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pinkicing11

:: 2005 26 June :: 1.20am
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: [Dierks Bentley ... Good Things Happen]

Today has been awful. I slept most of the day and cried. I hate it here...I am just really down, I feel depressed about everything. I shoulda went and got in the pool and tried to cheer up but I couldn't. I thought maybe things would get better tonight when people got online and I could talk to my friends, but that sure didn't happen. I guess i'm wearing my "feelings" on my sleeve today cause for some reason alotta people have just ripped em off and stepped on em...but I guess you'll have days like that. Anyway, here are a few pictures from Nashville.

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♥-Shamarie

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 25 June :: 12.05am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie - All is full of Love

my glorious friday
this morning i woke up at like 11 to go down to the post office to get the thing from the DMV that tells me pretty much that i cant get my licenese till im 18!! aint that depressing i sure was pissed/depressed when i found out....... so after that i sat around the home for a few hours feeling sorry for myself. then Grace took me shopping i reckon to make me feel better. it sure did work too lol well frist we went and ate Mexican but we went to the one in huntington so i didnt get to see my hottie lol....... then after that we went to the mall looking for me a bathing suit. which we had no luck at... at the mall at least.. cause all of them i tryed on either my butt was screaming at me telling me it didnt want in that suit anymore and tryed to escape or my boobs was seting them selfs Free from the suit lol it was pretty interesting........ well then we made our way down to old navy cause i wanted to bugg Jennay a little lol. but she was running around WAY to much to talk to me. it was very sad.... then we left the mall and went to goodies to look for a bathing suit and i found one YAY... and i called mom to make sure she didnt get taken to jail for driving with out her licenese and getin in a wreak........but she didnt get taken away so yeah good for mom lol............well then we left goodies and went to the shoe show to look for shoes of course lol but all of them i found was ugly or was way to high for me lol...... so we left and i almost begged Grace to let me drive seeing since i only have about one more month to drive ..... but you know Grace she wouldnt let me...... mean ol Grace..... well then we finally got home and i went out and took care of all the animals..... then i was bored thankfully Keshia called and saved me tho but only for a little while cause mom called and it took 100 years to get to where Keshia was and by that time she was gone and i tryed to call her back but no one answered.. then i sat and watched TV for a while and took a shower and now here i am updating this beasty thing. and talking to Keshia....... welps thats all i have for you today... Leave me some comments would ya... no one does its very depressing anymore

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 24 June :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Trace Adkins ... Songs About Me]

I'm Home! *TEARS*

Oh my gosh! I had a blast! I wanna go back!!! AHHH. Let me reminice (sp?) ...we left at 8 as planned. The trip there was a little intresting....haha. Once we got there, they assigned us to our rooms. We got lucky, Me, Sarah, Jenn & Tabi were all together. After everyone got all prettied up, we went down to Applebee's to eat and then left for the Grand Ole Opry. It was awesome...Dierks Bentley is amazingly gorgeous. I got lots of pictures and videos, shhhh! lol. I actually enjoyed George Jones' performance. I didn't think i'd like Aaron Tippin too much either, but I did. Trace also rocked, by the way, lol. We felt sorry for all the older men cause like no one yelled for them so me and Jenn got that done...Porter Wagoner told us to calm down. LMBO. The next day we hadda get up pretty early. We went down, ate breakfast and then went over to the Country Music Hall of Fame which was AwEsOmE I thoroughly enjoyed it. Took lots of pictures and saw lotsa cool memorbilia...after that I think we went to the 'Words to music' thing, and then Jim Foglesong spoke to us. Pretty hard to stay awake, lol. But other than that, it was pretty cool. After that was all over, Angie made us walk (what seemed like a mile) to some retarded museum...I hated it. After that we went to the Hard Rock Cafe. WOAH, now that was crazy. I hated that place at first. All the people working there were loud, they had piercings and were all dressed in black, and I didn't care too much for the food. Then all of a sudden Kevin starts breakin it down singin, then him Dustin & Alan get up on the stage and the TV has them on it, dancing, and soon, everyone in the resturant was up dancing and the music was blasting...well the waiters all get up on this little stage thing, and start dancing to YMCA and such. It turned out to be pretty fun. I got a lil of that recorded...i've never experienced anything like that before, lol. Pretty crazy. Some bum started talking to us outside of there and the manager of the store went up to him and was like 'I'm gonna have to ask you a favor man, don't hang out on our property anymore.' Everyone started clapping but it was sad, lol. Either before or after the Hard Rock, we checked out Studio B. It's famous for being the studio where Elvis recorded most of his songs. We got a tour and I sooo got to play the exact piano that he played =] that whole experience for me was really touching, I don't know, I just felt like crying the whole time I was in there because it's so freaky that someone like him was in that room, breathing (lol) and singing. AHH I dunno, you just have to be there and feel the feeling I felt...I can't explain on here, it makes me sound psycho. HA. That night we went over to the mall. I was proud, I only spent like $50 in two hours! LoL. That mall was the shiot...it was huge. I ¢¾'d it. The next morning sucked. We had a wake up call scheduled but for some reason they didn't call us so, we got up 45 minutes late. Only 1 hour for 4 girls to get ready. That normally takes 2 hours. When we finally left the hotel, we went to The Hermitage. I guess it was a little interesting, but we were there for a really long time. Us Hannan people found this room with a big couch and we all sat in there and talked for awhile. Some extremely interesting conversations went on. Let's just say now I know for sure what tea-cupping is. LMAO. Once we left there we traveled for Vanderbilt University. Honestly I found it quite boring, and I payed no attention. They like for you to have a 32 or 33 on your ACT. Pshhhhh! When we left there we headed on home. Got back around midnight. I was really sad to leave...I met some cool new people and I had a really good time. I can't wait to see where we're going next year =] Today we went over to the mall and I got my pics developed and dad got a bunch of stuff for the pool. I bought a straightener and Dierks Bentley's CD, which by the way kicks major butt. I love every single song on it. Well, i'll end this with stolen surveys and a thought.
That place made me realize a lot of different things. I'm not going to go into it because I don't really want any opinions this time, I want it to be about me, following my dreams. Really, just me, myself & I for once.

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 20 June :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... You shouldn't kiss me like this]

Here I Come Nashville...And Dierks Bentley! HAHA!
Yeah well just updatin real quick before I leave for Tennessee. I'm really excited about it. I just hope some smooth pimp doesn't ruin it for me. LMAO. Haha. I'm cool. Mom made me get up at noon today, it wasn't pleasant!! I didn't go to bed til like 4 or so. Blah...me needs sleep! Well i'm leaving now because we have to stop at Wal-Mart and get some last minute things then we are staying the night at the Radisson cause my dad has classes up there. I think Jenn is coming up after work and staying the night. That will be a hella lot easier being 5 minutes away than 45 minutes away. I won't have to get up as early tommorow morning. Wow...yeah having to be there at 8am is gonna suck! I hope I packed everything I need! Ehhh, that always frustrates and worries me. Well I gotta go cause mom wants me off here and out the door. Look for an update this weekend!

BTW: Cody, you get ta feeling better, I hope it's nothing serious. I'm sure it's not!!! =]

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 19 June :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [Pussycat Dollz ... Don't Cha]

Happy Fathers Day!
I don't know if any fathers read this but...I hope you're all having a great day =] I didn't wake up til like 2. HA. Mom & Dad have been working on the pool for the past 3 or 4 days, and it is almost half-way filled up. It'll be done filling up tommorow morning. That means I can get in it when I get back from TN! YAY! Anyone who wants to come over and swim, can...anyday, cause it gets boring around here! Just call...lol. Hmmm. Dinner is in the process, we're having Steak, Baked Potatoes, Veggies, and Bread ALL cooked on the grill. YUM. HaHa, i'm excited. Steaks the best. Sarah & I were gonna go to the tanning bed today but that's not gonna happen =[ Blah. I need a tan bad. Mom got burnt today sitting outside, for like an hour or 2, but I don't know if I could stand to sit in the sun that long. Oh well. I'm kinda ticked off about something someone told me but I can't go into details on here. We all know how that is...maybe I should make this friends only, but then a few people who I want to read it, can't. Blah...oh well. I'm outta here!
♥-Shamarie

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 19 June :: 12.32am

Saturday, June 18, 2005
Welps lets see… Thursday night I stayed up till about umm 4:30 and talked to mom before she left and such cause I mean I was waiting up to talk to Eric cause he was gonna call me at 4:20 after mom left. So I stayed up and he ended up falling asleep. Oh well… welps then Friday I was bored most of the day then me and Keshia went over in Gallia and went to Wal-Mart for a little few not real long tho… went to Wendy’s and then went thru point then came home…. And I’m not aloud to leave the home for a LONG LONG TIME some pretty sad stuff there.. oh well I guess that’s what I get for being a “smartass” and a “liar” …. Then on our way home Keshia dropped me off at the end of the road so she could get home on time and Todd (my neighbor) kept on watching me walk up the little road.. And asked me if she was someone I wasn’t suppose to be with is the reason she dropped me off at the end of the road.. and I told him that I was aloud to be with her its just she was late and her mom would yell if she didn’t get home on time…… and he acted like he didn’t believe me but I don’t care I kept on walking…. Then I got home and talked to Adam about going up there today but I had to bring a friend so that his cousin Seth wouldn’t be like the 3rd wheel or something… so i didnt go.... at about 1:45am or so last night Grace called and she had been at the hospital with David because of his grandma all night and she called to tell us she wasnt coming home cause his grandma had died and he needed her with him cause all of the family was breakin down ….i ended up talking to Adam till about 3:30 or so then he went to bed so I got off line and went in the front room to watch TV cause I wasn’t the least bit tired…. Then at about 4:40 or so moms alarm started going off and Hershel got up to go run his dogs and left the home at about 5:30 or so I ended up going to sleep at like 6:30 or 7 cause I finally got tired… then I got up at noon and have been bored ALL DAY LONG… I havent did anything all day…… I tried calling Tabi but she’s out with B Rad somewhere. And I talked to The Tater Tot a little bit but her little sis kept on taking the phone or something gay like that so I didn’t get to talks to her much and I called Keshia but yeah her and Melody was out walking with Starbucks ….. oh yeah i also went for a 4-wheeler ride with mom and i almost thought i was gonna have to throw her in the river cause she got on my nerves.. shew as yellin at me for everything. shes dumb... welps there’s all that has happened in the OH SOO BORING life of me

Much Love and God
Kimberly Dawn


Heres some qoutes i found that i really liked so i thought i would put then oon here for everyone else to look at cause im such a nice person lol have fun.....



It's funny how hello is always accompied with goodbye. It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It's funny how forever never seems to really last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. It's funny how friends can leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone, they're never around. It's funny how people change and think they're so much better. It's funny how many lies can be packed in one 'love letter'. It's funny how people can forgive, even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out to be. But, the funniest part of all... None of this that seems funny to me.

She's just a typical teenage girl...angry ;; insecure ;; confused. She wants you to tell her things will be okay...But she hates to be lied to.
No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes & the feeling in her heart when she's looking at him. <3<3

I didn't lose him... I let him go. I didn't get over him...I moved on. When you truly love someone, you never lose them or get over them, they will always mean something to you. So no matter how hard you try, if it was true love, you'll never forget them.

I wish that you were here or that I was there or that we were together... anywhere

She stays strong on the outside, but on the inside, she weeps because she knows it will never be the same...again.

This may never start... We could fall apart... Can I be in your memory?

Do you know what it's like to reach for the phone and pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit there with tears building up in your eyes because you know it's not that the last time you'll miss the conversations you've shared.
In this weird, twisted way, I know you miss me... Not because I want to believe it, but because you will never find a girl that will put up with you like I did. <3

If we weren't meant to give things another try, our ((paths))... Our ||thoughts|| wouldn't keep crossing...And we wouldn't keep tripping over our feelings for each other.

Did you know what really made me fall for you? It wasn't that way you smiled at me when I walked in the room. Nor was it the way you laughed at my jokes when they weren't funny. It wasn't the way you'd go out of your way to collect me from places when I felt low. Nor was it the way you'd sit and hold me in your arms and tell me everything'll be okay. No. What really made me fall for you was the way you'd sit there for hours on end, listening to my problems, purely just so you could be with me. Well, I jsut wanna tell you that the next time you walk in the room, I'll smile. The next time you crack a joke which isn't funny, I'll laugh. The next time you're feeling low, I'll come out of my way to pick you up. The next time you need reassurance, I'll hold you in my arms and tell you everything's okay.

You might not be his ||first||, his ||last||, or his only... He's cared about someone else before and possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, then what else matters? He's not perfect, and you aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect, but, if he can make you laugh at least ||once||, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He's probably not going to quote poetry... He might not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break... So, don't hurt him ;; Don't change him ;; And don't expect more than he can give. Don't over analyze. Smile when he makes you happy. Yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there. <3<3

"As we grow up, we learn that even the ||one|| person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast... So. Take too many pictures ;; laugh too hard ;; and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back."

Beautiful Girl with pretty eyes ;; A hidden world of hurt and lies. She sits up in her bed and cries. It's hard for her to realize... Love isn't all 'weak in the knees' and 'butterflies'.

Do you ever miss me? Do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall, just so you could see me look at you and smile? Do you miss our conversations? ...And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understand? Do you ever miss any of that? I think maybe you do because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what you're doing, just so you can look into my eyes, like you used to. ...And even though it only last for two seconds, do you miss that? I can't be the only one that does. If I could show you how much I was hurting, you'd never be able to look me in the eyes again.

welps thats it that i feel like looking for right now...................... i might put more quotes on here later if i find any i like

Much Love and God Bless
Kimmy

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 18 June :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: lazy

I guess the reason we cherish memories so much is because they're the only thing in life that can't be changed.

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♥~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 18 June :: 1.56am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Eminem ... Ass Like That]

Nice Evening!
So I went to Wal-Mart, Bob Evan's and Goody's tonight/yesterday, whatever the crap you wanna call it.
I got a bunch of stuff in Wal-Mart to take with me on the trip next week. Got some snacks for me & anyone who's hungry...before I bought them I should've checked to see if they would produce a rancid smell once digested and released. LOL. Ehum...BEN! HaHa. Let's see, I got a haircut tonight. It looks cute, hopefully I can fix it like she did. It's layered and she thinned it out a little, took off an inch or so. After my haircut I went over to Bob's to eat. Carl & John talked to me constantly...Ben was there too but he was too "busy" to acknowledge me. Oh well... John was like SHAMA! work here! So he gave me an application. I filled it out, I think i'm gonna turn it in. If so, i'll get that done Monday. We had to go back to Wal-Mart after we ate, and when we left there, we stopped at Goody's and I had to get a shirt to go with my new capris...yeah I didn't have them with me so, I get the shirt home and it doesn't really match. The color is so hard to explain, it's like a rusty rose color. I dunno...haha. On the way home we had to stop at Go Mart and get gas and I saw Lukas =[ he is leaving to go back home on Sunday. I'm really gonna miss him, he could get on my nerves so bad but his intentions were good. He just don't wanna go back to Denmark...I guess things are pretty rough over there for him. He hugged me and was like "This is it" I almost cried when I got back in the car...but I didn't. GOOD. I started laying some of my stuff out to pack when I got home. Better to start now than to wait until the day before. I may be going to my Grandma's tommorow, and I think I have a tanning appointment sometime in the evening. For now i'm gonna get out of here...finish talking, and head to bed. OH yeah...FYI: I got some things off my chest...I feel a lil bit better. =] But, CONFUSED is still the word.
<3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 17 June :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... As Good As I Once Was]

Quiz that I stole from Miss Tabi!

>>Basics<<
>Name: Shamarie
>Gender: Female
>Age: 16
>Location: A-Town
>Mood: Bored, Lonely, Dorky lol
>Height: 5'3"
>Status: Single
>Job: Unemployed because Old Navy sucks!

>>Love and Crap<<
>Are you single? Yea
>Do you want to be single? Kinda...yeah
>If your single, do you have a crush? Yea I guess so
>Do you think he/she likes you? Yea
>Ever been in love?: Yes
>Ever thought u were in love: Yes
>Your sexuality?: Straight
>Believe in soul mates?: Yep
>You believe in love at first sight?: To some extent

>>Friends<<
>best friend: Jenn & Tabi
>known longest: Summer
>Smartest: Tabi, Jenn & Kevin...I dunno
>Tallest: Dillon
>Shortest: Jessie
>Most Random: Ben
>Weirdest Conversations: Prolly Ben...we talk about weird stuff
>Prettiest: Bobbi
>Hottest: They're all sexy! haha
>Funniest: Ben & Tabi
>All around best: Hmm I dunno!

>>Fill in the blanks<<
>I am ... wet (just got outta the shower)
>I need... a tan
>I can't ... stand heat unless my lying down
>I'm SO ... bored!!!
>I will never ... be a thug...ha I duno
>One thing you should know about me is ... I am obsessed with hot guys
>I wish I had more … intellegence
>One thing I would change about myself is ... I would be prettier in every way

>>>Music<<
>In your CD player: Gavin DeGraw's CD
>Favorite Band: Emerson Drive & Rascal Flatts
>Favorite Type of music: Country
>Favorite song: Keith Urban - Your Everything
>Play any instruments?: Kinda...
>In the school band?: No
>Do you wish you were a band geek?: No
>Do you like to dance? I LOVE to dance

>>Favorites<<
>Color: Pink & Yellow
>Kitchen Utensil: Fork
>Animal: Dogs
>Breath mint: Cinnamon Altoids
>Gum: Big Red
>TV show: Full House, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, American Idol & Drake & Josh
>Radio station: WOW...93.7, 96.1, 97.5, 102.7
>Word: SURE...I say that to anything anyone says, lol
>Number: 8
>Greeting: Hey
>Favorite Food: Thanksgiving Dinner basics
>School Subject: Prolly English cause it involves no math =]
>Thing: Phone or computer

-Gee that was sooo fun. HAHA. Anyway, quick update! I am getting ready to go to town and get my hair cut then we might go to Bob Evans and eat. Not sure...i'll do a real update later!-
<3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.58am
:: Mood: frustrated

I Need To Talk.
If only I could talk about my personal thoughts on here. This gets really frustrating...because I often have a lot of stuff on my mind that I need to get out there, but I can't.

Unfortunately, the one person that I really want to talk to right now doesn't want to listen.

I wish I could change that.

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.40am
:: Music: Bobby Pinson - dont ask me how i know

a few more days
Well Tuesday was a interesting day… first we went over in Milton for Keshia’s interview but we was over there early so we went to Vicky’s which is a party store… oh gosh was it gay but fun lol… We have to go back to get me a pope hat and Keshia a sheriff hat and badge… they will be great just you wait…. Well then we went to her interview and I sat in the car and listened to music lol… and called mom to make sure I could stay the night again so she said yes….then we went to Go-mart to get gas.. but the pumps was way to smart for us so we went to apple grove to get gas cause I knew how to work those ones…. Well then we went to Keshia’s tanning appointment. I sat out in the car cause Nathan and Michael was outside… well actually it was Michael and Nathan’s dad cause Michael isn’t really friends with Nathan he’s friends with his dad lol oh well…. Welps then we went home…. And went out for a walk later…. Seen orangey lol good little lizard there lol we have nice little walkes… I love how Michael walks out of his house looks at us and mumbles something.. Throws his hand in the air and shakes his butt as he walks away that was some funny stuff… then when we got back to Keshia’s we got told we was never aloud to go walking again.. oh well looks like we did on Wednesday anyways lol….. we got up was lazy for a while then went to Keshia’s tanning appointment where I sat out in the car to see if Michael and Nathan would come out side… which they did cause they got in the car and left and like Michael pulls out in the middle of the road and sits there like he don’t know rather he should move or not lol.. then Nathan waved and they went away then Keshia came out like 10 mins later and we went up to apple grove for Kenny some cough drops. And I got some chips and like when we was leaving there was a car coming. And I tell Keshia to “GUN IT” and she like Creeps out in the road lol that was great stopped by my home to get more clothes cause I had to stay at Keshia’s again.. then when we was going back to Keshia’s we just had to go out by Michael’s home.. which was fine.. and like when we went past the garage thing I look back and see Nathan standing in the door smoking and I look at Keshia and she’s just dancing away it was mighty funny.. then we got back to Keshia’s home and we went walking shortly after……. And we found GIMPY!! What a great dog gimpy was…. She would run and look back at us and bark with the retard face…. Gimpy was our friend. That we had to save from cars cause she was too dumb to get out of the middle of the road. She would sit there patting her head saying, “I’m a retard I’m a retard”. Then after we saved her from yet another car we get to Michael’s home and him and Nathan is out on the porch and Michael looks and says either “hey” or Sup?” not to sure which one so we didn’t answer…… then gimpy just happens to run over there.. and Michael looks at her then us and goes “is that your dog” in normal words. And I answer “no” and that was the end of that talk… I thought about not answering at all but I had to say something cause God knows Keshia wasn’t gonna lol…. Well then we headed home leaving Gimpy with Nathan and Michael cause they knew secretly they wanted her lol welps as we got to the hill the parents came to get us and we was forced to go with them to the graveyard and we sat in the car… and like on the way back Michael Nathan and Little Woods was standing out by Michael’s car. And Nathan waves like a retard but us in the back don’t wave cause yep was pretty aggravated…….. got to her home and didn’t talk to the parents stayed in Keshia’s room…… then later as we was going to sleep or at least I thought we was gonna go to sleep we was talking about gayness.. like Gimpy and how Keshia wants to get me hooked up with Nathan…. Which I do believe aint gonna happen but I’m not to sure about that yet lol…… Then Today (Thursday) got up early it seemed like so Keshia could go mow so I came home cause she seemed in a bad mood so I didn’t want to aggregate her so I just came home thinking well she will be over later.. which she never came but its probably better that way cause Mom and Grace was bitching at me cause I’m a “smartass” and anything I say is mean and I’m not aloud to leave the house is that’s how I’m gonna act when I get home.. and I had to inform them that if they didn’t bug the shit out of me then I wouldn’t have a smartass answer for everything…. And well mom didn’t like that and told me that if I hated my life so much I could leave it wouldn’t bother her one bit cause she could tell I didn’t want to be there. BLAH BLAH BLAH… that’s basically all I heard was a lot of BLAH’S so I went to get the phone to call my good ol’ Father to come save me. and she informed me I wasn’t aloud to use her phone cause she pays for it.. So I left and went to sit on the tracks.. and that was basically my day……. its very boring since I left Keshia’s home…. I have to go back there so my life is interesting lol……… welps that’s it I have to say so I’m gonna go back to talking to Keshia and Tabi

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 16 June :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Rhonda Vincent -I've forgotten you

a few days
welps heres from Saturday till tueday...... ill update about yesterday and today a little bit later...... im to lazy to do it now lol

Welps Saturday went to the Zoo.... oh what a gay time that was.... I about died. There was a lot of dumb people and a lot of kids. And some old people but don’t get me wrong I loved every minute of it lol (not really) I slept all the way there and the only thing I liked about the Zoo was when we was at the Wolfs and there was this little cage thing you walked in to look at some bird that wasn’t actually in there at all lol and I was standing there and some cute freak lookin guy walked in there and asked me what was suppose to be in there and I told him I didn’t know so he was telling me it was the love Shack and that’s all it was suppose to be lol.... it was Great..... after we left the dumb zoo We got lost for a few minutes and had to Call Chris (Melvin’s Brother). Seeing since he lives in Columbus he would know his way around Cincinnati and of course he did.. well after we knew where we was going again I went to sleep. Then they woke me up being the mean people that they are and told me to get up so we could go eat at bob evens..... the sun was hurting my eyes and I about died cause my head felt like someone had hit it with a Hammer.... it was pretty bad......well after we ate then we went to Columbus and went shopping and I got 2 polo shirts and like Capri pants that’s a light tan color..... stuff I would normally not wear but my family is trying to turn me preppy I reckon. Pretty scary I tell ya that one..... and I also got a fossil watch and a candle. And a little jacket thingy .. and while we was shopping I got ill cause of all the people. ... and mom felt bad for making me shop cause she knows I’m not good in crowds......so she told Grace to hurry up so we could head home we ended up getting home at like umm.... 11:40 or so and I got online cause I thought Eric was gonna call me but noo he had to work the next day so I didn’t get to talks to him.. oh well better luck next time I reckon............. then Sunday didn’t get up till like 2. so what I like to sleep lol... then I was bored pretty much the rest of the day til about 4:30 when I finally got Grace up to go to town and we went to Debs cause she needed pants or so she said lol. And then I wanted to walk down to old Navy to see if Jennay or Kevin was working. Which they wasn’t but that’s ok lol....... so then we went to Walmart and I talked to Donnie for a little few then she left cause she was on break and wanted food and needed to talk to Eric (different one from up top lol) so she was going to mcdonalds .... then we went to crackel barell to eat and I ended up talking to Jc for a while cause he was suppose to be working but decided he should talk to me seeing since I am Kim and all lol.. he told me he might not be going to Hannan Next year...... and I informed him he had to rather he wanted to or not lol then we left there after eating really nasty food that Grace loved... and went to Wendys to get her a salad for lunch....... then came home and talked to Taco some cause he was at the home and went out to Check on the animals and found out Kat (the dog) had 10 puppies and then got online and talked to Keshia and mom came in the spare bedroom at like 1am and told me I had to go to bed and shook her finger at me lol so I went to bed and got up at noon today cause she called me..... and then was lazy for a while then went and mowed the far back of the yard like from the camper back.. and was listening to music dancing around lol it was fun.. then came in the home and called Keshia and asked her to pick me up for the 4-h meeting but she couldn’t hear me and called back a bit later so she came over b4 the meeting so she didn’t have to go all the way home. And we went for a 4 wheeler ride..... what Great fun that was I was laughing pretty much the whole time cause she hit trees and we tried going over a ramp thingy and it didn’t work out to well lol. And she looks up and is like “ wonder where the campgrounds is” and about that time we see campers lol it was amusing.......... welps then we went to the GAY 4-H meeting and played in the playground lol then came to Keshia’s home and went walking.............. seen Michael oh Buddy is he ever HOT!!! Lol......... yeah if you want to read about the walk go to Keshia’s and read im to lazy to write it all lol........... welps that’s it about the oh so Exciting life of Kim so im gonna get a going.

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 16 June :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: [Gavin DeGraw ... Nice To Meet You Anyway ]

OH MYYY GOSH!
Finally home. I was soooo freakin bored the whole time I was there. I did get some new stuff at the mall though <3 Ughghh I am so pissed. There are so many things bothering me. 1. Old Navy can't even call me and tell me I didn't get the job, they send a dumbass postcard. How lame? I wasn't really that excited about it after my second interview anyway. The woman seemed like a real b- oh well. One of these days. & 2. I'm not even gonna mention it. That's how mad/aggravated/bummed it makes me =[ I am so dumb.
Last night (@ the hotel) was crazy. I was tired from swimming all day so I fell asleep at like 11. Well...around midnight, mom comes in the other room and is like SHAMA! WE'VE GOTTA GO! Wake up now...and I am like hearing these buzzers and people making noise and lights flashing and the intercom was saying 'An emergency has been detected, please evacuate the building through the stairs." So everyone was going down the stairs and freaking out and we all went outside...everyone in their PJ's...lol. At that point I was scared to death cause earlier that evening on the news they were like "Can the chemical valley withstand a terrorist attack?" Uggggh! After we stood outside in front of the hotel for like 10 minutes they let everyone go back in. The rumors we heard today is that someone pulled the fire thingy. I dunno...but it was extremely scary, waking up to that. =[
Anyway...cheerleading practice wasn't bad. I hope I make it!! We only have one more practice until tryouts on the 1st. Brenda isn't taking very many girls and there is at least 20 trying out.
We leave for Tennessee on Tuesday. I'm really excited. I wanna get away from WV for awhile...it gets so boring. I'm sick of evvverything! Well, here's a lil survey I stole from Tabi...<3~Bye Bye

A - Age you got your first kiss: 13
B - Band listening to right now: I'm listenin to Gavin DeGraws CD cause I got it yesterday. I LOOOVE him!!!
C - Crush: IIII dunno....?
D - Dad's name: Mike
E - Easiest person to talk to: Jenn
F - Favorite band at the moment: Rascal Flatts & Emerson Drive
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: Hmm prolly worms with the sugary stuff on em
H - Hometown: Ashton
I - Instruments: I played the flute in elem. and I can play a little piano
J - Joke of the Day: Uhh?
K - Kids: I don't have any yet...lol
L - Longest car ride ever: when my Grandma lived in Florida
M - Mom's name: Renae
N - Nicknames: I don't really have any, well there's Shamane thanks to Luke and Ben.
O - Only Child?: Nope, got an older brother
P - Phobias: I think i'm closterphobic (sp?) and arachniphobia for sure
Q - Quote: Never frown because you never know who could be falling in love with your smile. --- I agree Tabi!!!
R - Reason to smile: Right now? Friends, Summertime, Nashville
S - Song you sang last: Gavin DeGraw - I don't want to be
T - Time you woke up today: About 11
U - Unknown fact about me: I let things bother me a lot more than I let on
V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach
W - Worst habits: yup...having those bitchy mood swings
X - X-rays you've had: Chest when I had bronchitis and my mouth everytime I go to the dentist
Y - Yummy food: Chicken, mashed potatoes, alfredo...haha
Z - Zodiac sign: Leo

**EDIT: OMFG!!!! DIERKS BENTLEY IS GOING TO BE AT THE OPRY WHEN WE GO! THIS IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE! LOL! AHHH! I <3 HIM! OK...i'm gonna go celebrate! haha. **

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 12 June :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: blah

Crap.
Hello Everyooone! How's it goin? I have slept allll morning...got up around 1. Only reason I got up then is because my contact was irritating my eye so I had to get up and take it out. BLAH. I shouldn't be sleeping in them anyway. Let's see...I think I have ta go up to Charleston to stay again. Tonight until flippin Thursday. Do you know how bad that sucks? Especially since I don't have anyone that can go up there with me. I may not be able to get on the internet while i'm there. I dunno...at least there's a pool n hot tub...and sauna. LoL. Also i'm sure i'll make use of the exercise room =] Who knows. I have to leave up there tommorow at 3 to get down to the mall for my ON interview then I have to go to Cheerleading Practice. I guess after that we're goin back up and then I have to attend Cheer Practice AGAIN the next day. Tabi, you should call tommorow afternoon & let me know you're still going and all that business. Anyway...I have a couple things on my mind...just bothersome things. I really shouldn't be worrying about it. Ehhh. Oh yeah...I just got my report card the other day. I got my first 4.0! yayayay! hehe. I was happy! Oh...HEY! If anyone wants to talk to me while i'm up there you should call my cell, and make me feel loved. lol. I'm gonna go finish watching Pretty In Pink.
<33~Shamarie

EDIT: Keith Urban will be at the West Virginia State Fair on August 16....Cody's birthday. haha =] I wanna go!!!

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 10 June :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: bored

So how's it going?
I didn't get up today til almost 2. I am such a lazy arse, I know. I think mom and dad are going somewhere tonight so that means I gotta find something to do until like 1 or 2am. BLOWS. All there is to do around here is go to the mall. Boring ass WV. Oh well. Tomorrow we have to go down to my brothers to take him his car. I know there's gonna be a big fight. I really don't wanna go. We're just droppin it off and then coming back. That's like 7 straight hours on the road =[ Gonna be pretty boring! I dunno what's going on Sunday...probably more boringness. I am really lookin forward to the Nashville trip. It will give me a little excitement. LoL. Well i'm outta here. Senseless update. TTYL!
<3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 8 June :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: excited

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT OLD NAVY TOMMOROW! YAY! Wish me luck! hehe!

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babydoll2005

:: 2005 30 May :: 11.45pm

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 30 May :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: bored

So how's everyone doing? I'm pretty dandy, i've actually done stuff this weekend. LoL. Yesterday, my mom and dad went out on the boat with Aaron & Kelly and I stayed home for a lil while then Cody called and we decided to go to the hospital and see Becky's new baby. He is soooo adorable! He's so tiny. I had to put on scrubs and stuff to go back and see him and JD was back there holding him when I went back. It was awesome to see JD holdin him and such, I wanted to cry just looking at it, he's so proud. He's gonna be a good dad...any guy is cute holdin a baby =] I want one so bad. I can't wait until i'm old enough, and ready....lol. I got some pics of him while I was there so I will hafta show everyone how adorable he is. They finally got to bring him home today, so that's good. I can't wait to go see him in his lil room...haha. Can you tell that I absolutely LOVE babies?! I feel really bad for Becky, she's like so sore and swelled and she has to sit on a blow-up ring...lol. I can't even imagine!! Anyway, today we went to my Grandpas grave and to Wendy's and Jazzie went with us so we went to the park and let her play with her ball...lol. Fun! On the way back we ran into an accident. We had to wait awhile for them to get the truck pulled out, we talked to Alan for awhile and well, I found out that there was two guys in it, Josh Hutchinson & Jason Smith...I belive Josh is in critical condition and Jason died, he is my cousins husbands brother. Mom called them when she got home to see if they knew about it yet and they were all really upset. I can't picture him right off the top of my head but it's still really sad that he died. He wasn't very old...well I gotta go so my dad can use the phone. Talk to y'all later!

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babydoll2005

:: 2005 30 May :: 1.51am

Things are calming down at home.. slowly but they are.

Well I wouldn't really know I'm either working or at Brandyn's house.

I'm tired of working... but I have bills....

I've been paying my own bills since the 10th grade... I buy my own clothes, supports my own habits, pay for my car, my gas, my insurance, my phone bill, anything I want.

And here I thought that once I graduated, I'd get an apartment of my own. Yeah right, I'm already in debt and graduation is Friday. I owe my boss 200 and some odd dollars. Yeah I know.

But I just got on to mess with my design... and I know it looks pretty shitty... but oh well. I'm tired.

I'm goin to bed.

x3

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babydoll2005

:: 2005 29 May :: 12.19am
:: Mood: exhausted

Yes I have a psychotic family.
SoOo... where to begin?
Friday was my last day of school! I'm official DONE with high school & It's childish drama.

But Friday didn't go exactly how I planned. I came home after school and highlighted my mom's hair. Brandyn was with me so when I finished we went to his house. I didn't want to just sit at his house so I went and got an oil filter and oil. When I was sitting at home I found out me little sister who's 14 ran away. My step-dad was signing his rights off on her and so I haven't seen her since November. She ran away from her mom's house in Bellvue. She tried telling everyone she had to run away because her and her step-dad were having an affair and he was talking about killing her mom so that they could be together. Well after we found this out we find out more of the story, I guess she went around saying she was pregnant by her step-dad's cousin and they were supposed to be getting married when she turned 16. She has already been in a mental hospital for trying to kill herself, then she just got out of an institution because her psychotic mother put her in there just because she got caught smoking weed. I dunno but we were searching for her forever. Brandyn was still at my house so he just stayed the night. I had to work today at five but had to go in at three and missed all the drama. They found my sister just a few blocks away from my house and there was a lot of drama after that, she decided to go to the police station instead of going back to Bellvue. But since she got released out of there she's been staying at her Uncle JP's house.

It's such bullshit because she's psychotic, and she has accussed so many people of molesting her, or whatever. I just want to beat the shit out of her because she has no idea how lucky she is to have such a huge family that cares so much about her.

Oh yeah and not to mention Thrusday night I was woken up by my mom yelling at my step-dad. They're supposedly getting a divorce because he "met" someone. Which is bullshit too because my mom has been by his side thru so much shit.

When they first got together he was dealing... then he would beat her. She's still here. Then when his daughter tried committing suicide, he did too (twice, one very serious) she's still by his side. She's put up with so much shit and if he leaves her now and tries to come back later down the road like he always does, I won't let her go back to him. That's such bullshit. It pisses me off how he can take her for granted so many times. And she let's him.

But anyways on a better note, me and Brandyn couldn't be any better! I really need to get to bed tho. I haven't slept good that past couple of nights.

x3

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