Look at that monster go...

[Dan In Real Life]
"Because when you're out there and you're being tossed back and forth by those big dark waves, and you think that you'll never feel land again and that you could just split into a million pieces and just sink down all the way down into the deep... it's the light that keeps us on course; it's the light."

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poisonedheart

:: 2011 4 June :: 11.26pm

73 days, then iowa

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shalee

:: 2011 31 May :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: contemplative

"I found myself thinking about you tonight on a walk under some makeshift constellations struggling through the light pollution of the city, fleeting thoughts coming and going like New England snowfalls. I want to bear my soul to you in the way that symphonies are written, so that at its completion, my story will have completely enveloped you like B minor at the predawn of a snow-covered day, and you'll realize that there is nothing more painfully right than the overlap of the lines on our palms and all the countless intersections of your eyes and mine."

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poisonedheart

:: 2011 17 March :: 12.02pm

I got accepted to Iowa State University's College of Design, I am so unbelievably stoked right now.

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poisonedheart

:: 2010 16 November :: 12.13am

I hurt myself today.

The razor's kiss.

I don't even know why I did it.

Just so full of pills I wanted to see what would happen.

The sting was unbelievable, the blood oozing from the fresh slit.

She wanted to kiss my wound, put a band-aid on it.

But all I could think about was more pain.

A lit cigarette, lit no more. A brilliant new burn.

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-nightsloth-

:: 2010 14 November :: 9.50pm
:: Music: crime in stereo

Remembering that this page existed and subsequently finding it and reading it was pretty surreal at first.

Nothing is really surprising though. I browsed through my nerdy eccentricities and my occasional gripe at the universe. I was definitely twelve. And I guess the main source of my confusion was a general disconnect from reality, and the main source of my depression was endless cyclic expostulation regarding the confusion and the emotion that I was faced with. . .

I never thought that I would smoke cigarettes or smoke weed, I probably never thought that I would scream into a microphone about social reform.

I still use apathy as a crutch for my sanity. I hope I'm learning. . .

Anyway, the purpose of continuing to post here is vague, but I feel compelled to do it anyway. I mean, now I write in actual notebooks. There's not really an audience for this place.

So here it is. I guess I'll see if I actually post more or not.

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aerii

:: 2010 4 November :: 2.09pm

Thanks for coming to my birthday Mamelia and Sus!

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aerii

:: 2010 7 September :: 8.29pm

"The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you."

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aerii

:: 2010 15 August :: 10.33pm

If i knew then whats so obvious now, you'd still be here.

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