love me or hate me its all the same

9 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 4 June :: 4.04pm

Stupid jeans.
I tell ya what.
I'm going to stop wearing them all together.
2 pairs of jeans ruined in 2 days.
Yesterday I noticed that my new jeans, that I have only worn twice mind you, have tears in the top inside corners of the back pockets.
Today Christine was being hooker trash and decided that she'd be funny and tap this oil thing on the pin machine while I was reaching up to fill the pin tub, and she got oil all over my hand, and my jeans.
So now I have this big huge yellow oil stain.
Oh well.
I have the one pair soaked in SHOUT right now. Hopefully that will do the trick.
Otherwise, I'm making that fat bitch buy me a new pair of jeans.
I'm crabby if you haven't noticed.
I have friday off of work.
And if you're smart, you'll know why.
I'm not sure if Carley and I are still on for Red Lobster or not.
I'll be too poor, considering I'll only have a 3 days check this week because my lazy ass never got up friday morning.
Well I did, but it wasn't to my alarm.
It was to Mike saying "what the fuck are you still doing here?"
Yep. So I spent the day in bed with him because I'm a lazy fuck.
And that is pretty much where I spent most of my weekend.
Other than saturday afternoon when I was at the ER with my grandmother.
She fell and broke her left arm just below her shoulder.
Has a black eye.
And is in pretty rough shape.

:: 2007 3 June :: 5.09pm

anyone know a jen nash from sliver lake?

:: 2007 2 June :: 11.26pm

so now my truck sits without a motor, took us like 4ish hours to get it out. Going to take ALOT longer to put it back in and fix some stuff that was put together wrongish

:: 2007 1 June :: 6.46pm

My new favorite food.
Grilled cheese and spaghetti sauce.

:: 2007 1 June :: 1.19pm

A serious update on my behalf. If you don't like it, piss off.
In some ways I feel like I have messed up my life, yet I feel like I have everything I need and I'm happy.
I have lead it in a path that would take a very long time to reconstruct if such events happened that would cause me to fall flat on my ass.
I know that if Mike and I ever split up, I wouldn't be the same.
It would take me a very long time to get over it and even then, I don't think I could fully get over it.
I used to be a pretty independent person.
I could hold my own, and I didn't need a guy there all the time.
But I was very unhappy and I made a lot of decisions that I'm not proud of.
I let my mother get the best of me.
I am very happy with Mike, but sometimes I feel like I'm not cut out for this whole relationship thing.
Maybe its that I'm still in shock that we have been together for 19 months.
Whatever the reason is, it doesn't explain why I keep screwing up.
Why I can't put my sarcastic, bitter, 'could-give-a-fuck-less' attitude in the closet.
I feel like I have to do everything I can to see how long before he breaks.
I feel like I keep screwing up all the time, or saying the wrong things, to see what will happen.
To see if he's had the last straw.
Why does my brain have to be so cluster-fucked with thoughts and emotions all the time.
Guh!

8 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 31 May :: 2.55pm

The heat has me cranky and tired.
Im not very much fun to be around.
Today was a miserable day at work.
Oh and let me tell ya if I felt like typing out how my day went, trust me you'd get every last detail.
So I will just leave it at this.
Christine is a fat fucking lazy skank ass that smells like bad fish and dirty socks.

Anyway.
Baseball tonight in Palo.
Woohaa!
Im too tired to even sit here.

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 28 May :: 10.49pm

Thoughts on my birthday
As my birthday nears, I'm not as excited as I was last week or the week before.
It's not going to be as grand as I had anticipated because more than likely I won't be able to afford to do anything.
I'll be taking the day off of work, but it won't be to do anything I'd like to or will be enjoying.
Something has me in a mood right now.
Well more like all day.
Mike told me that he'd try to make my birthday special for me without having to go out and spend money.
It was sweet.
This morning he woke me up at about 2, and told me that he thought we needed to spend some quality time together.
That he wanted me to be awake with him and watch a movie and cuddle.

Hopefully Jamie quit calling Carley.
And I also hope what Mike and I said to him, didn't make matters worse.
Mike started in when he called me a 'fucking dead beat'.

:: 2007 26 May :: 6.19pm

So no fair with Carley today.
That bummed me out.
I was really looking forward to it.
Instead I went to the Car show, ate elephant ears and watched the smoke show with Mike and Darielle (his daughter).
Now I am waiting for Buc and Mike to get back with the car so I can go to dinner with my dad, sister and brother in law.
My arms are cold and tired.

:: 2007 25 May :: 8.34pm

So my tara and my katelyn have finally graduated.
And still 2 years later, I do NOT miss high school at all.
It was fun while it lasted, but it was time to move on.

Blazin' buffalo & Ranch Dorito's are my new favorite.
Except they need more of a ranch flavor to them.

Right now Wayne is here looking at Mike's truck.
He's interested in buying it.
My Carley is coming over tomorrow!
We're going to Sheridan Fair it up!
There's PONIES!
It's a little rinky dink springfest.

I also have to make time for my sister and brother-in-law.
Perhaps they will join us all at the fair tomorrow.
oOoh!

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 25 May :: 11.39am

i just put in my 2 weeks at surefil, if anyone needs a job.

pays $8/ hour its out by the airport, not to hard of a job, hours are usually from 11 pm to 11 am friday and saturday nights.

only requirements you need to be able to pee clean.

chelthesmell

:: 2007 24 May :: 1.02pm

Graduation tonight!
I'm so excited!
My open house isnt until July 21st though. I still have to call around to get some of your addresses so I can send you an invite. Should be a grand ol' time though.
YAY!!!=)

4 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 23 May :: 12.07pm

bored.
HAHA.

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:: 2007 22 May :: 10.33am

tournament sunday.
feeling good about it.

:: 2007 22 May :: 5.27am

Baseball 4 nights a week is going to be the death of me.
My birthday is nearing.
17 days actually.
Im way excited.
Red Lobster for Carley and I!
Not sure what else though.
Mike isn't getting very excited about my birthday.
Oh well.

Tara and Katie Graduate on Thursday!
Makes me feel old.

:: 2007 22 May :: 1.32am

i want to see europe, not sure why.

:: 2007 20 May :: 10.41pm

so, i decided to get in shape for paintball, i went for a run tonight, maybe 8 blocks at the most i ran, a 4 minute run at a decent pace, i'm so tired right now haha. my legs are burning already. but i feel really good about myself

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 19 May :: 9.50am

today is going to be crazy...

was up at 11 yesterday, played 9 holes at north kent, worked from 5-7, worked from 11-11, going to what was formally mayhem and is now magnum sports (ghey name) filling my tank, get to daryl's about 2ish maybe, rock the field for a few hours, go pass out. wake up and do it again!

3 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 18 May :: 3.11pm

Things seem to be holding themselves together.
I went back to work on monday.
It was a little rough trying to get back in the swing of things, but I managed to get myself through the week.
I realized that I function better if I sleep less.
Actually, I have a hard time falling asleep or feeling tired before 11:00.
My last day through Peoplelink is the 28th, and then I transfer to Manpower.
Unless GRC decides that they want to hire me in full time.
I sent a rather lengthy email to the head HR personnel today.
I thoroughly explained my reasonings behind why I believe I should be hired in, with details of what my daily tasks entale.
I, being a temp shouldn't be doing the computer update, the paper work, making labels, or full-time employee annual testing. (There are other tasks but my mind fails to remember them).
I also became line leader when I returned back to work, because Micki went to Rockford to work on third shift..
Total crock if you ask me.
I care about my job because I fear losing it, but I don't care enough to blow or kiss ass to get a raise or promotion.
I signed a job posting to work in service, but I won't get it.
I spent 3 hours doing computer testing today and then I was frowned upon because my line was behind.
Not my fault by the way.

Mike got his lay off slip last night.

Sorry, I am just in the mood to piss and moan about whatever I possibly can.
It started at 6:00 this AM.

:: 2007 14 May :: 5.15am

I go back to work today.
Im not that excited about it.
I enjoyed being laid off but the lack of money sucked.
Unemployment was paying shit.
Mike is losing his job in two weeks.
Its been awhile since I've seen 5 AM.
And I think I got up way too early.
I slept wrong on my neck.
If you haven't noticed I feel like complaining right now.
Meh, whats the use.

6 will hate me | will you love or hate

joeydomina

:: 2007 13 May :: 7.39am

Happy Birthday to me......
Happy Birthday to me......
ummm Happy Birthday to me......

2 will hate me | will you love or hate

:: 2007 13 May :: 7.28am

another kill for the tempo.

was coming back from IHOP turning left onto patter son and was in the left side of the left lane and there was this guy in the right in a blue chrysler 300, probably a V6. But anyways he got on it and so did i, but he had the run on me from the corner, anyways we make it down to 40th street light its red and i look over at the guy and he's smileing. light turns green, i was asleep at the light :( he had about a 1/4 car on me, started going through the gears and a bout half way through second i started to pull in front of him, by the time we both shut them down i had like a 1/2 car on him i think.

it was fun haha. The guy got beat by a ratty old tempo :D

moomoo

:: 2007 12 May :: 6.56pm

Well things have been going awesome. My new job is turning out really well, I like it a lot. Its been a while since I could say that. I cant wait for tonight. Things are going great. I am so happy right now.

joeydomina

:: 2007 12 May :: 8.07am

Lost and Found
Well all I'm very upset. I either left my new cowboy hat somewhere or someone stole it..... That was the first thing my dad's bought me in like 5 years. :( It meant alot to me because it was my favorite hat that I've owned. If anyone would like to help me try to buy a new one Please send money to my house just some spare change or something. Thanks if anyone responds and sends money my way.

2203 15 Mile Rd NE
Sparta, MI 49345

Bye