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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 31 January :: 8.39am

*jules* says:
i just wanna know what your obsession is with foreign guys

I just want to know what your obsession with guys that look like turtles is......

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nerdalert

:: 2005 31 January :: 9.28am

recap of the weekend
it was definatly fun!

fun: sledding, building a ramp and snowboarding off of it, the special delivery that i gave hilary, picking targets and having people bombard them with snowballs, the car ride, being at camp in general, skipping ALL of my friday classes :-/ , broom hockey, basketball in the lodge, "sandwiches" leading songs sunday and having both mine and hilary's voice crack when we were the only two singing lol, team win!

not fun: having our room be scorching the first night, having everyone pile on hilary and having my crotch ending up on her face (through like 4 layers of clothing of course, but still), not really sleeping too much on the way home then having to drive to state (where i passed out the second i hit the bed, craig not being there.

pictures will soon be posted, so be sure to look bc they are fricken awesome

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WhitePony

:: 2005 30 January :: 6.59pm
:: Music: Hopesfall - Champion Beyond Blessing

As I mentioned before in a previous journal of mine, my dreams have taken a turn as of late. When before I couldn't run or fight, now in my dreams I kick ass and turn into a tiger to run... EVERYTIME. *refer to January 30, 2004 post* (holy crap its been exactly one year, what a weird coincidence) But anyways, there's been a new revolution in my dream world. I have control over flight. I can MAKE myself fly in most of my dreams, the dreams where I'm an active participant. I even had a dream where I was climbing a ladder and I told myself in the dream, "you've been able to fly in your dreams before, just do it now." And after a significant amount of effort I was able to make myself fly. Its so bizarre, but I love it. Maybe I'm special. Maybe this is me tapping into the rest of my unused brain power that so many people aren't able to, and soon enough I'll be a phenomenon all Neo sytley. Maybe I'm super. Maybe I'm just a nerd. Oh well, its fun regardless. Even when I don't dream about that, I dream of you, and thats fine with me too.

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 30 January :: 7.57pm
:: Mood: cheerful

I'm going to Marrakech for spring break. Me and Mikhail. I am super excited even though it's a bit pricy but oh well I need to go and take care of things for my internship and I want to see Youssef. My mom was so against me taking Mikhail with but tonight she said, "You know if you're serious about going let's see if I can exchange the condo for a week in Marrakech. I would feel better if I knew you were staying somewhere really nice." Yea ok she is a little too paranoid but hell am I going to complain about staying in a 5 star condo? Umm I think not. Besides it was going to be cool to stay with Youssef's family but hello no time alone and they're so weird about showing affection in front of people. I am not flying to the other side of the world to be kissed a couple times - have to make the most of it! I am getting really excited about the whole thing - and I only have to wait like 6 weeks! Tomorrow I have a new week of school and a new class. I have 7 classes this semester - i'm crazy I know - that's why this vacation will be awesome. I have a quiz to take online so I need to do that before I go to bed. Yay for Morocco!!

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moana

:: 2005 27 January :: 6.19pm
:: Music: DDR - Love Again

Yes, it did hurt.

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 26 January :: 9.48pm

Today was my first day of the semester. I had three classes and none of them should be excessively difficult however the grades are based on only a few tests and a project so that sort of sucks. I have to take my CI (Curriculm and Instruction) Methods class - the class that teaches me how to teach english to non-native speakers. I can only take it this semester and it's only offered from 4:30-7:30 on Thursday nights but I am suppose to work from 3:30-5:30 Thursday nights too. My supervisor said I can go to class for 5 as long as my prof. was ok with me being late. I e-mailed her and she responded "I guess you have no choice" wtf? If I don't take it this semester I have to wait another year to graduate. Why couldn't she just be nice about it? Not to mention the books for her class alone are over $150. Niiice. I called Youssef yesterday and we talked for a little while - it was really good to hear his voice. I wish I could have called tonight after my bad day but it was too late by the time I was done with class. Tomorrow I have class at 9:30-1:30, Work from 2:30-5 and then class from 5-7:30 I'm tired already. Wish me luck.

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WhitePony

:: 2005 26 January :: 7.23pm

What time did you get up this morning?
:: 7:30
Diamonds or pearls?
:: this is why I don’t like surveys
What was the last film you saw at the movies?
:: Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
What is your favorite TV show?
:: Seinfeld
What did you have for breakfast?
:: nada
What is your middle name?
:: Randall Anthony
Favorite cuisine?
:: Ravioli
What foods do you dislike?
:: Tuna
What is your favorite flavor?
:: Purple
What is your favorite CD at the moment?
:: Alexisonfire – Watch Out!
What kind of car do you drive?
:: Blue Anthracite 2004 Volkswagen Golf
Favorite sandwich?
:: The Randall’s Heavenly Hoagie
What characteristic do you despise?
:: kindness and selflessness
Favorite item of clothing?
:: my deftones wrist bands
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
:: Kuwait
What color is your bathroom?
:: White
Favorite brand of clothing?
:: Giant (band shirts)
Where would you retire to?
:: Spain, for the Latina hunnies
Favorite time of the day?
:: when I’m finally able to rest my tired head
What was your most memorable birthday?
:: my 19th because my favourite family threw me a surprise party and I was genuinely surprised
Where were you born?
:: San Bernardino
Favorite sport to watch?
:: Extreme Dodgeball
Who do you least expect to fill this out?
:: Oh yeah!? How do you like this Kevin! You fucker….
Person you expect to fill this out first?
:: bah
What fabric detergent do you use?
:: I don’t know
Are you a morning person or a night person?
:: I’m a night owl, unless you mean like 6am when I’m still talking to my favourite people
What is your shoe size?
:: A TEN! A fucking TEN! (billy bob… varsity blues… this guy knows what im talking about *points to Kevin*
Do you have any pets?
:: Charlie and Charlette, two shitty ass birds that always bite
Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family and friends?
:: Zach moved back home!! Chicken Sandwich time!!
What did you want to be when you were little?
:: Artist, Architect, Illustrator, Cartoonist
What are you doing today?
:: well its 7pm so my options are limited, but I’m gonna be a nerd and have a LAN party with Kyle and Zach

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nerdalert

:: 2005 26 January :: 2.26pm

im so excited right now! my class with my prof Roop was cancelled today...but no one knew, like we all showed up and he wasnt there, and there was no email or anything.

this dude is such a hard ass teacher and so for that to happen its outta control, some people were so happy that they were throwing each other in the snow lol

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moana

:: 2005 26 January :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: goofy

I got a complaint that my posts lately have been very intense.
In the beginning was the Plan.
And then came the Assumptions.
And the Assumptions were without form.
And the Plan was without substance.
And darkness was upon the faces of the Workers.
And they spoke amongst themselves, saying, "It is a crock of shit, and it stinketh."
And the Workers went unto their Supervisors and said, "It is a pail of dung, and none may abide the odour thereof."
And the Supervisors went unto their Managers, saying, "It is a container of excrement, and it is very strong, such that none may abide by it."
And the Managers went unto their Directoers, saying, "It is a vessel of fertilizer, and none may abide its strength."
And the Directors spoke unto the Vice Presidents, saying, "It contains that which aids plant growth, and it is very powerful."
And the Vice Presidents went unto the President, saying unto him, "This new plan will actively promote the growth and vigor of the company, with powerful effects."
And the President looked upon the Plan, and saw that it was good.
And the Plan became Policy.
This is how Shit happens.

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nerdalert

:: 2005 25 January :: 10.04pm

IM Basketball baby!
had the first game tonight, and of course we won. it was only like 35-28 but still. everyone on my team except one person played bball here though...but so did some of the other team, and there are 2 other teams made of x-bball girls. so whatever. i had fun....in the post hahahaha. my friend sally who is on the other team had to play post, and i was matched up with her, but it was fun, she only got 2 points whilei was guarding her, and no rebounds, i got them all, woot!. but i am wayyyyy out of shape, after like 2 minutes i was dying. but thats all for now, shower time!

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 24 January :: 3.33pm

I spent the weekend at my dads - it was ok. Right now I'm in Milwaukee visiting my best friend and my sister is taking an admissions test at the university here. We are going to dinner soon. I got an e-mail from Youssef Saturday - it was so sweet. He called me his love, his angel. I don't know whether to take it serious or just brush it off. I really want to believe it even if it sounds crazy. I don't know...

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nerdalert

:: 2005 23 January :: 9.47pm

enjoy!
http://www.angelfire.com/pokemon2/lauraisadork/ddr.html

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nerdalert

:: 2005 23 January :: 2.15pm

fun weekend
i think a requirement of hanging out at msu is having a kick ass time, bc i havent not had one yet.

friday: hung out with craig and meaghan while janet and mel went to the chinese happy show. then had to park my car like way far from their dorm and it was fricken cold so i ran back. me and mel played some ddr like it was our job (her of course doing crazy shit at like level 9 and me still failing on like level 4s. but its still fun). tried to fix the air matress, but it seems to be unfixable.

saturday: dale came over, we went and played some bball, dale, danielle, mel and me. then we went back to janet and mels room and they went to eat and me and dale went to chinese, but i had like no money, so he got food and i ate like the shit load of food that janet and mel stole for me from the cafeteria. then we blew up the air matress, tried to seal of the hole, and put the ddr mats on the airmatress and played on that, there will be video clips soon coming, its pretty funny, i'll give you the link when i upload them. then me and mel went outside in the massive amounts of snow and threw a frisbee back and forth and dove for it, that was a ton of fun. then we were like add for a few hours and wrestled/tickled/slapped each other for a while. then went to get hot chocolate and other warm beverages from the library and on the way back played in the snow. then we rented a movie and watched it and went to sleep.

sunday:woke up and the clock said "3:12" and i was like "holy shit!" bc i thought we slept for like 12 hours. but really the clock was just wrong and it was really 9, so i went back to sleep. now im back in albion. the only down side was that hilary ditched us and went to chicago

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moana

:: 2005 23 January :: 1.08am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Radiohead - Wish You Were Here

I really wish you were here...
So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell?
Blue skies from pain?
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

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amazighstarrynights

:: 2005 20 January :: 3.08pm
:: Music: Michael Buble

I'm in love....he called me mon cherie. I'll be in Morocco ;)

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