ChildoftheLost
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2003 24 May :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Daniel Beddingfield
If you're not the one
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with...
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?
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2003 19 May :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Bowling for Soup
Girl All the Bad Guys Want **MUST DOWNLOAD**
8'o'clock, monday night, and im waiting
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me
Her name is Nona, she's a rocker with her nose ring
She wears a two-way but im not quite sure what that means
And when she walks
All the wind blows and the angels sing
She doesn't notice me
Cause shes watching wrestling
Creamin over tough guys
Listening to rap metal
Turn tables in her eyes
It's like a bad movie
Shes looking through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin "Someone shoot me"
As I found miserably
Trying to get the girl all the bad guys want
Yes she's the girl all the bad guys want
She likes the godsmack and I like agent orange
Her CD changer's full of singers that are mad at their dads
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty
She'll never know that i'm the best that she'll never have
And when she walks
All the wind blows and the angels sing
She'll never notice me
Cause shes watching wrestling
Creamin over tough guys
Listening to rap metal
Turn tables in her eyes
She likes them with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Driving in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?
It's like a bad movie
She is looking through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably
Trying to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
There she goes again
With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked
Now I am watching wrestling
Tryin to be a tough guy
Listenin to rap metal
Turn tables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped... moped... moped...
It's like a bad movie
She is looking through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin "Someone shoot me!"
As I found miserably
Trying to get the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
She's the girl all the bad guys want
(There she goes again)
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ChildoftheLost
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2003 19 May :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional
Shirts and Gloves
Well I'm back from the road,
And you're out on it,
And I'm tired of this distance,
And I believe it's over,
It's over
rated...
And this phone tag game is endless,
The novelty is wearing,
I'm hoping time will pass,
Without any assistance or convincing
Road rules apply,
There's so much action
You're getting busy,
So I'll call you're cellular phone,
To tell you tv night was,
Lonely without you,
And so am I,
So am I
It seems our day keeps falling on a Leap Year
So many high points on this last leg,
I can't wait to recount them,
It seems like nothing's happened until I've shared them with you,
And the note that you have called,
Says that you're half a day away,
And you're heading home,
Just in time for me,
For me,
To leave
And road rules apply
There's so much action
I'm getting busy,
So make sure that I'm up to date on tv night,
I hate to miss out,
I think I miss you most,
On Wednesdays and Saturdays,
Seems our day keeps falling on a leap year
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2003 19 May :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Lifehouse
Somewhere in Between
I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
Now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing
'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
This is over my head but underneath my feet
'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening
'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
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2003 14 May :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: dashboard confessional - as lovers go
I heard that you were home again
But you don’t look like you’re back to me
Well if your focus is changing
Your gaze is transfixed on the part I cannot see
You’ve got your new ties
I’ve got my old lies
You’ve got your inside line
But you’re never happy with what you’ve got
Careful now, you’re so beautiful
When you’ve convinced yourself
That no one else is quite as beautiful
I heard that you were living well
But you don’t look like you’re living to me
Although the sparkle is gone
Your smile is in place so that everyone watching will see
You’ve got them all convinced
And I know it so well
That you have missed your friends
But you can count on them
Hold it now, you’ve got everyone convinced
That you’re alright
No one else is quite as wrong with it
As soon as you’ve got it you want something else
It’s not the sell that you love it’s yourself
It’s the not price that’s gonna cost you
It’s just the weight that’s gonna bring you
Down, down, down, down
It’s gonna bring you down, down, down, down, down
Hold it now
You’ve got everyone convinced that you’re alright
No one else is quite as *beautiful (*depends on version)
[Careful now, you’re so beautiful
When you’ve convinced yourself
That no one else is quite as beautiful
As soon as you’ve got it you want something else
It’s not the sell that you love it’s yourself
It’s the not price that’s gonna cost you
It’s just the weight that’s gonna bring you
Down, down, down, down
It’s gonna bring you down, down, down, down, down]
[repeat]
long song but a good one. again, i am here sick. it is a wonderful day outside and i am stuck here inside.
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me (x6)
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass her time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leaving me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
again i am bored, e-mail me or call.
a good movie is the emperor's club, rent it.
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2003 13 May :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: the lyndsay diaries - mixtapes and memories
i am an indie snob!
How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.
dammit, no one is supposed to know about my record player in my closet, shit!!!!
there are not enough community radio stations here. there needs to be more. also, i never watch mtv, if i want to see music on tv i put in one of my indie or emo band dvds or i may put on VH1.
yeah, today im sick and i feel like shit. want to play a little game? im going to name some bands and leave me a message of you have heard of them.
surviving morningwood, bright eyes, rilo kiley, cursive, agent orange, stiff little fingers, the lyndsay diaries, acceptance, the beautiful mistake, the rocket summer, rufio, noise ratchet. ok now leave some messages please.
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ChildoftheLost
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2003 13 May :: 9.30am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: None
"I think about you in the shower........not in a good way, in a 'I'm so distracted I can't remember if I washed my hair' kind of way....SO I WASH MY HAIR TWICE!!" - Sandra Bullock/Two weeks notice
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2003 12 May :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional
Swiss Army Romance
Sleep with all the lights on,
You're not so happy.
You're not secure.
And you're dying to look cute in your blue jeans
But you're plastic just like everyone, just like everyone.
And that face you paint is pressed impressing
Most of us as permanent.
And I'd like to see you undone.
And college night,
Will draw the crowds,
Dorms unload and you're heading out.
Here is your moment to shine.
Making up a history,
It's nothing from the life you lead,
But man will they buy all your lines.
Sleep with all the sheets off
Bearing your mattress,
Bare in your soul.
And your dying to look smooth with your tattoos
But you're searching just like everyone, could be anyone.
And those friends you have are the best impressing
Most of us as permanent,
But I'd like to see you undone.
Youth's the most unfaithful mistress,
Still we forge ahead to miss her,
Rushing our moment to shine.
Making up a history,
It's nothing from the life you lead,
But man will they buy all your lines.
We're not 21, but the sooner we are the sooner the fun will begin.
So get out your fake eyelashes and fake I.D.'s
And real disasters ensue.
It's cool to take these chances.
It's cool to fake romances,
And grow up fast,
And grow up fast,
And grow up fast,
And grow up fast.
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ChildoftheLost
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2003 12 May :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: Verve Pipe
Freshmen
When I was young I knew everything,
She, a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt-stricken, sobbin' with my head on the floor
Stoppin' baby's breath and a shoe full of rice no...
Can't be held responsible
She was touchin' her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
For the life of me
I can not remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me
I can not believe we'd ever die
For these sins
We were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
His girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
And now he's guilt-stricken, sobbin'
With his head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really wept he said
Can't be held responsible
She was touchin' her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
For the life of me
I can not remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me
I can not believe we'd ever die
For these sins
We were merely freshmen
Tried to wash our hands of all of this
We'd never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt-stricken sobbin' with our heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to slip we'd say...
Can't be held responsible
She was touchin' her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
For the life of me
I can not remember
What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
For the life of me
I can not believe we'd ever die
For these sins
We were merely freshmen
We were merely freshmen...
We were only freshmen...
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2003 8 May :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: something corporate - i want to save you
You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but pull off peace.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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seems like me doesn't it.
Circle 8, The Fraudelent and Malicious
Welcome to the second worse circle of hell or as I
like to call it the miscellanious circle. I
don't want to go through everyone in here but
lets just say you were an evil person and now
you're paying for it hardcore.
Which Circle of Hell Are You Going To?
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this fucking sucks. i end up all way down there. i'd be like this fucki......boobies!!!!!!!!!
yep, erics going to hell.
my brother ends up in limbo and i go to the 8th level of hell.
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2003 4 May :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: something corporate - walking by
im soo tired, i need some sleep badly. i have so much homework to do also, which really sucks! i think i'll just play my guitar and forget about my homework and get corey to help me with it.
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2003 2 May :: 12.25pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: simple plan - my alien
You are Prince Charming!!
You think you're my kind of boyfriend material?
brought to you by Quizilla
lmao
Again I Go Unnoticed
Which Dashboard Confessional Song Are You?
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You are Anyone, Anyone. One of Chris' first songs
as Dashboard Confessional, you are simple yet
catchy, wondering why you're feeling used by
someone you care about.
Which Dashboard Confessional Song Fits You?
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2003 1 May :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: further seems forever - the moon is down
The Music God.
You are a god among men. However these men are
pretty sad in their own right, so
its a bit like being lord of the flies. I
congratulate you on your authority.
Recommended Listening: you probably own all of them
already but I'd try Magazine, Echo & The
Bunnymen, Interpol, the new DJ Shadow and some
Dyke & The Blazers to expand your current
perfection.
Which Character In High Fidelity Are You?
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Emo kid- Quiet and artsy. You have quite the
collection of buttons building up on your
messanger bag. Whipe that tear from your eye
and chear up. There's an emo girl or boy just
waiting for you.
What kind of punk are you?
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im bored.
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2003 1 May :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: the lyndsay diaries - wishing well
More stars that night a fair bet.
But you drank them all away.
Not enough sleep. You're staying awake.
Do you miss the old bed?
Or do you sleep standing up?
Paradise for the lost.
Paradise for the fallen.
Not a paradise at all.
Drink away the hurt and push it further away.
Stand atop the wishing well in the dark of the night.
Passing the time. Not a star in sight.
Not even one. Not one to make an empty wish on.
make a wish on a prayer as a tear falls down the well.
I never hear the fall. It's as if the wish was too tall.
I make a wish on a prayer. Hoping you're still there.
Don't give up on me now. Don't give up on my yet.
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brandnew26
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2003 30 April :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: the early november - come back
well, my g/f just broke up with me, dont ask. i dont really care for some reason. advantages of being apathetic.
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2003 27 April :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: the lyndsay diaries - a self portrait
im very tired and sore, i worked all vacation. im bored right now so lets see what you people think about this song. leave a message or sign my guestbook.
Today the sun burned away at my face and i just let it burn.
Another angel turned her back on me.
She folded her wings and hung her head.
God you gave me this heart but I was wondering if I could trade it in.
I wail and I weep for I can not sleep for I stare at the ghosts of my own design.
Driving past the quiet steeples in the night.
I harbor these tears in my eyes.
She thinks she is hearing sounds in the night and I am fighting just to sleep.
And I wail and I weep.
The bells will ring in the steeple in the morning.
And I'm just now trying to find myself.
Singing the words to create acceptance were never my good intentions.
And now I've only a house full of regrets.
Shatter the glass of my eye.
And I will come to see this blinding darkness.
And I've lost sight of all that is real.
For I sit here alone. I write a novel of my own.
And there are no happy endings in this tradgedy.
The bells will ring in the steeple in the morning.
And I'm just now trying to find myself.
Singing the words to create acceptance were never my good intentions.
And now I've only a house full of regrets.
Sometimes I am almost content in my sorrow.
My ship is sailing to the seas.
So wave and blow your kisses.
Cause I'm not sure I'll be home anytime soon.
I've set out to fail the world.
I've set out to fail myself.
I will dream the dreamers lie that everything is okay.
When everything isn't okay.
He says my burden is also his but I don't want to put this on him.
Stare up at steeples lost in the night. I find myself so lost on the inside.
And now I've only a house full of regrets.
And as the wind blows it takes with it all the memories.
And as the breeze blows I turn my eyes to the skies and hope for hope
that this will soon come to pass.
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2003 20 April :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: brian ahern - cease and desist
Everytime that your heart beats
Mine beats twice
You seem to have that effect on me
So I'll bury
All my feelings in the soles of my shoes
Hoping to step on them
Like they've stepped on me
I'm begging you
To let me give you my whole world
Did you know that I would wait forever?
I'll just sit and dream about
How I wish it would be
I'll drop my facade, I'll leave everything
Just so I can lose it all
You were only around for a breath or two
But a million heart beats at least
By the time I brough the fireworks
You were gone
But now I understand just why you left
ray - morningwoody
nick - the pans
kevin - i bet myself and i beat myself
im very bored so i put my aim profile in here.
i need sleep and im working again tomorrow, which really sucks, i had to go in early this morning and pick up the tile and bring it to my new house and then worked some more before going to my uncles house for dinner.
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2003 13 April :: 3.11pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: the ataris - san dimas high school football rules
im sooo bored right now, no one is online, no one is home. im feeling very emo right now and i dont know why. i got into my emo corner and played my acoustic and then i was like what the fuck am i doing here? i have nothing to be sad about.
I can see the smoke stacks in the distance
and I know that we're almost there.
This day has been best at overwhelming me.
And these thoughts are running races in my head.
I'm anxious to see the ocean
and run my fingers through the sand.
Will stencil in silly words like "love" and "forever"
and let the tide run over them.
Run over me.
We live in a world of familiar strangers that meet
and greet the stale, cold air every morning.
I'm always overanxious to get to the point,
overanxious just to get there.
I want you to know that I failed in trying to please everyone.
The waves are crashing high at their peaks and I wonder,
"What in the world are they running from,
and what am I running from?"
Counting to ten and taking beep breaths.
I'm almost out of opinions.
So I close my eyes real tight.
I just want to drive with my eyes closed.
I feel numb, out of control.
Going crazy. I swear I'm going crazy.
I hear you asking, and I hear you pleading.
But it's out of my hands.
I can't save you. I can't even save myself.
I'm not your savior. So save yourself.
call.
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2003 6 April :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: ben folds five - brick
im trying to transcribe ben folds five - brick and army for the piano.
my mom has been mad at me for the past few days because i have been keeping her up with my multiple instruments. i get creative at night.
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2003 3 April :: 11.47am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: people typing and corey rambling
im in computer class again. waiting for corey to finish so i can beat him in slime soccer again 28-13.
im soo hungry! i need food. i have lunch next so ill live.
coreys almost done.
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2003 1 April :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: the starting line - hello houston
Wheels209: h/o lemme c how many i really have
the ataris 26 dc: lol\
the ataris 26 dc: k
Wheels209: i have 16
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: u have like 300
the ataris 26 dc: 127
Wheels209: o ok maybe i was a little high
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: we have another spanish quiz tomorrow
the ataris 26 dc: shit
Wheels209: lol
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: u r like the only person on rtght now
the ataris 26 dc: no lots of other people are on
the ataris 26 dc: tringali, ralph
the ataris 26 dc: mollison
the ataris 26 dc: bunch of people i dont know
Wheels209: ok ok i dont need everybody
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: im like the confusion guy
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: ur the dislexic guy
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: yeah thats me
Wheels209: i gotta get a hair cut
Wheels209: fuckin side burns
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: yeah, u do
the ataris 26 dc: ill cut it
Wheels209: fucking hell no!!!!
the ataris 26 dc: lol\
Wheels209: u near my head? with scissors? r u fuckin crazy!!!
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: yeah i am crazy
Wheels209: exactly y ur not cuttin my hair
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: u would be like i wonder what would happen if i cut off his ear
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: hellllll noooo!!!
writing my outline for english, not fun.
bored....pissed off too cuz every bad thing that can up before a concert came up tonight.
So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
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2003 31 March :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: the lyndsay diaries - wishing well
the ataris 26 dc: i need a thesis statement
Wheels209: me 2
Wheels209: u have the blue sheet for algebra? done
the ataris 26 dc: yeah
Wheels209: oo i need it
the ataris 26 dc: ok
Wheels209: 7-15
the ataris 26 dc: got those right...i think
the ataris 26 dc: ill bring it to homeroom
Wheels209: send em 2 me
the ataris 26 dc: dont have my book
the ataris 26 dc: =dont have papers
Wheels209: lol
Wheels209: bring it 2 hr then
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: ok
Wheels209: do u have any of the history sheet done?
the ataris 26 dc: a few
Wheels209: do u have 3 down
the ataris 26 dc: let me check
Wheels209: yea cuz ur good at history
the ataris 26 dc: dont got it
Wheels209: do u have 12 down
the ataris 26 dc: nope
the ataris 26 dc: i got 11 across
Wheels209: is that it i got that
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: yeah
Wheels209: aww shit ur useless j/k
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: :-[
Wheels209: lol
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: thats all u have????
the ataris 26 dc: yeah
Wheels209: dam its first subject 2
the ataris 26 dc: i know
Wheels209: fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckin homework fuckin time limit fuck fuck fuck
the ataris 26 dc: fucking school fucking sucks big fucking nutz
Wheels209: FUCK!!!!
Wheels209: anyway i need answers
Wheels209: dont they have a calculator for this algebra
the ataris 26 dc: i dont know
the ataris 26 dc: http://www.kingsofchaos.com/page.php?id=511741
the ataris 26 dc: sign up for that
Wheels209: what in the fuck is it???!!!
the ataris 26 dc: its like lord of the rings
the ataris 26 dc: dude, bring that algebra stuff to homeroom
Wheels209: no u!! i dont get it
the ataris 26 dc: im stupid!
Wheels209: so am i only not as much!
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: r u on that list of people on the website
the ataris 26 dc: no
the ataris 26 dc: i jut started so i suck
the ataris 26 dc: sign up though
the ataris 26 dc: we can play it during computers
Wheels209: 2 lazy
the ataris 26 dc: lol
the ataris 26 dc: dude, this crossword is impossible
Wheels209: yea i kno i think she did it on the wrong chapter or somethin
the ataris 26 dc: lol
Wheels209: g2g fuckin time limit
the ataris 26 dc: later
Wheels209: bring algebra h/w to hr
the ataris 26 dc: ok
the ataris 26 dc: bring the other algebra to hr
Wheels209: if i have it done
the ataris 26 dc: ok
Wheels209: later
corey is awesome!
doing my english outline. not fun.
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2003 31 March :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: finch - ender
im soo tired today. i almost fell asleep during my bio test. i have a spanish test tomorrow and i am going to study this time. i think im going to do my algebra homework, maybe.
sapossed to go and see taking back sunday tomorrow night but i dont know if i will go.
Here I am beside myself again
I'm torn apart by words that you have said
All in all, I know we're falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep against the window pane
Just like always
You said you like to hear the rain sometimes
And all I can do is tell you the truth
and Oh, my eyes will tell you the same
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are asleep again
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
And here we are to sing you a song
and there you are, asleep again
And here we are to sing you a song
and there you are, asleep again
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2003 31 March :: 11.45am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: other people typing
im sitting here in computer class writing here. im done with my stuff and im waiting for corey to finish so i can beat him in slime soccer.
coreys done.
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2003 29 March :: 11.20am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Further Seems Forever - The Sound
first entry
If I only had an ocean to compliment the sky
I’d pull it down
and paint it for you
and I’d never question why
cause “red would mean you loved me”
and “blue would mean you cared”
but black my heart when left alone
to cold and killing stares.
This is the burning of a dream.
The sound now turns to silence
but ill keep spinning around
naked in the rain of my own tears
as they fall into the
bucket of your apologies
while closing everyone else’s eyes
because your own are shut
not to see the volume rise again.
Feels like I’m waiting in the last hiding place on earth
hangman’s noose tight round my neck
but I’m saved and
for 100,000 memories
been washed ashore
be swept again by forever
and sailed away from you.
The sound now turns to silence
but ill keep spinning around
naked in the rain of my own tears
as they fall into the
bucket of your apologies
while closing everyone else’s eyes
because your own are shut
not to see the volume rise again.
Only you could row my boat ashore
If only you could set my fears at rest
but until lack of sympathies regress
I’m still waiting, I’m still waiting
for your call.
The sound now turns to silence
but I'll keep spinning around
naked in the rain of my own tears
as they fall into the
bucket of your apologies
while closing everyone else’s eyes
because your own are shut
not to see the volume rise again.
im bored. new journal...
failed the crash test
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