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joeydomina

:: 2006 20 June :: 11.45am

Not Much News
Well today is 10 months since the day I asked Jess out. God it's been wonderful. I can't wait to start our lives together. With everything thats gone bad so far and we've still stuck together nothing should break us up. Unless she learns the truth that I'm a male stripper.... rofl, like that would ever happen I get money to get off the stage haha. so umm yeah comment if ya want or something. bye

Joey

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rayray

:: 2006 20 June :: 11.31am

When we went to look at vehicles yesterday, Mike was off in a different part of the lot with the salesman, so I went and looked at vehicles that might interest me. I guess the salesman kept refering to me as "your fiance". I found it strange that he didn't correct him. I even asked him why he didn't and all he said was "shit happens and people get confused". How does that explain why he didn't correct him? There is no ring on my finger. There hasn't been, and there probably won't be. Aside from that, things are going wonderfully. I miss him terribly right now.

Financially, Im a complete wreck. When I think about it, I get depressed and just go to sleep.
Nextel is becoming a pain in my rear end. funny this is, i don't even have an account through nextel, and they are taking money out of my bank account without authorization. The stupid cunts cant even go in and tell me if they have taken my card information and whatnot off of the account that it is being used for, because i do not have this password that they speak highly off.. I have rights too bitches.. And I will get back all the money that they have taken out of my account. If I add it up correctly, it'll be no less than a $1000 and no more than $1200. Cock suckers. i tell ya what, all they want is your fucking money..

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skife

:: 2006 19 June :: 6.23pm

decided cutlass is going to take a hike.
without the motor gauges or shifter.

I see a vega in my future.
big motor, little car.

The car i'm going to buy ran 11.5 at the strip on slicks.
But i'm not getting a motor or transmission with it.

going to look at the car tomorrow, i've seen it before looks solid, should be solid if the guy is running 11.5 with it.

little expensive, but its got a 12bolt with 4:11's in it. and prepped to go fast, racing seats, i think it has 5 point harnesses.
no back seat.

so yeah.... he wants like 2500 for the thing.

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moomoo

:: 2006 19 June :: 11.41am

So prly time for a update. Well Tasha came this weekend, which was pretty cool. My phone wasn't working all weekend but I went and got it fixed today. So if you think I just wasn't answering and blowing you off I really wasnt. I guess it hasn't been working since Wednesday, but it is all fixed now. Pretty soon we have our college visit. I'm so excited. To see see the rooms, find out what we need, and meet new people. I think it going to be a lot of fun. Plus we are staying at the great wolf lodge. I love that place.Well I'm on closing now for burger king. I'm going to be tired a lot lol. I hope everyone is having a fun summer, I know I am.

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rayray

:: 2006 19 June :: 1.13am

I have nothing to complain about, so this entry will be very short.
I'm very happy, and very much in love.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 18 June :: 11.07am

Wow
I can't believe its fathers day. Hmmmm what to do today. oh i know how about what i did yesterday. sit alone in my house like i've been for the past oh lets see all weekend and watch soccer since there's nothing better. if anyone wants to hang out please Please PLEase rescue me and call me or something. life sucks being alone here. all i have is one bag of cookies and one popsicle.... oh and two burrito's.... its a varitable feast. so call me if ya'll want to do something bye Joey.

696-5990

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 14 June :: 10.56pm

I think I'll be a stripper when I grow up...
I'm at Mindy's. My internet doesnt fucking work at my house. I have no fucking idea why it doesnt either. It's really starting to bug me but oh well. Not like I've been home much anyways...

Things have been awesome. Working and partying pretty much seem to be the only things on my agenda lately. lol. Went to the barn on saturday, went to some crazy party last night with 3 people from work and like a whole fucking trailor park was there. It was insane. I had a stripper sitting on my lap. She was fucking hillarious. She told me and Mindy that we could come to her house anytime and get drunk with her. We're like fucking right! lol! and then Saturday is my birthday and we're having a party and James' barn after Mindy and I get out of work. It's going to fucking rock. I'm going to get Ashley drunk for the first time. She's going to be so shit face it's going to be hillarious. And Tasha is coming up that day so it's going to be fucking cool! We're going to have so much fun. And I dont have to be to work the next day until 4 so that's kick ass it's self. So yeah. If you're cool you'll be at the party barn saturday night with some presents for me. (When I say presents, that's code for booze)

I've noticed lately that my parents are giving up on. I'm pretty much positive that they know I drink. and I think they dont care. As long as I'm not pregnent and still in school, I suppose nothing it wrong or something. But I fill them full of stupid shit all the time. Like I told them that I was going bowling with people from work last night and then I told them that I wasn't coming home from work on saturday because Mindy, Eddy, Jessica, and Ashley we're having a little "Girls night birthday party" for me (just go with it guys). and they just blew it off. They just dont care. It's insanly disturbing me how they dont care anymore. Like I'm afraid I'm going to be at a party and then they just pop up out of no where or some shit. It's creeping me out to be quite frank with you. But...oh well. What can you do...

Fuck it...!


Welp, I shall me off. My darling Mindy and I must be awakening early in the morn tomorrow to pull some weeds for 6.50 an hour. lol! fucking right!



James Ramiro...I'll call you tomorrow or something man...lol!

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Kate

:: 2006 14 June :: 10.09am

Goodbye.

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skife

:: 2006 13 June :: 4.50pm

Driver side door works on the cutlass.

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rayray

:: 2006 13 June :: 2.22pm

Last night, I got to do something that I have never done before, that I had always been scared to try, but knew I'd love after I got the balls to do it. I rode on a motorcycle. It was terrible on my back, but I managed. And didn't complain once to the guys. Leon offered to take me for a ride, but I would only let Mike because I trust him. Mike and I rode around for like 3 hours before we even considered heading home. And we were in Wyoming. It was a cold ride home. When we were on the bike, he kept grabbing ahold of my hand and holding it, to reassure me that i was safe. Or he'd put his hand on my leg. And as soon as we got home, we both put on warm clothes, crawled in bed and cuddled to get warm. It was cute.

I didn't think that it was possible to love someone as much as I love him, and have that love grow more everyday. I can't picture my life without him. And I hope it doesn't come down to me living the rest of my life without him.

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moomoo

:: 2006 12 June :: 9.47pm

So my open house went pretty good. I made out pretty well. I start working 2 jobs tommorrow for a while, wish me luck. Other then that Just been hanging out with Chelsea.

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skife

:: 2006 12 June :: 6.40pm

I need a transmission.
HA!

hate to say it but box was right, Tried to do a brakestand in the road, And it melted the clutches together, i dont have reverse or neutral anymore.

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skife

:: 2006 12 June :: 6.10pm

Anyone ever hear anything from brad anymore?
I heard a rumor that he's moving back to michigan.

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rayray

:: 2006 11 June :: 7.16pm

The guy that stole Mike's truck has been arrested.
He had 3 other warrants. So that was a plus.
He said the truck was impounded.
And gave Mike the keys.
We still have no idea where the truck is.
My car is being hauled to get fixed tomorrow morning.
But won't be worked on until tuesday.

I wore one of his shirts to bed last night because I didnt know when he'd be home. And I went right to sleep at like 1 and didn't wake up until 1:30 today. He finally came home like an hour later, and then left to go see his daughter. Right after he left, I was right back to sleep and slept until 6:30. His scent makes me fall right to sleep. And i sleep so good too. I love it.

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Kate

:: 2006 11 June :: 11.02am

Going Away
On June 14, I am leaving to work at a summer camp in Wisconsin. I'll be back August 12, and will leave again for Poland August 24. Who knows if I'll ever be back again after that. So.. I'm having a party to see people one last time.

Where: Jessica Schmidt's dad's house (the one in town)
When: Monday, June 12 (today)
When: 5:00 - ?

Old friends, new friends, I don't care. Whoever wants to come can come, just as long as I know you. No alcohol or drugs.
If you have any questions or need directions, you can call me and Jessica: 616-696-1747

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joeydomina

:: 2006 9 June :: 5.41pm

Selling a sword
Hey all i'm selling one of my swords if you are interested here's a link for it. the price is about 125 new so i'm thinking about 85 or so.... let me know k...

http://xde.xanga.com/fbaa0be06443359236208/b39704315.jpg

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moomoo

:: 2006 8 June :: 10.05pm

So things have been going really great. My open house is this Saturday. Hopefully I will make out good. I went to the casino and won 50 dollars. So I went and bought a shirt and some hermit crabs. I have always wanted them so I finally got them. There so cute and fun to play with and I can take them to college with me. I found out I leave August 24th for College. I'm excited. Hopefully I will find a job fast.

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 8 June :: 11.52am

So I'm hanging out at Mindy's. She's showering. (surprisingly she did not invite me to shower with her today) lol! but yeah, we wanted to go to the beach today with a buttload of people but we dont think that that will work out. We might have slept in too late because I have to be to work at 4 and whatnot.

We saw the omen last night. It was good.



bye!

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skife

:: 2006 8 June :: 6.09am

i wanna go back to sleep.
ughhh.
tomorrow though, Huge paycheck.

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rayray

:: 2006 8 June :: 1.03am

It's my birthday bitches!

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eddy

:: 2006 8 June :: 12.24am
:: Mood: excited

Jimmy Kimmel

I never watch this show. It's kind of dumb. But tonight....ah yes, tonight, the absolutely wonderful H.I.M. is musical guest. And I must watch. I haven't seen them live in forever. I could have gone to that show (filmed last Friday). Had I wanted to take a trip to California, and spent a ton of money. So I'm content to just watch it at home, nice and comfy in my home =)

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skife

:: 2006 7 June :: 8.36pm



This is funny.

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rayray

:: 2006 7 June :: 2.04am

Im at my dads house right now and I am really liking his kick ass wireless keyboard and such.. There is this HUGE bug attacking the screen and i've tried to kill it like 4 times already and ive just givin' up and taken up trying to become its friend so that it doesnt attack me while I am asleep on the couch.. if i ever get to sleep..

I really want vista on my computer now.. it's pretty.. perhaps i will snatch a copy of it and take it home with me.. if i ever get home.. haha i will.. my boyfriend is coming to get me when he gets out of work.. Unless I can find someone who loves me and is willing to come get me at 2 in the morning and take me home....

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rayray

:: 2006 6 June :: 12.44am
:: Mood: *touched*
:: Music: *Collide - Howie Day*

*its moments like these that make me want to live forever*
We're laying in bed, cuddled together, and he turns my head so im looking at him, as he caresses my cheek, he says to me "Babe, Im really sorry that I can't afford to get you anything for your birthday, I promise I will make it up to you" and then he kissed my forehead. I was speechless, and of course because Im a big sap, I got tears in my eyes. And before they had a chance to fall, he kissed me on the lips and told me that he didnt want me to cry because it would break his heart. And thats when I told him that I don't need gifts, he doesn't have to spend money on me, that all I want is him, all I need is him.

In that moment, we grew closer together.

Thursday, I am spending the day with Michael. It's just going to be us. Thats all I want. I don't want presents. I don't want anything, but to spend the day with him. I know that I spend everyday with him. But this day especially, means a lot. For the first time EVER, I have had a boyfriend for Christmas, Valentines Day, his birthday and now mine. We've been together for 7 months and 6 days. For those of you that don't realize, this is my longest relationship. He's my first true love. I have shared more with him, than with anyone else. And I don't want to share what I have shared with him, with anyone else. He's the love of my life. He's my entire world. And without him, I am not me. He helps me to be a stronger person. I would do anything to make him happy.

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moomoo

:: 2006 6 June :: 12.40am

So Tomorrow I leave for the casino. Hopefully I will win some, but not counting on it lol. Life has been going better. Hanging out with Chelsea a lot like usual. Great times. I went bowling on Saturday and met some cool people. The guy at the front thought I was 21 so he didn't even go to mark my hand. I thought that was pretty crazy, cuz I think I look pretty young. My open house is Saturday. Hopefully I will get tons of money. I need to get a computer for college. Well right now I'm watching movies with Amanda and Chelsea.

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