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tonyp.

:: 2006 10 March :: 1.07pm

for those who care my mother is out of i.c.u. im soo happy shes out. hopefully next week shell come home. gona start cleaning the house for her and were gona need help so if anyone cares to help movie alot and alot of old toys and broken junk let me know. my down stairs family room is huge but theres alot of junk lying around but once its cleaned i get to turn half of the shop into a tattoo shop which is awsome cause theres a slider door and the half id be getting is pretty big so i could have small get togthers in there whenever i wanted. so if anyone is willing to help my family her and there would be awsome.
god i need to sleep.

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rayray

:: 2006 9 March :: 12.32pm

I can't believe my sister is getting married saturday..

How outrageous. Yet, Awesome. I'm excited.

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rayray

:: 2006 8 March :: 5.56pm

At 7 Mike and I are going to look at a dog.

Funny? I think so.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 8 March :: 12.41am
:: Mood: Lonely
:: Music: James Blunt - You're Beautiful

youth group and dodgeball
tonight is dodgeball and youth group at my church. if anyone is interested give me a call on my cell if you want to go.... but you do kinda have to have your own ride or at least give me a few bucks for gas or so..... its really really cool. everyone is invited. except that one kid named leonard domina..... oh how i hate him.

Joey

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rayray

:: 2006 7 March :: 10.54am

I knew it was too good to be true. And had lasted longer than I or anyone else had expected..

And you thought I was talking about Mike and I. You were wrong..

I hadn't cried since January 11th. Would have been two months on Saturday.
But no, everything at work falls to shit.
My supervisor is turning everything back on me.
He's pulling shit out of his ass that I could get written up for and telling the people in HR.
He's threatening me. Pulling this "im bigger than you" bull shit.
Saying that everytime I talk to him I am nothing but disrespectful.
Thankfully HR is throwing away the write up's he's trying to give me.
I have to talk to a couple people to make sure that one of them will for sure get thrown away.

Work sucks. Never trust a man whose arms aren't the same length.

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moomoo

:: 2006 5 March :: 10.04pm

So this weekend was a blast. I didn't work as long of hours, cuz my hours got cut b/c of something extremely stupid. Which I don't care to explain right now. But yeah Saturday was fun, first I worked and I was suppose to get out at 4 and I had all these plans, but there like you have to stay till 8 now. Well I thru a huge fit got really pissed and she called matt in so I could go home. Kind of felt bad, cuz he had to do my job which he barely ever does. But at least I got out of there. Then I headed to alpine. Where I went to Amanda's, We went searching for jobs. We went to tons of places, we got kinda bored with turning in applications. Looked at some more bathing suits, still cant wait till Spring break in Florida. So then we got hungry and I called Amy and she met us at Applebees. I love that place. Then we got the idea to go bowling and to repay matt for working for me I called him to go with us. I'm sure everyone at work is going to read into that, but oh well, Whatever. So we played pool at first, which we all sucked at, so we just started cheating. Then we bowled, I did horrible the 1st game, but then I kicked everyones ass the second game. Well then we were getting ready to leave and some people that use to work with matt came and they were all drunk lol. But invited us to there lane and we didn't even have to pay. So we went with them and bowled till 2 in the morning. It was fun meeting new people. They were all 21 or 23 but oh well. The one guy was hitting on me like crazy, kind of creeping me out. But it was fun. Then Matt text me and ended up showing up. Which was awesome b/c me and Matt haven't hung out in forever. We need to do that again soon. So then after bowling we went back to Amandas. Where we watched Varsity blues, which was good, I forgot how funny that movie was. Then we went to sleep and I had to work at 10:30, so I was extremely tired all day but oh well. So I worked till 8, stupid McDonalds shake machine was broke again, so I made tons of shakes. I hope its fixed by tomorrow. Well I get Tuesday and Wednesday off this week. Give me a call if you wanna hang out. So my weekend rocked, how was everyone elses?

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tonyp.

:: 2006 5 March :: 7.58pm

well moms been in the hospital for the past week and shell be gone this week to, shes in i.c.u..
all ive done latly is play D&D which i cant complain but i still am kinda down. i went to breakfast with david the other day which was fun. hung out and played video games. everyone in this family is fighting and angery and worried and its pretty annoying i wish some of the adults would relize there are more important things to do than fight.
but like i said im pretty down..i guess the doctors are saying my mom might not make it which is pretty sad but shes not gona give up even tho here body already is. they have her on a resporator and shes got pumps on her legs that keep her blood moving. they say the cemo triggered it and now shes gona have her second treatment on tuesday so i have to keep my fingers crossed that it wont get worse.

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eddy

:: 2006 5 March :: 6.13pm
:: Music: Modest Mouse - Horn Intro

My Sunday
So my day was fun. Went grocery shopping at Meijers with my mom, and decided to dress as emo as I could get for such a spur of the moment decision. And Voila. The result. Not as far as I could have gone of course. But not too bad considering Im at my mom's and my only clothes were the ones I brought with me. I love my scarf, though its hard to see in any of these pictures. I also got some apples. They are delicious. I'm eating this as I type too. I also took a picture of my mom, spontaneous like, and it turned out rather emo looking as well, lol. See it!. She was just walking by. And this just because I wanted to post more pictures of me. Sad, I know.

EDIT
New icon. Decided to take a break from Ville for a short while. Some good ol Foamy instead.

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eddy

:: 2006 5 March :: 5.51pm


Thats the girl he chose,
And Heaven knows,

Im not that girl.....

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 5 March :: 1.57pm
:: Music: Bombastic love - britney spears

*sigh* what a week...
welp, we had a snow day on thursday. how retarded yet cool at the same time. there was hardly any snow outside but it was cool cause me, john, ash, alex, and kt (aka - all the fun people) went to big rapids helping john and ash find jobs. alex, kt, and i already have jobs but we were there for support i guess. but it was a sad day at the same time. my friend Dan's mom died that day in a really bad car accident. it's awful...Dan is such a good guy. things like that make it really hard for me to find something to believe in. if there is a God how could he let something like this happen? Dan's mom was soo nice and Dan is an awesome person and he loves his mom so much, why would He let this happen? it doesnt make sense to me. and it really doesnt make it easy for me to believe in Him...

friday was the last game vs. morely. we creamed them goat humpers. and it was the guy/girl dance at half time. it rocked. we did so good. i had so much fun. i love after i perform and everyone gives me all these compliments.

i cant wait until the poms banque(sp?)! i really hope i get a prise of some sort. i've been trying really hard so i think i might get something. I think either me or amy will win sparkle and shine. it'll be cool.

also i cant wait until golf! golf just rocks! even though i suck terribly...i love it! i love the people and ash and lauren and i think jeana is doing it this year so it's going to be like ten times better!

and i'm really considering trying out for the play. that should be alot of fun. it's peter pan this year. i'm interested and yeah...it'd be cool. it'd help me fullfill my dream...lol...

welp...fallout boy is in 16 days. and pistons is in 23 days! yay! i'm sooo effing excited! i cannot wait at all!



well yes...that's how my life's been..how about yours?


PS--I got my cds too!

*Britney Spears - Greatest Hits
*The Temptations - Gold
*Bowling For Soup - A Hang Over You Dont Deserve
*Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
*Jet - Get Born
*Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk

yes i know, very diverse...lol i'm cool like that

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eddy

:: 2006 4 March :: 4.09pm

YAY!!! I got my CD's today!! Just about half an hour ago! Im so excited!! I didn't realize there was a 20 dollar shipping and handling fee though =S oh well.

What I Got:
30 Seconds to Mars - A Beautiful Lie

Aqualung - Strange and Beautiful

HIM - Greatest Lovesongs Vol. 666

Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory

Weezer - The Blue Album

HIM - Love Metal

Wicked - Original Broadway Cast Recording

Im so happy! This made my day. =)

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eddy

:: 2006 4 March :: 11.39am

Thinking

Man, Im starting to feel like I really want to do something crazy with my hair. But I have no idea what. Nothing too crazy like turn it pink *cough*Adrianne*cough* Haha. I'm just kidding, I think its awesome that Adrianne's going to do that. She has guts, hehe. Can't wait to see it. As for myself, I really love this girl's hair. Im not sure though, I think going that dark would be a bit drastic for me. Maybe just a really dark brown instead of black? Hmmm....I think I'd also like it to be wavyish, like this. Kind of like Dani's hair is. Probably not those two together, that might not look so good. =) Let me know what you guys think, also I'm open to any new suggestions too! =D

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eddy

:: 2006 3 March :: 10.43pm
:: Music: Keith Urban music video on TV


Whatched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again today. Gotta love it. Other than that....not much to update on. Other than I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed by school lately =(

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box

:: 2006 3 March :: 7.57pm

Life has never been better!

Thru the ups and down's in life i am finally coming out on top. I am proud to say I am an Independant Business Owner. Things are going great. By mid summer I will be Job optional and financially free of trading time for money like the rest of you 95 percent'ers..

Anyways, tomorrow I will be going to pick up a transmission for my truck. Should be back before noon, Then i have a business meeting from 12:00 PM - 3:00PM After that I will be in the garage putting in my new tranny.

Sunday I will be in another more personal Business meeting with one of my Business mentors.

**Your mind is like a Parachute, it only work's if its Open***

~Cheers.

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rayray

:: 2006 3 March :: 6.38pm

Have you ever sat there and watched a candle in a glass holder burn for so long, and down so far that it's all liquid. You can actually see the metal piece at the bottom holding the wick. And you are just waiting for the moment the glass shatters. All the suspense is building up. Creating more pressure. So you finally blow the candle out because the more you thought about it, if it were to shatter, you'd have quite the mess to clean up. But then you relight all your candles several hours later, including that one candle you thought was going to shatter earlier.. Thats how my head feels at this moment. My headache is so intense. It went away long enough for me to fall asleep. But came back to wake me up with excrutiating pain through my entire head. Leaving me feeling miserable, like my head is going to explode..

I'm so happy I don't have to work tonight anymore.
Lori told me she'd work for me.
Sadly work was the only thing I had to do tonight.
I have no friends. Well I do, but they won't drive to Greenville to hang out with my lame ass.
Oh well. I'll just sit here, with my candles, and my headache.
And sulk.
Kidding. I called my dad and told him to get his ass off his couch and come over.
And Mike is coming over too.
Funny thing is I think my mom said something earlier about coming over too.
That won't be the least bit awkward.
Eh, Next weekend will be filled with BOTH of my parents.

And I heart tanning. I went for like 7 minutes today. Boobs = slightly burnt already. Could be because I burn fairly easily. haha yay! I'll be tan by next weekend!

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joeydomina

:: 2006 2 March :: 6.48pm

Open For Business
Well all I am officially open for business so if your parents are interested in my services have them give me a call at (616)901-4044 or 863-6051

$13 a month (this month is 10)
45 gallon carts (small I know but its all I can afford)
Pickup on Monday for the west side of Northland
Pickup on Friday for the east side of Northland
From Sand Lake to Rockford area

Thanx to all who support me

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rayray

:: 2006 2 March :: 8.26am

Nothing is worse than being called a fucking cunt by a BLACK guy.
But being sexually harassed by your supervisor comes real close.

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rayray

:: 2006 1 March :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: *exhausted*
:: Music: *automatic flowers - olp*

*love me for who i am not who you want me to be*
Having trouble sleeping again.
The neighbors baby won't stop crying.
I hate going to the dentist.
Got my hair cut.
A trim turned into about an inch and a half cut off. Whoops.
My best friend from when I was 3, Billy, is going to marry some nut job who thinks he's going to cheat on her with every girl he talks to.
They bought a house together. Neither of them live in it. She won't move in until their married. And he doesn't want to live there alone.

My sisters wedding is next weekend.
Mike's birthday is next weekend.
As well as Addisons.
My dads birthday is today.

My entries are always boring and pointless.
But I don't care because they represent me.
Boring, not exactly pointless.

Chris told me he'd cook for me, at my apartment. He's even bringing the food. You may have to bring some dishes too.

Anyone know of anyone who has a double or queen bed for real cheap? I am in desperate need.
My bed = Hurts my back A LOT.

Woo! I lose a point at work today. If I can make it to may without missing a day or being late, I'll be down to 2 points and I'll get my incentive back and I'll be making more money! Funny thing about that is, when I got my incentive, I didn't realize it until I lost it. haha

Anywhore. I'm done. I quit.
Maybe I'll sleep. Maybe not.
Food sounds good.

Bye.

I lied.

Here is a picture of my piercing that I got back in November...
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Better not copy me or I'll put a boot in yer ass.

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tonyp.

:: 2006 1 March :: 12.30pm

well god damn.....
after only one day at wicked ways i have already been replaced.....
just because i did one bad belly button and i wasent experenced(sp). i feel like i let myself down, no i let myself down and ben. i was so frickin proud of myself and i screwed up. well i need to focus on tattooing anyways. but like i said im still proud to say i was an employee of wicked ways which in my mind is one of the best tattoo shops in michigan. theres a tattoo convention coming up on march i think 15,16 and 17 or its 17,18and 19 but it dosent matter im gona go to that cause it will make me feel better. but yea now my life sucks again.....

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chelthesmell

:: 2006 28 February :: 8.59pm
:: Music: dream on - aerosmith

yup so...i was thinkin' last night as i lie in my beddy bye...

When you die, if you had the option to meet only 5 people you've never met before that are famous in some way, whether it be politics or fame and fortune, who would you choose to meet?

It's hard for me to pick...

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tonyp.

:: 2006 28 February :: 11.57am

well yesterday was my first day at wicked ways. it was pretty cool i guess. the place is soo soo clean. i think ill like it there but i have to get alot better at piercings if im gona stay so im gona need some people to practice on. i only work mondays, wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. i went to dinner with erica davy and ramiro after words which was fun to i havent eaten that much in a long time but yea other than that theres not much else that new so later.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 27 February :: 10.55pm

hellz yeah

ok here's the skinny

I have a one ton dually f350 w/ flatbed that i'm gonna put sides on.....
a business name, an investor, and to top it all off my family is behind me on this

now i ask all of you to help me in encouraging your parents to buy my service over other garbage companies

here are some of my incentives to them using me instead of another company

My company will have nothing but friendly and timely service
We charge no more and no less than $ 13 dollars
Once a week pickup either mondays or fridays
None of the have it out by 4 am stuff
I do have a limit on the amount of bags to be set out but it is at 6 large bags
You will talk straight to the owner/worker no middle man
No contracts to service
Customer oriented service

How's that for a business plan BOOYAH

Joey

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rayray

:: 2006 27 February :: 8.48am

I am so sick and tired of everyone not liking who I date. It doesnt matter who it is, no one likes him. You all find something wrong with him. You say I'm wasting my time. You say I can do better. That he's wrong for me. Well guess what, it's my life, and I will date who I please. I don't need permission from any of you. None of you know the whole story with Mike. And if you haven't met him, your opinion of him means nothing to me.

Yeah, he broke up with me and was a dick when he broke up with me. However, he had good reasoning. You would have done the same thing. But things are better now. We aren't back together. And we haven't completely worked through our problems, but we're getting there. What we are trying to get passed isn't easy. I will be surprised if we get back together.

The story: I got drunk and I did cheat on him. I tried to deny it, because I didn't want to hurt him. But I was hurting him more by denying it. "I was drunk" isn't a good excuse. It's not an excuse at all. But it's all I've got. I don't know why I did what I did. After drinking a 5th of Captain Morgan to myself, I shouldn't remember anything. I regret it. But there is nothing I can do to change it. I am ashamed of myself. I always said I would never cheat on someone because I know what it feels like to be cheated on.

If there's someone you should dislike, it should be me. Not him. He hasn't done anything wrong.

I'm lucky he's even talking to me. I'm lucky that we have the relationship we do right now. I don't deserve it. If he forgives me, I don't deserve it. I don't deserve anything, except his hatred. But he doesn't hate me, and I don't understand it.

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TonyP.

:: 2006 26 February :: 11.47pm

well i guess there is some gold in all this grey

i got a job at wicked ways tattoo and piercing in comstock park.
well i dont really want to say i have the job because im going there to work tommorow but he can say that im not really what hes looking for but i dont really care because i doubt that he'll say that.
but yea thats all i really wanted to say is that im the piercer at wicked ways.

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moomoo

:: 2006 26 February :: 10.07pm


So this weekend was pretty fun. I worked like usual. I got out early on Saturday though. So me and Amanda went to go looking at bathing suits, I'm so excited for spring break. Then we went to West gate bowling alley to see Amy. Then kristine called me and showed up there, which was cool. Because we haven't hung out in forever. I love seeing old friends. Then we all went to the apartments to hang out then. Then I went to work. Which I forgot to clock out at so I got paided for a extra hour I wasn't even there for.Oh yeah the guy that hit my car went thru drive thru today. But I didn't notice till he got to the window, otherwise me and matt would of done something mean lol. Well I Hope everyone else had a good weekend 2.

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