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kryiekougar

:: 2005 2 December :: 2.17am

well i have my play this weekend
for those that care the show is at 7 at the kent, friday dec 2 and saturday dec 3 there is a earlier show on sunday not sure what time
thats something i should know but i dont oh well

nothing new has really happend lately.
later

ames

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KryieKougar

:: 2005 28 November :: 6.28pm

help save an awesome show
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m&ms487

:: 2005 26 November :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: cold

So many things to do, so little time to squeeze them all in. Everything is crazy busy, and I need to get together with my english group. I have a feeling we're going to be half assing our way to a B.

I swear I can hear music comming from somewhere in this house, but everytime I walk around I can't find the source. Maybe I'm finally going crazy. Maybe my house is haunted. These things I do not know.
Whatever it is, it has a good beat.

I think I figured out the reason why I shake when I drink. See, I get cold really easy, and when you drink you're body thinks it feels hot, and your blood vessels open up to let off the heat, which isn't really there, so it cools you when you're not hot, making your normal body temperature go down instead of a hot temperature go to normal. Then I shake because I'm cold. Just shivering, that's all that it is.

This imaginary music is driving me fucking nuts.

I want to be done, I want to be out. I'm not quite sure what I want to be doing instead, but just not this. All this shit. I hate it. I don't want to be stuck anywhere, I want to do what I want. I guess that's what everyone wants, but, as in Ethan Frome, "only the smart ones get away."

I hope I'm one of the smart ones.

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kryiekougar

:: 2005 26 November :: 1.40am

Song from the musical wicked
NO ONE MORNS THE WICKED
WHAT IS THIS FEELING
DANCING THROUGH LIFE
“Dancing through life
Down at the Ozdust
If only because dust
Is what we come to!
And the strange thing:
Your life could end up changing
While you're dancing
Through!”

I'M NOT THAT GIRL
“Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl”

DEFYING GRAVITY
“I'm through accepting limits
Becasue someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!”

AS LONG AS YOUR MINE
Kiss Me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I meed help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreams
Could not foresee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me

And just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lot all resistance
And crossed some boarderline
And if it turns out
It's over too fast
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine

FOR GOOD
“I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew youI have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:
I have been changed for good”

and my favorite song NO GOOD DEED
“Fiyero!
Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen
Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen
Let his flesh not be torn
Let his blood leave no stain
Though they beat him
Let him feel no pain
Let his bones never break
And however they try
To destroy him
Let him never die:
Let him never die:
Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen
Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka: eleka:
What good is this chanting?
I don't even know what I'm reading!
I don't even know which trick I ought to try
Fiyero, where are you?
Already dead, or bleeding?One more disaster I can add to my
Generous supply?
Nessa:
Doctor Dillamond:
Fiyero:
Fiyero!!
One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are
When looked at with an ice-cold eye?
If that's all good deeds are
Maybe that's the reason why
No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure, I meant well -
Well, look at what well-meant did:
All right, enough - so be it
So be it, then:
Let all Oz be agreed
I'm wicked through and through
Since I can not succeed
Fiyero, saving you
I promise no good deed
Will I attempt to do again
Ever again
No good deed
Will I do again!”

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kryiekougar

:: 2005 22 November :: 3.51pm

i went to the cedar springs high school play wizard of oz
and it was awesome, props to anyone involved
i'm in between classes right now, can't wait til wednesday night i'll get to see sarah noreen and i have seen her since june so thats exciting.
any way ttyl

ames

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 21 November :: 11.19am

everything is arbitrary.

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KryieKougar

:: 2005 20 November :: 12.15am

the results speak for themselves
HASH(0x8c212e8)
You're crazy! YAY!
Now, if the world had more people like you, we'd be
cultivating chocolate and the ozone would be a
thing of the past.
^_^ Have a nice day.


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KryieKougar

:: 2005 14 November :: 4.33pm

i have lost over 20 pounds since july and i can fit into an 8
YAY ME

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 12 November :: 10.26pm

does anyone read this?

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KryieKougar

:: 2005 9 November :: 6.53pm

a little something i wrote
Hometown Hero

A solider goes to war
To fight for what he believes in
He knows freedom isn’t free
He might have to pay a price
Might not come back to you and me
Make the ultimate sacrifice
No matter what he’ll always be
A hometown hero
You’re our hometown hero

Through those cruel cold nights
And long hard days
Doesn’t matter where you are
You keep going and find your way
You never give up
Because you are an American soldier
You’re always a hometown hero
You’re our hometown hero

Whether you are overseas
Or just down the street
There isn’t a just one hometown hero
All American Soldiers
Whether air fore, marine, army, guard or navy
They are a hometown heros
Our hometown heros

Then one day we get a call
One we have dreaded since you left
That you are no long among us
But you’ll always be with us
You were the first to fall
Hopefully the last
Know you’re in our heart and will be tomorrow
You’re a hometown hero
You’re our hometown hero
Yes a hometown hero
Yes our hometown hero

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 8 November :: 11.04am

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i hope this isn't a scam

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 8 November :: 11.03am

Get a free I pod. Hopefully this isn't a scam folks.



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m&ms487

:: 2005 3 November :: 5.58pm

I've been accepted to CMU. They sent me a t-shirt today. It's a very bright white. I like its newness.


So much as been going on lately. I leave for school in the morning when it's dark out, and I get home when it's dark outside. It's almost as if there was never a day at all. But of course that would be false, because even if I don't see it, it's still there, right? I hope so.

All state band auditions are saturday. I'm not sure I'm as prepared as I should be. I've been practicing between three and five hours a day for a little over the past week. My tone is getting a lot better (recovering from the horridness of piccolo). I'm still nervous, though. I guess I've talked myself into believing that it doesn't matter if I get in or not, but it does. It's one of the only things that I'll be able to do. I can't go to CMU's workshop, I can't go to CMU's honors band, I can't go to EMU's honors band. This is about the last thing that I'll be able to do where I'll be challenged and not have to play horridly easy music with people who don't know how to play their fucking instrument.
But I rant.

My eighteenth birthday is a month from tomorrow. Work will be happy because then I can sell lottery and tobacco at the service desk. As much as I want to kill people who run that place, I still can't help but fantasize that someday I could get a degree in marketing or something and be a higher executive than all of them and fire them because they're stupid. I don't think that they realize that they expect too much out of people they only pay six dollars an hour to. I see so many people there that are intelligent and should be doing something, but no, they work for a measly six dollars an hour and will never do any better. The waste of potential disgusts me.

Whenever I am there I feel as though some goodness, some intelligent part of me is dying. Everytime someone yells at me because meijer screwed them over I feel like saying "You know what? They're screwing me over too. I get paid fucking six dollars and hour to stand here and take your shit for them, and guess what, they don't care, even if I do get a manager and they listen to you and assure you they'll 'look into it', nothing is going to happen. You standing here yelling at me is doing neither of us any good, and nothing is going to change because frankly all that corporate does care about are numbers, their profit, how many defective items they can pass off you to, how many times they can screw you over by not pricing things and you aren't a number, you're a real person, just like me, and therefore, they don't care. So fuck off."

End rant.

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kryiekougar

:: 2005 1 November :: 11.34pm

this is getting bad. i love my psych class and i almost fell asleep in it. i was down at gvsu today. the taco bell they have on campus is crap because they dont have chulpas. i only had one class today
i am starting to get sick of school. i have a job now. i work at subway in cedar on saturdays and sundays. its alright, expect sooner or later they are going to want me to open which means i'll have to be there at like 7 in the morning. and i am not that much of a morning person. on my first day working there i got a big bruise, that was fun then on the second day i spill a sub on me that i had just pulled out of the toaster thing. halloween will never be the same for me. i am not suppose to have alot of sugar. can't really think of anything else that i am willing to publicilly ramble about. later


i think i'm falling.................
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 1 November :: 10.47pm

halloween was alright. didnt get much candy, but i spend almost all night with rachael. i left her house around eleven. so that was fun. she's awesome!!!

yeah, thats about it. see ya'll later

-me

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m&ms487

:: 2005 25 October :: 10.19pm

No more marching band. It can't be true! O the happiness.


Use another fucking pan. I can't fucking wash it out, remember, I'm the one who doesn't know how to do anything. I'm the one who has to be told to do something all the time because obviously I'm too helpless to think for myself. That's it.

Wash out your fucking coffee cups then. I might want to use them to make hot cocoa. HA fucking ha.

They have disappeared and it is so.

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miniredhawk

:: 2005 25 October :: 5.01am

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stay_c

:: 2005 23 October :: 10.43pm

xvhk
You're Element is Earth. You like plants and
flowers and have a very natural looking beauty
so you really don't need make up. You are a
very innocent and maybe naive person but it's
only the jerks in this world that take
advantage of you because you are a jewel in
this world of rocks. You have many friends and
they all enjoy you as much as you do them. You
are skilled with your hands and would be able
to last in a more remote home.


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stay_c

:: 2005 23 October :: 10.37pm

Cocktail
Cocktail


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stay_c

:: 2005 18 October :: 5.22pm

What is your inner-hair color?

Brunette

You are intelligent and beautful. You are Nature! Down to earth and caring, you are good at giving advice.

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