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2005 9 May :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: angry
It seems that people have things to say to me?
Well, everybody, if you've got something to say I would rather you come to me and say it.
I make new friends, just to get talked about later.
I get talked about by people whom I've never spoken to.
Deceitful, contradicting, hypocritical whore?
That's the best one yet.
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Well, I'm not as angry as I was earlier.
So, while I'm in a decent mood I figured I'd update..
Today has been full of nothing really, well, nothing woohu-worthy I should say. So I suppose I could just ramble on about my day..
- Went to school, finished a homework assignment during lunch.. if I wouldn't have done that I would have gotten killed. Seriously.
- Came home, got online and talked to Sye and Leesh. By the way, I think you all should read Sye's woohu.
Alicia and I are definitley hardcore, with her cargo jeans, and our multiple guns.
- And as for the rest of the night I shall be finishing my homework, and taking a shower.
Oh and, I'm going to actually try and go to bed on time tonight, so I won't be late to first hour for about the 100th time this year.
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fearthainn
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2005 8 May :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Disarm - Smashing Pumpkins
My weekend was awesome.
On Friday, Alicia's dad picked me up.. and we headed back to her place for a bit, then we went to the fireworks early to talk with people and such. The fireworks were cool, as they always are.. right after they finished it started to rain, so Alicia and I danced in it. Then Jesus walked us home. (and to clarify that, Jesus is one of Alicia's friends.)
On Saturday, we got up pretty late. After finally getting ready for the day, we went out to Meijers.. where we wandered around, and Alicia nearly broke my nose. After Meijers, we went out to chinese. We then went back downtown only to walk back to the park and sit by the fountain, although it was still a good time.. Alicia, I don't even want to post about the damn purple dinosaur. *cringes*
Today, we got up.. then went to Alicia's grandmas for a bit, back to Alicia's then my brother picked me up, for I had to go to a get together, as it's Mothers Day.
Annd that was my weekend.
Sye - I missed you this weekend.. a lot. I owe you a lot of talking-time, I'm planning to be online tomorrow, most of the night. :)
I love you.
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2005 8 May :: 2.44pm
This weekend was awesome.
Friday: Hillary and I went to the fireworks three hours early to find some people worthy enough to be in our presence. We ran into Jesus and we basicly hung out with him all night and ate cotton candy and watched the awesome fireworks, after that it began to rain so we danced. Then Hillary Jesus and I walked down to Kings Cove and got juice and..bad candy. My dad brought Jesus home later and Hill kept me up all night.
Saturday: Got up late, went to Meijers to get my mother a mothers day gift, almost broke Hillarys nose, talked to Jesus, went to get some chinese, went downtown just to walk 5 miles back home, on the way we saw Jacob "doing the naughty" with a purple dinosaur in the playground at a very crouded park.
That was my fun filled weekend. I must go to Meijers again now...I have no clue why.
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fearthainn
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2005 5 May :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: Dream Theater - Endless Sacrifice
I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make me whole
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Pain
It saddens me to know
The helplessness you feel
Your light
Shines on my soul
While a thousand candles
Burn
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Over the distance
We try to make sense
Of surviving together
While living apart
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I.. really have nothing to say of today.
I'm just.. I don't know.
Tomorrow will be better, as I'm going to Alicia's.
Sye - I hope to talk to you before I leave tomorrow.
If I don't, I'll email you.
I've nothing more to say.
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fearthainn
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2005 4 May :: 10.53pm
My CD's were finally returned to me today.. and what do I do? Yep, that's right, I leave them in Carl's car. I've been waiting for a week to listen to them. Agh.
Anyway, I believe I've finished all of my homework for the night.. which is in fact, a first in a long time. 'Cause really, I don't care. As long as I'm not failing, I'm fine with missing a few assignments. So, that throws Science out of that category. I need to work my ass off in that class, or I'll be retaking a semester of it next year.
I'm off to bed.
I'll update tomorrow.. maybe about something eventful?
Nah, most likely not.
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xjayk
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2005 3 May :: 6.02pm
I cannot wait until this school week is over. I am having Hillary over to watch the fireworks down by the pickle factory (can't you feel the romance?) and hopefully there will be stars out. I miss the stars they've been gone now for a long time.
Well I guess they didn't need me this week at Pizza Hut so I'm broke. Thats fine, I hate walking around smelling of grease and pizza juice. Moneys always good though. Always. With the ecseption of greedy friends, they get nothing. I hate mooches, some friends.
I came home from my community service at around 8:45 ish, I have never had so much fun going to an old folks home. I met a man there that is willing to give me violin lessons, and his old violin. He played for the old folks and I. Within the set of songs that he performed were.. Lord of the Dance, Sunrise and Sunset, and I believe it was called Autumn Waltz. All beautifully played, I might add. Well I enjoyed myself, I can hardly wait 'til next week.
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fearthainn
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2005 3 May :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Famous last words - Zeromancer
Updating for Sye.
Today, Carl and I had quite the adventure..
She and I were waiting for her grandpa to come and pick her up. Well.. he didn't come, didn't come.. so, she calls her grandma asking if he had left yet, he had, and would be coming soon. Several minutes later, we see his car going by and he doesn't turn into our school, but he keeps going and turns into the highschool parking lot. Carl calls her grandma back, and asks if he has his cell.. our luck, he didn't. So, we ran all the way over there.. and no, it isn't neccasarily far, but it was freezing and our backpacks felt like they were filled with bricks. Buut in the end I got a ride home, so it was fine. :)
Today in science class, we were doing this "expiriment" with a garbage bag and a vacuum.. where you have to get into the bag and then have all the air sucked out.. yeah, it was odd. I didn't want to do it, though.. it kind of creeped me out. Heh.
This coming weekend I am going to the fireworks with Alicia, in Holland.
I haven't been to them in years, it's going to be awesome!
I suggest you all go and read Sye's post. It made my day. :)
Oh and Sye, I love you more. ;)
and.. it seems that I can't spell "update".
Face x Head: I was finishing up, ipdating.
Face x Head: updatin*
Face x Head: damn
Face x Head: updating**
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xJayk
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2005 2 May :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: 3 Inches of Blood
I passed my dad today in the living room, the noise was unbarrably loud so I walked up to the T.V to turn the volume down when I looked at the screen and saw a tap dancing elephant...why is the elephant tap dancing and as I stared at the screen it randomly zoomed in on a baboon. I guess it was some sort of commerical, but what kind of product could be represented by a tap dancing elephant and a random baboon?
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2005 30 April :: 11.55am
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Darude Sandstorm
Well I am all alone this weekend having to take care of Abby. She is being a little devil, well at least this time she didn't cut off the dogs ear.
I went to my little sisters soccer game and taught Abby how to cheer for the Cobras. That was a sight. Then I got her hopped up on coffee and she yelled at me when I tried to take it from her. Well that is basicly it for now. Hey Hill give me a call at my mothers later when you get back from Carls.
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xJayk
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2005 28 April :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Trapt Headstrong
I was on my way home today and I knew I would have to pass the gang area as I do every day. They yell at me every day calling me a gothic whore and saying I do not have a place on this earth. I have learned to ignore the harasments they dish out but today was a different story.
As I was walking home a few gang members jumped out from behind trees and bushes,l was shocked. I did not know what was going on as they all came running up to me...long story short I was jumped...beautiful.
I went to do comunity service today at around 6:45 and played bingo with old people. That was fun, but it reeked. They let them ripp left and right. One man got so mad he didn't win he farted, loud! Well that was my terific day.
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fearthainn
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2005 28 April :: 5.53pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Nightwish - Nemo
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Ich werde auf Sie warten.
Keine Materie die Zeit.
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I'm hopefully going to Carl's tomorrow afterschool.. not really sure if I'm spending the night, or if I'll just be at her house for awhile. I obviously need to call her and get things planned out. I'm such a procrastinator.
Oh and, Brittney hasn't decided to give my cd's back yet. I am pissed. I have about 50 cd's in that case, and I'm not willing to let them be in her possession much longer. Agh, it gets me angry just thinking about it.
well, *opens schedule* I have a date to plan.
I'll update later.
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xjayk
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2005 27 April :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: Epica Long lost Love
Face x Head: Thank you Alicia, for dealing with me tonight.
Face x Head: I would be going insane.
inicenttears: Hillary I am always here for you even if the stars fall from the sky I shall sheild you with my arms.
inicenttears: Your well worth the scares
Face x Head: That was priceless.
inicenttears: I love you
Face x Head: I love you too.
Hillary you know its true :)
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fearthainn
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2005 27 April :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Ohne dich - Rammstein
Two lovers divided by a sea of obstacles
Though their love is strong,
the barriers are set high
He promises he'll come for her,
and to this makes her cry.
Written by Alicia.
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2005 27 April :: 5.18pm
:: Music: Darude - Sandstorm
I went to Carl's little sister's D.A.R.E graduation today afterschool. You did awesome, Steffie!
After she was done reading her awesome essay (That Carl wrote, by the way) She had to go and hold a sign up outside, so Carl and I decided to tag along.. well, we were just standing there.. but then.. there was this massive kid, and I mean the fattest 5th grader I have ever seen, walked past us. You can call me rude or whatever you will, but if you saw this kid you would think the same. ask Carl, she'll tell you too.
On to another subject..
Alicia and I were talking today, and we were discussing things we did when we were younger. I thought about one time when I was at Meijer with my mom, I was about.. 5 or 6? but anyway, we were by the frozen foods.. and I decided that I wanted to stick my tongue on the freezer. Yeah, wrong move. I couldn't get it off, so my mom is running to get warm water, as all these people are staring at me and what not. Finally after waiting for a period of time, I just ripped it off.. of course it was bleeding everywhere and my mom was angry with me for doing so.. but c'mon, she was taking forever.
Just thought I'd share that story with you all, for I had nothing else to update about.
That's it for now.
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xJayk
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2005 27 April :: 4.58pm
:: Music: Muze
I was on the phone with Hillary and we were talking about the stupid things we did when we were little. I once was very close to death by sticking a half an easter egg in my mouth and when my mom tried to get it out it went farther down my throat. I'm okay now obviously. Hillary was in Meijers and got her tounge stuck on the freezer right next to the eggs and yogart. Her mom told her to stay put but she got inbaressed and ripped her tounge off and blood shot everywhere.
Ah, the good old days when we knew we were the shit though no one else thought so.
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