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2003 5 October :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: I did not die...What would you do if I died?*schylar to brandon on the phone*
YUCKY STINK
I am at Schylar's currently. Shelly was here also. She left a bit ago. Last night we took picures. It was interesting and rather eye candyish...gotta go now be back later
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2003 1 October :: 11.40pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: hmmmmHMMMhmmmmmmmmmmmmHMMMMMMMM
I am so damn tired right now. Sleep shall be soon. Just not yet. It is not the right second.
In other news....Resolved:In the US Judicial System, Truth-seeknig ought to take precendence over priveleged communications.
Case Ideas for me: Value: Acceptance
no Criterion yet
case: The truth is the truth and that is just how it is and we have to learn to accept that. I need to work privacy in there somewhere, but other than that I think it is ok....
Value:security
no criterion
a kid is abused by his parents. We'll call him a he kuz I am lazy and just say it works. He has been abused since he was very young. It is the only way he knows. If he tells the truth, he belives only worse stuff will happen. Plus, he loves his parents so very much that he couldnt continue w/o them. He will, therefore, lose all security in the world if truth-seeking is pursued to a great extent.(expansion neeeded)
These are just broad ideas. I have no idea as to which side either of them will be.
Comments and critisizations PLEASE???
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2003 30 September :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: sympathetic
:: Music: So EMBARRASSING!!!
I havent updated in a while.
I am tired.
I like the analogy that you are a lil buggie trying to fly but your family are the lil kids that are always after the bugs trying to tear off your wings.
My mom does not want to watch Dumbo.
I wanna be a phsycological lawyer.
My eyes hurt and in math we are learning how to solve equations. It is so hard I just may kill myself. I got a 90 on the al 1 honors pretest. That is the highest in the school. woohoo for me. I am not in the mood. I should, however, move on to Geometry this year. I dont wanna.
I wanna sleep, like sleeping beauty, for like 100 years, till someone that actually cares comes along. Pathetic.
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2003 25 September :: 8.16am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Vendetta Red
I am updating at 6 17 in the morning = ). I think I need a life. You see, I would usually be gone now, but since Bailey is not at home(shes at Jodis) I was told to leave late.
Now for my point of updating. I have never before realized how extremely hot some soccer players were. I was at the df board and I found some pics. Some were rolling around with each other, some were like humping. And they were just hot. *school girl giggle*
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2003 24 September :: 10.41pm
:: Music: Garbage-Deadwood....THIS IS HALLOWEEN!...The Verve-Bittersweet Symphony
ahaahaahahh!!! 788-5311
I have a bad sore throat. I missed the get-to-know-the-Russians-"game". *neifferpout* I stayed home today. I read almost all day. Good to get outside reading done I spose. My mom just told me I look like a vampire. Peculiar.......oh my that is actually kinna skurry.....oh well I spose.
I like this song. It is the Verve. I am restless yet ever so damn tired and weak. meh. God damn it I wanna go places with people. Like friend people. I dunno I guess I have been in the house for a long time, though I havent. I dunno. I say I am done o_O x_x
p.s.-Tiphni and I are in an abusive realtionship. I am ....not the abuser.....*shifty eyes*
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2003 22 September :: 11.18pm
Lauren asked what had happened to my arm today in musik. I was cutting vegetables for tacos and pointing out something and it just kinna sliced. stupid story. I have a feeling now I will be in counseling. FUCK. stupid bitch.
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2003 22 September :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: AFI - Ever and a Day
Ohhhh! oh oh oh oh..Will you be my be my beloved? Will you be my destruction??
<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )
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ok....this quiz was VERY self explanatory...it sucked, but the picure is cool!
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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Ok then....I am not quite sure as to how the answers I put relate to THIS, but it is a pretty picure! And once again in the Nicko/prolly soon to be Mishellio world! JOY! Maybe I will become a permanent inhabitant! OH JOY!!
Our mission today was to get 2 different people to do either the Hokey Pokey or If your happy and ya know it...I only got Roxanne = (
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2003 21 September :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: My eyes hurt
:: Music: Laura likes yogurt! It can't be that bad if SHE eats it!
Ya...fuck you to bitch.
Last night was Gwen's bday party. and it was like omg fun. At times. Maggie was there. Actually 6(more than half) of the people I did not like. Oh Joy. It went from Spice Girls to Ricky Martin to electric slide to Interp dance(by some...well....mishelle and nicko!) and there was Colton and WHOLE bunches of chicks comparing boobsize with him admiring and I think taking off their shirts*barf*. I swear Kirsty and Angie are lesbians together. I killed Nick = (. He bought Gwen glitter and I killed him with it ;_; I still feel bad. The sadness was spread to me. Nick helped a bit though... hmm.
I gotta "jitterbug".
I REELLY wanna be a vampire or have a vampire boyfriend. and I dont care what you say mishelleio.
Why do they tend to be all hot and sexy? I actually got turned on(in a matter of speaking) as we were watching hot vampires kill people and show their bloody fangs. YUM.
Normal english philosophy of tiphy=too easy with too many...less than geniuses....
and oo nick learn how to swing with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASES?!?!?!?!?
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2003 18 September :: 12.29am
:: Mood: hungry and tired.
:: Music: with LUSH colors and designs.....
ok.......stupid computer deleted my new update, but I took the greek god quiz and got morpheus, the same as mishelle. Wednesdays will be very busy lately= (....no time to sleep will be available.
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2003 14 September :: 3.05am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: MTV2 news
updation on IQ poo!
Now I got a 121 on another test(more accurate than emode) and it says
"Way to go! Your performance on the test was well above the population average. Typically, people with scores in this range perform very well academically, can relatively easily make it through university and generally achieve success in life." and "you scored 83 on the logical reasoning" wooohooo for meeee!!!!!!
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2003 14 September :: 1.35am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Shakira singing Dude Looks Like a Lady
Hey! Bailey is being a bitch!
I scored 118 on my IQ test. Damn I am stupid(right!??!?!?) I am not quite sure what all that means. Oh Well! I have 2 years to improve and then "accurately" be measured (it was designed for 16 years old and up) woohooo for emode! and I am better. but cold. Brr.
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2003 12 September :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: He was a skater boi! (kidz bop commercial)
omg i suddenly feel like I am going to puke.
Today I stayed home. I feel terrible. This morning I kept spitting up chunky greenish yellow thick shit and it did not help my pukiness. I have no idea if Bailey got my flower thing this moring. Whoa..I just realized the song I was listening to is over. It got over like 5 minutes ago, I guess. I think I needa go back to bed. I don't feel like listening to musik. "AAHH!! This coffee tastes like mud!!" "It is mud." "Oh." ahahhahahaaaa that was hilarious. Bye bye my droughty comprendes!!
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2003 11 September :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: squeaking of chairs and typing
I can't type worth poo.
I am in debate class. Supposed to be looking up shit on the death penalty. Like someone said, no journal would be complete without a school entry. Maddie is muttering next to me. I feel like shit. My nose will not stop running. I have a sore throat, and health next(UGH). These people are smart. Damn. Anybody wanna buy flower bulbs from me?!?!!??!PLEASE!!
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2003 9 September :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Ba BA BA!!!
Dead Ducky to the rescue!!
I am talking to Roy and just woke up. Tommorrow I stay after school for measurements. O Joy. Everyone should sign up for the speech and debate team tommorrow even though I will not be there.
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2003 7 September :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: ROCKO!i luv this show!
so leeeet me hold on to
Cyber Goth -- I pity the fool who threatens you.
Between tweaking on caffeine rushes and chain
smoking, you are way too good with computers
and all things high-tech. Throw some morbid
humor and way too much electric blue eyeshadow
into the fray and you've got a jittery,
demented, and very capable person on your
hands. I'm never giving you my e-mail address.
Which Gothic Stereotype Are You?
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ok...strange as I break almost every computer I have ever sat down at....so maybe I am just not a stereotype but the opposite or something
and in science on friday, we listened to ska(woohoo!!), ICP(NAY!), and rush(indifference) and some other people in the same few days/period..it is strange.
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