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kinkyrose1212

:: 2014 4 March :: 2.48pm

Ways To Kill Time At Work

85 Things you Didn't Know About Yourself
Created by housenut and taken 158 times on Bzoink
*~*~*Basic*~*~*
Name:: Laura
Age:: 25
Eye Color:: Green
Hair Color:: Blonde
Height:: 5'5"
Weight:: 200lbs.
*~*~*Favorites*~*~*
Movie:: Thirteen
Color:: Black
Type of Music:: Techno
Band:: Sabrepulse
Singer:: Chad Kroeger
Number:: 13
Letter:: S
Book:: A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
Food:: Pizza
*~*~*Have You Ever?*~*~*
Drank:: Yes
Smoked:: Yes
Done drugs:: Yes
Kissed someone of the opposite sex:: Yes
Kissed someone of the same sex:: Yes
Had sex:: Yes
Had a car accident:: Yes
Had a seizure:: Yes
Broken a bone:: Yes
Been hospitalized:: Yes
Been to another city:: Yes
Been to another state:: Yes
Been to another country:: Yes
Been to another continent:: No
Been beaten up:: No
Beaten up someone else:: No
Cut yourself:: Yes
Attempted suicide:: No
Been arrested:: No
*~*~*Love*~*~*
Do you have a crush:: No
What is his/her name:: None
Are you single or taken:: Taken
Are you in love:: Yes
Longest relationship:: Five years
Shortest relationship:: Seven hours
*~*~*This or That*~*~*
Black or white:: White
Up or Down:: Up
Life or Death:: Life
Guy or Girl:: Guy
Ice cream or cake:: Ice cream
Rock or rap:: Rock
Pop or country:: Country
Evanescence or Weird Al:: Evanescence
Avril Lavigne or Nelly:: Avril Lavigne
Hot or cold:: Hot
Strangled or shot:: Shot
Drive or walk:: Drive
Alone or with others:: Alone
Reading or writing:: Reading
Math or science:: Science
Question or answer:: Question
Lost or found:: Found
Dark or light:: Dark
Blind or deaf:: Blind
*~*~*The Last*~*~*
Thing you said:: Wednesday works better for her
Shoes you wore:: L.L. Bean snow boots
Food you ate:: Green apple candy
Thing you drank:: Water
Person you said hi to:: Taylor
Person you said bye to:: Security Guard
Time you looked at the clock:: 30 seconds ago
*~*~*Current*~*~*
Mood:: Defeated
Music you're listening to:: Sabrepulse
Shoes you're wearing:: New Balance Sneakers
Book you're reading:: I Hunt Killers
*~*~*Finish the Quote*~*~*
I wish I were...:: tripping
My heart is...:: torn
The glass is...:: half full
People just need...:: to shut the fuck up
The world is...:: an interesting place
To be or...:: not to be
Laughter is...:: the very best medicine
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kinkyrose1212

:: 2014 30 January :: 2.38pm
:: Mood: amused

A bunch of crap that might bore you
I'm the man in the box. Actually the girl in the box, but close enough. I don't want to be in this little office right now, but the receptionist is out and since I've been trained in here, I am covering. I wanted to be in office communications class, where one of my non-lovers is. The other non-lover is in keyboarding class, the class I am actually scheduled to be in right now. Since I am done in keyboarding (and office communications, actually), it doesn't matter where I am. But the non-lover in OC makes for better eye candy, which is as far as anything will ever go because I am dating my future husband, so this time, not cheating really is necessary. For the most part I excel at being a girlfriend, but I am somewhat crappy at monogamy. I become attracted to people or there are people I've had previous sexual encounters with and it just becomes difficult to keep my metaphorical dick in my pants. In other news, I feel like getting all kinds of fucked up and disappearing into some tropical fantasy land for a while, but as real life has finally struck me as worthwhile, I shall have to satisfy myself by feasting on my imagination.

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2014 9 January :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: crushed

Right now I really just want to call my parents and tell them, Forget it, fuck it, fuck being a grown up, I just want to come home and hide from the world.

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2014 6 January :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: content

Back in DC after a week of being home. It was a crazy fucking break, I'll just say that. So much fun, such a feeling of freedom, driving, smoking, hanging out, and having some time to myself from my boyfriend. I have to figure out what to do with him. I love him, a lot, it's just...constricting. And after a taste of my former free-loving hippie lifestyle, I want more. Why not join a love triangle? Why not make it a love quadrangle? That would never work, I'm sure of it, but hey, no harm in suggesting it when I figure out how to go about having this conversation. My two best friends want me to live with them and I would love that SO much! Especially compared to staying in the DC area. This place depresses me and makes me sick, I CAN'T DO IT. If I am going to be paying to live somewhere, you're damn right it's going to be somewhere I WANT to live. So we'll see what happens. Tune in next time for more of my Adventures in DC Land.

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2013 22 November :: 9.57am
:: Mood: amused

"Why don't I call you a cab? Though, it's gonna be hard to find one that'll go to Hell this time of night!"
~Elliot Richards from Bedazzled

In other news, I start my traffic directing job this afternoon. Wish me luck!

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2013 16 November :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: INXS and such

Adulthood
Planning for the future and being a financially responsible adult is scary as hell. I suck at that stuff.

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2013 15 November :: 9.43am
:: Mood: bouncy

GGEEE!!!
This has been an awesome Friday so far! I helped out a friend, although she may or may not see it has "help," it was a sort of intervention, because she is in a God-awful unhealthy relationship. I'd knee that guy in the balls if I wouldn't get teminated for it. Then I spent the morning helping to decorate TCU for Christmas, which is making me really excited for the holidays, even though it looks like I'll be spending all of them here. See, Tyler and I applied for this job through Job Corps working events and it had been so long and they were only accepting twenty people, so we had given up hope of getting it. But it looks like we both got it. So yeah, we'll have to stay here and work the holidays, but we'll have each other and we're going to have our own little Christmas. The job pays really well, too, so woohoo! While we were decorating TCU, a bunch of students came in with a speaker and a laptop and started loudly serenading the building with "Lean On Me." I was going to confront them, but they just swarmed on me and Ms. Witchoski came out, anyway, and essentially told them to shut up and get the hell out. It was pretty funny, though, it brightened my morning. Lastly, there is a bowling trip for the 600 Club, which I really shouldn't even be a part of given that I'm in TCU, but I qualify, so fuck it, and I didn't think Ms. Witchoski would approve of me going because it's not an appropriate reason to not be here, but she actually said it's fine! Happy Friday!!!

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2013 14 November :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: amused

Early in the day I was told that the department head here at TCU wanted to see me. I thought to myself, Oh dear God, please don't let this be regarding the disgusting amount of on line shopping I've been doing the past couple of days while I'm supposed to have been working. It was for something completely unrelated. However, I understand how shopping, especially on line, could become an addiction. I'm not even shopping for myself, mind you, I'm getting Tyler Christmas presents. He's had a crappy past couple of holidays, present-wise, so I'm trying to get him a bunch. He deserves it. I find, though, that when I go onto Amazon, I actually get kind of manic. My pupils probably dialate as I look around and think of things he likes. I see cool stuff and think, "Oh GAWD he needs dis! OOOH! He definitely needs dat!" I have five things in the process of being shipped here so far. And plenty more to come. If only I could stop remembering all the things he's said he likes or wants, teehee. I love him so much. I hope he has a nice Christmas.

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2013 13 November :: 10.14am
:: Mood: amused

"If you look up 'idiot' in the dictionary do you know what you'll find?!"

"A picture of my face?"

"No! The definition of the word 'idiot'!"

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kinkyrose1212

:: 2013 11 November :: 10.00am
:: Mood: apathetic

Veteran's Day
Every school in the country is closed, along with the majority of businesses, to honor everyone who dedicated their lives to fighting for this country and others. Is Job Corps, a FEDERAL program shut down? No, of course not! Did that stop my transportation instructor and the head of the TCU program from taking the day off? No, of course not! Could I use this as an excuse not to do anything all day? Of course I could! But I won't, miraculously, because I REALLY want to never be at Job Corps EVER again.

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