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?::no
Cried to get out of trouble?::no
Gotten lost in your city?::yes
Seen a shooting star?::yes, i have pictures
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::yes
Had a serious surgery?::kinda
Stolen something important to someone else?::no
Solved a rubiks cube?::yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::yes
Cried over a girl?::yes
Cried over a boy?::no
Kissed a random stranger?::no
Hugged a random stranger?::no
Been in a fist fight?::yes
Been arrested?::no
Done drugs?::no
Had alcohol?::yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::no
Swore at your parents?::yes
Been to warped tour?::yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::no
Been in love?::unfortionatly
Been close to love?::yes
Been to a casino?::no
Ran over an animal and killed it?::yes
Broken a bone?::yes
Gotten stitches?::yes
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::yes
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::no
Made homemade muffins?::yes
Bitten someone?::no
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::no
More than 5 times?::no
Been to niagra falls?::no
Burped in someones face?::no
Gotten the chicken pox?::no
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth::this morning
Went to the bathroom::a few hours ago
Saw a movie in theaters::easter break
Read a book::last night
Had a snow day::winter
Had a party::don't know
Had a slumber party::?
Made fun of someone::today
Tripped in front of someone::today
Went to the grocery store::few days ago
Got sick::few months ago
Cursed::like 30 seconds ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables::fruit
Black/white::black
Lights on/lights off::lights off
TV/movie::movie
Car/truck::car
Body spray/lotion::spray?
Cash/check::cash
Pillows/blankets::blankets
Headache/stomach ache::headache
Paint/charcoal::paint
Chinese food/mexican food::mexican food
Summer/winter::summer
Snow/rain::both
Fog/misty::both
Rock/rap::rock
Meat/vegetarian::mean
Boy/girl::i like girls
Chocolate/vanilla::chocolate
Sprinkles/icing::sprinkles
Cake/pie::pie
French toast/french fries::french toast
Strawberries/blueberries::strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool::ocean
Hugs/kisses::i'll take whatever i can get
Cookies/muffins::muffins
p33n/bewbz::?
Wallet/pocket::wallet
Window/door::windoe
Emo/goth::emo
Pink/purple::pink
Cat/dog::dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve::long sleeve
Pants/shorts::pants
Winter break/spring break::winter break
Spring/autumn::autumn
Clouds/clear sky::clouds
Moon/mars::moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?::not many
What are their names?::jack, ralph, corey, keri, katy
Do you have a best friend?::no
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::kinda
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::yes
Have you ever lost a friend?::yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::the window scene
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::i don't know
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::helped me when i was down
Do you miss any of your old friends?::yea
What friend have you known the longest?::matt
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::yea
If so, what is it?::not going to say
How often do you spend time with your friends?::not a lot
Do any of your friends drive?::yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?::yes
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::got kicked out of the movies
What do you think your friends think of you?::jack told me when he first met me he thought i was "weird, and very very fucked up"
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?::unfortionatly
If you have, with who?::claire
Are you single?::yes
Are you in a relationship?::no
If so, for how long?::no
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::not for me
What is your idea of the best date?::i don't know
What was your first kiss like?::it was good
How old were you when you got your first kiss?::16
Do you think love is a load of shit?::now i do
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::who knows, i've not had many
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::yes
Have you ever been dumped?::yes
Have you ever dumped someone?::no
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::lol, kissing, thats about it
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers::feet
Hat::head
Hard::floor
Free::space
Space::infinate
Taste::food
Good charlotte::shit
Red::blood
Deep::wound
Heart::bad
Cord::string
Cheese::food
Rain::good
Work::ok
Pedal::gas
Head::hair
Bed::sleep
Fluff::comfortable
Hardcore::good music
Race::track
Knife::throw
Jump::land
I....
am::weak
want::someone who cares for me
need::sleep
crave::nothing
love::music and photography
hate::people
did::nothing?
feel::pain
miss::things
am annoyed by::people
would rather::not be here
am tired of::being here
will always::lose
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?::screamo
What time is it now?::10:15
What day is it?::thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?::don't remember
How much money do you have right now?::$6.50
Are you hungry?::yes
Whatcha doin?::this survey dipshit
Do you like parades?::not really
Do you like the moon?::yes
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::leave
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?::teleportation
Have you ever had a picnic?::yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::no
What about sock em boppers?::no
Are you wearing any socks right now?::no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?::no
pretty?::no
sarcastic?::yes
lazy?::sometimes
hyper?::no
friendly?::not really
evil?::i can be
smart?::nope
strong?::no
talented?::no
dorky?::yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high::joel
skip::jack
dance::megan
lonely::me
pen::mark
flower::don't know
window::jack
psycho::people in general
brain freeze::mom
orange::joe
sassy::?
jelly::?
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide::for
love::against
drunk drivers::against
airplanes::for
war::for
canada::for
united states::for
rock music::for
gay marriage::against
school::for
surveys::for
parents::for
cars::for
killing::for
britney spears::against
coffee::for
pants::for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?::yes
Play strip poker?::probably not
Run away?::maybe
Curse at a teacher?::already did
Not take a shower for a week?::no
Ask someone out?::i have
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::yes
Go scuba diving?::yes
Write a book?::yes
Become a rockstar?::yes
Have casual sex?::no, never
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?::i don't know
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::try never
What kind of computer do you have?::dell
What grade are you in?::10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::no
Or just make out?::don't do that, don't have anyone
How many posters do you have in your room?::let's just say a lot
How many cds do you have?::last time i checked somewhere around 150 including records
What time is it now?::10:20

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brandnew26

:: 2004 6 May :: 7.50pm

one of the best books i have ever read is a farewell to arms by ernest hemigway. he is an amazing writer. its such a powerful book. the end is gut wrenching, i seriously started crying, i couldn't sleep, i was saddened, thats how powerful of a writer he is. well enough of my little book report.

messed up thing - people stare at me when i walk around or when i'm driving, its like they are thinking "i've never seen such an ugly kid in my entire life" thats the kind of look it get

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brandnew26

:: 2004 2 May :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: yellowcard - twentythree

Rate yourself on a scale from 1-10
Your Physical Attractiveness:1
Your Face:1
Your Chest:1
Your butt:1
Your Personality:1
Your Sense of Humor:4
How Polite are you?:6
How nice are you?:8
Your athletisism:6
How Lazy are you?:7
Your Musical Talent?:8
How much of a pushover (some who gets taken advantage of easily) are you?:5
How helpful are you?:4
How much of a friendly person are you?:5
How well do your friends think you can keep a secret?:7
How well do your friends trust you?:5
How selfish do you consider yourself?:4
How much of a liar are you?:3
How annoying do you consider yourself?:3
How popular do you think you are?:1
How nice are your muscles?:1
How religious are you?:3
How much of a workaholic are you?:2
How clumsy are you?:6
How creative are you?:6
How much of a dedicated person are you?:10
How good is your fashion sense?:9
Are you the appropriate weight?:7
How much do you gossip?:2

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General Information
State your full name.: Eric Michielutti Flores
Do you like your name?: its ok
If you could change it, would you, and to what?: i don't know
Tell me your age.: 16
Relationships/Love
What do you want your wedding to be like?: good?
Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex.: when two people are in love and will spend their lives together
Have you ever been in love?: unfortionatly
Are you in love?: no
Your opinions
Rock music is..: awesome
Pop music is..: bad
Your thoughts on anarchy: fine in theory but unpractical
Do you believe in God?: yes
Favorites
Type of music: emo, screamo, hardcore, acoustic, indie, classical
Band: brand new, yellowcard, taking back sunday, straylight run, a static lullaby, alkaline trio
Food: pizza, lasagna
Thing to do: sleep, write/play music
Thing to say: that was interesting
Person to talk to: myself
Subject in school: english or photo
Parent: none
Color, and why: blue, grey or black...they are dark and they look decent on me
Author: t.s. eliot
Book: a farewell to arms
Candy: chocolate
Last, just random questions and things about you.
Do you like yourself?: not at all
What do you like about yourself?: nothing
What dont you like about yourself?: everything
Can you play any instruments?: guitar, piano, bass, drums, trumpet, flute
Are you depressed?: i can be
Have you ever been suicidal?: yes
Do you do drugs?: no
Do you drink alcohol?: not anymore
Do you miss anyone right now? Who?: don't ask
What do you want to do with your life?: i would like to have a family, but who knows what else bad can happen
What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?: i would like to climb everest, and take pictures from the top
Do you think that I love you?: no, no one does
You best, because I do.

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i'm so tired, i've been typing my term paper all day.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 2 May :: 6.16pm

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cuz its all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cuz i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye

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brandnew26

:: 2004 2 May :: 9.55am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the rocket summer - teenage love rock

yesterday was not much fun, some funny things happened but it was soo cold and i was sore. i was at sterling heights high school from 9 until around 5:30. i came in 7th for the 200 and my relay team came in 5th in the 4x1.

funny things from yesterday
1. gardella sprinting for the brownies
2. talking with baker and la rocca's girlfriend
3. that asian kid from roseville who kept swearing at us and threatening to beat the shit out of all of us


now i have to write a paper

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