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2003 27 December :: 3.59 pm
Well Charlie came over last night... after all that happened with my brother... for you who don't know my brother practically beat him up for being at my house... he met my dad and my brother and everyone else... and he brought me flowers for christmas... how sweet and right before he left we kissed how cute... and i forgot about the flowers and so did he but he said he would give them to me today sometime... I can't believe i am telling everyone this before i do apryl... but ill call her in a min.
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2003 26 December :: 5.01 pm
hmm... although normally i don't try and make my journal look like everyone elses i am going to make a list of things no one knows about me...
1. I hate dating guys in the same town as me...
2. I secretly want short hair... easy to take care of...
3. The reason I don't wear jeans has nothing to do with the way i look in them... i hate the way they feel.
4. When i don't wear a hoodie i always try to find an invisible pocket somewhere lol...
5.My parents are indeed divorced...
6. It's hard for me to fall in love... to find someone i like... or to plainly just get along with someone.
7. It's a rough job being friends with me
8. Apryl Smith is my best friend...
9. I have 3 houses.
10. I hate Cedar.
11.Fav. food pickles.
12.Favorite thing in the whole world is clovers or the thought of being lucky.
13.I dislike a lot of people.
14.I like Charlie... dunno why?
15.I sprain my ankle about twice a year... but hey who's counting????
16.I look for reasons to not like people.
17. I love Blink 182.
18. I like to drive alone with a really good cd player.
19. My brother beats up my guy friends...
20. My dad has serious issues... *no joke* and he's the biggest ass most of the time.
21. His Girlfriend is a perfectionist.
22. My dads a man whore along with all my brothers.
23. My mom is dating the dorkiest guy you could find.
24.I hate the feeling of seran wrap.
25. Makeup obsession... hate obsession... jewelry obsession.
26. I take pictures of everything... even nonsence things...
add more later
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2003 29 November :: 1.36 pm
Could Too Little Sun Cause Cancer?
Vitamin D Deficiency Could Increase Cancer Risk, Says Researcher
That was on my msn this morning... crazy how everything causes cancer these days ha... right? I'll just live my life if i get cancer than so be it...!!!
haven't updated in a while... does anyone mis me?
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2003 19 November :: 8.54 pm
Lets see lets see lets see lol it's been a while... I am excited i have an interview tomorrow... hope i get the job... my dad has like 50 women lol j/k... not really even that close... I am soooo sick of arguing with everyone and when i try to get along with everyone... someone else gets mad i am being nice to a certain person... pisses me off... i am sooo sick of trying... sometimes i wish everyone could be nice... ya know?
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2003 14 November :: 4.07 pm
confused
Went to Corbins funeral and even tho we weren't like best friends i cried my heart out maybe because every time someone i know dies they take a piece of me with them or even that im scared... of death maybe... Corbin really died, those kind of things don't happen to people we know... unless their old ya know ... thats the way it seems almost... i wrote a poem for him it goes a bit like this...
After the end...
For every tear we shed,
and every breath we breath,
we're only growing closer,
to our friend that had to leave,
Every moment without him,
seems like centuries in time,
everything happens for a reason,
bu the reason for this we have yet to find.
We don't understand god's plan right now,
but in time things may get clearer,
when we go home to stay with corbin,
this pain will be much easier to bear.
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