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2006 26 February :: 9.50pm
I have a dream
Well let me see...... whats new..... I am gonna start a business, now what kind of business
My business flyer
Bam thats what kind
let your parents know..... oh and they have to ask for joey
thanx bye,
JOey
:new - well it is a garbage company for all those who didnt know what refuse meant jk. but yeah it wont be up and running for about two weeks i think. yeah um yeah
:updated picture that is my now actual flyer
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2006 25 February :: 11.44pm
Don't ask me how I find these things. Just click it. lol
CLICK ME
wait for the music.
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2006 25 February :: 8.48pm
i hate to bitch and complain soo much but im gona and if your my friend youll listen.
i hate this, i feel like a ass hole. i feel like im a horriable person because im mad at my mom. it pisses me off to see how shes acting how shes milking this for all its worth, i feel like it might not be as bad as it really is. everyone is making her think shes completely helpless and is gona die and thats how shes treating it, its like shes giving up and that makes me mad as hell.
my car is a piece of shit, i was suppose to be getting a better car when i got ride of my thunderbird insted i got a car with a leaky gas tank and on top of that i get in a god damn accident.
i get my hopes up because of chad and getting a job at a shop but nope. once again i think im gona get a job and of course i get let down.
not to sound like a depressed emo kid or anything this is just how i feel......i feel like the whole god damn world is out to get me, i need a break.
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2006 25 February :: 1.01am
Well what can I do now. Nothing worse I think. oh well let me know what I can do. ttyl all bye JOey
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2006 24 February :: 4.57pm
well god damn
i was driving home from sand lake and some smart ass pulled out of the bank and just kinda waited for me to hit him.... my shoulders alittle sore and my car is too but its all good. the guy seemed nice, poor basterd only had the car for two days.
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2006 24 February :: 3.29pm
I think this is going to be one of those days where I dont hear from him all day and then he just shows up in the middle of the night.
I hate how I get so mad when I don't hear from him and then he just shows up. But it makes me happy when he just shows up.
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2006 23 February :: 7.27pm
:: Music: E.P. - If i can dream
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Yay.
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2006 22 February :: 4.29pm
So I got my car fixed, well as fixed as its going to get. Guess what, I"M GOING TO FLORIDA FOR SPRING BREAK!!! I'm a little excited lol. So this weekend I'm going to go buy a new bathing suit for it. Florida is going to be so much fun, I cant wait. Oh and Jessica I hope you feel better soon. I miss you like crazy.
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2006 22 February :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: *stressed*
:: Music: *u got it bad - usher*
*sometimes the stress becomes too much to deal with*
I've had a stress headache since last Tuesday.
It was so bad on Monday I had to go to the doctor.
He gave me a shot to relieve the pain.
Didn't work.
He prescribed me some pills.
They work for like a half an hour.
The pain isn't in a specific spot.
It's my entire head.
I sliced my thumb at work the other night.
So Hans has me doing shit jobs until it heals a little bit.
A kid I know from high school works with me now.
He was a senior when I was a freshman.
He keeps making Mike jealous.
What can ya do.
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2006 21 February :: 7.16pm
well im alittle bumbed, i was suppose to be getting a job at a tattoo shop that chad (the guy to is teaching me ) was going to start up. it would be his second shop and he wanted me to run it. well turns out that one of the guys didnt want to start a second shop with him and the third guy ended up in jail so im not getting a job, oh well i guess its best i need to stay home and take care of everone. today was my moms first kemotherapy treatment. i guess it went well shes sleeping now, she has been sence 4:30 i guess kemo takes alot out of you. i have a favor for all my friends who still go to school or see me ever. to start collecting pop taps and send them to me, it helps pay for my moms treatment and it helps the kidney dialisas (i dont know if thats how its spelled). so if you see me and your nice enough to but some taps in a baggy that would be awsome. i got a nintendo game cube yesterday and i went out and got some games but i need a memory card or everything that i do dosent get saved. any one have a gamecube memory card they want to sell me for cheap....im broke.
well thats it.
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2006 21 February :: 6.58pm
:: Music: soad - questions
yeah, so back to school today eh? lol! yeah, i found out some good news! yay! =) makes me smile! but i have the sniffles and that does not make me smile at all. i keep effing sneezing and then my eyes get all watery. i think he got me sick. ass head. oh well...it was worth it i suppose. lol! welp...BYE!!
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2006 21 February :: 2.45pm
Turns out I have to reschedule my knee surgery for the third time.
Thank my sister for that one.
Her and Derrick decided like 3 or 4 days ago to get married in 3 WEEKS instead of in like 8 months..
Can't complain too much, I'm the Maid of Honor. And I get to wear jeans!
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2006 20 February :: 7.08pm
You can't escape the wrath of my heart,
Beating to your funeral song, (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for Hell regained,
And love dust in the hands of shame. (Just be brave)
Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed,
And lead you along this path in the dark,
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth.
I'll be the thorns on every rose,
You've been sent by hope, (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up,
From the dream of a dream of love. (Just like before)
Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close,
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone,
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home.
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2006 20 February :: 4.25pm
Must be,
Strangely exciting,
To watch the stoic,
squirm....
Went to the ortho today. Was there like, 2 mins tops. Got a Before/After picture sheet. Crazy how much I grew up in 4 years without realizing it. Kind of scary too. Wish I could stay a kid forever...and then, also, can't wait to grow up, go out on my own. Just scared of falling I guess.
How bout me not blaming you for everything?
How bout me enjoying a mometn for once?
How bout how good it feels to finally forgive you?
How bout grieving it all one at a time?
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chelthesmell
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2006 20 February :: 2.06am
:: Mood: annoyed
couldnt sleep so I thought I'd bitch a little...
So tonight I attended a surprise party with my friends for my close friend, Justine Wells. And of course, with Justine and the rest of my friends being hippie Jesus freaks, it was at the church that most of them attend. I didnt really want to go at first because my best friend Ashley wasnt going but I thought I'd remind Alex of how good he had it he had last night (lol). But that is indeed a different story. Anywho...we're having a merry ol time at this fiesta and then out of no where my friend Joel's dad, Mr. Ballivian approaches me. At first he calls me Ashley but then I remind him that I am Chelsea Dadd. "Oh yes, Chelsea Dadd, that's right. Well Chelsea, I just thought I'd let you know how glad I am to see you here. So it takes a party to get you to come though?" I stand there, calmly yet a little shocked at his remark. "Do you have a chruch or a youth group that you are involved in?" I just shake my head no, kind of looking away. "Well we would love to have you here. yada yada yada..." I was just kinda shocked for a minute at his request and then just shrugged it off. Ari and I sort of laugh, she knows how I feel of religion and such. Then when I tell Justine about the situation I just got caught up in, she says that she agrees with him. And she tells me this because she wants me to go to heaven. I was stunned and ferious. "Just because you dont go to church, doesnt mean you wont go to heaven!" I exclaimed. "Oh yes I know that, but do you think you're going to heaven?" "I'd like to think so...!" "Well that's good cause I dont know what I'd do without you there." Pissed...I was completely pissed!
I am so unbelievably sick of people trying to "Save Me". It's rather annoying. I am only sixteen and a half years old. I've barely lived my life. Plus there are so many religions in the world to choose from, how can someone expect someone to hurry up and deside? How can I be expected to choose a religion and promise that's what I'll believe in for the rest of my life? I barely know of many religions, how can I be expected to pick one just because all my friends believe in it? It's annoying and very preasuring how I constantly get religion shoved down my throat. It's no fair. And how they desided to pick on me out of everyone there just boggle's my mind. Trisha Wiggins and Jenny Bohaltz I'm sure dont go to church and they have the nerve to pick on my and only me!
It makes me wonder, do they sit there and prey for me? Is everyone worried that I'm not going to heaven? How can they assume such things?!
If they really wanted to know they would know that I dont believe in anything really right now at this point in my life. Like right now, yes, I have ideas of God somewhat. But I have no clue if I will stick with them. I dont believe in church. I dont believe the only way to show your love for God is waking your ass up at the crack of dawn every Sunday just because you're afraid you wont go to heaven. I dont believe that, not one bit. Yes, I prey every now and then. But I dont bug God. I think it's selfish to prey before every meal or every night before you go to sleep. I only prey when it's nessicery.
I know they just want to give me more knowledge on their beliefs and they dont mean any harm. But they dont have to do it by making me feel like I'm shoved into a corner, being told to do this or I wont join them in heaven.
It's bullshit, complete and udder bullshit.
LEAVE ME ALONE!! I'll figure out what I believe in on my own time and on my own terms. I'll figure out if I think there is a heaven or not and if I'm going to it or not. Just let me do it on my own. I'm a big girl. Let go of my hand I dont need help. If I feel like going to church, I just might. And if I dont, welp..then I wont...
And a word to the wise:: If you want people to join you in your beliefs and such, dont force it upon them. That's never cool. It's actually down right rude I think.
Dont be a dick, and dont preach to nonbelievers like God is Satan in discuise. Cause for not knowing much about religion, I know God is the forgiving type and supposibly loves all of his childern. Just because you show it more than others doesnt mean we're all going to hell and you're not.
I think thats probably the worst thing to say to someone, "You're going to Hell." That's probably the meanest thing on earth. I think anyone that says that so someone, doesnt know what they've got coming to them....
welp, I think I'm done bitching for now...BYE!
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2006 20 February :: 12.01am
yeah...so my weekend fucking rocked! i'm sooo happy! i hope mike cryed on our annerversery while held in my screams...lol! yeah...! *smiles real big* mindy, we need to talk! =)
YAY!!!
i hope next weekend is just as good...! =) =)
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2006 18 February :: 2.28pm
So fantabulous
"My ass is ruined for good"
"Where are you going? What happened to your bum cheeks?"
"What a bitch"
Hilarious voice overs. You gotta see it!
CLICK ME!-click on one of the blue links
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2006 18 February :: 11.34am
:: Music: so lonely - twista and mariah carey
so power outage sucked ass. all of sandlake was soo effing dark for the longest time. i desided thats what sandlake look like a hundered years ago anyways so it was like a flash back i guess. i stayed at the bar the whole time cause i dont like being alone in the dark...esspecially in this house, creeps me right out! lol.*sigh* i hate this place. but oh well...only a year and 4 months! yay!!
me and ash had fun yesterday. not the kinda fun we were looking for but i guess it was fun while it lasted. hopefully tonight will be crazy fun. hehehe...
welp, today was spose to be one year for me and him. i'm glad it didnt last that long but i'm sad all at the same time. but oh well, fuck him! fuck him in his cry baby ass! thats what i desided! i hate him more than i've ever loved him! i hope he's unhappy and depressed all day today cause i'm going to live it up! yay! cant wait!!!
i'm going to have to go to my grandma's before the fun starts tonight though cause i work for her ever now and then. we're ordering pizza! i cant wait! i need gas money and minutes on my cell. i officailly have 2 minutes and 43 seconds on that thing. so yeah if you try to call it probably either wont work or i wont answer lol! john called it yesterday and i answered it and really fast i said "i'll call you right back bye!" and it was like speedy fast. when i called him back he was like that was weird. and i'm like uhh...yeah...lol! yeah thats what happened. believe it or not. i suppose...i shall be going now! i hope everyone has a wonderful day cause it maybe concidered the day of stupidness in my book but i'm making the best out of it and you should too! for me at least...lol!
NOTE to everyone who reads this and that i love:: if someone sings to you today with intensions of asking you out, say no! plug your ears and run! they are full of shit and they are lying! trust me on this one!!!
lol...bye!
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2006 18 February :: 12.47am
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
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You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.
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"FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING NOTHING PUDDLE OF FUCKDEW. YOU DRIPPING STICKY BLEACH SMELLING MASS OF EXTREME UBER-MENTAL RETARDATION. SOUR JIZZ FUCKASSFACE. EAT MY FUCK WITH AN EXTRA SIDE OF FUCK FRIES.
YOU FUCKHOLE."
----Gotta love Dane Cook man
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2006 17 February :: 11.21pm
So the power just finally turned back on for me. Its been off since 2 in the morning. The house was freezing. I worked 10 to 10 today. We were so busy, cuz no one had any power so it seemed everyone was out. I hope its not like that tomorrow. I didn't realize how many people cared about till after the car accident. So I love all you guys for asking if I was okay and such. Thanks, it really made my day.
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2006 17 February :: 3.20pm
The weather sucks. But everyone already knows that.
My power went out when I was frosting Andrew's cake.
Sucked major ass, not going to lie about it.
Everytime the power would come back on, I'd start frosting it again, and the power would go back off.
So I lit some candles. Still wasn't enough light.
And Mike being the sweetheart he is, went out to my car in the shitty fucking weather to get a flashlight for me.
I finally go to sleep about 7:30 after we ordered pizza and attempted to watch a movie while my power would go off for a few seconds and then come back on for 10 and go off for a few seconds and come back on for 30 and go back off for a few seconds..
I get up, take a shower and start getting ready for work and I grabbed my phone to call my mom, and I see I have a voicemail.
The voicemail was from Katelyn telling me that her mom (who works in human resources) said I wasn't expected to report to work and to start calling all the people I could from both plants and tell them the same thing.
So Mike and I called all the people we could which took about 25 minutes.
He left me to go to work to tell people there that they could go home.
Dick never came back, him and Matt went to the bar.
So finally about 3:30 I fell back to sleep on my living room floor, waking up at about 6.
Called Mike at like 7 so he could come keep me company.
Talked on my phone with Andrews dad for about 2 hours.
Mike showed up and we went to Langston to his moms house and that was chaos.
And now I am sitting at my dads using his computer.
Drinking a smoothie.
Waiting for Andrew, Katelyn, Dustyn and Karley to get here to get his cake.
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2006 16 February :: 11.14pm
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Hmmm....I just noticed today how many Titty Bar ads and how many Semi's etc are actually on the highway on the way to Chicago. Mostly in Indiana. I can't count how many ads I saw, and there were 5 to 10 semi's or whatever crowded in a small area at any given time. Craziness. I love going to Chicago though. I, for some reason, love the big city. I also saw the theatre where Wicked was playing and begged my mom to take me but she wouldn't =( There were posters for it hanging from every lamp post on both sides. I liked seeing all the awesome stores too =D We were going to go to the Smithsonian, we always do something like that to make the trip worthwhile, but my mom would have had to find an ATM and it was expensive and all this, so we didn't. I also wanted to go to Medieval Times but they only have two shows a night, the first at like 6, and we wouldn't have gotten back till midnight or so. So we didn't do that either. We decided to just come home. We did stop at Hobby Lobby in Michigan City, and I got a puzzle, black paper to draw on, and the French Gray prismacolor marker set. Wee!
I'm gonna be somebody,
One of these days I'm gonna break these chains,
I'm gonna be somebody someday,
You can bet your hard earned dollar I will
Last night I went to Chelsea's to give her her money and then hung out for a while. Mishy wanted me to call her so I did, and we thought about going bowling with Jessica. So I went over there, but her mom wouldn't let her go because she was slightly sick and needed to get better or they would have to postpone her surgery. So I went and picked up Mishy and we were gonna go by ourselves. So we get there, walk in....look around. And Mishy says "Wanna go see a movie?" and im like "yeah!" So we left and were going to get something to eat first. We went to Arby's ordered our food, and Mishy goes to write her check, asking the date. The lady then proceeds to tell us they don't take checks. So we left to go to IHOP (or I-hizzle) get to the door, look at the sorry we don't accept checks sign, then turn around and go back to the car. We just went to my mom's and had spaghetti-o's and ramen instead. Then we headed out to the theatre.....which was closed. So instead we go to Meijer's to screw around for a few hours. I had fun! =D lol
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2006 16 February :: 4.53pm
So today fucking sucked. I got in my first car accident. But it wasn't my fault, so that's good. I was just driving down 17 mile and some guy just comes out of speed way and hits the side of my car. I being the girl that I am freak out and just sit and scream. Then pull into speed way. Where I'm not sure what to do, cuz I've never been in a car accident, not even with other people. So I call my manger henry and he tells me to call the police. So I do, while I sit and wait in the rain for a while. Then he comes and gives the other kid a ticket. So that just about completely ruined my day. The right turn signal doenst work, the right side up front is broke off, the bumper has a crack in it, and the fuckers red paint is all over that car. But I think the only thing I'm really going to have to fix is the light, the rest I'm just gonna leave I think. God this sucks........ Also I was freezing to death from being in the rain for so long. At least my parents understand so I didn't get bitched at. Oh yeah, while I was standing there the kids like this is my 4th accident. People suck.
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2006 16 February :: 2.44pm
:: Mood: on the verge of breaking down
:: Music: unwritten law - she says
welp, we got out early today. at like noon and i had just gotten to school at 10:30 or so, what a waste of time and gas. oh well. welp bad memeries we broughten up. i'm not over it. i always get these urges to just break down and cry infront of everyone. but i dont...i dont like it when people pitty me and stuff, makes me feel like shit and weak. and said good bye once, i wont say it again, and i refuse to say hello. yeah..thats right, suck on that.
valentines day sucked. i hate valentines day. makes me feel worse. ugh...oh well. gabe cooper (cute little freshie) made me a card, made my day lol. and my daddy bought me a carnation. i love my dad. he always knows how to make me happy esspecially when he knows i dont want to talk about it. i think it's cool how he knows i'm sad and i dont even have to tell him, and he knows it's asshole's fault why i'm sad and he knows how to make me smile. i love my father, he's my hero, the best man that will ever enter my life...
well...bye!
P.S.--33 more days!!
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2006 16 February :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: renewed
:: Music: Elvis - Gospel
"There's a heaven somewhere"
(So Valentines Day was completely unexpected. It was very nice for a change. I have no regrets. And I'm very happy to see a change in the writings I read.)
So things are good now, i'm happy. Work is fine, although we're moving the store which is going to suck, mainly because it's going to be moved into a tiny little store a forth the size of what we have now. Oh well.
I learned a few new songs on my guitar, one being a song that two lovers once shared, an Elvis song.
Must go and get ready for work, later.
Bradley
(I miss you)
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