the end is the beginning is the end

:: 2005 27 February :: 10.45am
:: Music: Goin' Crazy - Natalie

If I had to do a self portrait this is what it would look like right now.

Until I can be here......

:: 2005 25 February :: 1.32pm

Our Rant
Laurence: sometimes i'm scared that the government is tracking me because i'm calling the middle east
Me: ME TOO!
Laurence: like they think i'm in cahoots with terrorists or something
Laurence: especially with the patriot act and everything
Laurence: grrr
ME: yea exactly - isn't that horrible
Me: and today i bought some books about islam and a quran - because i told youssef i wanted to learn more
Me: and i was thinking, wow i wonder if they track this shit?
Laurence: they do!
Laurence: well, they do at libraries for sure
Me: so fucking stupid
Laurence: no kidding
Laurence: i'll have to keep my convos PG on the phone
Me: lol do you wonder if they can get your messages online too? i always wondered that
Me: i know when you go overseras they scan in your passport and have been told they have like GPS (i know they have GPS obviously) but can track wherever your passport goes
Laurence: yipes
Laurence: i know they can get emails
Laurence: and they track bank transactions
Laurence: not sure about IMs though
Me: that is so wrong
Laurence: i know
Laurence: it's scary as hell

A lovely Friday afternoon Convo.....

:: 2005 24 February :: 10.35am

Hello! We are alive! We are fine! Diubai is awesome! WE LIVE IN A FIVE STAR HOTEL WOOHU! *throws herself at suede headboard*

Andy says:

*As ToTo repeatedly throws herself at the headboard*
I'll update my own journal, thank you very much.
I MISS YOU, WOOHU-LITES!

:: 2005 23 February :: 11.27am

The Secret Genocide Archive
OP-ED COLUMNIST
The Secret Genocide Archive

By NICHOLAS D. KRISTOF

Published: February 23, 2005

Genocide in Darfur

A closer look at the four photos from a secret archive gathered by African Union monitors.

Through October 2004, the genocide in Sudan had killed 100,000, but little had been done to stop the crisis.

Photos don't normally appear on this page. But it's time for all of us to look squarely at the victims of our indifference.

Read more..

:: 2005 23 February :: 10.10am

You sit there in oblivion, watching all the happy people pass you by. Watching them, touch and talk and laugh. You sit there and dream, and remember and wish. If they only knew how much their happiness hurt those whose love is so far away. Tonight, you'll lay down in your bed, the spot next to you empty and cold, and maybe you'll see them in your dreams. Life is so strange.

nerdalert

:: 2005 22 February :: 10.13pm

lets get some good shit bitches!
If you read this,

even if i don't speak to you often,

you should post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...

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:: 2005 22 February :: 6.49pm

youssefmouttaki: what do i have to do for you to believe i love you

luv2kissu4hours: i know that you love me, i just worry that you will get tired of waiting for me

youssefmouttaki: you are my heart. have you ever heard of anyone living without their heart?

:: 2005 21 February :: 9.24pm

So I said the other day that I tried on wedding dresses. So, here's the picture of the dress. Read more..

:: 2005 21 February :: 6.35pm

Baby's boats a silver moon
Sailing in the sky
Sailing o'er a sea of sleep
While the stars float by

Sail baby sail
Out upon that sea
Only don't forget to sail
Back again to me

Baby's fishing for a dream
Fishing far and near;
His line a silver moon beam is,
His bait a silver star.

Sail, baby sail,
Out upon that sea;
Only don't forget to sail
Back again to me.

:: 2005 21 February :: 1.39pm

The Devil's Concubines

"Have you ever cried you were so happy?"
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:: 2005 20 February :: 11.07am

Apparently I've caused more damage than I'm worth.

Talk to me before you judge me, friends, and I mean that with all my heart. If you still want to judge me afterwards, I won't blame you. Just give me a chance to explain.

And I'm sorry to those of you that I've hurt. I have no regrets.

nerdalert

:: 2005 18 February :: 12.00pm

i think if i hear one more person say how good or how sad or anything about that damn "the notebook" movie im going to cut my ears off/ stab my eyes out if its on LJ

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:: 2005 18 February :: 11.50am

If Faisal was the one totally wasted, how come I'm the one feeling hung over?

nerdalert

:: 2005 17 February :: 4.43pm

Roger Rabbit's Car Toon Spin
Roger Rabbit's Cartoon Spin: a wild ride through
the back alleys of toontown! The only ride
with a PG sense of humour in the G rated world
of Disneyland, you are zany, wild, and a little
bit of a loose screw. Energetic and colorful,
you go at full speed, even though your taxi-car
vehicles actually have four flat tires!
Despite your older humor, you are a kid at
heart and kids most relate to your cartoony
world and like you the best. You've been know
to make the adults a little queasy and a litte
bit dizzy. You leave your visitors dazed, a
little confused, but more often, extremely
amused. You take us to the places we'd never
see in a ride featuring the straight-laced
Mickey, but somehow you're still all Disney.

What Disneyland attraction are you?
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