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:: 2006 6 December :: 12.28 am

thinking is fucking exhausting.


:: 2006 4 December :: 11.43 pm

i want to take a baseball bat to an entire room.


:: 2006 2 December :: 11.43 am

size size size size size size size size size



matters.


:: 2006 23 November :: 2.47 am

showers are not enjoyable unless you get your head wet.

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:: 2006 14 November :: 10.23 am

"What happens when you're a dog pushed in the corner and you're hit so many times? You start biting back. Then what happens? They go shoot the dog. They don't say the master was beating the dog. Just that the dog bit somebody." - Tori Amos

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:: 2006 13 November :: 12.13 am

"I'm not part of this business. I was playing music before [these] people were peeing in their beds." - tori amos, on music industry whores

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:: 2006 10 November :: 3.16 pm

*sigh*
life is a pigsty and full of cyclic depression.


:: 2006 19 October :: 10.57 pm

what song(s) do you want played at your funeral?

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:: 2006 16 October :: 10.01 pm

hehehe
we are watching patrick's dog for a couple days while he and brienne help his dad move to chicago. the dog is a german shepherd/rottweiler mix named mackenzie. she is so cute! she's very lovey and demands attention, something i am not used to because comet was kind of a loner. she slept with me in my bed last night and right now she's taking a nap on it while i'm typing up a paper. her eyes are shut tight and she looks so cute! my camera isn't working so i couldn't take a picture, so i decided posting an entry about it was the next best thing to do.

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:: 2006 15 October :: 11.06 am

i fixed the link; should work now

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:: 2006 5 October :: 6.49 pm

per mccarthy's suggestion
tuesday night, i dreamt that i was on the freeway (looked like I-94 around Detroit) and suddenly i saw a downed airplane on the side of the road. people were being rescued from it. then i looked up and another plane in the sky was falling, as if the engines went out and it was free-falling. it crashed 10 feet in front of me. even though it looked normal sized in the sky, when i got close to it, was really small. the size of a car seat, maybe. on the outside were printed the words, "get pregnant." i ripped it open to see what was inside. there was a dog and he was okay, he just jumped up and ran away. there was also a cold styrofoam box. i opened it and there was some kind of human organ covered in bodily fluids - blood, mucus, etc. that was inside of a sealed plastic bag (not a ziplock bag, but industrial/medical type plastic). in the dream, i thought "this must have been a medical transportation plane that brings organs to hospitals for transplants and things. weird." that's all i can remember.


i tend to dream a lot about bodies of water, driving, freeways, and airplanes/aircraft stalling out and then falling to the ground. off the top of my head, i can think of at least 4 other times i've dreamt about planes crashing to the ground right in front of me. it's very strange.

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:: 2006 24 September :: 12.54 am

"The truth will set you free. But first, it will piss you off." - Gloria Steinem
Fajer's last post, in response to my post, has prompted me to write this post. Comments just aren't enough, I'm afraid.

Read more..

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:: 2006 23 September :: 1.23 am

feminists critique religion
"it's an incredible con job when you think of it, to believe something now in exchange for life after death. even corporations with all their reward systems don't try to make it posthumous." - gloria steinem, 1980

"it's interesting to speculate how it developed that in two of the most anti-feminist institutions, the church and the law court, the men are wearing the dresses." - flo kennedy in color me flo, 1976.

"man enjoys the great advantage of having a god endorse the code he writes." - simone de beauvoir, from her existentialist book, the second sex.

"one of my favorite fantasies is that next sunday not one single woman, in any country of the world, will go to church. if women simply stop giving our time and energy to the institutions that oppress, they would cease to be." - sonia johnson, 1984

"patriarchy itself is the prevailing religion of the entire planet." - mary daly

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:: 2006 19 September :: 3.40 pm

quick freak-out session
if i have to hear that women are "naturally just more emotional" or "have more emotions" than men one more fucking time, i'm gonna beat you to death just like the rest of my non-emotional male mates might.

okay, well of course not. but PLEASE. let's look up the definition of emotion before we speak. allow me to shell out some interesting statistics about over-emotional women. er, excuse me, i meant OVER-EMOTIONAL MEN.

1) more than three women are murdered by their husbnads or boyfriends in the US every day. in the year 2000 alone, 1,247 women were killed by an intimate partner.

2) in 2000, intimate partner homicides accounted for 33.5% of the murders of women and less than 4% of the murders of men.

3) pregnant and recently pregnant women are more likely to be victims of homocide than to die of any other cause.

should i go into spousal abuse, child abuse, molestation, rape, and other irrational behaviors exhibited by men? or do they not count because crying isn't involved?

get a god damn clue, already.

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:: 2006 14 September :: 10.00 pm

i am in the process of deciding on characters for the next theme! i need to know who's participating. leave me a comment if you are.

it's gonna be good, kiddies.


[EDIT]

never mind. i'm making icons for everyone and if you don't want to be a part of the fun, you can politely decline.

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