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daisymae (profile) wrote,
on 2-5-2004 at 3:01pm
i'm doing something that many people will not be happy with, some will be some won't ...most won't

linsey: Darling you are the best, sometimes i feel its hard to get through to you but i always end up in a better mood after talking t you. you are one of the few ppl who can make me genuinly happy

carrie: i dont know what happened to us. i guess me going away for 2 weekends can just mess up our relationship? i suppose it wasnt as solid as i thought. i still love you, i just cant talk to you i suppose

dani: my danison, you are one of the best ppl i know. you listen all the time and try to give advice. i wish people didnt influence you so much and that you could make up your own mind sometimes. maybe its me that doesnt listen enough and your just right, who knows

annalou: child, i have had some major problems with you at times but right now i see that your a great person. i dont agree with more then half the things you do, but its not my life. you are great and im sorry i dont always see it

anna b.: i dont know you too well, i wish i did. sometimes knowing dani and lou is like knowing you, your so much like them

maria: oh my you are the sweetest thing in the whole wide world and i really wish that i could be a friend of yours

beef: wow i had no idea that you were so nifty and ...bad.

michelle: rock on thats all i have to say bout you

collin: ive crushed you, ive hated you, ive wanted to be your best friend..... you are just insanely odd

adam: you were cool, then you fucked with carrie, now your cool again.... yeah okay

jared: you are far too defensive sometimes but your a big teddy bear

R.J.: haha your great, judgemental but great

my andrew: i love you, i dont know if you understand me at all but i know that you try and i love you for that

myself: your fucked up
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crazziehunnie

02-05-04 3:23pm

i am glad i amke you happy ma'am but i edit the one that you write to yourself:
to ernies self:
you are pretty, smart, brave, hilarious and a very good person. many people love you like lenny. there now it is good.

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tornfamilyphoto

02-05-04 5:57pm

im not sure what is is ur doin that i may not like but im praying it had nothing to do with cats cause thats what my mind went to but i hope i thought too fast...but it sounds like ur saying ur good byes or something? please dont do anything fatal...i like being ur danison...

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runningaway

02-05-04 6:48pm

girl, i dont even know where to start. i guess ill start off by letting you know that im not mad at you for saying what you feel. after all, that is what you feel. i just wish that you wouldve told me before now that you were bothered by this. but i guess im guilty of that too. i dont think it was because of you leaving for 2 weekends that messed things up. maybe it was, i dont know. i guess i felt like i was bothering you. im not trying to make a bullshit excuse. thats the honest truth. im sorry that youre second guessing our relationship and think that you cant talk to me anymore. i miss all the talks we had. my feelings havent changed for you at all. i still love you, ernie. i guess we just got a lil bit off path...lets find it again, ok?
i hope you still know that you can come to me about anything and everything. im always here to listen and understand.
i love you mucho.
im sorry for whatever i did that couldve fucked things up.

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michellerjs

02-05-04 8:27pm

you're so cool em'ly. keep on keepin on cause somehow you brighten my day. don't be discouraged. you're a wonderful person.

<3 michelle

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daisymae

02-06-04 5:41am

dani no nothing like that, lenny you silly, charlie we must talk i suppose, michelle yay

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NaNaBaNaNa18

02-06-04 1:01pm

i guess it's a compliement being like dani and lou... sometimes they're ok.

but i wish i knew you better too, you are a lovely person and you make my days brighter.



anna b.

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mestup21188

S. A., 02-06-04 1:08pm

Sometimes, i gues si dont understand the decisions you make or why you do it. i dont know alot of your backround or your family life or how you get along with your parents or what can be bothering you so much and why you cant just talk to someone and why u have to do it through here. i hope your tlaking to someone. i blame it on wanting attention cuz thats all i know. i mean who doesnt like attention. im sry you think things are shitty but theres always the light at the end of the tunnel and i know you can be that wonderful person that you can be. if you are not satisfied with youself, try to find ways that will help you improve. i know you are very determined. im sorry i dont see your point at times, we are very different, and i guess thats what keeps things intresting. i just know that if you have a problem you should tlak to someone. typing in journals can only do so much.
i just dont understand why your announcing hurting yourself in your journal. i suppose we all hae ou bad days and we need assurance from people. but if ur really planning on it, i suppose im going to get you help.

i love you emily. you do mean alot to me. please talk to me.

-lou

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daisymae

Re: S. A., 02-07-04 9:00am

lou-
nothing in this entire entry had anything to do with hurting myself...nothing at all.
when i say' im doing something not a lot of ppl will be happy with' im talking about posting how i feel with everyone. i dont seek attention in anything that i do. people misunderstood this entry, all it was was me being sick with myself that i havent told a few people how i feel about them. so i did something that i was sure everyone would read, i made a journal entry. its not that big of a deal. i swear it is NOTHING about hurting myself, i truly hate when people write about things so personal like that in their journal...and one thing i know im not is a hypocrite. thank you for not attacking me though and just commenting nicely, i appreciate that.
*emily*

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