Life In Da Hood Wit R.E.L.-UNIT & CHEL-UNIT

:: 2010 4 April :: 6.41pm

semi tire pwnt

:: 2010 1 April :: 6.22pm

The Company Band - Who Else but Us?
Rocky Erickson said to me,
"You can trust acid before the C.I.A."
Chairmen of the Waterboard, Let us come to disorder.
It's enough to make a believer,
The Cleavers seek reeducation.

rayray

:: 2010 26 March :: 11.35pm

They say things happen for a reason, but why do bad things happen to good people?
I am excited about being pregnant.
I was even more excited that I was going to have someone to share my pregnancy with, and was even more excited that, that person was going to be my sister.
I wanted to have that bond with her, and have a child the same age as hers.
That way even though they weren't siblings, my child would still have a cousin the same age to grow up with. Someone close in age with him/her, like I didn't really have.
However, God had a different plan.
My sister had a miscarriage yesterday morning.
She is completely heartbroken, and I want to do everything I can to take away her pain.
I don't know how to console her, or help her through this, and that hurts me.
Reading her blog about the events that took place yesterday tore me apart inside.
It has been a half an hour since I read it, and I still have not managed to find a way to stop my own tears.

There are so many emotions that I have running through me right now, that I don't even know where to begin to try and seperate them, and work through them.

I just really wish I could be there with her and help her through this..

3 Showed Us Their Nine | Show Us Yerr Nine...

moomoo

:: 2010 26 March :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: excited

So I think I finally got my school situation all figured out. So if things go as planned I will start in June. So am excited to be moving on with that chapter of my life. Also getting pretty close to gettting all my projects done on the house. I have been finishing the painting in the family room all week and the floors should be starting next month. Also been hanging out with some new people which is always nice. So I guess things are finally starting to look up, thank god. lol

jayzulla

:: 2010 26 March :: 12.25am
:: Music: BIGGIE - Mo Money, Mo problems

Whoa.......where am I? This isnt facebook....

:: 2010 17 March :: 7.23am

If the government thinks they are going to tell me what I should eat, bunch of fucking homos.

:: 2010 7 March :: 5.30pm

To add to awesome weekend, started the cycle back up today and went for a drive.

:: 2010 7 March :: 1.27pm

Barricade

:: 2010 6 March :: 4.00pm

Ford man now, will post later.

:: 2010 25 February :: 2.14pm

It's god damn 2010 and people still don't know how to do the most simple things on their work computers. Now I could understand if you don't use a computer much, but these people, it's a part of their damn jobs. The company gives them these machines that are a part of doing their jobs, they don't know anything about these machines so really they don't know how to do their jobs. Do your damn job.

:: 2010 19 February :: 3.38pm

being able to RDP with DDNS amuses me

rayray

:: 2010 16 February :: 6.57pm
:: Music: Life After You - Daughtry

Life.. it happens whether we want it to or not..
I feel like I have hit a stand still in my life.
I don't feel like I am moving forward or backward.
I am completely happy with everything that has happened.
I love my life, just feel like it's too straight and narrow.
I hate my job; getting up at the same time, leaving at the same time, doing the same thing everyday, and seeing the same people.
I hate the repitition.
I understand that no matter what job I will end up doing, I will be doing the same thing over and over.
But after 2 years, I need a new scene. I need a different atmosphere.
I need to be able to go to work, and know that I'm not going to get into an argument with my boss over something petty.
I need a drastic change on the job front, like yesterday.
Something where I will see different people everyday.
I might be able to handle getting up at the same time, and leaving at the same time, if i had a different atmosphere to go to, and enjoy.

Having my nights to myself is lonely, and although I should be filling it with my homework, I don't.
I don't have the ambition to do my homework, because I am too caught up in being exhausted from work, and thinking about how I am just going to be going home to an empty, well almost empty house.

Ugh!..

:: 2010 14 February :: 10.54am

ha internet

:: 2010 10 February :: 10.41am

Iron Maiden - Man on Edge
Read more..

:: 2010 28 January :: 10.38am

Big boy job.