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:: 2003 17 June :: 11.44 pm
:: Mood: touched

awww .. boy meets world.. lol.
i mish him. :( . its been over 3 weeks since ive seen him.. 2 since ive heard his voice........ :(. i think im gonna call him tomorrow.

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:: 2003 17 June :: 10.53 pm

HAHAHAHAHAA i cant stop laughing when i look at that tushie thing. lmao . lol

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:: 2003 17 June :: 9.36 pm
:: Mood: :-/ ..where is heee

Lloyd
You are Lloyd Dobler from "Say Anything".
You're a regular Joe who is quite intense when
it comes to true love. Sometimes you are too
nice, but that is what is so endearing about
you.


Which confused young romantic from a film are you?
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eating people
YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Loving
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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HASH(0x86ff764)
Old. You'll have a long (happy?) life and you'll
die at a very elderly age. Like 80 or
something. Nothing to roll your eyes at, eh?
Probably from a disease or something. You
wanted to die young, because you're a bit of a
slug and don't have many goals, but you never
get what you want.


At what age will you die?
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(good to know)...


Heaven
You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You see the world in Red
Red:
Aren't you the romantic? Life is poetic. If you
don't already, write poetry, you're good at it.

Made by
Sara



What color do you see the world in?
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:: 2003 16 June :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: hopeful

were good again :D , i think that little trip to the playground did me well, it made me realize that little things dont matter, only the big picture does, and thats that i love him

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:: 2003 16 June :: 1.36 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: be like that

::sigh:: .. ive fucked everything up. things used to be so good, i dont even know what to do anymore :(
he came home yesterday, he emailed me, he SAID he missed me, but he didnt talk to me, at all, until this morning, even then, he was on for like, a half hour, then he decided to IM me, and he was pretending like everything was ok, i mean , i dont think we feel the same way about eachother anymore, i dont know what goes on through his head anymore, last summer, we knew eachother inside out, all we did was talk to eachother, hours on end, every day, it was like, we were the only people there, but now, i feel like he doesnt have time fo rme anymore, i mean , i dont know, if it was me gone, i wouldve been dialing his number the second i got home, fuck everything else going on, id just wanna hear his voice on the other line, but i guess its not like that for him, :*( , i used to just, know, there was no doubt in my mind that he loved me, but now, there is, i dont know what happened, i feel like, maybe i come off, needy, or clingy , or too dependent upon him or something, and hes assured that i love him, and he knows i wont leave, so, maybe he takes advantage of it, and isnt afraid to say hurtful things, cuz he knows i wont go anywhere, cuz im so scared to lose him, and i feel like now, he thinks that since he has me, he doesnt have to show me that he cares anymore? i dont even know what to think anymore :(, hes just, so perfect, hes such a great guy, he has his head on straight, he has good morals, hes not in a relationship for sex, and , lets face it, most guys, thats all theyre in it for, hes sweet, hes kind, hes gorgeous, hes considerate, hes everything ive ever wanted, and so much more, hes perfect, at least to me he is, and , i dont know, i guess im not good enough for him, at least it doesnt seem like it. i feel like everything i say/do is wrong, and i just make everything so bad, and fuck everything up, i cant do anything right anymore :( , i got so upset, cuz he said something, and i just , left, and i walked out of the house, and just started walking, and i guess i ended up at the community pool, and i went on the playground, and just sat there, thinking, wondering, if things will ever be as perfect as they once were, if its even possible, i just wanted to be in his arms, and know that everything would be ok, and to just hear him tell me that he loves me, and that thats all that matters, everything else is, just, irrelevent, if u have love, everything else should be ok, right? .. so, i was just, there, and i just wished i could be a little kid again, remembering all the times i was on that playground, birthday parties, with my dad, just there, and i went to sit on the swing, and, my legs were too long, they hit the floor, a lot more than they should, and it just hit me, im not a little kid anymore, i never will be, im growing up, and its time to face the facts, every day that goes by, im going farther and farther into that, scary, unfamiliar world. and , every day that goes by, i get closer and closer to the end, and that scares me, to death, cuz all i want, is to spend every day of my life with emy, and for things to be ok, and to just, be with him, forever, till the day i die, and it just scares me to think, that every day i lose more and more time that i could be with him, be happy, and, i just want things to be good again... ::tears::

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:: 2003 15 June :: 8.41 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

GAHHHHHHHH FUCKING SEALICE.. IF SURFING WASNT SO MUCH FUN... THIS WOULD MOST DEFINATELY BE PLENTY REASON TO STOP... but i actually got up and rode waves yesterdy!!!!!! even one on my own!!!!!!!! ::squeals:: .. nini wants surf camp in costa rica. lol rachie.. hey maybe ONE day itll happen...

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:: 2003 13 June :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: watching the even stevens movie :o)





I'm Phoebe Buffay from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

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that doesnt surprise me.. i was always a tad bit weird. lol. anywho.. i miss emy.. but im getting bette.r. i figure, he'll be home soon... and itll all get good agian soon.. as for now, i just gotta keep busy.. thanks for being so great guys :o) i appreciate u putting up wiht all my annoying-ness . lol . anywho.. today last year.. was first, well not date, cuz, yeah, we werent "us" or w/e, but first time me and emy ever hung out or w/e u wanna call it.. one of the most nerve wracking days of my life.. but definately worth it :o) .. ::sigh:: .. anywho.. tomorrows a day of fun in the sun with my girls.. should be good.. were going surfing agian at 7.. and then hangin at the beach during the day.. shoudl be fun :o) specially since the forcast for deerfield beach says itll be sunny till around 4 so we wont have rain pounding on us while we "surf" lol. or learn.. or w/e.. maybe we'll get full time tomorrow too.. so.. ehm.. i think im gonna go.. watch some tv.. and head to bed.. night night

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:: 2003 11 June :: 10.52 pm
:: Mood: worried

:*( i miss emy soooooo much :( . its getting downright pathetic. i need to get out of this house. or get more people in. or something. yesterday i spent 6 hours trying to access all the emails he sent me last summer. brother and dad wiped out computer in august. but we saved them. and i fucked with it so much, that when brother tried to bring em up, he got up EVERY SINGLE FUCKING folder, EXCEPT for the one with all my emy emails. ::tears::. but i spent my hours, and finally opened itup in word and got past the gyberish.. 60 pages later it was all printed out :(. i miss him so much. its driving me crazy. i wanan see him so bad. but im afraid that if i did get my mom to drive me out tehre ( she said that since i wasnt going wiht him the whole time shed take me out there and wed spend a few days with his family) but im scared he wouldnt wanna see mee :( ... and it would be even worse.. ccuz he was mad. and maybe he thought about it and realized how much better he can do than me, and was like, fuck it, i dont need her, i can have so much better! :( . i hope not. cuz if i lost him, life as i know it would be over. done with. byebey. hes my everything .. ::tears::

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:: 2003 10 June :: 11.51 pm

marijuana
Weed.

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:: 2003 10 June :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: i miss him :o(


1. Full name: christine anne marandici
2. Birthday: 12/12/87
3. Location: boca
5. School/mascot/colors: atlantic/eagle/green and white
6. Zodiac sign: sagitarius
7. Shoe size: 8?
8. Height: 5'6
10. Pets: sammy n lucky
11. Siblings: michael
12. Eye color: brown
13. Hair color: brown with faded-ish highlights
14. Hair length: ehmm like 5 inches past shoulders when its str8
17. Grade: 10
18. Are u good in school?: sure
19. hobbies: ..sleeping
20. Nicknames: christini, nini, chris
21. What languages do you speak?: english , romanian, in spanish 3 now and french 2
22. Do you play sports?: im gonna be on swim team.. n me n andrea are gonna take up soccer! and im learnin how 2 surf.. and skiing/boarding a little during spring break eveyr year lol
24. Are you a night or a morning person?: night
25. Are you ticklish?: only by emy :o)
26. Do you believe in god?: yes
27. Do you have any other screen names?: uhmm not recent ones
28. What are they?: ?
29. Do you have braces?: invisilign
30. Do you have glasses/ contacts?: no

!!!getting personal!!!!
31. What do you want to be when you grow up?: ehm.. a shrink
32. What was the worst day of your life?: so far.. when grandpa died
33. What is your most embarrassing story?: summer after 5th grade. .canada... yeah so not tellin that one lol
34. What has been the best day of your life?: every day i spend with emy
35. What comes first in your life?: god, emy, friends, family
36. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: emy
37. What are you most scared of?: losing him :o(
38. If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them?: i dont want another set
39. What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: emy :o/
40. What do you regret the most?: last april
41. If you could do anything without consequences, what would u do?: i dont know..

......favorites....
42. Movie: shrek
43. Song: right now.. live - heaven
44. Band/group: all american rejects & ataris
45. Store: pacsun.. and ross .. they have the shit! lol sam.. slicker pants.. dammn..
46. Relative: was grandpa :o/ .. but i guess now its dad.. hes the only semi-normal one left
47. Sport: snow boarding.. its really fun :o)
48. Vacation spot: i wanna go 2 australia.. but 4 now.. cali
49. Ice cream flavor: mint oreo
50. Fruit: watermelon
51. Candy: rolos
52. Car: my pasat
53. Class: ehmm. it was PE :o(
54. Holiday: christmas.. its my special day
55. Day of the week: saturday
56. Color: orange
57. Magazine: i guess cosmo girl?... dont really pay attention to magazines anymore
58. Name for a girl: ehm.. i dont know yet.
59. Name for a boy: joshua
60. Sports team: not into watching sports
61. Month: december
62. Man athlete: not into watchin sports
63. Female athlete: not into watchin sports
64. Actress: kate hudson?
65. Actor: ashton kutcher <3
66. Tv show: gilmore girls
67. Web site: woohu?
68. Animal: monkey
69. E-mail buddy: emy
70. Joke: sam
71. Saying: FREAK! (keep it in the circus!) --- i miss sunil!
72. Word: poop. lol ange.. that must be the funniest fucking word in the world.. i think we wrote it all over mr hocks walls.. that and boob
73. Brand of shoes: reefs!
74.Radio station: buzz or zeta
75. Room in your house: mine
76. Concert you have been to: simple plan n gc
77. Cd: all american rejects ( i think its self titled?)
78. President: me
79. Salad: ceaser
80. Meat: steak
81. Pizza topping: mushrooms
82. State: cali
83. City: san francisco
84. Lake: my pool
85. Ocean: gulf of mexico
86. Place to be: in emys arms :o( i miss him so much
87. Smell: emy
88. Sound: the alert bing when emy signs on
89. Taste: ehm.. lol
90. Feeling: being in emys arms
91. College: stanford
92. Number: 7
93. Book: a bend in the road.. andrea do u sitll have it?
94. Vacation spot: didnt i already answer that?
95. Grandma: only got one..
96. Grandpa: the one that went byebye :o/ .. the other one lives in NY and is a poohead to me. but i still love him
97. Cereal: honey bunches of oats and cinamin toast crunch

^^^^in the past 24 hours have you^^^^
152. Had a serious talk?: yeah
153. Hugged someone?: yeah
154. Fought with a friend?: :o/ hes not here
155. Cried?: yeah :o( i miss him...............a lot
156. Laughed?: no
157. Made someone laugh?: dont know
158. Bought something?: no
159. Cut your hair?: no
160. Felt stupid?: yeah
161. Talked to someone you love?: besides family.. and friends .. hes not here :*(
162. Missed someone?: uhuh :o(

????have you ever????
163. Done drugs?: no
164. Eaten an entire box of oreos?: mayb 1/2
165. Been dumped?: yeh
166. Had someone be unfaithful to you?: ehmm.. kind of.
167. Watched punky brewster?: what?
168. Hiked a mountain?: in romania.. sheesh. no freaking bathrooms there. 6 hours up.. slept at the top in no mans land... and went all the way down in thunder and lightning.. gotta love that place.
169. Stayed home on saturday night, just because? i need my nights in..
171. Seen the white house?: 5th grade trip
172. Seen the eiffel tower?: like 2 summers ago? maybe 3?
173. Tried smoking?: no
174. Drank alcohol?: yesssss
175. Smoked marijuana?: mary jane ? lol sam.. no.. i have yet to get hit with her shoe!
176. Played monopoly?: yes. freaking long game.
178. Seen titanic?: have it
179. Kissed someone?: yeh
180. French kissed someone?: yeh
181. Lost your virginity?: no.
182. Tried a weight loss program?: slim fast?
183. Jumped on a trampoline?: used to have one
184. Visited another country?: romania.. france.. switzerland.. italy.. germany.. canada (?) , austria.. bulgaria..
185. Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)?: I LOVE COLORING BOOKS
186. Had a bubble bath?: yes.. when im stressed.. or i need me some pampering cuz im sad
187. Been on a plane?: yes
188. Been on a boat?: yes
189. Been on a train?: yes
190. Been in a car accident?: yes
191. Ridden an elephant?: in preschool. lol i have it on tape. at least it looks like me.
192. Made a web page?: yes
193. Played with barbies?: a little.. i was more of a tomboy though
194. Stayed up all night?: till 7 am
195. Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean?: cant put anything under my bed.. i use my closet
196. Broken a bone?: twice
197. Called a physchic or sex hotline?: no.
198. Watched jerry springer?: yes.
199. Gotten in trouble for talking in class?: fucccck. i hated mieszczinski! "christine!!! lawrence!!!! rachel!!! SAMEEN!!!" god that woman and her fucking shhhhhhhhing was louder than we were!!!
200. Been afraid of the dark?: i still am downstairs.. i always think someones gonna kill me :o/
201. Been in the hospital(not visiting)?: yes
202. Had stitches?: yes
203. Dumped someone and regretted it?: yes
204. Went out with more than one person at a time?: no.
205. Lied?: only to the parents, i think.
206. Been arrested?: no
207. Fallen asleep in class?: biology has to serve some kind of purpose doesnt it?
208. Used food for something other than to eat?: projectile
209. Met a celebrity?: not that i can remember..
210. Broken the law?: ehmm
212. Hated yourself?: yes all the time
213. Been brokenhearted?: yes :o(
214. Broken someones heart?: .. i think.. :o/
215. Wanted to kill someone?: yes
216. Fell off a chair?: more my bed
217. Lap danced?: no
218. Been in a fist fight?: with my dad? or at kickboxing?
219. Been in a cat fight?: not really

~~~~do you~~~~
220. Like to give hugs?: yes
221. Like to walk in the rain?: omg i love the rain
222. Sleep with or without clothes on?: ..with..
223. Prefer black or blue pens?: black
224. Dress up on halloween?: sometimes
225. Have a job?: pssh no
226. Like to travel?: only if its with friends.. or somewhere fun
227. Like someone? do they know?: emy
228. Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: side/tummy
229. Think your attractive?: not usually
230. Want to marry? who?: emy :o(
231. Have a goldfish?: no, and if i did sammy woulda eaten him by now
232. Ever have the falling dream?: not that i can remember
233. Have stuffed animals?: my emy monkey :o( and hollister are my favorite
234. Go on vacation?: sure

*~*~other~*~*
235. Do you belive in the horoscopes: nah.. just something to read every day
236. Do you like your handwriting: sometimes
237. If you could be anybody, who would you be and why: emys neighbor.. isnt that kind of obvious?
238. What superhero would you be: ehmm.. kim possible lol. i dont know.
239. Do you have any piercings: ears
240. Any tattoos: no
241. If so where: no
242. If not, where and what do you want: skurred of needles
243. Are you picky: about anything and everything, yes.
244. What makes you cry: when me and emy fight :o(
245. What makes you mad: whenn.. lots of stuff. go consult sam. she hears the most of it lol
246. What do you think of eminem: catchy songs
247. Who do you admire: emy
248. Do you like cartoons: yes
249. Do you believe in the devil: i guess?
250. What is the one place you have to visit before you die: AUSTRALIA, must go.
251. What did you do today: thought about him :o/ all day.. pulled up all my emails from him since last april.. read em all.. watched tv.. ate.
252. Where do you work: i dont
253. Do you even have a job you lazy bum: no
254. Are your 'rents lame: mom usually is.. sometimes dad can be cool
255. Do you own a miniskirt: somewhere in the deep dark corners of my closet..

257. What is the farthest your have traveled: cali.. canada.. romania? i dont know those are all the directions.. id think romania thogh.
258. Who is a diva: my ass
259. What kind of shampoo do you use: biosilk
260. What about conditioner:biosilk
261. Do you use big words to sound smart: sure
262. When you get mad, do you swear a lot: fuck yeah
263. Got milk: in the fridge
264. Do you have a magic 8 ball: i dont think so.. i might though
265. Name something that comes in threes: gift bags at ross lol
266. Ever worn black nail polish: yesh
267. Do you have hairy arms: no.
268. How many sheets are on your bed: 1?
269. Whats under your bed: monsters
270. Do you have your own tv and vcr: tv/vcr + dvd
271. Do you believe in fate: yes
272. Do you see dead people: no
273. Are you a good speller: i guess?
274. What is your lucky charm: my emy necklaces
276. Do you like little kids: some.. not most though. theyre really annoying.
277. Are you talented: ehmm?
278. If so, how: ?
279. Ever hugged a tree: not that i recall...
280. Do you watch the weather channel while getting ready in your hotel room on vacation: only if my dad puts it on..
281. Do you ever steal anything from hotels: pens? lol i dont know.. i think theyd notice if u walked out with the bed..
282. Ever seen a ghost: no but crespo did all the time lol.. remember that guys?
283. How about an alien: no
284. Do you beleive in either of them: aliens...there has to be someone else out there

%%%%what do you think about%%%%
285. Abortion: never ever ever. dont kill babies. ever. not for ur stupid mistakes.
286. Bill clinton: fucker
287. Smoking: massive turn off
288. Eating disorders: sad
289. Rape: sad
290. Jerry springer: gay
291. Suicide: drastic
292. South park: annoying
293. Summer: sleepy time.. at the beach :o)
294. Tattoos: ehh
295. Peircing: ew not on guys.. thats another turn off..
296. Make-up: havent worn it in a while..
297. Drinking: fun :)
298. Guys: love em .. hate em.. they need to learn.
299. Girls: some can be complete bitches, manipulative, snotty, u rarely meet nice ones

what do you think when you hear this name:
300. Jennifer: lopez
301. Leah: whore
302. Megan: lang
303. Brandon: erdman lol
304. Christina: crespo
305. Angela: that cousin of andreas that has that alcoholic sn lol dont know why i thoughf ot/ remembered that
306. Courtney: its girly
307. Jeff: PE jeff!
308. Mike: brother
309. Nikki: whorish
310. Ryan: merkel? smart kid in PF lol natalia
311. Lauren: EWWWW THINKS MR YOUNGMAN IS HOT AHHHHHH SCARRED FOR LIFE.
312. Derek: missy derek. short derek.
313. Lisa: simpson
314. Kristi: that girl in french with the rubber chicken lmao natalia...
315. Matt: missy
316. Holly: christmassy name..
317. Jackie: patrick
318. Cait: kinda looks like cat
319. Caroline: queefer haha
320. Suzie: one of those jokes.. like blueberry hill.. or ms suzie had a steamboat lol
321. Sebb: wtf is that lol
322. Patrick: jackie
323. Erin: sounds irishy

*~*~your friends~*~*
333. Friends: there the best :o)
334. Best friend: sammy rach n lizzy
335. Spend most time with: sam?
336. Best house: hmm i like mine....
337. Funniest: SAM . lol . "hmm.. beans.. im gonna be farting later." LMFAO.. "yeah.. my hairs blonde when i let it down too." "i can taste the sand water!!" "we need body suitS!" <- all within the cours of like, 2 days lol
338. Smartest: liz
339. Hottest: emy.. and sam ;)
340. Strongest: valerie lol
341. Most athletic: emy
342. Knows you the best: sam
343. Most outgoing: val
344. Most shy: natalia can be really shy.. around guys at least .. liz seems to think emys shy too lol
345. Always negative: me
346. Which one let the dogs out: sam lol
347. Most trustworthy: sam
348. Most fun to be with: sam
349. Biggest flirt: val
350. Best dressed: theyre all sexy :o)
351. Best eyes: emy
352. Most depressed: me.. and rach lol
353. One to gossip with: sam
354. Sweetest: sammy.. and natalia!
355. Who has the best room: emy.. nice bed :o)
356. Who follows you: my shadow?
357. Who do you follow: my feet?
358. Who do you pretend to like but cant stand: rrrrrrrr not goin there lol
359. Do you make friends easily: sure
360. Are you intimidated by any of your friends: valeries kinda skary lol
361. If u were stranded on a desert island then who, out of your friends, would u want to be there with you: emy
362. Who do u think would help u the most if u were in trouble: sam
363. Who do u think would risk their life to save yours: maybe emy
364. Who is the most popular: ?
365. Who is the most unpopular: ?
366.Who do u want to go to college with: sammy.. were gonna have our beach house in tampa with our olympic sized swimming pool , golf carts, music room, the whole 9 yards :o)
367. Who do u wish could be part of your family: sam
368. Who is the biggest junk food junkie: meeeeeeee and rach lol
369. Who would do anything for 1 million bucks: rachel. would kiss adam. thats.. yeah. lol
370. Who do u think has the nicest siblings: .. hannahs brother seems nice.. lol i dont know
371. Who do u think has the nicest mom: liz
372. Who do u think has the nicest dad: i like my daddy
373. Who do you have the most inside jokes with: sam.. rach.. liz.. natalia.. andrea?

*~*~which way would you spell it~*~*
374. Megan or meghan: megan
375. Lacey or lacy: lacey
376. Steven or stephen: steven
377. Kurt or curt: kurt
378. Caryn or karen: karen
379. Mark or marc: mark
380. Brandi or brandy: brandy
381. Eric or erik: eric
382. Corrine or carine: wtf?
383. Kari or carrie: carrie
384. Jackie or jackqui: jackie
385. Deseray or desirae: desirae
386. Jayde or jade: jade
387. Amy or aimee: amy
388. Bradi or brady: brdai
389. Chelsea or chelsey: chelsey
390. Katelyn or kaitlyn: kaitlyn
391. Ashley or ashleigh: ashley
392. Geoffrey or jeffrey: jeffrey
393. Their or there: there
394. Two, too, or to: to
395. Here or hear: here

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:: 2003 9 June :: 10.43 am

According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...




Take the test, by Emily.




( there were 2 versions of the quiz )

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:: 2003 7 June :: 10.57 pm

one more thing to add.. :o/ today made 3 months.

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:: 2003 7 June :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: live- heaven

(^^^ if u dont have that song.. man its awesome.. i cant stop listening to it...
so... today was tiring. ive been up since 5:30. damn! thats a long time.. anywho.. got up.. got dressed ate.. and rach's mom picked up at like 6:15.. and drove me and her n sam out to deerfield beach for our IWS surf lesson.. . there were like freaking 100 people there. damn. lol. so we had "land school" and then we hit the waves. it was POURING all morning, and the rain like, physically hurt. lol. and the waves were HUGE. me and sam could hardly survive in the waves withOUT the board. we kept tumbling around with our swimsuits like freaking almost falling off lol.. it was so fun though.. then i actually got up ON the board a few times.. im gonna get there.. ull see :o).. so... after a few , ok a lot, of times getting whacked by all those beezys, and inhaling all that SAND water lol. sam. dumbass. it starting thundering and lightning so thye ended it short... at like 9 i guess.. and it was pouring really hard.. all my shit got drenched.. then me n rachie played around in the rain :o) hehe. weve decided that this is gonna be a every saturday morning kind of thing :o).. but all those surfers there just reminded me of emy :o( . i hope things get better soon........anywho.. so then we got picked up and went back to sams.. i took a shower with rachie ;o) good times.. good times.. lol. then we DIDNT FREAKING GET THE CHIPS THAT WEEEEEEEEE BOUGHT!!! god that pissd me off. then sams mom took her to the dentist and me n rach walked on over to ross.. to get hannah a present but we ended up getting more for ourselves :o) we all got matching thongs lol. so cute. i wanted those shoooes:o(. and there was this kid in the store that was ANNOYING AS FUCK. just like the kid in the condom video lol sam. .. so then rach's mom took us back to sams.. we hung out.. watched funny shit online (nigggggggaaaaaa!) .. went swimming.. got ready.. and then sam didnt have directions to hannahs for her SURPRISE birthday party tonight.. so she called hannah.. and hannah thought she was giving her directions for a day later this week.. haha. so we worked our way over to hannahs out in lake worth minutes away from my emys house :o( . ... and we all hung out there for a while till she was gonna get home.. and MAN was she surprised.. it was great! hehe.. shes so cute. everyone there was nice.. we hung out.. talked.. played soccer n volleyball a bit.. listened to music.. ate the most amazing cake.. pizza.. presents .. :o) it was fun.. happy early bday hannah! love u babe.. im gonna miss her so much in math next year :o( im gonna be all lonely with all the smart people who actually do their work and pay attention :o( i need my slacker buddy!!!!! hehe. anywho.. so then sams mom picked us up and dropped us off home.. and here i am. today was so fun.. but exhausting as well. and im assuming i will wake up tomorrow and not be able to move a muscle. oh well. its a part of the experience :o)

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:: 2003 6 June :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: 3 doors down - be like that

eh.. christini is bored. me and emy are... not good again. but hey what else is new?! .. :o/ i guess im just never gonna be good enough for that boy. ::sigh:: .. hes mad at me.. i think? .. see i dont even know :o( . and he wont be home for 10 dayyyys.. ::tears:: .. i dont know what to do. i THOUGHT i was trying really hard.. but i guess it hasnt been good enough. i miss him :o(
.. on a lighter note.. ehm.. i dont remember last time i wrote in this so i really dont know what ive said..
im assuming i wrote about our adventurous day in the rain on tuesday.. wednesday was boring.. sulky day. dont u just love those. yesterday was sammys birthday!!! love ya hunny. me her rach and liz met up at wendys around 1:30.. well me liz n rach.. sam took her time and got there round 2 lol. but it was fun :o) i have the best time with my girlies.. sams blondness..the "taco supreme salad"...crushy chips.. liz was a smart one and brought a sweater.. lol.. good times good times.. but when it started 2 rain, REALLY bad, we kinda panicked since none of our parents were home to drive us.. so we tried to call loggers run since its right across the street to see if MR. todd was there n wanted to drive us home.. but no one picked up in the office.. and i tried calling home to see if anyone home had his #.. but no one freaking picked up1!!! .. so we started out in the pouring rain, and within 10 seconds we were drenched and screaming cuz there was thunder & lighting.. now that was a sight to see.. we decided that my house was too far to go to (that was the original plan) ... so we were gonna just show up at dans.. but then lizs mom called us and she came and got us.. and drove us to my house. ( although it coulda been fun running a mile in the pouring rain with my chicas :o) lol ).. so we got to my house.. dried off a little maybe? , watched the rest of AP.. all cuz liz HAD to see it lol. then saw billy madison.. gosh i love that movie.. calahoohoo!! .. and then we went online n stuff i think and went swimming.. where we attempted synchronized swimming. lol. didnt work. rachie.. WANT TO TOUCH THE HINEY! lmao. we love your hiney :o).. anywho afterwards mommy made us hotdogs n fries.. and we discussed the many kinds of cokes. lol. nice convo. had that one at lunch too. more at lunch though. i think. w.e . lol. so then rach wanted to go swimming again and sam joined her.. and me and liz SMOOTHLY snuck back into the house.. and hung out. then they came back in and we had a hair washing frenzy. then came cheesecake.. and online.. and rachie raiding my closet. there were some unpleasent topics of conversation online........... but my girlies are the best :o) i love u guys! and me and rach think sam found a new love. and i kept confusing a certain 2 people that should NOT .. DEFINATELY NOT be mixed up... sheeesh.. lol. anywho. they left around 12.. and i watched tv and eventually fell asleep...
today was a lazy day.. not too eventful.. swimming tanning tv aim, new woohu design :o) u like? , eating, sleeping, i fucking started my daybook.. well only like 1 or 2 pages.. so it doesnt count. im not a MAJOR dork. ok.. i think this is long enough.. be expecting longer entries.. after all now i have way too much time on my hands for my own good.. RACH! i want that string thing from my shirt back!!! lol. i need it in order to wear it!!! , and did one of u leave a brown hempy kind of thing by the pool? ...
so tomorrow.. rach convinced me to join her n sam for surf lessons.. AT FUCKING 7 AM though. that means like, school wake up time.. gahhhh better be fun. might stay after at the beach and tan with my chicas :o)

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:: 2003 6 June :: 5.07 pm

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