:: 2003 13 December :: 4.51 pm
:: Mood: dorky

fun-ness
last night me n kat didnt end up going to sleep till 3:30-ish. we did lots of stuff. lol
we tried out some alcohol .. romanian. shoulda known it woulda been gross beyond words. it was ahhhh. lol. and stupidly we had more. haha. sam's parents freaking called at 2 am and came to get her. lol. why couldnt they just let her sleep here!??! sigh. lol. then me n kat set up some bedding downstairs by the tv and watched porn lol. it was funnny. im gonna buy her porn for christmas. we just stayed up talking but then i just died out. this morning we dillydallied around n stuff and the girls left.. and andrea stuck around.. we .... put my pictures on my computer.. went to the community pool. haha. watched some jumanji, attempted to make chicken... and took photo-shots of all my presents <3. as soon as i figure out how to get em on woohu.. i will. lots of funny pictures. haha. tonight im goin to the radu's .. probably just hanging around at the beach.. a nice quiet night. <3

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:: 2003 13 December :: 1.00 am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: something corporate- i want to save you

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:: 2003 11 December :: 7.03 pm

sigh

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:: 2003 10 December :: 10.56 pm
:: Mood: tired

sometimes strength is not determined by how hard you can hold on, but if you can let go


my strength has yet to come. but it is getting there. i think.

had a nice talk with my dad tonight. from... 9 to like 10:30. refreshing. he can be cool when he tries.


i am proud to say that i read 3/4 or so of chapter 9 tonight for economics. now that is will power.
1 more day.. <3

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:: 2003 9 December :: 4.54 pm
:: Music: the used- the taste of ink

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:: 2003 8 December :: 8.09 pm

hmpf
today was good. i suppose. yearbook eh i cant stand my partner. gosh darnit she thinks every blurry picture is amazing. im sorry, but you CANT FREAKING SEE ANYHING. and she arrgh i cant explain it. this page is gonna suck. fyi. lol. especially annoyed with that comment "oh man.. and the entire team was there, i wonder why i didnt think to take thier team picture" . i told her about 329847982365874368572 times before that to take the gosh darn team picture. ARGH!
econ was fun. giggling and whatnot.
english the whoopie cushion came out. hahahah.
math-> sunil posed for an old navy commercial. im telling you man he belongs on them. lol. we had eagles for excellence. it was fun. might i just say that in all of mr houchins attempts to freaking get his singers good and organized all that time we were in tehre to take his picture, he cant do SHIT. lol. and we got doughnuts. <3 yummm
bus was funny. natalia fell for the whoopie cushion. she wanted to prove that she could touch the ceiling and smoothly sat on it. perhaps the funniest thing thats happened in a while. havent laughed so hard since.. man i cant even remember. farting will never get old. lol. and as we turned the corner out of the busloop, the bus died again. dont they realize that no matter how many times theyre gonna take it in, it just will KEEP ON DYING? and we need a NEW bus ??? oh well. provides much entertainment. i shall go get started on tarea.
i <3 my friends. and thank you for supporting me through all my troubles. i appreaciate it more than i could ever say <3

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:: 2003 7 December :: 9.10 pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: soemthing corporate- konstantine

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:: 2003 6 December :: 11.55 pm
:: Mood: energetic

what an eventful night.
last night andrea slept over & we pigged out on our own pizza and had our sex and the city night. theres no other way to spend a friday night besides watching 2 hours of it with her <3. its like, our new found tradition. lol
then she left this mornin.. hung out.. worked a little more on xmas presents.. they are SO cute. then adam wanted to do something tonight and he wanted to play putt putt and joey wanted to a while back so we called up him n kat and we all went over to boomers.. adams mom is so funny. lol. i had all my tickts and stuff from when i was little and kat brought her report card so we had 10 rolls of tokens nad like 8 attraction tickets so we did go carts and putt putt and me and joey went fishing for clubs in the freezing water lol.. and kat didnt know which was the accelerator :-P .. played around inside.. won a shitload of tickets... we saw natalia !! and i saw nikki from church. and we got cool straws .. and thennnn at around 10:45 the high point of the night arrived. we were walking around the back rooms and we passed by the kiddy playground and no one was there so me n joey n kat went in adn were playinga round.. and then adam came in.. and then this guy that worked there was like "excuse me.. do you have tickets?" and we were like.. um no.. there was no one there. and hes like ok please go and sit on the benches.. and he called his little associates on his walkie talkie and joey starts laughing lol, and hes like oh so you think this is funny, go read the sign outside. and joeys reading it and hes like yelling at us how its "shopllifting" and he called over the cop and they made us leave. lol. it was sooo funny. they wouldnt even let us sit on the bench they made us go to the curb and they waited till our rides came. it was great.




my mom just came in. and i was telling her how i saw natalia at boomers and "nikki from youth group" . and shes like, thats not your youth group. im like ummm yeaaah. it is. and shes like no its not. im calling the greek orthodox church and finding you a youth group there. adn i was like ehm i dont wanna go to that one i like this one. shes like thats not your religion. you were born an orthodox and youll die an orthodox. and i was like ummm not if i dont believe in it. and shes like well youre not going to that church anymore. i was like alright fine but you cant get me to believe in orthodox just by doing that. and shes like, THERES ONLY ONE GOD. im like yeah who said there was more than one, and shes like youre not turning baptist, and ehm, hello, this isnt baptist. so she was bitching at me i was like all they do is read from the bible. shes like, not the real bible, its some warped bible you have. and ehm its just different cause its for teens. but it has all the same scriptures. and shes being a real bitch. she cant make me believe what she does. and i told her i dont believe in what they do and i think their customs and saint days are stupid and that shes being stupid about this and she went all off on me and my dad called her in and she kept coming in and telling me im not going to victory anymore, iwa slike yeah i heard you the FIRST time, yet she still felt the need to emphasize it over and over. she can make me stop going to that youth group, but she cant make me stop believing what i do. she makes it seem like theyre trying to brainwash me or soemthing. and that theyre "forcing me" into their beliefs. but doesnt she see thats what she's trying to do?

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:: 2003 6 December :: 11.18 am

i wish i was at bake sale :[
i need a dosage of andrew and his piano.
<3

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:: 2003 4 December :: 7.42 pm

today was good.
probly cause there were finally , no tests. its been a loong time since i had one of those days. the senator coming in was a nice break, and it was okay, funny at times. he seems nice. then i got to have lunch with kat and adam and andrea and them <3 havent had that since.. last year.. english pissed me off. and kind of set me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. i dont understand how he doesnt get bothered by everyone taking advantage of him. i was mad for him. lol. math was okay i guess. then i came home and went out to walmart & walgreens.. i got some real cool stuff at walmart :) im making one of those cool bulletin board things with ribbon that hold up pictures its gonna be so cute, i got pink polka dotted fabric and pink ribbons <3. and i started painting some stuff tonight, and little old lucky comes into my room and steps ALL over them with his cute little paws.. and traces green paint all over. so then me and my mom had to hold him down to clean it off and arrghh he is one loud meow-er. other than that its been a good day though. peaceful. kind of. tomorrow = veggie party :] i got carrots and blue cheese dressing !

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:: 2003 3 December :: 4.21 pm
:: Mood: eh

i have a feeling the holidays are gonna b-l-o-w this year for me. can you please tell me who else is forced to go to their ex's house for christmas dinner. no one other than christiiine.. and new years at his cousins. im not sure if theres anything i can do about christmas... but does anyone wanna salvage me from new years at least <33333 .. its at the radu's and "im allowed to bring friends" . the +, there is always alcohol, and theres the easy getaway to the beach. the bad part, its a house full of romanians. any takers or take-me-away-ers ?

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:: 2003 1 December :: 10.31 pm

it just hurts to know i was so easily replaced.
its life, i know. but it hurts. :-/

what kind of train of thought i would have entered if adam didnt call i have no idea. thank God for friends <3... and hot pink shoes.

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:: 2003 29 November :: 10.46 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: something corporate- punk rock princess

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:: 2003 28 November :: 1.09 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

i woke up this morning...
and i sound like a girl again !!!!!
horaaaaay !!!


daddy = out shopping for my birthday :]


i think this is great. with these new pop-ups on woohu, this one came up. "what would your family do if you died?" and theres a picture of people on a couch with huge smiles on their faces. great huh ?

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:: 2003 27 November :: 10.10 am
:: Mood: blah

changed my woohu. ALL on my own. <3in it.

loving the no school factor. the sickness.. eh.
yesterday got up, showered, went to doctors. got there at 11:15. they took me in at 12:15. made me wait another half hour before the doctor came in. she came, said i dont have strep, and said i could leave. what a super way to waste my time.
then i came home and dawdled around then kat came over and we hung out a little waiting for mama to come home. then she took us to the mall. we spent like, 6 hours there. it was fun tho . i got a cool scarf and a hat and bath and body works stuff and a make up bag thing from aura science. lovin the coupons. lol. natalia creeped up on us outside.. ahhhhhh. lol. watched a little tv once i got home, and then fell asleep. i loved not waking up to an alarm clock today :) .. but i did wake up to a cagillion coughs. :-/ hopefully im at least 1/2 way through this bitch. we shall see.
<3 happy turkey day

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