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2003 14 December :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: stupid people
smell: YUCK. Cooking eggs.
Damn Chex mix. I made another batch and it is rather addicting. I am done now......and almond roca is yummy. I hate food.
This weekend I got stuff. Went shopping with my mom for 6 hours. 6 fucking hours. My feet hurt. BUT. I gottta pick my presents and the little peoples out. I am happy. I gotta faux fur throw and matching pillow in black. It is awesome. and a pretty barbie(add to collection) and porcelain doll(also to collection) and a Disney princess Belle. Woohooo for my inner child! I want a cotton candy machine like my little person damnit = (
then at the mall with roxanne we got new socks and I got a pin and some chapstick.
I will finish with a quiz.
Last time I took one of these, I was 90s.
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2003 10 December :: 5.21pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: Scoooby Dooby DOOOO!
Meh. Formally.
I stayed home tonight. I am regretting it now because my ten days are gone as far as my knowledge goes. But only in 2 classes. In the rest I have 9. But still.
Last night Delphian was awesome at the concert. I could not hear us, but I think we sucked. No clue. At the end on the finale thing I was supposed to sing tenor for 2 parts and I was standing next to Jon Bell. A tenor. He sings VERY VERY high! I was confused and finally just sang what he was. Kind of. Terribly. I kept twitching. And forgetting to breath. Haaaaaaahaaaaaa
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2003 8 December :: 8.07am
:: Mood: I wanna go to bed.
:: Music: Distillers
I think I have a thing...I always update on Monday mornings...
I like the Darkness. They are unique and have fun music.
We do not get a spring break this year and that sucks big time.
I have said it lots and I will repeat: Tim Curry is my god. He has the perfect expressions and I have loved him in every movie I have seen him in.
We have baked so much here lately.
I just heard scarynesses!!!! o_o!!! SCARED!
Always remember kids: There's a light in the darkness of everybody's night.
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2003 6 December :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Hey you two.....
WHOA.
Last night as my mom was going to take me to Schylar's, I had to wait after I got my stuff. I laid down on the couch kuz the back hurt. Next thing i knew, everybody was in bed and it was like 10. I had only been asleep like hour or so, but then I could not go to Schylar's. Damn...I feel bad....I am going to call her as soon as I can, but the mom needs the net = S. I think I am going Xmas shopping in a few hours.
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2003 5 December :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: And on to the Christmas Stroll I goooo!!!
Woohoo I am the odd one of the group!
you are steelblue
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Your dominant hues are cyan and blue. You like people and enjoy making friends. You're conservative and like to make sure things make sense before you step into them, especially in relationships. You are curious but respected for your opinions by people who you sometimes wouldn't even suspect.
Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.
Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.
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Um....About that last paragraph.....just replace that with the olive one. I like it more. The rest seems ok I guess.....And this color is very pretty and awesome.
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2003 3 December :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: crushed
FUCK YOU MOM!!!
K, with that out, I must say there is some mysterious force stopping my happiness. I was VERY happy after watching AFI at the Hard Rock place(excellent), but then the next thing I know, the damn Good Charlotte video was on and I was in tears. DAMN. I will edit and add more later...mom bitching -_-
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2003 2 December :: 8.02am
:: Mood: cold, paranoid
:: Music: Sum 41 - Fat Lip
Dec 3rd I will be glued to the tv on MTV for half an hour. No church this week. ^_^
Damn Good Charlotte. Damn them all to hell. Their new video makes me cry every time I see it. Damn them. First time I have payed much attention to GC in a while. Grr.
I dont know why, but I woke up EXTREMELY paranoid this morning. I hate paranoia. GO AWAY DAMN YOU!!!!! Whenever I am under blankets I am hot. Whenever I am not I am cold. It sucks.
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2003 1 December :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: apathetic
Well. So much for my happiness. Must it always be such short lived? First off.... I was very hyper and did not have to ride the bus. Then on second(math) I began to doze off. Then I was pretty ok...except for the fact that when I woke up I had a very heavy sadness about me. Dunno what it was. In 6th(debate), I found out that Mickee had committed suicide on Saturday. She shot herself. She was one of the nicest people in that class. That got me REALLY sad. That passed as I watched them debate. Then I got SUPER irritable after that class. I was pissed at everyone. To my luck, we had a sub. A super bitchy one at that. She was the worst I had had the entire year. I was seriously this close(| |) to telling her to fuck off and just leaving. I was fucking shaking with my anger/aggravation. She gave us a 8 page packet to complete. NOTES. Like the ones we get from the overhead. THAT was our assignment. Luckily I forced my irritation to the book and got 6 pages done. Whenever she walked by, I stopped and stared at her with my evilest look. After that was finally over, I was very bitchy as the day ended. People kept running into me. I pushed 2 people kuz they would not move. I am now just apathetic. Except when the little people talk. Then I am a huge bitch.
To top it all off, my little half brother person got to stay home today because he stayed up till midnight with 'dad problems' and he did not want to go to bed. What fucking ever.
Fuck you.
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2003 1 December :: 8.46am
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: Me sneezecoughing
Lyke Oh My. God. Lyke totally freak my out I said right on!
Don't ya just love 6:38 on Mondays mornings? I know I do.
I am getting back into my big AFI complete obsession mode again. Now Rocky Horror is becoming slightly obsessed over as well.
I update too much. I blame Roxanne.
FUCK I need to go get ready for school.
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2003 30 November :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Neh. My nose.
Rocky Horror.
It has greatness in and of itself. Best. Thing. Ever. I <3 Fank, Columbia, and Magenta. Especially Frank. We rented it last night and watched it twice. I seriously need to go buy it finally. Roxanne bought me a pin kuz I gave one of mine to her and it is Frank'N'Furter sitting in the lips. HOT. I now have a happy pin AND a happy poster. I am very happy. JOY!!!! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^
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2003 29 November :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: I just learned what it meant!
I just learned what apathetic meant!
I am at Roxanne's. She finished her shopping and I got a neato poster!!! I am literally ecstatic! AFI will now be on 2 of my walls..... I love that poster. I staying night at here and hopefully Shell can as well. Bye bye all y'all.
SHARK BAIT HOO HAAHAAA!!!!!!!
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2003 29 November :: 3.19am
:: Mood: Distant
Blah
Roxanne and Shell are here. We are kinna discussing the forgotten topics. Right now...boobs.
I realized how I have lost all security I ever had last summer. 8th grade year was nearly the best I ever had and that summer was the worst. It sucked. I am being distant now and Shell is going to throw something at me.
We went to IGA around 11:35 this night.
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2003 27 November :: 2.49pm
YaY Roxanne!! We are compatible ^_^
My favorite flavor almost!
You are Spearmint.
You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay close
attention to details and you can tell what your
friends are feeling. You are always the first
to understand a joke and you are valued for
your insight and advice. However, you
sometimes isolate yourself from other people,
afraid to share your own feelings.
Most Compatible With: Cinnamon
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2003 27 November :: 2.31pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Rocko's Modern Life!
COME.
Ok. You all shall come to my party thing tommorrow night at 6-11. My mom approved it. That means you all come. Bring drinks, food, and/or movies if possible. Tommorrow is also the Festival of Lights. Dunno anything about that. Comment or call if you can OR can't come if possible!
My comment count as of last entry now is as follows: Posted: 319 | Received: 378
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2003 26 November :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: My head is moving with the beat.
:: Music: SEX AND VIOLENCE!!!!!
I am at Schylar's house. Joy.
You would represent love you value friends above
all. You try and help them to the best of your
ability. However those that hurt you and your
friends will feel your wrath.
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You are Brid. You are creative and enjoy children.
You're also a protector to many and you like
others to be aware of your power. You also
enjoy music and fire.
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