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2004 24 March :: 7.23pm
dudsters...stephanie is a dumb bitch. why you ask. BECAUSE SHE IS A POSSESIVE DUMB FUCK! SHE ALWAYS LIKES THE SAME GUYS I LIKE EVEN WHEN I FUCKIN LIKED THEM FIRST! AND THEN SHE GOES AND GETS THEM CAUSE SHES PRETTIER THAN I FUCKIN AM! I DONT GIVE A FUCKIN SHIT HOW UGLY I AM..AT LEAST I HAVE A BETTTER PERSONALITY AND I'M NOT OBSESSED WITH SEX! SHES THE MOST SUPERFICIAL PERSON EVER! SHES GONNA BREAK UP WITH HER CURRENT BOYFRIEND JUST SO SHE CAN DATE JOEY. I FUCKIN LIKED HIM FIRST AND STUFF! DUMBASS..I WANNA BEAT HER! REALLY FUCKIN BAD! TILL SHE BLEEDS SO BAD SHE PASSES OUT THEN I CAN JUST POUND HER TILL SHE DIES WITH A BASEBALL BAT! TODAY AT LUNCH SHE WAS GOING TO ASK ME PERMISSION TO DATE HIM AND LOUSIE WASNT SUPPOSED TO TELL ME BUT SHE DID! TECHNICALLY I GUESSED AND I TOLD STEPHANIE THAT SO NOWS SHES ONLY MAD AT ME! SUCH A DUMBFUCK! THATS THE DUMBEST FUCKIN REASON TO GET FUCKIN PISSED AT ME! SHES ONLY FUCKIN MAD CAUSE SHES A DUMB FUCKIN BITCH! ROT IT FUCKIN HELL! IF SHE WERE TO EVER READ THIS I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THIS TO HER:
YOU ARE A FUCKIN SLUT! GUYS ONLY LIKE YOU TILL THEY REALIZE HOW STUPID YOU ARE! THEN UR FUCKIN MEAN TO THEM AND U BREAK UP WITH THEM FOR SOME STUPID FUCKED UP REASON! THEN THEY HAVE TO CRY. YES I'M ACTUALLY FEELING SORRY FOR RYAN AND ANTHONY AND THAT OTHER GUY ON THE INTERNET THAT IS SOO FUCKIN NICE BUT U DONT FUCKIN APPRECIATE CAUSE UR SO FUCKED UP. I HATE U! BURN IN FUCKIN HELL. I HOPE SOME GUY RAPES U LIKE WANT THEN U GET SCARRED FOR LIFE! STUPID BITCH!
OK I'M FUCKIN DONE NOW!
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2004 23 March :: 8.21pm
:: Music: "get off ur ath, lets do some math" jack black aka "mr. s"
stuff stuff
ok my journal is really pissing me off b/c its really wide and i want to it to look like marilyn's and jessica's, yeah so if u know how to fix that, please help me. I went to Hillary's mom's 50th birthday party at the shadowbrook and me and hillary rode on the tram/elevator thing 10 times in all. And we walked up the stairs a lot too. There are a lot of different stairways there by the way. The restaurant is at the bottom of the hill and its pretty steep so I think thats why they put the tram/ elevator thing in. I ate the "flat iron steak" for dinner and it had scalloped potatoes with it too, those were good. Then for dessert I had chocolate mousse cake. That was good as well. and ill type more crap later im looking at this british website that was in james profile that marilyn told me to look at bye!
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2004 19 March :: 10.46pm
GO FUCK URSELVES U BITCHES!
I HATE FUCKIN EVERYONE RIGHT NOW. NINO FUCKIN SHOULD DIE IN FUCKIN HELL. THERE IS SOMEBODY ELSE WHO I'M PISSED AT BUT I'M NOT GONNA PUT THEIR NAME. WHAT THE HELL EVER FUCKIN HAPPENED TO MANNERS?? HUH? DOES ANYONE FUCKIN KNOW?! IF THEY EVER FIND WHERE PEOPLES MANNERS WENT THEY NEED TO FUCKIN TELL ME! I HATE NINO SOOOOOOOOO MUCH! CAN I EMPHASIZE (SP) ENOUGH HOW MUCH I FUCKIN HATE HIM???!!! i think i'm going through a depression time or something. i dont fuckin know what it fuckin is. i want to hurt everyone and i want lots of people to die. i'm not saying i'm perfect but it hurts me to see everyone elses imperfections. i hate it. i hate the way people are. there are so many bad people in this world who dont give a shit about anyone elses feelings. i know that i'm not always nice but i do care about how people feel or would feel from the way i act. i started crying right in the middle of l.a class today cause maria wrote "i'll miss u" on a thing we did for jessica. it was so nice and i guess i've been being really emotional lately so that was just too much. then nino said "why r u crying" or something. IT WAS SOOOOO FUCKIN MEAN! I HATE EVERYONE RIGHT NOW. I HOPE EVERYONE DIES. MAYBE NOT EVERYONE...BUT MOST PEOPLE.
GRADUATION IS ONLY 8 WEEKS AWAY...I THINK THAT THATS A PIECE OF ME ACTING SO UPSET ALL THE TIME. BYE
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2004 12 March :: 10.43pm
oo school....
i'm going to begin by talking about today cause it was REALLY good. we went to church today like we do every friday and i was walking back from communion and someones cell phone was going off and i cant remember what the music was but it was funny. so then everything was the same as usual until l.a class. we had this substitute, Mrs. Duffy, cause our regular teacher was doing something else. i hate mrs. duffy. jessica sits in the front right where Mrs. duffy decided to stand to give instructions. when we got there jessica and eric were talking to her about asia and where she'd been and eric was talking about the languages. so jessica was asking about stuff and i could tell that mrs. duffy was getting annoyed but i still wanted to ask her if she'd been to england...i didnt. then later on in the period she was acting really bitchy and she almost gave bobby a misconduct for yelling out to much. i dont think he does but maybe thats because i'm so used to it. (I'm going to start using proper capitalizations because I realized how stupid I look when I don't) Then Jessica was being random again and asked her if she knew that Jessica was related to the first duke of England. She said "no" then Jessica asked her if she knew what "chloraphobia" (sp) was and she said "no" again. Then she asked Jessica "Are you always this random" or something like that. She kind of had an attitude when she said it and I thought it was really rude. What the hell is wrong with being random? I just think that she has a stick stuck up her ass that would probably take years to remove. I feel bad for her daughter. There was some other stuff but I don't feel like typing about it.
Science was deffinately the best period of the day. I went over to sit next to Jessica. Ooo Kyle. He is so fuckin hot in a weird way. I don't think that if you saw him on the street you would say "Oh wow! That guy is hot!". I think it is more like you have to know him to think that. Somebody was talking about a fake tattoo that they had and then he said something about how his are better. Then he did the best thing he has done since the end of the year swim party last year. He lifted up his shirt to show his tattoos! KYLE WITH HIS SHIRT UP! HOW NICE! Allow me to describe what it looks like. He doesn't have muscles or anything but there is no fat at all. He is very tan naturally and it looks SOOO nice. I think that there should be a rule that says Kyle cannot wear a shirt when its hot outside. That would be a good, GOOD rule. i know this is going to sound dumb but I'm going to say it anyway. I just find it funny that we were born in the same hospital on the same day of the same year, we both have gone to the same school for 9 years, and we both have outy belly buttons. lol. well i used to but sadly, not anymore. My sister says that we are meant for eachother...I wish she was right. Anyway, getting back to science class and Kyle and how he acted during it. I was trying to figure out what we were supposed to be doing on an assignment so I said "What are we doing" then looked up and said "Eachother." then later on I said it again and he said "Were humping". I didn't really know what to say either time and I did think it was funny so I laughed at it. GOD! HES SO FUCKIN HOT!
so then after school my sister took louise, sarah, and I to Target so we could get School of Rock. I love that movie. As we were driving in the parking lot we passed Starbucks and Sarah saw what looked like a pig and she announced it. We all looked and then my sister pulled over and offered to let us out to pet the pig. So we got out of the car and then the "pig" looked at us. We all realized at the same time that it wasnt a pig. It was a dog. lol. Sarah yelled "Dude, its a dog" and then we all ran back to the car. lol it was sooo funny.
yesterday...OOO PAINFULL! I had the pleasure of learning how to slide. I did it completely wrong and scratched up my right knee, left elbow and even my stomache. Now my shoulders hurt from it but it was pretty fun minus the scrapes.
I forgot to put this up there so I'll put it here instead. I got all B's on my report card! YAY! thats the first time in like 2 years.
Tomorrow is our first game. FUN!...yea right. were gonna suck. i'm not holding out to much hope for this game. GOOD LUCK US! okay i'm done cause i'm tired.
night night fools!
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2004 8 March :: 7.28pm
LOOK I'M UPDATING ONLY A DAY AFTER THIS TIME
I'M GONNA WRITE THIS WHOLE THING IN CAPS LOCK TO PISS A FEW PEOPLE OFF SO I APOLOGIZE NOW IN HOPES JESSICA WONT BEAT ME.
this weekend was pretty good. on saturday i did nothing until noonish and i got to eat lunch and it was really good. then i went to softball on a full stomache..not too smart. sarah and i were the first ones from our team there so we went over by the fence to look at the lacrosse people. one of them was on the grass cause he got hurt and about 5 minutes later they were loading him into an ambulence. i hope he is okay. so sarah pointed at this one guy she thought was ruben and he saw her pointing at him and looked at us funny. we walked away and later on we realized that he was actually asian...ruben is mexican. practice started and stuff and we did this batting practice/get the catcher to be able to throw out a runner at second thing. for the first 10 minutes or something sarah and i alternated running to second. after 10 minutes sarah got to go bat and i was still stuck there with this other preppy "afraid to break a nail" type of girl. when she ran she had her arms up near her face and kinda jogged over to the base. it was really pissing me off cause we were supposed to be trying to beat the throw. (i think i'm going to brag a few times in this entry. oh well) she got out every single time the throw was good. i only got out 3 times and that was towards the end of my time running cause i was tired. my legs still really hurt from that. then i got to bat and i hit a few of the balls. the coach nicknamed me "m&m" cause of my initials. i think that its a pretty weird nickname but he said he only gives nicknames to the girls he likes (as in cause of their ability). sarah doesnt have a nickname. i think its cause she barely tries. she thinks she can do everything but when there is a ground ball that you miss you are supposed to run after it and she just walks. we also got your uniforms which are white with 2 green stripes on the shoulders. were gonna get hats later that say "g unit" on them. stupid rap.
poops..i'll write later. bye
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2004 6 March :: 12.54pm
hiya. i havent updated in while mainly because i'm really lazy and i've been buisy with stuff.
i'm gonna make this short. all this week some assholes from st. justins have been bothering me and louise mostly about likeing sean. i cant help likeing (sp?) and i just want them to shut up about it. so the one who was being the meanest to me apologized yesterday and then he was nice to me. its so weird how they can just change like that. yea so uh...enough about that.
so softball is going pretty good but the fuckin assistant coach pisses me off really bad. he was teaching me to do this weird throw thing and it really hurt. so after practice and on thursday and friday too my arm was hurting. of course my throwing arm is the same hand i write with and all that important stuff with so everything was irratitating it. i actually asked people at school to pull on my arm..i think they thought it was weird but it made it feel better. then jessica started pounding on my my back during l.a to help it. THANKS PAL! lol. ok sorry about that. well it doesnt hurt anymore so thats good.
I HAVE TO GO CLEAN MY ROOM. BYE
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2004 5 March :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Here to Stay - Korn
The hurt inside is fading, this shit's gone way too far. All this time I've been waiting oh I cannot give anymore.
Long time no see! Er... Long time no write.
It was my grandma's birthday yesterday and she came up with a kind of cool idea. Since she didn't particularly want anything and she didn't have many things for her grandchildren to play with when they came over to her house, she decided that what she wanted for her birthday were things that we could play with when we came over to her house. Along with that she wanted a little kid party with a bunch of Tweety bird stuff and games like Simon Says, PIn the Tail on the Donkey, and Musical Chairs.
It was really cool!
My little cousin Anna hung out with me for a lot of the time. She's three years old and so cute! When I'd carry her around she put her head on my shoulder and everything. Then we'd dance to the music playing. She had fun with the games and was obsessed with wanting to open up the pinata.
Mema's gifts were a pogo stick, a flying saucer thing, a hovercraft-like thing that can go on both land and water, and some other stuff. The only thing was we didn't get home until 9:30 that night and I hadn't done any of my homework and had a history test the next day.
So I ended up staying up until midnight finishing my homework and studying. My how fun. -_-
People can be such idiots. I don't think I mentioned much about Sean. Well, we met him at a dance one time and he was really nice to us and everything so we ended up having crushes on him (we as in Marilyn, Louise, and I).
So anyway, now everyone at St. Justin's knows about it and there are these guy who used to be really nice to us online. But then they turned on us and started picking on us for liking Sean. They invited Louise into a chat just to make fun of her. It was really cruel what they were saying. Terrible. I hope they rot in Hell, those bastards. I hate them.
We planned to create another chat again to yell at them once more, but so far it isn't working. And It's almost 9 PM -_-. Plans ruined. SO sad.
They made me mad enough to start writing a poem. I haven't finished it yet so I won't post it, but hopefully it will be done soon.
This isn't very long, but I am running out of things to type because I'm too lazy to think of something. Bye!
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2004 28 February :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: weird
Waterfall
?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
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is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.
Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress.
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You are a water spirit known as an Undine. Undines
are usually found in forest pools and
waterfalls. They have beautiful voices and can
sometimes be heard singing over the sound of
the water. An offering of perfume will keep
them in your favour. Love rules in this
'watery' creature.
What Magical Creature are You?
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You are an Inu Yasha master! You know everything
there is to know about the show. ^_^ I applaud
you.
Inu Yasha Quiz (HARD)
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2004 27 February :: 9.55pm
everything was nice till i woke up...
i'm bored and there is nothing better do so i find myself writing about my bad day right now.
i got up and my bad day began. i froze as i put my uniform on and then i went down stairs to eat some breakfast...i ate cheese. lol. being catholic during lent sucks. no meat on fridays and according to my mom you have to "sacrifice for jesus". i dont care..i hate being catholic..its so fuckin annoying. so we got in the car and i said "mom, why exactly cant i go to the dance tonight" and she said "i dont know..its lent and you have to make som sacrifices." so i said "well does that mean i cant go to any during lent" and she said "we'll go week to week". at this point i was getting pissed cause she always has to drag god and catholocism (sp) into everything! so i asked (with attitude) why she has to drag the church into everything and she got really mad at me. so we go to the end of the block where we turn to go down the other street to get to one of the big roads and she started to slow down a shit load and there isnt even a stop sign there so i was like "jeeze mom you gonna get us killed if you slow down like that" that did not help at all...it made things twice as bad. so then she was starting to yell and said "marilyn, why dont you shut up until you know how to drive?!" then i did. so i pulled out a math packet that i needed to get signed but was going to take a missing assignment for so i wouldnt get grounded from the dance which was pointless cause i did anyway. then she found out what my "game" was and got even more angry. so we got to this intersection/ merging spot on the road and i dont know what i said but she slapped me for it and i looked out the window cause i didnt feel like looking at her and she accused me of trying to see if the guy next to us saw and was gonna call cps on her. (that was a big runon sentence..oh well) we finally got to school and i didnt want to give her one of those sitting down hugs or even say goodbye and she got really mad at that too.
school was much more fun that that car ride that really only lasted 15 minutes but seemed like an eternity. at first i was acting really bitter and angry and i threw my books on the ground..it was a tantrum i admit it but i was so fuckin pissed that i needed to be a bit violent. i think i hurt louises leg a couple of times when i threw my books. so when she reads this..I'M SORRY! (and i'm also sorry for not being so nice on the internet tonight too) i almost got another pink slip today for religion and that would have been my detention but luckily she never collected the thing. during lunch stephanie was moaning cause of her pms cramps really loud. she like screams and it hurts my ears as well as everyone else around her. spanish was the best period. jessica was doing this really weird thing where she would kinda sit forward in the chair then move back really fast and it would hit my desk and move my whole chair thing back and down the row of desk things. at one point amanda told jessica to stop but it was so funny...you kinda had to be there to think that. then eric kept farting and it smelled SOO bad and he named them "zippy" lol. jessica started fanning the air and he said "thats the bad thing about zippy..he doesnt go away when you do that" or something like that..it was so nasty. we got our tests back and i had an average of 31/58 right and for some reason today that was especially funny. i think that we were just laughing at everything though. lol it was fun.
after school we kept singing the song "this is the new shit" by marilyn manson. then my mom came......... i think that should sum everything up but i'll speak more. i got in the car along with sarah and louise cause we take them home everyday and i said "so..what am i grounded from." and she said some stuff along the lines of we'll talk about this and i wasnt gonna talk about it in front of your friends. then she said "tomorrow i'm going to take you to a jail to show you were all the bad kids go." and i asked her why and said that she couldnt cause i have softball that i cant miss. then she said "yea i know but we can have you home by noon" so i got irritated and said 'why? its not like being rude to you is gonna turn me into a convict" then she said "i was kidding..your dad and i have to go up for some guy your dads defending" enough about that.
everyone is at the dance tonight but jason isnt there so louise cant beat him without me! YAY! well i have a really bad headache so i'm gonna go.
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2004 27 February :: 6.52pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: "this is the new s***"-marilyn manson
we mad yo
i am going to the dance tonight and I want to beat jason very badly but I can't b/c marilyn doesnt want to miss anything. (its alright marilyn lol) Anyway Im going to beat him just a little. But maybe Ill chicken out or something. That would be sucky. U know what!? i dont feel like writing at alll! okie dokie bye.
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2004 26 February :: 10.14pm
these past 2 days have been much better than the other bad days that happened earlier. so..tuesday was our schools version of mardi gras and it was fun. jessica, louise, and i walked around we went to the cake walk and louise won a cake. he was a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting and we named him henry and ate part of him using our fingers. it tasted really yummy. then we walked around a bit more and i dunno what we did until jessica needed to go work at a 3rd grade booth thing. louise and i sat there and laughed a lot and then we went to go get some more junk food. we went and a root beer float for jessica, 2 nacho things and 2 sodas for us. we looked like big fat pigs carrying all of it back but it was really good.
so yesterday sucked. our softball practice was rained out so i couldnt beat or yell at ruben..oh well. i will see him on monday if it doesnt fuckin rain. i'm not saying i hate the rain but i really wanted to go to practice for that reason. oh well.
TODAY WAS GOOD! this morning i got 6 boxes of girl scout cookies from jennifer..YUM! oh dude i could eat girl scout cookies all the time.so then we went to our classes and lunch was nice. we ate our food then we went out side (me louise jessica jennifer and anna) and i suggested that we go annoy sarah stephanie and lynn for entertainment. so we went without anna or jennifer and ended up stopping half way down the intermediate hallway to look in at the 4th graders t.v cause they were watching willy wonka and the chocolate factory. so we watched for like 5 minutes or something then mrs. gurries walked passed us and went a little further and i dont know what we did but she said "ladies, i dont think you should be doing that. go back to your homeroom" she might not have said those exact words but it was something similar to that. dude we werent even doing anything bad..since when cant we peak into a class room?! stupid butt face.
WELL I HAVE TO GO CAUSE MY SISTER IS BEING A BITCH!
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2004 24 February :: 3.36am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: hey ya!
HENRY!!!
GUESS WHAT!? TODAY WAS MARDI GRAS AND OUR SCHOOL HAS THIS BIG CELEBRATION THINGY THAT TAKES UP LIKE 3 HOURS AND WE GET TO GO AROUND AND EAT AND DO GAMES AND STUFF AND ME AND MARILYN AND JESSICA WENT TO THE CAKE WALK AND I WON A CAKE!!! JESSICA NAMED HIM HENRY!. TEE-HEE. THEN WE ATE IT WITH OUR HANDS AND WE WERE RUNNING AROUND THE SCHOOL AND PUTTING IT IN PEOPLE'S FACES YELLING "WE WON A CAAAKE! WE WON A CAKE!! OUR CAKE! OUR CAKE!" AND STUFF LIKE THAT. THEN ABOUT AN HOUR LATER AFTER WE HAD EATEN THE CAKE (NOT ALL OF IT), NACHOS, BAKE GOODS, AND SODA WE WERE FEELING A TAD BIT BARFY. THEN WE HAD AN ASSEMBLY AND IT WAS STUPID SO ME AND STEPHANIE WERE PLAYING WITH THIS BOUNCY BALL THAT SHE WON IN SOME GAME AND WE WERE ROLLING IT ON THE GROUND LIKE 10 INCHES BETWEEN US, BACK AND FORTH. YES, I KNOW IT WAS A STUPID GAME BUT THERE WAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
AHA! NOW WE GET TO THE JASON ISSUE! HE WILL BE BEATEN! WE WILL BEAT HIM AT THE DANCE. I WILL KICK HIM IN ZE BALLS! EHHEHAHAH! MWAHHHAHAHA! THEN WE WILL STEAL HIS SWEATER AND THEN AS MARILYN SUGGESTED, IM GOING TO WEAR IT AROUND AND IM REALLY GOING TO STEAL IT. WE ARE NOT GIVING IT BACK TO HIM. EVENTUALLY, ILL GIVE IT BACK TO HIM AT SOME OTHER DANCE. BUT NOT THAT DAY. WE SHALL BEAT HIM GOOD. STUPID ASSHOLE IS GOING TO MAKE FUN OF OUR SCHOOL'S TEAM. WE CANT HELP IT IF THEY SUCK... :( YEPPERS.
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2004 23 February :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Eternal - Evanescence
Stupid....stuff
Today was dumb. Stupid boring stuff. It seemed like everything went wrong. That Ruben guy hurt my feelings and is pissing me off and everything is just... being stupid. Marilyn's mom says she wants to talk to my mom in person because of some emails a friend sent us (which wasn't his fault) and I didn't even read the emails. I don't want Marilyn to start eating herself up about it either because it was just and accident and could happen to anyone, really.
But if her mom really does want to talk to my mom I hope that she won't say anything that I'll regret or whatever. I really want to sit outside and let rain fall on me right now. Rain is nice.
But it isn't raining.
I know it doesn't sound like much to be sad over and I know that a lot of people go through a lot worse every day, but I don't know. It makes me sad. It doesn't have to make anyone else sad because they may not understand, but I guess there's more.
Things brought up that hurt something deep down inside me that I can't really explain. Maybe I'm just tired.
It'll be february 25 soon. The day after tomorrow. Maybe that has something to do with it.
I hate february 25.
Lucas kept acting like an idiot again today. I told him that he should give up turning arouond and talking to Jessie during Language Arts for Lent. He said: "You know what you should give up for lent?"
"Oh, what should I give up for lent?"
"You should give up talking so we don't have to hear you yapping all the time."
What a bastard. I HATE HIM! God, I wanted to slap him!
"The only reason I talk to you is to get you to shut up because you're pissing me off!"
"You're pissing ME off."
Well you know what? Fuck it. If he hadn't been acting like a jackass we wouldn't have this problem now would we? But obviously he isn't smart enough to figure that out. In math he sits behind me. We were getting some papers passed back and he started chanting, "oo, one-hundred percent, one-hundred percent" over and over again. I turned around and asked him very nicely to please be quiet, but he kept on doing it. So I turned around and said "You're real cocky, you know that? Shut up." I mean I can understand if you're happy about your grades, but you don't do that. It's just down right rude. If you like what you got you keep it to yourself. I don't give a damn what he got. Does he expect everyone to turn around and say "Oh gee golly gosh, Lucas! That's amazing! I wish I could be like you!"
I think he's just doing it to make other people feel bad. I've seen his other math papers. He isn't so great. All those times he got 60s and 70s on daily quizzes isn't all that admirable. I think I have a higher math grade than he does. And if not that then I know I do in English and Language Arts and maybe some other stuff as well. He is such an ass.
I really want to kick him in the shins really hard. Or maybe even a bit higher, to a place where it would hurt even worse.
MUAHAHAA. I hate him.
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2004 23 February :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: sad and angry and generally pissed off at everythi
this entry is going to suck but it must be written. i want jimmy to know that its not his fault and i'm not mad at him at all for this.
yesterday afternoon jimmy sent me 4 emails that were of him and some other kid swearing a lot at eachother and stuff. i told my mom she could use the computer and i thought i clicked out of the window but i didnt. so i came back downstairs and she was looking at it and saying "marilyn, what is this?" i had to tell her about it and she got really mad at me. she said that she didnt want me talking to people who used this kind of language. well i said i wouldnt but i'm going to anyway and i'm going to have to be really really carefull of my language. i tried telling her that he was only defending himself against the other kid but she didnt listen to me. i hate myself right now...if only i had clicked out of it. shes also
i went to softball today and i got put in the outfield. i didnt see ruben and i didnt get to beat him. i also got hit on my thigh and i now have a large red spot thats slightly swollen and painful.
school sucked. i really dont think i have anything else to say except this which is for jimmy and jessica: i'm REALLY REALLY sorry. i feel like shit and i'm going to cry...to much bad stuff has happened today.
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2004 22 February :: 4.06pm
:: Mood: pissed
what a terrible day it is. i just finished up the unit project for science and its really bad! i think i'm going to bring in the moldy bread tomorrow to show it to the class but i'm not sure yet cause that might get me kicked out cause mrs. gurries is a allergic (sp?) to everything. so i had to write part of toni anns part up and this is what she gave me to work off of:
Ok so it didnt really mold it just got all dewy and hard. On the first day the one in my fridge got all hard. The one in the dark and the one at room temperature were the same and by the second day it got all dewy (the one in the dark and at room temperature) and it smelled kinda weird but it didnt have a strong smell to it. By then the one outside was already gone. By the middle of the first week i lost the cheese in the fridge because my mom threw it out. Acctually it stuck to the plate. Then she scraped it off and threw it away. The things were pretty much the same with the cheese in the dark and the cheese at room temperature but it got dewyer. i touched the dew once, and it felt like oil. Acctually i put paper in the bowl with the one in the dark and the one at room temp and the paper was like see through but it didnt get wet and fall apart. I dont know how to describe it so I'll jsut bring in one of the two papers in a plastic bag on monday. And yea..... so if you have any questions just call me at my house. we probably will stay at the house the rest of the week and move in our new house on Tuesday so you can call me at my house. Man when we were packing yesterday this huge box feel on top of me and it hurt!!!!!!! And I like got practically got high writing stuff on boxes!!!!! Our house is creepy with nothing inside of it. Wait my dad just said we will stay at a hotel till Tuesday but we will check up on the messages at the house daily so if you cant reach us during the week just leave a message. So yea......Thanks again for doing most of the board but now you made me feel really bad like im taking credit for something i didnt do!!! Anyways thanks!
THATS ALL!!!!!!! oh well i dont feel like talking about it anymore cause it annoys me so i'll talk about something else that annoys me even more.
MICHELLE! MY STUPID ANNOYING SISTER! usually i complain about maureen or mary but michelle is really driving me nuts today. right now she lives in shasta for college but she still annoys the shit out of me. so today she has called once to "just check in cause i have nothing better to do" and yesterday she called twice cause first she wanted to talk to my dad about something and then she wanted to tell my mom she went to the doctor cause she hurt her shoulder. i can understand calling for the shoulder a little but still! I MEAN WHEN SHES ALL GROWN UP IS SHE GOING TO CALL FOR EVERYTHING?? i can just hear it "today i watched a movie and it was really good."and then she'll call to say "i went to the store and got some stuff" and then she'll say "last night i got drunk and threw up"....shes already done the calling about being drunk thing. SHES SO DUMB! SHE CALLS JUST TO HEAR HERSELF TALK! ITS LIKE SHES STILL HERE! i miss it when she was gone at her boarding school and they said that she could only call between 6 and 7 pm. that was really nice cause then we'd only hear her once a night for a short time cause everyone wanted to use the phone.
so for some good news my parents are gone again looking for some more houses in morgan hill today..the really nice ones that are new. i hope we can move into one but i doubt it cause they've been saying that since i was like 8.
i'm bored and once again i've complained too much but i guess thats what i have this for. bye.
Go fuck yourself
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