cool beans

What
kind of clothes should I be wearing? by Evelyn

hhmmm...
i feel different. I'M A SOPHOMORE!!!! watch out! ah. ok. so i just am really bored. i want to do something even though i've been out all day now. except when i took a break to nap. hehe. i haven't talked to sean in like.. 2 days. wow! and i might be going to the beach. anyone who wants to join, reply or call and we'll plan some kind of extranvaganza. sp?? oh well. after i get my hair permed of course. :) if the beach doesn't work, then i'll just have everyone over here and we'll play in the sprinklers. now who's up for some fun????? gosh i'm a dork.

hey kids. i'm really tired and thirsty. i'm at work but i'm not working. ha! i could be at the beach with sean, stef and whoever else was going, but sean had to work and stef got tickets to ben kweller. sooo... that plan backfired. sean dropped by for a few hours yesterday. we chatted and listened to music. fun times. i don't have plans for the rest of the day, so if you want to get together, call me. i'm up for anything. :)

bah.. i'm too tired. i'll humour you.
volleyballchix8: kevin..do you smell like cheeese?
Tuwang128: no I don't
volleyballchix8: you should
Tuwang128: why?
volleyballchix8: beacause it's fun :)
beans get's a kick out of this.. i did it just for her :)

go outside and romp in the snow. yay!
build and preserve a snowman in your refrigerator

gn

zzz..almost sleeping
hey kids! just a quick update on what i've been up to latley. yesterday after school sean and i cruised around and he took me on his favorite road. then he took me home and i just hung out here for a while then around 7:30 stef and i went to rosies to bug sean and get shakes. i got a root beer float. ha! we had a good time. today mom and i went to see BLAST! it was so extrodinary i can't even explain it to you. the percussion and battery was the best. they blew us away. what a show. i highly reccommend you go see it if it ever comes back. anywhoo.. today was dad's bday so we had a little party for him. :) yummy cake!!!! hehe..wow! i'm tired.. good night everyone... *i'll be dreaming* :)

well... it\'s finally here... the end of the year
well, it certainly has been an interesting year. it has been full of new friends, laughs, tears, good times, bad times, fun times and everything in between. this year has been everything i ever hoped it would be and everything i hoped it wouldn\'t be. it has been up and down so many hills, but that\'s what has made it fun. last year i would have never expected to be where i am now. i have changed so much over the course of the year and i guess it was for the best. i want to do some of the shout out yearbook type things in here because we really don\'t get to do that anymore. sssooo without futher ado here you go.....

stefanie- we haven\'t been friends long, but we surely have a unique friendship. i will always remember the fun times we\'ve had at the mall and everywhere else we\'ve ventured to. your friendship means so much to me and i hope we don\'t lose each other when you move. thank you so much for looking out for me and treating me like an equal. you seariously are like a big sister to me. i wish all the best of luck to you at western and i\'m so proud of you. you are truly one of my best friends and i cherish our friendship like no other. you are a genuine person with a true blue personality. never change. i love you and will miss you alot.

jenna- you have been on of my best friends since 6th grade. you have been there for me through thick and thin, good and bad. thank you so much for never giving up on our friendship even when we\'ve both were ready to throw it all away. you\'ve seen me at my worst and you know my every emotion. even though we have drifted somewhat this year, you will always be a part of my family and in my heart. know that i love you and will always cherish our beautiful friendship.

alice- thank you so much for all your support this year. we have drifted as well, but just the same, i\'ll always love you just as much. you have been a really big help this year morally. we\'ve had alot of fun this year, especially in health. :) i\'ll see you alot this summer, i\'m sure of it. thanks for always being there when i needed you most.

kevin- lets see, we\'ve hated each other since about 6th grade when we met. but i think this year has been different. i think we\'ve both matured alot for the best. you\'ve been a good friend this year and you\'ve helped me alot with all my problems. thank you for always willing to lend a shoulder to cry on or an ear to spill to. it\'s helped more than you know. i\'ve had a somewhat rough year and you\'ve been there to help me get out of the woods. i appreciate being able to beat you up when i need to take some anger out, that\'s a big help too even though i\'m usually the one to get really hurt in the end. i\'m so happy things are much better with taryn now. i hate seeing you so unhappy when you guys are disagreeing. hopefully we\'ll see each other this summer and thanks for all the laughs.

sean- well, at the beginning of the year i would have never expected us to become friends. much less have you be like a big brother to me. i remember when you used to yell at me when we marched and i hated you so much. but now, look at us. we are hanging out after school and you are telling me what boys to go after. go figure. thanks so much for always being there for me and guiding me through life. you\'ve picked me up and pointed me in the right direction many times and if it hadn\'t been for you, i probably wouldn\'t be where i belonged. you are a great friend and a great just-for-fun brother. i love ya and i\'m very proud of you.

beans- we\'ve had an ample amount of fun this year. you\'ve been such a riot to hang out with and we both know it. thanks so much for wow...everything. the laughs, the tears, the ears, the singing, the dancing and seducing about. :) you\'ve shown me what it\'s like to make the best out of what we have. and we\'ve made alot of things fun that would be boring if you weren\'t there. we\'ll see alot of each other this summer and i can\'t wait to have the time of our lives at WOLVERINE BAND CAMP 2002!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya lots!

gunnie- thanks so much for being a friend when i need it most. you\'re a great guy and probably one of the sweetest guys i know. you are a genuine person and don\'t change for anyone. not even you know who. you are perfect just the way you are and people love you for you. i\'ve had alot of fun hanging out with you and making silly jokes and baking cookies with you. you are alot of fun sometimes. we\'ll get together this summer and have some fun. thanks for being a great friend and don\'t forget that i love you!!!!

to everyone else, just because i didn\'t write you a special message, doesn\'t mean you don\'t have a special place in my heart. i love you just as much. i\'m not going to name names because i don\'t want to forget anyone. if you are reading this, you know you are very special and you know we\'ve had at least one special time or laugh or memory toghether. thank you so much for making this year an experence i\'ll never want to forget. my life is different because of wonderful friends like you. i love you all so much i can\'t even put it into words. have a wonderful and safe summer.

graduation
i was planning on writing my end of the year entry tonight..but i didn't have time. congrats to everyone tonight. i love you all so much. i started crying more after i left. anyway.. i'll say my big speal when i write my entry. gnasd!

funnies!
well, i've had alot of fun the past few days! yesterday was that boring memorial day thing. eh. mom had to go to work, so i just went with her and did some office work and ended up falling asleep in the office. then i moved to a more comfortable place, on top of a stack of flour bags. :) i came home and slept some more. i was so tired. then i went running to release my anger mom bestowed on me. then to my suprise, josh called me! we talked for a while and my mom calles me upstairs to only find... STEF AND SEAN!!!!!!! they stayed till about 10:45 p.m. we had a tickle war and just sat around and talked and laughed.. ha.. and *squeaked* :). today was a pretty ordinary day though. mom and i were on our way home from school and we saw sean's car and andy's car at the intersection where we were turning on shaner from 18 mile. they fallowed us home and we all met up in my driveway. sean dropped ryan and bowman off at bowmans house and came back to hang out. we swung and went for a walk and such. it was fun talking. so basically i've been keeping busy around here. jessie wilde is shadowing me tomorrow at school!!! we are going to have SOOO much fun!! neither one of us can wait! anyway.. i'm kinda tired and i got my magazine today so i'm gonna head up to bed and read for a while. good night and love ya's!

ah, i hate it when i feel like this
why do i let it get to me???? why? why? why? i shouldn't care about it and i shouldn't let it bother me. i have better things to do and better people to associate with. but i don't know what keeps me comming back for more! i'm horrible. when will i realize they are crap??? maybe never.

mom set up my private lessons for flute and piano. arg.. let the chaos begin. it'll be so benificial though.

i went to the sport's banquet last night. jessica recieved the acedemic award from the team and hilary recieved the sportsmanship award. congrats to both of you gals. all the freshmen also got our varsity letter awards and we'll get our letters on tuesday at school. i'm quite proud of myself i suppose because i got 2 varsity letters my freshmen year.

i miss sean, stef and jenny already. they have to be the seniors i am closest with. and the worst thing of all is i can't even go to sean's or stef's graduation parties because we have to be at a different open house in bay city that day. if i could pick any parties to go to, i'd pick theirs. ah.. it sucks so bad. oh well... i can't change it.

mom is taking me shopping in the morning so i'm gonna go to bed so we can leave early and shop all day. that's always fun. good night.

don't ever worry
it's been a while. yeah... grandpa bud is getting a little better i guess. i don't know... dad said mom and i might not have to go with him to see grandpa this weekend because it would be too much chaos for him. i agree. i want to be home to hang out with friends. let's not get me started on that... i want to hang out with this person (it's not who you think it is either) but i'm scared!!!! oh well.. i'm going to take a shower. be back later... take care!