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aerii

:: 2007 16 April :: 10.22am
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: dogs - page france

i really want to love him.


"and im not sure what happens
when everything here ends
but i hope its like they said
and i hope it never ends."

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 12 April :: 7.42pm



Take me out tonight
Where theres music and theres people
And theyre young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I havent got one
Anymore

Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and i
Want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh, please dont drop me home
Because its not my home, its their
Home, and Im welcome no more

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I dont care
I dont care, I dont care
And in the darkened underpass
I thought oh god, my chance has come at last
(but then a strange fear gripped me and i
Just couldnt ask)

Take me out tonight
Oh, take me anywhere, I dont care
I dont care, I dont care
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I havent got one, da ...
Oh, I havent got one

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

Oh, there is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 11 April :: 9.27pm

You are so self-centered, the entire fucking world revolves around you.

I mean, I love you, but you need to get the fuck over yourself.

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 11 April :: 7.53pm

"The City Has Sex"

the city has sex with itself i suppose
as the concrete collides, the scenery grows
and the lonely once bandaged lay fully exposed
having undressed their wounds for each other
and there is a boy in a basement with a four track machine
he's been strumming and screaming all night, down there
the tape hiss will cover the words that he sings
but then they say it's better to bury your sadness
in a graveyard or garden that waits for the spring to awake from its sleep
and burst into green
and i've cried and you would think i would be better for it
but the sadness just sleeps and it stays in your spine
for the rest of my life
and i've learned and you'd think i'd be something more now,
but it just goes to show it is not what you know
its what you were thinking at the time.
this feeling's familiar, i've been here before
in a kitchen this quiet i waited for a sign or just something
that might reassure me of anything close to meaning or motion
(with a reason to move)
i need something i want to be close to
and i scream, but i still don't know why i do it
because the sound never stays it just swells and decays
so what is the point?
why try to fight what is now so certain?
the truth is all that i am is a passing event that will be forgotten.

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aerii

:: 2007 11 April :: 9.19am

i've been waiting for this moment all of my life,
but it's not quite right.

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aerii

:: 2007 9 April :: 6.25am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: anberlin

i dont want to go to school today
alkjblksjdjjosidu7u98s9


yuck
i better go do my homework.

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 8 April :: 8.50pm

we'll never have to listen to anyone
about anything
cause it's all been done
and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 6 April :: 9.46pm

i dreamt of a fever,
one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart.
with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons
as to carry on.
into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow
but i swear that i would follow anything
if it would just get me out of here.
and so you get six months to adapt
and then you get two more to leave town.
in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around.
and i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
but i know that that is impossible now.
and so i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories

because i just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight
i give myself three days to feel better
or i swear i'll drive right off a fucking cliff
because if i can't make myself feel better
then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit
and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere
just get me past this dead and eternal snow
because i swear that i am dying, slowly but its happening
and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there and lie to me and say it's going to be alright
its going to be alright, yeah you worry too much kid,
its going to be alright.

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aerii

:: 2007 30 March :: 7.55am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: safe and sound - azure ray

ahaha

man, i don't even understand where my dreams come from.
seriously
they don't make any sense at all.


anywayyyyyyyyyyy
eli's show is tonight
and i'm hoping to go with nicole and morgan.
and i want to hang out with loren today
so he can come to.

umm....

springbreak much?
indeed.
about damn time.

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 28 March :: 10.03pm

I just feel like everything's passing me by, like I'm not really here, I feel so empty.

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aerii

:: 2007 26 March :: 8.54am

i keep having these wicked awesome dreams
and they're all stuck on the tip of my tongue

but maybe thats best.
cause who knows if you would think it was wicked awesome



you know what you should check out though?
"Wincing the Night Away"
The new Shins album.
its rad
'specially Australia.

so like,
go listen
NOW!







ps. im so happy.
and its good
and uggh....

NICOLE COMES BACK WEDNESDAY
I GO TO SEATTLE ON SUNDAY (with nicole :D)
AND DLFJKSLDFJDLSFKJ
oh yeah.

dig it?
cause i do.

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 25 March :: 3.52pm

I know I say that I'm just fine, but I hope you wonder from time to time.

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 25 March :: 10.30am

I'm so full of love it deeply sickens me.

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aerii

:: 2007 23 March :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: the format

had the strangest dream last night about hypodermic needles.
and that shout song by otis day....

anyway.. here are some photos:

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aerii

:: 2007 22 March :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: mischievous

so, thanks to christina
i've listened to journey

and now
its stuck in my head
forever

just a small town girl, living in a lonely world
she took the midnight train going anywhere
just a city boy, born and raised in south detroit
he took the midnight train going anywhere

and then there's this fucking wicked guitar part.


ahhh

journey, i wonder why i never listened to them before......

HA.

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