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2008 26 July :: 12.17pm
My mind is blank now. Every part of my body is sinking and empty. I don't have to think about anything, hear anything, say anything, feel anything, worry about anything.
...there are no job interviews, no hypocrites. I do not have to... socialize. I do not have to smile. I do not have to justify my beliefs. I don't have to wear dress shoes. I don't have to pledge allegiance to the flag. I don't have to use a number two pencil. I don't have to read the fine print.
...it is true that it is nonproductive. But when ninety-five percent of out-of-bed activities hold the possibility of pain, to be pain-free is simply the most delicious feeling in the world.
-not mine
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2008 26 July :: 7.31am
I just found $105 siitting on my apartment walkway. How badass is that? It's a beautiful ray of sunshine in this shitty week I've been having.
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2008 26 July :: 3.28am
do you ever wonder why you save things from the past that should have been disposed of?
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2008 25 July :: 9.30pm
shitty day.
shitty night.
whoop-de-fucking-do
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2008 23 July :: 3.48am
so, i've figured out my relationship problem.
the reason i can't ever get into a relationship that is good anymore is a trust issue, no matter how great the girl is, i don't think i'll ever be able to be in love, i was fucked over once along time ago, and now i've always got my defences up being prepared to shit to hit the fan, its made me cold. No idea how to fix this though.
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2008 21 July :: 4.49pm
Hooray! We now have internet again. =] So the apartment has just become that much more enjoyable, lol. I don't have to sit here and be bored on my days off anymore.
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2008 20 July :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: accomplished
24 days.
progress.
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2008 20 July :: 10.18am
Im at work AGAIN I seriously hate it here. I am applying somewhere else tomorrow.
I can't tak eit here. It is soooo boring and they treat their employees and clients like crap. They are truley a horrible company and I can't wait to get out of it.
Other than that I am just really confused bc there is only one thing im sure of in my life and the rest I don't know what to do with.
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2008 20 July :: 1.30am
so i was at work today bitching about tips, and stoner rachel was all like "you should grow some titties" it made me lul a bit
25 days.
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2008 18 July :: 5.44pm
A WoW joke in The Dark Knight?
SO the Joker asks what happens when the [Unstoppable Force] hits the [Immovable Object]. My reply is, Chuck Norris Dies!
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2008 18 July :: 5.56am
heath ledger was an amazing joker.
he's also good at making pencil's dissapear.
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2008 17 July :: 10.42pm
26 days, I'll strike in about 2 weeks.
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2008 17 July :: 1.31am
:: Mood: pissed off
I missed an amazing photo oppertunity tonight.
drove by rosie's diner at 1:15, noticed all the Neon is still on outside, fly home to get the camera, turn the camera on and nothing, battery is dead :(
Would have been an amazing mustang picture too.
*sigh*
in other news, 27 days left of my scheme, and it seems to be coming together, i just may win yet.
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2008 16 July :: 7.32am
I am not married yet. Just so everyone knows.
I want to find a new job soooo bad. I hate it here. I've only been here for 45 mins so far today, haven't seen another soul since we are always so slow, and it seems like I've been here for hours. It may seem like an ok job since I am able to sit here and use my phone to write on woohu but believe me- I would rather have any more stimulating job. Time goes by so slow. We work alone ughh I hate it here.
But I can't start looking for another job because we are so up in the air about moving to florida.
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2008 13 July :: 10.43pm
Woo!
Well, time for a real update I suppose. We got our apartment, and even at this very moment are in the process of moving in, hooray! The point is, It will probably be a couple days before internet is set up, so I may be away for a little while. But anyone can call and come hang out with me if you would like. I don't work until Wednesday night. =] Ummmm.....other than that, there really isn't that much else that is new. At least not that I can think of right now, and my brain is in a frenzy right now from moving and all that that I could very well be forgetting something. =]
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