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2004 12 April :: 2.34 pm
:: Mood: bored
weee i took a long survey
1. Nicknames: joe, jojo, shmoejo, yomihura, big blue, joeayyy,
2. Birthdate: 12/20
3. Sex: male
4. Social Security No: I don’t know..
5. Where do u live: cape coral
6. What school do you attend?: Trafalgar middle
7. Siblings and their ages: cindy(15)
8. Zodiac Sign: saggitarius
9. Righty or Lefty: lefty
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
10. Hair color: Brownish blackish
11. Eye Color: Blue
12. height: 5'8”?
13. Do you wear contacts or glasses: none
14. Do you have any piercing: nopes
15. Where do you want more if you do: eyebrow, maybe lip.. and left ear
16. Do you have a tattoo: nope
17. If so what and where: --
18. What kind of shoes do you wear: sneakers
*****************JUST LATELY********************
20. How are you today: umm kinda tired-ish?
21. what pants are you wearing right now? green jean-ish pants
22. what shirt are you wearing right now? grey ck shirt
23. what underwear are you wearing? White red and black boxers
24. what does your hair look like at the moment? odd...
25. what song are you listening to right now? T.A.T.U- not gonna get us
26. what was the last thing you ate? Lunch - - chicken thingy
27. how is the weather right now? rainy-ish
28. last person you talked to on the phone: Um.. alexa?
29. last dream you can remember: one of the ones about Frans ^^
30. who are you talking to right now: Frans, and stephanie
31. what time is it? 2:36 PM
*****************MORE ABOUT YOU!*****************
32. What are the last four digits of you phone #? 7024
33. If you were a crayon, what color would you want to be? erm....baby blue?
34. Have you ever almost died? maybe..i dunno
35. Do you like the person that sent you this? I stole it from another journal..
36. How do you eat an Oreo?: Twist. Lick. Bite. Chew. Repeat.
37. what makes you happy? hehe..Frans and my bestest friends
38. What is the next CD your going to buy? Uhhh.. money?
39. What is the best advice ever given to you?: "watch out"
40. Have you ever won a special award? I dun think so..
41. What are your future goals? Umm.. get married and move outta meh house
42. Do you like to dance? umm
43. Worst sickness you ever had? the flu..
44. what's the stupidest thing you have ever done? Hahaha.. you really think I keep track of all of them?
45. what's your favorite memory? Many
46. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? my looks i guess..
47. where do you shop the most? The mall
48. How many kids do you want to have? Um..it depends on how many my future hubby and i wanna adopt
49. Son's name? i dunno
50. Daughter's? i dunno..
51. Do you do drugs? Nope
52. Do you drink? Eh.. once in a while
53. What sport do you dislike the most? golf?
54. What are you most afraid of? Being forgotten or left behind.
55. how many TV's do you have in your house? 4?
56. Do you have your own phone line? nopes
57. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes :D
58. Who do you dream about? Frans ^^
59. Who do you tell your dreams to? not many people wanna hear em
60. who's the loudest friend you have? alexa, stephanie and me..lol
61. Who's the quietest friend? I don’t really have a lot of those
62: Whos you best freind? alexa
*****************JUST QUESTIONS****************
63. Is cheerleading a sport? yep
64. how many licks does it take to get to the center? Why don’t you try?
65. which came first, the chicken or the egg? I could never understand that..
**************** YOU AND LOVE**********************
66. Do you believe in love? yep
67. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? yep
68. Do you have a crush? theres certain guys who i think are cute....but im happy with my lover
69. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes I do
70: Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? Beachy place..like hawaii^^
71. What song do you want played at your wedding? come with me by special d
72: What's the 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex? erm..
73. Longest crush: feh..
74. Are you too shy to ask someone out? sometimes..
75. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? Frans^^
76. Do you find yourself attractive? Not so much.
77. Do you find others attractive? yep..
******************WHICH ONES WORSE***************
78. Making out with Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie? Rob Zombie
79. Having your tonsils or appendix removed: What's with the appendix and tonsils? I’d rather not have anything removed thank you..
******for girls abour guys (im a guy who likes guys so ha!) ********
i dont like girls in a sexual way so im only fillin out this one ^^
80. Boxers or Briefs? dont matter ^^
81. Long or short hair? All depends
82. Curly or straight? Also.. Depends
83. Six pack or muscular arms? Both..
84. Good or bad guys? A mixture of the two
85. Hat or not Hat? No hat.. maybe hat tho
86. Ears pierced or not? I like piercing
87. Tan or fair? -ish
88. Dimples? Sure why not
89. Stubble or neatly shaven? Sometimes a little stubble cant hurt.
90. Rugged or sporty? either or
91. Studly or cutie? Both
92. Accent or no accent? i love meh lovers accent! ^^
93. Glasses? dependa
94. Smart or dumb? Smart
95. What sport would he play? Dun matter
*******PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT?************************
118. Lights on/off? Off
119. Do u like sun or rain? sun
120. Mickey D's or BK? bk
121. Do u like scary or happy movies better? Scary
122. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? Nsync
123. On the phone or in person? Person
124. Paper or plastic? Paper
125. Sausage or pepperoni? Both
126. Summer or winter? Winter
127. Root beer or Dr. Pepper? Dr. Pepper
128. Glass half full or half empty? Full
129. Tape or DVD? DvD
130. Cats or dogs? kittys!
131. Mud or Jell-O? Mud? Who eats mud?
132. Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate
134. Day or Night? Night
135. Cake or pie? cake
136. Silver or gold? Silver
137. Diamond or pearl: Diamond
138. sunset or sunrise: Sunset -
*******************YOUR FAVS*********************
139. Color: blue, red, green
140. Food? i like a lot of foods..
141. Fast Food: Wendys
142. Candy? All
143. Ice Cream Flavor? chocolate chip cookie dough^^
144. Sport to watch? colorguard?
145. Fav type of music: All kinds
146. Radio Station: I dun know
147. Song: Dun feel like typing them
148. Band: Ditto
149 Number: 7
150. Fav actor or actress? orlando bloom, johnny depp^^
151. Fav. Month? january, august, december
152. Store? Dunno
153. TV Show? dunno..
154. Scent? i have quite a few..
155. Teacher? Ms. russell
156. Board Game: Clue
157 Saying? You Like It!
****************HAVE YOU EVER********************
158. Loved somebody soooo much it makes you cry? Maybe.
159. Smoked? Nup
160. Drank? yeah
161. Ever gotten dumped? Uh huh
162. Broke the law? nope
163. Ran from the cops? Nope
164. Stole something? nope
165. Tried to kill yourself? No
166. Made yourself throw up? nope
167. Been in love? yep
168. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Of course
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2004 11 April :: 3.19 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
Happy Easter^^
well its easter, and i got a whole pile of candy^^ im happy,
though i was stuck at church all day ( feh..) and i wish Frans was on, i love him sooo much and i want to talk to him. *thinks* maybe i should go out and get a international phone card *nod nod* that might work ^^; than i can call him and speakie to my lover.
im off school tommorow *sigh of relief* the only reason why i kinda like going to school is to talk to my friends. Im really gonna miss some of them next year, feh, chances are im gonna cry or somethin like that on the last day...im so emotional sometimes..but than again i cant wait til high school because it means that i can drive soon, and all that good stuff^^;
well i told another one of my friends i was gay today.....she found it cute for some odd reason, and wants me to be her best gay friend and go shopping with her.....i dont mind that really*nod nod* i like to shop ^.^ though i want to be just a normal friend, i dont see why my sexuality really matters in becoming a best friend...but i dunno, i'm not gonna dwell on it...though she made me think about something...she was asking me about why i keep being gay such a secret, and why dont i tell more people...i really should but im kinda afraid....because of all the junk that happened about robert telling people he's bi, i dont wanna end up hurt that much emotionally like that. I just dont think i could put up with it, roberts strong when it comes to taking insults and things, i cant stand being called those things really, it makes me angry and sometimes even feel like cryin. I really should set the record straight and come out with everyone....i mean i think the whole school thinks im bi, because of awhile back, when i thought i was..but now im fully gay....and i dunno...i just freeze up when i tell people things like that, i dunno why. Im just very weak emotionally i guess....
Robert. if you read this, i want you to know that you did something i could never have the strength to do. I hope you have the best of luck finding a guy or girl.
And Frans, i want you to know, theres not a day when i dont think about you. i felt soo bad that i could talk to you today, on easter, i need to somehow make this up to you.i love the card you sent, it was soo sweet ^^. i cant wait til im old enough to get outta here and be with you. i love you soooooo much. i was going to call you today, but it was too late when i finally got the phone card and everything. :sniffle: i dont like that 6 hour time difference >.<
well im off to bed to think about all these things on my mind.
byes all,
Joe
I love ya Frans ^^
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