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2004 13 February :: 5.52 am
:: Mood: nervous
eh i have my biology test today and my english vocab quiz today ehhhhhhh. im studying right now for bio, i actually studied last night to...eh. i have an 89 in geometry which makes me happy cuz its almost an A.
nothing else new
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2004 12 February :: 11.29 am
:: Mood: sicky
:: Music: mrs.ball talking to her class
i am in the library right now, yeah shocker anyway.
cheese had our lunch and is now siting conspicuously close to me...as in 15 feet away. makes me wiggle with cheesy pleasure.
im in a very non touchy feely mood and i want to smack anyone that touches me right now so BACK OFF ppls
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2004 12 February :: 5.56 am
:: Mood: scratchy
:: Music: MTV
no school yesterday, i cannot talk i sound like a fucking frog...which then makes me think of lenny, which makes me think of CLE which makes me think of other things...haha anywhoo
thats all
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2004 10 February :: 11.32 am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Hillary Duff (in my head ew)
fro is hot
nothing new. decided that a certain relationship i have with someone is a.) not worth having b.) not what i thought it was or c.) screwing me over
besides that lovely piece of information...my computer will be gone for 3 weeks, eh not like anyone talks to me online that i dont talk to at school...and nicholas is gay so fuck him.
cheese was in my FCAT writes today, made my day a little cheesier
on my iflurtz: stalker boy
jeremy fried
collin
a bunch of mexicans
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2004 9 February :: 11.30 am
:: Mood: angry
so im good, i suppose....eh
perhaps we will sex PB this weekend, if he says know we will steal him away from tar (inside he likes us much more) and rape him, thats right rape him.
life sucks
OOO i have 3 AP classes next year, kill me now
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2004 8 February :: 10.59 am
:: Mood: regretful
i feel like i miss out on so much, that im just watching the world go by instead of being in the process.
saw the schools ballet last night, it was pretty good. whoever plaved the evil fairy kicked some major ass. she did some awesome shit on them point shoes. *sigh*
if people get second chances why cant we get second chances in life? we could change so much, be better....i dont know. life needs a rewind button.
im slightly curious as to how lenny hit a parked car? hmmm im sure it was the parked cars fault
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2004 7 February :: 9.00 am
:: Mood: aggravated
**clearing up**
okay, once again. my journal entry a few days ago wasnt about hurting myself or suicide or anything most of you made it out to be. all it was was a simple journal entry saying things that i knew if i didn't post in my journal, would never be said. the reason i put at the top of my entry ' im doing somethign many people won't agree with' was because i thought that my entry would have been meaner or harsher then it turned out to be. and please if you still are confused or what not, call me, comment, IM me, whatever. just talk to me about it. thankz guys
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2004 7 February :: 8.43 am
:: Mood: happy/gooey
:: Music: nah
Marshmallow vs. CLE
last night was so much fun! charlie ended up spending the night which made me soo happy!!sooo after school wewent to CD warehouse to lennys cd then to pubix to get stuff for smores and other fun items.
at my house we pulled out my bed in the living room and piled all our food on it and just ate and ate and ate then ate pizza and cheesy bread mmmm. we then watched scream, i know what you did last summer, and urban legend which is a gooood movie.
smore fight:
we made smores in the microwave (how camp like) and then had a huge smore fight and i stuck marshmllows to my classes hehe
called nick...er, not really...yeah...we DID call pb and play with him for a while harhar
i love my boys
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2004 6 February :: 5.42 am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: no
you know what, not listening to music in the morning isnt a fun way to start the day but oh well its allll good in the hood baby. erhm, last night at practice was okay new girl took my spot gr. its okay cept my ear got ripped off doing show and go's.
moving on...erhm just to clear things up my last entry was just about me saying what i thought of people because i dont do it enough. i thought they would have been meaner but it turns out i dont hate any of you :)
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2004 5 February :: 3.01 pm
i'm doing something that many people will not be happy with, some will be some won't ...most won't
linsey: Darling you are the best, sometimes i feel its hard to get through to you but i always end up in a better mood after talking t you. you are one of the few ppl who can make me genuinly happy
carrie: i dont know what happened to us. i guess me going away for 2 weekends can just mess up our relationship? i suppose it wasnt as solid as i thought. i still love you, i just cant talk to you i suppose
dani: my danison, you are one of the best ppl i know. you listen all the time and try to give advice. i wish people didnt influence you so much and that you could make up your own mind sometimes. maybe its me that doesnt listen enough and your just right, who knows
annalou: child, i have had some major problems with you at times but right now i see that your a great person. i dont agree with more then half the things you do, but its not my life. you are great and im sorry i dont always see it
anna b.: i dont know you too well, i wish i did. sometimes knowing dani and lou is like knowing you, your so much like them
maria: oh my you are the sweetest thing in the whole wide world and i really wish that i could be a friend of yours
beef: wow i had no idea that you were so nifty and ...bad.
michelle: rock on thats all i have to say bout you
collin: ive crushed you, ive hated you, ive wanted to be your best friend..... you are just insanely odd
adam: you were cool, then you fucked with carrie, now your cool again.... yeah okay
jared: you are far too defensive sometimes but your a big teddy bear
R.J.: haha your great, judgemental but great
my andrew: i love you, i dont know if you understand me at all but i know that you try and i love you for that
myself: your fucked up
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2004 4 February :: 5.42 am
:: Mood: numb
not worth it
all i do is take from people. people deserve things so much more then i do. screw me over, im already screwed up anywa it wont matter. lets not ruin a perfect person by making me happy. i dont get happy, understand that? i dont feel. make someone else happy, fuck me. its better that way
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2004 3 February :: 11.23 am
ohboyohboy
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2004 3 February :: 5.32 am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: eh
so candyland auditions sucked majorly, i hate singing in front of ppl like that...oh well, dani did good i hear so yay dani. uhm, nothing else really. cept boy and other boy are very attractive ha yes
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2004 2 February :: 11.47 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: fricken A
| Basics | | Name:: | emily | | Birthplace:: | fairfax, virgina | | Birthdate:: | 7-31-88 | | Current City of Residence:: | ft.myers | | Family Members:: | a couple | | Favorites | | Color:: | red | | Beverage:: | root beer | | Movie:: | BLOW | | Musical:: | My Fair Lady | | Board Game:: | clue | | Computer Game:: | haha no | | Game to Roleplay:: | sex | | Animal:: | penguin | | Sport:: | cheerleading | | Book:: | The Bell Jar | | A Day In The Life.. | | School:: | only fun in 5th | | Typical Mood:: | loud | | Usually Found?:: | skipping | | Collects:: | penises | | Have You Ever | | Been kissed:: | yes | | Done drugs:: | never | | Eaten an entire box of Oreos: | ...wow no | | Eaten sushi:: | no | | Been on stage:: | of course!!!! | | Been in a car accident:: | a baby one | | This or That | | Cold or Hot:: | hot | | Blue or Red:: | blue | | Rain or Snow:: | snow | | Wool or Cotton:: | cotton | | Private or Public School:: | private | | Chocolate or Plain Milk:: | choclate | | Celsius or Farenheit:: | celcsius | | Spring or Fall:: | fall | | Science or History:: | history | | Math or English:: | english | | "Love Life" | | Do you like somebody?:: | no, not at all | | Do they know?:: | nope | | Do you want them?:: | yes | | Are they hot?:: | yes, my andrew is pretty sexy | | Random | | Who do you e-mail the most?: | lenny | | Who do you IM the most?: | lenny | | Who are you talking to now?:: | lenny/charlie | | Are you currently in love?:: | sometimes | | Is this survey lame?:: | nah | | Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) :: | sure | | In 24 hours have you... | | ...Showered?:: | yup | | ...Had a serious talk?:: | nope | | ...Hugged someone?:: | yes | | ...Gotten along with your parents?:: | sort of | | ...Fought with a friend?:: | sort of as well | | ...Done something kind for someone?: | yes | | Do You Like To... | | Give hugs?:: | no | | Give back rubs?:: | nope | | Take walks in the rain?:: | all the time | | Cook?:: | yeahhhh | | Eat?:: | ew | | Sleep?:: | way too much | | Who..? | | ..Knows you the best?:: | charlie, lenny | | ..Have you known the longest?:: | dani | | ..Do you know the most about?:: | cle | | ..Do you consider your friend?:: | my boys | | ..Is most likely to end up in jail?:: | lenny | | ..Can you go to with your problems?:: | charles | | ..Do you want to get to know better?:: | maria | | ..Do you spend the most time with?:: | cle | | Have You... | | ..Been to a concert?:: | indeed | | ..Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: | yup | | ..Cheated on a test?:: | everyday | | ..Ever stalked someone?:: | CHEESE | | ..Done something you regret?:: | no | | ..Been in an online relationship?:: | haha yeah in 6th grade | | Random Questions | | Single or Hooked?:: | hooked | | What is your worst habit?:: | nail biting | | Scariest moment?:: | thinking i got caught at drinking | | Do you swear too much?:: | you cant swear too much | | How do you feel about homosexuality?:: | whatever floats your fucked up boat | | Where are you right now?:: | school library | | Are you sitting by anyone?:: | lenny adn charles, who else | | What song are you listening to?:: | no | | What is the last thing you said?:: | who is that for | | What's on your mousepad?:: | no pad | | What are the last four digits of your phone number?:: | 0757 | | What was the last thing you ate?:: | cheezit | | If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:: | MACORNI AND CHEESE | | How many buddies do you have on your list?:: | 153 | | What's the weather like right now?:: | foggy | | What do you feel like doing?:: | skipping | | What is your favorite quote?:: | "rape me" |
Lame-Stupid-Random Survey brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 1 February :: 8.09 pm
:: Mood: bored
I am boycotting the superbowl
| What's your favorite snapple flavor?: | i hate snapple | | What's your favorite pair of shoes?: | my old black converse | | What's on your mousepad?: | a leo | | Have you ever broken any bones? If so, which and how?: | nope | | Do you like fruit? What's your favorite/least favorite?: | my favorite fruit is rasberrys | | What's your favorite website?: | sex. com, i dont fuckin know | | What color is your room painted?: | white | | Do you prefer egg salad or chicken salad?: | chicken | | Is your room clean?: | yes, im anal about it | | When you were about 4, what was your favorite toy or thing to do?: | my snoopy purse, not really a toy but...yes | | What kind of mouse do you have? (optical, cordless, regular, or otherwise): | regular | | Would you rather be too hot or too cold? (I'm talking temperature, people): | too cold | | What do you sleep in? (nightgown, birthday suit, pjs, underwear, etc.): | clothes, i end up with something off when i wake up though | | What is the color theme of your bathroom?: | green | | What design or picture is on your comforter/blanket on your bed?: | white | | Describe the design and location of your dream house.: | new york lofty apartment *sigh* | | If you use one for any reason, what color is your backpack?: | my purse is my backpack | | What would you do with an infinite amount of money?: | give it to my mom | | Do you have any phobias? If so, of what?: | worms which means i can't eat spaghetti | | What is your least favorite activity?/What do you hate doing?: | going to Mrs. Grahams class | | What are the last four digits of your phone number?: | 0757 | | What's the most interesting (first) name (of a person) you've ever heard?: | KEIFER | | What did you do today?: | got up, online homework, drive with lenny, home, got bed stuff....doing journals | | What brand of jeans do you wear?: | i dont wear jeans | | Where is your most noticable scar?: | not gonna answer that | | How many CDs do you own?: | too many to count | | Are your genetic parents alive and married to each other?: | my moms alive | | What's your favorite shirt?: | chicago sweathshirt | | What do you wish you had/What do you wish would happen right now?: | everyone would disappear...id be happy |
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