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2004 21 March :: 10.29am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: cursive - the night i lost the will to fight
You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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You are the chinese element of Water. People who
are under the element of Water are creative,
independent and intelligent. Water you are a
dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have
hidden agendas. The color of water is black,
and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the
season in which Water shines and it's months
are October/November. Your weather condition
is cold. Water is the direction of north, and
your day is Wednesday, while your planet is
Mercury. Animals under your element are
usually shelled. People under you are Turks.
Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty,
your sound is moaning and your virtue is
knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You
were created by Metal and control Fire.
Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You?
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i'm really bored.... there is nothing to do.
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2004 20 March :: 11.52pm
You are Sylvia Plath! She committed suicide by
shoving her head in a gas oven.
Congratulations! She was mentally troubled
throughout her life, and toyed with the idea of
suicide many times. She wrote brilliant and
insightful poetry, although it was all
autobiographical; poor sylvia had a hard time
getting outside herself, and her connections
with members of the opposite sex were troubled
at best. She has been picked up since her
death in the early sixties as a champion of the
feminist cause.
Which famous poet are you? (pictures and many outcomes)
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2004 20 March :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: in lurve
:: Music: Lifehouse // Take me away
This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burned me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away
I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone
This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough
And it's never enough
It keeps me leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
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2004 20 March :: 6.40pm
oh yeah, you really know billy joel. you rock. YAY
FOR YOU! high five!
are you a true billy joel fan? with pics
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Yellowcard~*~ You have a generally positive outlook
on life and are pretty straight edge most
likely. You are searching for someone who you
can really care about and someone who cares
about you. You appriciate the beauty of the
summer and love sun and beaches
Which band are you? (with pics :D)
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ok
Your Energy is Grey. Your thoughts are unclear,
muddled, and confusing. Dark thoughts or
depression may be clouding your true colors.
It may be that you have been hurt and rejected,
or maybe you are just manipulative, dark, and
evil.
What color is your energy?
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paranoid
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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your sad and lonely
how sad are you
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youre the emotionally charged, random slashes that
cover me...
-Which self-mutilation scar are you?-
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You are EMO GLASSES! You're emo, and you make sure
everyone knows it by your.. interesting fashion
choices. There will never be any doubt as to
how sincere or depressed you are. A lot of
people would like to punch you in the face,
which probably makes you even more sad. Cheer
up, emo kid!
::What Article of Clothing Are YOU?::
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You are Blue Lightning. You are always in a loving
mood. It may be towards the world, or towards
one special person or group of people. You are
very compassionate and aren't affraid to show
affection. Stay like this, and you shall
acquire many friends, if you haven't already.
::::: What Color Lightning Are You? (w/PICS)::::
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You're SOOOOOOOOOO scene! Go make sure your hair is
done and get on your way to the show so you can
make fun of kids who arent as pretty as you.
Are you a scenester???
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i'm really bored.
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2004 19 March :: 11.48pm
you'll be accepting my apology for taking things too seriously
sometimes i'm old enough to to keep routines,
sometimes i'm child enough to scream for
everything i broke in two
you're barely missing me, i'm missing you and everything you do
i really do
my once photographic memory for recollection's sake is failing me
i can't remember tor the life of me
sometimes i can think to recite words that i read and rewrite
my pens paint people that i've proven wrong,
hopefully you'll forget that words that i put in print
my luck, you'll change and have strength enough to walk away
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2004 19 March :: 8.42pm
meh, i need a new screen name on here...suggestions are welcome...
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2004 19 March :: 12.41pm
so here i am watching high fidelity, sitting here, wallowing my misery and stuff like that. this movie reminds me so much of my life, looking at the characters, i seem to be a mix of rob and dick. if you at the characters pure and not mixed and put yourself in as the character, i would be rob and jack would be dick. for jack to be dick, he would have to have that really emoish indie look, have a really really bad break-up and become a softer person, oh and shave his head. one of my favorite lines from the movie would be "so i just kinda lost it, lost everything. my faith, hope, dignity and about fifteen pounds" thats kinda how i'm feeling, only i lost ten pounds.
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2004 19 March :: 11.50am
You are The Get Up Kids!!These emo kids from kansas
are the best thing to happen since wrapped
cheese. they are magnificent!!
Title of Quiz
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What Thursday Song Are You?
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What Thursday Song Are You?
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2004 18 March :: 10.47pm
anatomy of a broken heart
...Perfectly failing, Sleep is overrated
And as words march across an empty screen
I scream, I'm scared, that you are gone, tonight
Never say those words
We shared, I'm scared, that you're gone, tonight
Leave me hanging, three words to save the day
I'll cling to those words
If you ever utter them again
Over and over...mmm...again
Winters set in, and your chilled to the bones
Anti-freeze to thaw out your heart
or July, these skies are, like my open eyes
With no disguise
Perfectly failing, to sleep is overrated (morning after the worlds collide)
And as words march across an empty screen
I scream
The morning after...the worlds collide
Will you be standing on the brink?
The brink of starvation of an empty heart
Cluttered with the remains of a useless boy
You wont wake up from this again (from this again)
Until the sun rears its head (you always said "depression falls with the snow")
And when you said that you loved me (this is what you wanted)
Did it ever occur that was a blatant lie (lies are color blind, there is no white)
So the pens run out, all that's left white markers
Broken lead, torn paper maybe this knife is sharper
Introduce a new way
A new way to suffer
Please welcome now
Hi, my names your worst nightmare
First stept to recover is to make sure its over
Words like rope around my neck
Ensure this end is somber (GOODBYE!)
Second step is distance well that's already covered
And the last step is best
Kill this pain with another drink for better times
Drink for suicide
Notes in the trash
Drink for what we have past and I know (I know)
(You always said you would not run away, but your gone today)
that's its gone (that its gone)
Say goodnight to old times (GOODBYE!)...
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2004 15 March :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: still in a lot of pain
:: Music: alkaline trio - trouble breathing
so i broke my hand yesterday. i sat in the waiting room of the hospital today from like 4:30 til about 7. got x-rayed, broken bone in my hand and i sprained my thumb, and i don't get a cast. i'm typing all of this left handed. i got 6 more weeks of this shit. my life has gone to hell, or as jack put it "hell is coming to your life." oh yea, i've lost like 5 lbs. down to 121 now, i was 126, but i can't eat soo...yea, i lost 5 lbs. jack, ralph and keri are really the only ones who have helped me...so thank you guys soo much, i don't know what i'd do or where i'd be without you all.
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2004 15 March :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: in a lot of fucking pain
:: Music: alkaline trio - bye bye love/alkaline trio - weak week
New Year's Eve was as boring as heaven
I watched flies fuck on channel 11
There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink
And there's no ring on the phone anymore
There's no reason to call I passed out on the floor
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry
But at the right place at the right time
I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
And I won't have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
now the outcome of everyday, weaker days await.
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2004 14 March :: 11.37am
:: Mood: I have a headache..
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional
This Bitter Pill
Walking away
It's not the same as running
Is it to you now
That you've run this in the ground?
and you say "Take this,"
This medicine is just what you deserve
Swallow, choke, and die.
And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth
One that's void of all discretion, such an awful tearing sound
With its measure only equaled by the power of my stare
Glaring over you and over you, this feeling of despair
Is never wearing out.
It's wearing off
And it's leaving you with such a heavy heart
And a head to match
The bottle is waiting
The cap is twisted, begging to be used
And so are you.
And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth
One that's void of all discretion, such an awful tearing sound
With its measure only equaled by the power of my stare
Glaring over you and over you, this feeling of despair
Is never wearing out.
Wearing out, wearing out.
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2004 14 March :: 11.36am
woo i made a new icon, it's on my lj too, but i'm thinking about makeing a specific one for woohu...hmmm...*ponders*
<3's
||Katers||
ps - nick i heart you...spread the word of frontanism...!!
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2004 12 March :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Thrice // Stare at the Sun
I sit here clutching uselessness
keys from doors that don’t exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
tear into the history
show me what it means to me
in this world, yeah in this world
because I am due for a miracle
I’m waiting for a sign
I stare straight, into the sun
and I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind
seen the parts but not the whole
studied saints and scholars both
And no perfect plan unfolds
do I trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find, in this world, yea in this world
because I am due for a miracle
I’m waiting for a sign
I stare straight, into the sun
and I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind
know that there’s a point I’ve missed
father stone i haven't kissed
a sky that never graced my wrist
a mirror hasn't left my fist
but I can't help
Feeling like I'm
feeling like I’m due for a miracle
I’m waiting for a sign
I stare straight, into the sun
and I wont close my eyes
due for a miracle
I’m waiting for a sign
I’ll stare straight into the sun
And I won’t close my eyes
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2004 12 March :: 4.56pm
this is now going to be a lyrical journal...i'll post some of my stuff every once in a while
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2004 11 March :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: fuck you
If I gave you pretty enough words could you paint a picture of us that works? an emphasis on function rather than design.
spoon out my goddamn heart, i don't want the fucking thing anymore. I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
heres what came to mind and on paper last night.
what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy...
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
make this last forever
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
so i'll fall asleep tonight, because that brings me closer to you...
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2004 10 March :: 10.43pm
poopy song
[[title]]: sigh before the scream
March 6th, 2004. 3:34pm
[[verse one]]
without you this room is cold
screams of ignorant silence suffocate me
as the walls close in,
cutting off the circulation of hope to my heart.
nothing cathces me as I fall deeper into the void
I stand frozen and cornered, silent
as my soul is murdered in front of my eyes
emotion is lacking in the presence of this masacre
[[chorus one]]
I died tonight
I know it, feel it
and I bleed it...
this unrelenting sorrow
you're gone
I need you
[[verse two]]
through these tears
I see the blood glisten in the moonlight
but I feel nothing
existence is hollow,
love has become just another reason to cry
my bloody tears of futility
as loneliness welcomes me into its embrace,
feeding me lies,
destroying who I once was
the one who loved you,
once a casualty to your silence
now a casualty of your absence
[[chorus one]]
I died tonight
I know it, feel it
and I bleed it...
this unrelenting sorrow
you're gone
I need you...
[[chorus two]]
I feel the world crashing down upon me
broken hearts and guilty consience looking for redemption
this empty bed and bare wall
are all that I have left
as the memories flood me,
paralyzing my breathing
...save me
[[verse three]]
I miss you, crave you
your smile
your unquestionable knowledge of who I am
your voice,
speaking words of comfort and love
as you pieced my tattered heart back together
when you left you took the best of me with you
[[chorus two]]
I feel the world crashing down upon me
broken hearts and guilty consience looking for redemption
this empty bed and bare wall
are all that I have left
as the memories flood me,
paralyzing my breathing
...save me
[[verse four]]
why did you have to leave?
with promises borken
and words left unspoken
dreams of the impossible lurke in the shadows
of my concious memories of you...
don't you know you took the best of me with you?
did you believe I would go unscathed?
save me...
I died tonight...
<3 Fin
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2004 7 March :: 12.33am
Hold my hand
Cut my wrists
Bleed, to show you Im alive
Take this rusty knife
Carve to see inside
My guts will spill to show you Im alive
Your lips, so smooth to feel
Couldnt they be razor blades?
Bleed to know your real (bleed to know your real)
Discard
Discard the flames
And what are we left with, without love
(We're left with nothing)
Were left with nothing without love
And you
Can throw me in the fire
Flames that burn my face
Its all this I admire, its all this I admire
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2004 6 March :: 10.54am
| Opening credits: | converge - the saddest day | | Waking up: | coheed and cambria - an end to a beginning | | Average day: | slow coming day - watching it fall apart | | First date: | dashboard confessional - remember to breathe | | Falling in love: | ben folds - the luckiest | | Love scene: | further seems forever - new year's project | | Fight scene: | taking back sunday - theres no "i" in team | | Breaking up: | a static lullaby - lipgloss and letdown | | Getting back together: | the lyndsay diaries - mixtapes and memories | | Secret love: | something corporate - konstantine | | Life's okay: | brand new - the no seatbelt song | | Mental breakdown: | thursday - this song brought to you by a falling bomb | | Driving: | thursday - understanding in a car crash | | Learning a lesson: | a static lullaby - a sip of wine chased with cynanide | | Deep thought: | thursday - mass as shadows | | Flashback: | taking back sunday - the things we'll never know | | Partying: | weezer - buddy holly | | Happy dance: | the rocket summer - this is me | | Regreting: | atreyu - lipgloss and black | | Long night alone: | thursday - how long is the night | | Death scene: | brand new - play crack the sky | | Closing credits: | straylight run - existentialism on prom night |
Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!
i was bored.
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2004 5 March :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: love soon // john mayer
survey
| Opening credits: | The Remedy // Jason Mraz | | Waking up: | Carve Your Heart Out Yourself // Dashboard Confessional | | Average day: | So Long Astoria // The Ataris | | First date: | Remember to Breathe/So Impossible // Dashboard Confessional | | Falling in love: | On Fire // Switchfoot | | Love scene: | 311's cover of "Love Song" by the Cure | | Fight scene: | There's No 'I' in Team // Taking Back Sunday | | Breaking up: | Brilliant Dance // Dashboard Confessional | | Getting back together: | Back to You // John Mayer | | Secret love: | Love Soon // John Mayer | | Life's okay: | Failure by Design // Brand New | | Mental breakdown: | 8 of 9 // The Ataris | | Driving: | America // Simon and Garfunkel | | Learning a lesson: | Stare at the Sun // Thrice | | Deep thought: | Socco Amaretto Lime // Brand New | | Flashback: | You and I Both // Jason Mraz | | Partying: | Last Train Home // Lostprophets | | Happy dance: | Gone // Switchfoot | | Regreting: | Screaming Infidelities // Dashboard Confessional | | Long night alone: | Standard Lines // Dashboard Confessional | | Death scene: | Play Crack the Sky // Brand New | | Closing credits: | Great Romances of the 20th Century // Taking Back Sunday |
Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 1 March :: 7.26am
call me a safe bet, i'm betting i'm not.
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2004 29 February :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Ben Jelen // Come On
I be back
yes so I haven't really updated in a while...so I will be soon
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2004 27 February :: 3.32pm
:: Mood: bored
As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are guided by darkness. Chances are you are
depressed, or you just always see things in a
negative point of view. You sit back and take
everything in. You are the gentle giant. But
one day you will snap. (Rate my test)
What force is your soul?
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i'm bored. jack called me at 1. i was awake but i didn't feel like answering the phone. he sang me a song, lol. and apparently i missed latino boxing.
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2004 20 February :: 7.21am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: something corporate - walking by
i'm tired, i just woke up. i dont want to go to school today. i just want to listen to music all day today. i have no idea what i'm going to do this weekend. probably nothing. maybe i'll write a few new songs that i will probably burn the music to later on. now i have to drive to school.
These nights I get high just from breathing.
When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real,
like that firework over the freeway.
I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.
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2004 17 February :: 2.51pm
You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.
"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.
As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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i'm bored
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