love me or hate me its all the same

:: 2006 11 April :: 8.38am

hmm...back at school today. this sucks kinda. I cant wait until summer. this summer is going to be great, I can feel it in my bones. I have about 5 more minutes to waste until 2nd hour. Anatomy...I cant miss that class anymore. I sorta have no idea what's going on really. There is a cramp in the arch in my foot and it hurts real bad. I really just got to school about ten minutes ago. Mariano is sitting next to me. He thinks he's hillarious but he's not and that just makes him even more funny cause he laughs at himself. Gotta love the kid though. He's going to lend me the new From First to Last cd which completely rocks because I guess they were selling them at the concert for only 10 bucks but I didnt realize that. I thought they were talking about the first band's cd...? op there's the bell! BYE!

eddy	:: 2006 10 April :: 10.18pm My heart is beating fast, and I'm super nervouse and anxious. Why? I have no idea 13 will hate me \| will you love or hate

moomoo

:: 2006 10 April :: 10.03pm

So Florida was Awesome. I went to Wet and wild it was cool. Then I went to adventure island which I liked a lot better. Less long lines and warmer water. Also lesser expensive. I went swimming in some springs, which was cool to snorkel in. I got to see tons of fishies. Then we went in a boat and saw tons of alligators in this lake. So we just chased after them with the boat. I went shopping a lot, but that's nothing new. I got tan, except my nose burnt. I had a lot of fun, it was definitely worth it. Then I today I went to kellys and hung out, he's great. Then I hung out with Chelsea, then work. Now its back to my daily schedule of work and school.

:: 2006 10 April :: 9.16pm

I'm so happy Mindy is back...=)

I WON!! BOO YA!!!

Mindy got me a unicorn!!!!!! =)=)

:: 2006 10 April :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: crappy...
:: Music: Ready, Aim, Misfire - New Years Day

Somedays you just need to take off...

Virgiline Chelsea Louise --

[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

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Lately I feel like I am wasting time with everything...

I really want a relationship. I miss the feeling I had when I was happy, truely happy. I want that feeling to come back. I want to smile again and mean it. But everytime I try to get into something and I try to be happy again, things get fucked up and I'm left alone and depressed. I hate this. I cant wait until high school is over and I can go find new people, see new things. I'm sick of the same old shit over and over again. I'm sick of getting my heart stomped on by the same people, well the same kind of people. I miss when things were awesome and noone could get me down no matter what. I dont think anyone really realizes how much I've changed over the past few years. I use to not let anything get to me, now it seems like the littlest things will ruin my day. I try not to let it show the slightest bit, but I dont know if I am doing such a good job at that or not.

And just to note:: I'm not one to forgive easily, I hold grudges, I'm not sympathetic, and right now I hate you...

"Shoot my cupid out of the sky. Break off his wings, and goudge out his eyes. And thank him for nothing, cause that's all that he gave to me. Your love is my heart desease..."

joeydomina

:: 2006 10 April :: 2.15pm

Joey --

[adjective]:

Fuzzy to the touch

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All i can say is wow

skife

:: 2006 10 April :: 12.29pm

welding dust is horriable on paint...
it kills it.

uggh...
good news, the cutlass is looking better.
just went out there with a bucket of water, some soap, and the power washer.

threw the powerwasher on bunny and let `er rip.

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 10 April :: 2.28am

I suffer from Premenstral Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD).
It's the root of my depression.
Hence the prozac.
Just what you wanted to know, I know.
My car is a bitch. Really, it is.
I need a new EGR valve.
Whatever the fuck that is.
Don't try explaining it either.
You'd have better luck just fixing it for me.
My neck still hurts.
However I got a neck massage today.
Larry the Cable Guy: Health Inspector is a great movie.
It's fucking hilarious. I recommend it.
I'm a total redneck.

They say that everyone is different. But I think that people come in sets, they are just the opposite sex. Which in all actuality, makes them different.

Parker told me today that he luvs me. Also, that we're like the same person. Kind of weird. He's like the hot male version of me.

moomoo

:: 2006 10 April :: 12.08am

Mindy --

[adjective]:

Tastes like fried chicken

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skife

:: 2006 9 April :: 5.43pm

Its home... Finally.

joeydomina

:: 2006 9 April :: 2.26am

ok well lets see i dont have my cell phone anymore so no calling me and ummm yeah lets see what else oh yeah my garbage company is off to a rough start. i need money and lots of it for jess's prom thing so i have to sell some of my stuff lets see what is the list oh yeah here it is.

encore electric guitar - 25 bucks

xbox with 2 airflow controllers and one full size controller plus ddr pad complete with halo 1-2 (special edition for 2) turok evolution dance dance revolution ultra ask for price (I'm thinking around 195 for the entire setup but i dont know if thats to steep or not)

electric organ- 30

telescope-15

go-cart frame (all it needs is a motor and possibly new wheels)-45

All of this stuff is of course best offer so let me know k oh and call my house to let me know and leave a message on the answering machine my rents dont like it when people call so they screen the calls

(616)696-5990

Joey

:: 2006 8 April :: 11.40pm
:: Music: Again - Jennifer Lopez

work sucked so much butt. I had to stay an extra hour. I did counter for like the 4th time in my life and we had a bus come through. I felt bad cause I messed up this girls order. I accedently gave her a whopper and she wanted a jr and when they were ordering she was picking on her boyfriend for getting a whopper. she was like "that's a huge sandwich! you must be hungry!" but Matt explained to her that I was still learning and she was like "oh it's okay hunny! no problem" I was like "I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sorry!!!" I felt terrible...lol. but yeah...it blows. I guess I didn't do too bad though.

Matt is sucha good guy...what a sweetheart...lol. I found out yesterday that he was going to try to date me until he found out I was 16. (he's 23 mind you!) haha! I thought that was pretty funny. Made me laugh for quite a while.

I work tomorrow from 10:30 till 8. ugh...and I'm probably doing counter too cause the new girl will be there and she does back cash because she sucks at counter. errg...I'm so tired. I cant wait until Mindy comes back.

My back hurts....=( I wish my mommy was home so she could rub it for me, but noone's here cause noone cares. lol

OH MY GOSH!! I came home to find The Cronicles Of Narnia sitting on the table! I'm soo happy! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! and now I dont have to go out and buy it! yay!!! =)

welp...bye

:: 2006 8 April :: 11.03am

errg...fuck putting sidding on the house, fuck cleaning up dog shit...I'm trying to sleep!!!

I hate things that make life not work out the way I'd like it to. But I'm bitchy like that I guess..

:: 2006 7 April :: 2.35pm
:: Music: I Wish I Was Queer So I Could Get Chicks - The Bloodhound Gang

Eddy left a little while ago. I need to get me one of em digital cameras. I'm so self-centered. I take pictures of me none stop. haha. But I'm hot so it's cool. lol. yeah...we went to Lauren's last night for a bonfire, it was great fun. And we fell asleep to this hipnosis thingy. It was weird. I had some fucked up dreams. We called Mindy this morning and I'm hanging out with her after golf on Monday! YAY! *boo-fricken ya Kelly!* All and all, me and Eddy had a good time, like always. lol!

"How do you want your marshmellow, like a nigger or like you and i?" - Amy
"Well not like me, maybe like Lauren though..." - Me

"You cant have your marshmellow like Michael Jackson because you'd have to start the fire inside the marshmellow and that's just impossible..." - Amy

:: 2006 7 April :: 12.56pm
:: Mood: *pissed*
:: Music: *somewhere in between - lifehouse*

*the purpose of this entry is to brag about how shitty this week has been*
I need a new ~~O2 censor for my~~ car.
It stahls when I stop.
I'm sick of dealing with it.
My neck is killing me.
I need to fill my prescription.
My apartment smells like curdled milk because of my garbage disposal.
Mike won't answer his damn phone. It might help if he actually turned the fucker on.
My mom and Jim are talking again. Which will result in them getting back together.
Computer is fucked up.
I'm all alone in my apartment.
In the process of trying to back up all my music files, I somehow managed to lose ALL my fucking music.
I'm brilliant.
My day just keeps getting worse.

If you have a gun, let me borrow it.
There are a few people I want to kill at the moment.

Mike told me last night on the phone that if I had a three-some with him and my sister or with him and Moms (kaylieghs mom) he'd buy me an engagement ring.

My reply was, "supply the liquor and I'll think about it"

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 6 April :: 3.21pm

For once I am actually glad that I went down and took the time to get my mail.

Not only did I recieve a letter from Jimi, I got an unemployment check.

My neck is doing a little better. Fucking drugs knock me right out. I sleep for hours. It's nice.

Melissa and her daughter are coming over at like 5 and we're going to make pizza and watch Elizabethtown.

Then hopefully Mike will come over. I miss him to death.

Nap time!

4 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 6 April :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Overprotected - Britney Spears

yay!
I'm so happy! Ashley came over! I haven't seen her sense last Friday. Now Mindy just has to come home and I'll be done missing people. yay!

While I was sleeping this morning, Ash was online talking to Mike and he was telling her how I hate him and she was like "Yeah, I know this all already" lol! I love her. She sat there and told him how I was a pretty stubburn person and I hold grudges for quite sometime and he was just like yeah...I know. If he knew that, why would he keep bugging me? Cause even I know all of that. But oh well...I'm in a good mood, just sitting here, passing time listening to my Britney Spears records...lol

I got my prom dress yesterday. It's really pretty. It's yellow and I have gold shoes =) yup, that's right...gold shoes! But yeah, Sydney, Jessica, and I all had a great time shopping together. I'm glad they came with me. We had fun. Jessica smelt like the most hookery hooker you've ever smelt by the time we were home. lol!

I love you guys...

I cant wait for something fun to happen. Like...with everyone all together..yeah...I dont really know exactly what I'm talking about but I'm sure you understand some how.

Something whicked awesome just needs to happen to me cause I want it to and that would just be fun. I'm excited for it.

BYE!!!=D

4 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 5 April :: 9.13pm

I just spent the last 2 and a half hours in the emergency room.
Getting x-ray's done on my neck.
I cracked it this morning like I usually do, now I can't move my head.
Lots of pain. Feeling sick. Can't see.
I'm a wreck.

But I got good drugs. And I'm going to go back to bed once my soup is done! woo go me.

The doctor in the Emergency Room told me that the bones in my neck are perfect. Nothing is out of place, and I should be an x-ray model..

:: 2006 5 April :: 9.38am

Who wants to come massage my neck and make me chicken noodle soup only for me to puke it up 10 minutes later?

Yeah thats what I thought. Bitches.

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2006 4 April :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Smoothie King - Bowling For Soup

hmm...
So things didn't end up the way I planned but...I didn't really plan anything so I'm assuming it's okay, or something...? But I'm rooting for things to end up the way I'd like them to end up *thumbs up*

I called Mindy. She's sleeping in a convertable in a parking lot. lol. wtf? She's so weird. I miss her a whole lot though. my last weekend/this week/this weekend suck without her...

So a bazillion people quit Burger King, so they called John and he has an interview tomorrow! =) YAY! I'm so excited! He's one of my bestest friends ever! We're going to have so much fun! yay...

I wish Jessica would get home and call me. I really need to know if she's going with me to the mall tomorrow or not...cause I really dont want to go by myself and yeah, that would suck the big one. eww...

Welp, Ima thinkin' I'm done...BYE! =) have an awesomely magnificent night all!!

joeydomina

:: 2006 4 April :: 1.18pm

You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian.

Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.

Christianity
83%
Judaism
67%
Buddhism
50%
Hinduism
50%
Satanism
42%
Paganism
38%
Islam
17%
agnosticism
4%
atheism
0%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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wildthing

:: 2006 4 April :: 10.24am

Howdy!!! Well things are good me and Daryl have been together 6 Months, this friday *my prom night* WOOOT! Gosh i love him so much. I went to Portland TN with him *where he is from* and met his family they all seem really nice. So things are goin real good there, Soccer is also goin good, last weekend we won one game and tied the other it was awesome i was proud of myself!!! :D yeah, and i have been tanning for prom, and working, i have ACT's Saturday morning. so yeah great stuff...not. HOLY COW 6 weeks left of school!!! :(:(:(:( Its sad i dont wanna leave, but ya gotta go sometime. ya know. welpers, i guess ill ttyl LOVE YAS!!!!

:: 2006 4 April :: 10.52am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Love Is Rare - Morcheeba

errg...this is going to be the shittiest spring break ever...
ugh...my mom is being a bitch. my dad left for kalamazoo. I have to go golfing in like an hour. my computer is being gay for some odd reason. people are dumb. i have to work everyday this week. I really hope i get sunday off. But like a bagillion people quit so I highly doubt it. I have a Tummy ache. My brother is getting married to his ugly bitch girlfriend that I hate and he still hasnt told me. And I just wish that my sister would have Adulf Lusifer already so things could start looking up.

We should have just picked a better week to have spring break....

I want to do something fun...

I cant wait till tomorrow though!

I love you Jessica!! =)

Bye...