hello u....
wow i havent writtne nehting in a while....

Well yesterday i went to Maine w/ Brittany, Manda, and Kelsey... we had fun!! we went shopping and ate food ahhahah... it was nice and warm out 2!! i love how its soo nice out...

i can't wait till its the summer!! im soo excited!!! when its nice out thats when u can have fun cuz u can hang out wiht ppl outside insed of tryignt o find a place wehre everyoen can go inside.. and then at nigth its still nice out soo u can hong out later! lol i love it!! ahhaah the best part is fuckin otuside ahahah HOT!! :-p .....

lol well today is the marathon day.. oh joy.. does neone really give a fuck.. cuz i don't.. all they do is block the rodes and i have places to go soo they can eat my ass!!!im not about to go watch ppl run if i can't even see who wins... mayb if i coudl b at the finish line and watch the ppl cross i would care but to jsut watch them run buy is a waste of my time... and y they care who wins is beyond me neway... if u want to run in a race go to the olympics where ppl care... wow a little harsh but im mad that i cant go to cvs cuz i need to go get some makeup and shit cuz im almost out.. ahahhahaha wow i can't believe i just wrote that but its the truth.. im a loser i know...

well becasue i can home late last nigth i don't think i can go out ne way.. but i can like beg my mom and im sure she let me out... hehehe

TOMORROW IS 4:20!!!!!! lol thats gonna b fun i hope... fuckin asshoels ripped me off sooo umm there gay and made tomorow gay for me but w/e they can lick my ass.. and i hope ryan dies cuzs hes a fuckin grimey ass scum bag who should come over here and get jumpped again... this time i want to watch him get booted in the face!!

Its soo nice outside.. its like 80 degreese!! im soo excited that summer is finally comming! the hotness makes me want to goout on my pourch and have a snadwitch like the true hick i am... lol i have to do laundry and shit 2.. might as well do it now since my mo wont let me out..... ill update more later.. lol if nehtin new happens which i doubt

<3Lizzy

im teired of being alone
i hate it, im sick and teired of being second best... i don't get y but i guess thats as good as ill ever b.... im sick of being alone and i was hopeing that would change but i guess not, im sick and teired of things not going my way... what did i do to never get nethin i want, i don't everything all the time but i would liek to just once get what i want more thne nehting... im sick and teired of it all.....i hate u!!!... y?y did u even bother if i was only second best... IM SICK AND TEIRED OF BEIGN SECOND BEST!!! y can't i mean nething more then just sex to someone?? is that all im good for? if it is then y do i waste my time falling in love with ppl who could care less about me... i guess i should have learned my lesson a long time ago, thats im nothin to ne one and i never will b... its sad but its reality, and u know what reality sucks... but im sick and teird of hiding my feelings to make everything go away cuz trust me shit never goes away, and it always comes back to hit me in the face... what did i do..... what can i do to b more then 2ed... ill do nething.. but its like u don't even see me nemore..... im still here!!! LOOK AT ME!!! I FUCKIN LOVE U!!!! but i guess thats not enuf for u... Its never eunf and im sick and tried of that too... im soo sick and teired of everything... i don't understand y god loves to see me unhappy cuz believe it or not under all my happyness thats you see is the pain iv felt for years and today and for now on im not goin to hid it cuz it gets me nowhere way to fast....and u know im soo sick and teired of not gettin the love i deserive.. im sick and teired of it all, im sick and teired of being alone, im sick and teired of only being second best... but most of all im sick and teired of loveing you

Im back!
lol yea well im back from hickvill... lol well other then the whole trip it was fun! lol all i did was sit on my ass and watch ppl get shit faced and b the biggest hicks iv ever seen.. hahah but i guess thats where i get my hickness from... lol but im happy to b back!! i missed everyone!!!!lol yea well im home soo im happy and i don't have tiem to waste updatign this but i might later...

lakjsdbh
Yea well what did i tell u... lol shit hit the fan but thats ok... im gonna talk to who ever the fuck i want to talk to and they can do w/e they want but im not going to stop.....

Yea well im gonna write this fast cuz i have to go pack for dumb ass Canada... yea i know whats ur thinking wtf what are u going to Canada for? lol sadly i have family there ahaha... yea soo this sux... fisrt nice weekend in a long ass time and im gonan b in the cold and all alone..... this is liek the fisr weekend in soo long that i havent done nething and its soo sad!!!! im gonna miss my Kelsey, Manda, Meg, Jess, Brittany, Darien, Nikkie, Kimmy...and everyone els i forgot..... lol yea well u all have fun w/out me lol but keep me in sprit... i love u guys soo much!!!


off to Canada

<3Lizzy

I Love u!!
yea well im off to go shopping now i jsut figured id write a quck little note in here to keep all thoes who resad happy... day was moday but it was the first good monday in a while... the nice weather makes me soo happy... and it seems for once mayb things are ok.. but watch i just jinksed myself and shit will hit the fan tomorrow... but hey i love to b ahppy as long as its only one day outta the rest of my life.... uim happy to see that ppl can mayb grow up a little.. ahvet gottne ther all the way yet but things aer lookign good(oh no ther i go jinksing my slef again) i can't wait for the summer!! its soo close b ut soo far!! but thats ok vacatiojn in liek 2 weeks or something soo thats always good and what makes it better is 420 baby!! lol party at miss mandas!! lol oh and Happy very early birthday my love!!... well afater beign happy i can tell its all gonan go away soon.. it always does but hey imma live it up whoile its here... soo im off bubye

<3Lizzy

dun dun dun!
lol well last nigth was fun wasn't it Kelsey and Meg! ahahahah only bad thing was manda wasn't there :(... lol ahahahah Kelsey how many bruses do u have!? 30000!?ahahaha u fell like evey 30 seconds!!! lol and Meg where did u leave the fuckin hooka!!!??... "Hey don't tell ne one u guys but i really want to finger myslef right now!" AHAHAHAHA WOW! hahahahaha we have problems ahaha!! well it was fun!! lol i can't even remember walkin to Megs house ahahah.. all i remember is gettin there eating a shit load of food and falling asleep then wakeing up at 3:30 and haveing Kelc and Meg still awake... then watchin O0asis sing on snl.. lol we have to do that again some time!!

yea well today is another day... lol im gonna go eat and shower then i think Meg will b back from her church thingy and Kelsey will b out of the shower then we can go out........fuckin school tomorrow :( i hate school


<3Lizzy

YAY!!!
I love Manda soo much!! i loe my new journal!! it lokks soo nice thank u soo much for makin it for me!!!!!hahaha i was scaired but im happy u did it, cuz my other one was sooooooo boring! lol i love u soo much manda!! thanx!!!! :-*

lol well its really early! lol i can't believe im awake... and i have no clue y... hahaha but im really awake!

yea im random but u should play this game it is soo much fun!
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/helicopter.shtml

yea well sionce its 9:30 and im liek the only person awake im gonan go play that!! lol

<3Lizzy

hi
well i just wanted to write in here cuz im really bored... yea soo hello

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.................................................................yea well im gonna go now.....................................................................

SEX!!!!!!!!
I crave it!!! i want it!! i need it!!!!! im going crazy!LOl i want sex!!! lol mayb it jsut the song... ut i really want sex!!


lol well today was a half day... and if ur wonderign y i am home soo ear;y its cuz i have a gay ass dentist opp. today at 4:30... yea but ne way.... i went wiht like 30000000 ppl to go watch a fight that never happend.... it amkesm em mad that it didn't happen.... then after that everyone kinda split off ito groups.... lol and then it was me kelc manda and jess.... hehehehe we had fun... ya soo thats my day.... fun huh!?

Damn fight should have happend!!

off to get ready for the dentist:(

hello
well its monday again..... i hate mondays... not only cuz i have to go to school but because there are 4 more days ov school that follow it... like if the days went rigth to liek wed. day lol it would b cool... but yea im a geek

well a few new things have happend... once again the krew and the crew are fighting... and once again it is over somethign stuppid... now im not takeign sides cuz i just don't want to get involved... but what was written was no where as bad as what has been written or said about ne of us girls... and u know u can't blame us for gettign sick and teired of jsut letting u guys amke fun of us... but w/e i can see that it wasent somethign that needed to b written publicaly but hey shit habbens... and u know what IF PEOPLE WOULD JSUT TAKE RESPONCABILITY FOR THERE ACTIONS AND ADDMIT THENGS THEY HAVE DONE OR DID OR W/E THEN NONE OF THIS FIGHTING WOULD B HAPPENING IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! GOD DAMN IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO GROW THE FUCK UP!!?? CUZ ALL OF U NEED TO!! and u can say i was sticking up for my boy... do i care no if its not ur problem stay out of it liek a grown up person woudl to... and b grown up and handle ur fights yourslef... don't get ppl to do ur dirty work for u.. its unessacary to drag other ppl into thes tiny ass fuckign fights!!!! sooo word of advice SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GROW THE FUCK OUT AND U WOUN'T HAVE NE SHIT TO DEAL WIHT!!! ITS NOT HARD FUCKIGN RETARDS!!!

welll on a happier note... im gonna go get some ice cream heheh i lvoe ice cream!!!


Happy Fucking Monday

lol well its been a while
and i really have nothin to say.....

yea well i write in here when i do have somehtign to write..



>>I tried, i really did, but i quit.. ill let u walk away, someday ull miss me....<<


<3Lizzy

welcome
i woudl leik to welcome Marilyn into my life lol she has been looked for for a while lol finally a way to make life easy!! she will b here for a while lol don't worrie Kelsey lol.....

well this weekend was fun lol sat on my ass and was really high alot lol... i guess me and manda are goin to boston next weekend... lol but thats ok....othe thtne that thers nothin more to say

sooo im off bubye

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